the world in which he exists

The wind blowing in from the window was gentle, and the leaves by the window swayed gently.The swaying of the leaves showed that the teenagers in the room were noisy, Gu Chaoming pinched Su Bing's neck, Cen Xili seemed to be avoiding trouble, as soon as Gu Chaoming rushed over, he jumped off the sofa and stood on the floor.

The teenagers had had enough of making trouble on the sofa, plus the exhaustion of moving in the morning, sweating again after just resting, Gu Chaoming let go of Su Bing and slumped on the sofa to rest, and Su Bing also slumped on the sofa.

Within a few seconds, Su Bing's stomach grunted in protest.

Sitting slumped on the sofa that Su Bing said was hard, Gu Chaoming turned his head slightly and glanced at Su Bing, who was screaming in his stomach: "Want to eat poop?"

Su Bing glared at him: "Get out, I'm hungry, I'm waiting for takeaway, I won't fight with you, save some energy to eat."

Gu Chaoming smiled, stopped teasing him, and turned to look at Lin Jianfan who was still standing by the French window.

Lin saw Fan standing by the floor-to-ceiling window and laughing. He was used to Gu Chaoming and Su Bing's frequent fights. He was advised by "Kindergarten Director" Cen Xili from the very beginning: "Don't worry about it, they will stop on their own after a while."

The calm Gu Chaoming turned to look at him, Lin Jianfan was still smiling slightly with the corners of his mouth curled up.

His young man was standing by the window against the light, Gu Chaoming couldn't help smiling, his mood rose to a high ground with the recent sudden rise in the weather.

When he was hit by Gu Tao and leaned against the desk, he thought the world was dark and the light was just his illusion.On a sunny day with a gentle breeze, Gu Chaoming felt that the current life was too unreal, and on the other hand, he felt that the light was real, and it was by his side, and he could catch it as soon as he grabbed it.

Gu Chaoming sat slumped on the sofa, patted the place beside him, and said to Lin Jianfan by the window, "Stop standing, you're so tired this morning, come and sit down."

"Gu Shuai, your posture just now looks like a greasy uncle who wants to molest Miss." Su Bing imitated Gu Chaoming's gesture and patted the sofa just now, "Miss, don't be afraid, come and have a seat."

"You don't stop even if you're hungry." Gu Chaoming kicked Su Bing's leg with a smile.

Su Bing didn't dodge, and let Gu Chaoming kick.

After kicking Su Bing, Gu Chaoming turned his head and saw that Lin Jianfan hadn't sat down yet, so he patted the sofa again: "Come here."

The wind is gentle by the window, the window is open, let the wind come in and out.Lin Jianfan walked up to Gu Chaoming and sat down. Gu Chaoming didn't put a pillow behind his head like Su Bing did. He directly put his head on the shoulder of Lin Jianfan who was sitting over.

Su Bing, who was slumped on the sofa next to him with a pillow, felt Cen Xili's eyes directing him to look at the two people opposite him. He arched his back while holding the mobile phone, and leaned up his upper body to have a look.

"Hey, this is the treatment only for those who have a boyfriend. Single dogs like us who eat dog food should sleep on pillows."

Leaning on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, Gu Chaoming fell asleep in a daze.

In the past few days, he had to worry about Gu Tao, pack his luggage, study, and look after the house. Gu Chaoming was so exhausted with a lot of things that he fell asleep with his pillow on Lin Jianfan's shoulder.

Seeing that Fan was leaning on the sofa and didn't dare to move his shoulders, for fear of waking Gu Chaoming, the wind outside the window was blowing on the sleeping Gu Chaoming, Cen Xili walked over to close the window thoughtfully, and even took the coat that Su Bing took off to Gu Chaoming. cover.

"Xili, you are so careful with him that he calls you old lady." Su Bing whispered.

Cen Xili smiled: "It's easy to catch cold if it's not covered in such a day."

"It's just that we are too kind to him, that's why he forgets righteousness and despises friends." Su Bing scolded Gu Chaoming while he was asleep, but turned over on the sofa as lightly as possible, so as not to wake him up he.

Lin Jianfan, who was called by Su Bing as the "sex" in the "emphasis on sex and despise friends", said: "He actually cherishes you two friends."

Su Bing turned over: "Of course, otherwise I would treat him so well in vain."

"Don't pay attention to him," Cen Xili said to Lin Jianfan, who obviously spoke to them less naturally than Gu Chaoming, "Will you wake him up and go to sleep on the bed? His shoulders are so sore."

"It's okay." Lin Jianfan smiled and shook his head.

Gu Chaoming fell asleep, and the whole living room slowly fell silent. Gu Chaoming slept on Lin Jianfan's shoulder and didn't wake up until the takeaway came.

After getting the takeaway and putting it on the table, the prank that Su Bing had conceived a long time ago began to be carried out.

Su Bing threw away the pillow in his hand, moved to the sleeping Gu Chaoming, raised his index finger to his mouth to tell Lin Jianfan not to speak, and then gently moved Gu Chaoming on Lin Jianfan's shoulder to his shoulder.

That's it.

Su Bing told Lin Jianfan: "Don't talk later, don't reveal your secrets, just say you slept on my shoulder."

Seeing that Fan hadn't nodded, Su Bing patted Gu Chaoming's face: "Hey, wake up, wake up, it's time to eat."

Gu Chaoming was in a daze and refused to wake up. He didn't open his eyes to see who it was, and rubbed against Su Bing's shoulder twice. Su Bing slapped Gu Chaoming's shoulder a little harder: "Hey, it's time to eat, you jerk! You idiot, I'm not Lin Jianfan, so stop rubbing it."

Hearing Su Bing's voice, Gu Chaoming jumped up like a spring and leaned back: "I remember leaning on Jian Fan when I was sleeping."

"Are you sleepy? Do you know how long I haven't moved my shoulders? Just to let you sleep well. Seeing that you are tired these days." Su Bing said while opening the takeaway box.

Gu Chaoming was dubious, took the chopsticks handed over by Lin Jianfan and asked, "Is what he said true?"

As soon as Lin Jianfan's words were revealed, Su Bing refused to let Lin Jianfan speak, and hurriedly said before Lin Jianfan said: "You still ask if it's true, why am I lying to you? If you don't believe me, touch my shoulder." , as hard as a rock, just because of you, you still rub it over."

Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan with his eyes: "Is what Su Bing said true?"

Annoyed by the noise, Cen Xili picked up disposable chopsticks and knocked on Su Bing, who was nagging beside him: "Gu Shuai lied to you. You were lying on your shoulders. As for rubbing..."

"Rub my shoulder." Su Bing was quite proud, although he didn't know where the pride came from, did the prank succeed?

Gu Chaoming raised his forehead, and Su Bing said: "Shouldn't you just rub it? It's rare to see Gu Shuai acting coquettishly once. That's how steel men act coquettishly."

A finger slowly rose in front of Su Bing——Gu Chaoming's middle finger.

Su Bing laughed loudly: "Gu Shuai, you also have today!"

After eating, Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili advised Gu Chaoming to continue going to bed, but Gu Chaoming said that he still had to clean up the house, and the luggage was still on the ground.

After eating, Su Bing stretched his waist: "Then hurry up and clean up, I want to sleep too, hurry up and go to sleep. There is only one bed in this house, and Gu Shuai and I will sleep on the same side, but Gu Shuai must sleep." Don't hug me like seeing Fan again."

Su Bing blinked at Gu Chaoming on purpose, Gu Chaoming gave him a middle finger and a cursing meal, and finally kindly sent him a "fuck off".

Su Bing couldn't stop laughing.

Gu Chaoming's luggage is neither too much nor too little. After all, all the household belongings that need to be used have been moved here, and Gu Chaoming never thought of going back.

Putting bits and pieces together makes the whole house feel like home.

"Hey, isn't this photo from the last sports meeting? Gu Shuai, did you print it out?" Su Bing asked loudly, flipping through the photo frame in Gu Chaoming's suitcase.

"Well, I washed quite a few of them, and some of them didn't need to be framed." Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at the photos Su Bing said.

Cen Xili looked over curiously, and Su Bing said, "This one, I like this one the most. Gu Shuai's cell phone wallpaper is also this one, right?"

Gu Chaoming nodded, his wallpaper has not been changed.

"And Jian Fan, I remember that Gu Shuai exchanged his drink with Xiao Jian Fan later on," Su Bing suddenly realized after speaking, "Gu Shuai, so you started flirting with Fan at that time."

"No." Gu Chaoming denied it calmly.

"Why did you change it?" Cen Xili, who was not there at the time, asked.

"Because Xiaojian Fan missed his drink and dropped it on the floor. At that time, Xiaojian Fan was taking pictures of Gu Shuai or something." Su Bing said.

After speaking, Su Bing suggested: "Why don't you build a photo wall and hang all these up."

"Will the landlord let you hang up?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"I asked, let it hang up, as long as it doesn't leave too many traces."

Gu Chaoming walked over to take a look at the photos on the ground, and did what he said quickly.

It's just that the photo frame is not enough and the quantity is small.

In the living room, they barely made a photo wall, and several people took out their mobile phones to take a picture as a souvenir. Su Bing regretted not letting Lin Jianfan bring a camera to commemorate the first day of Gu Chaoming's new home.

After tidying up the room, Gu Chaoming was finally able to lie on the bed and rest.As soon as Gu Chaoming lay down, Su Bing took off his shoes and jumped up, lying beside Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming pushed him away: "Get out of here."

Su Bing pretended to cry in a playful way: "Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad."

The two started again, clearly saying they wanted to sleep, but they were still so refreshed when they lay down on the bed.

After the quarrel, he closed his eyes and went to sleep. After squinting for about half an hour, Gu Chaoming woke up from his sleep.

He had that dream again.

Some people say that dreams are the opposite, others say that dreams are true thoughts in the heart, and some say that dreams can predict the future. Gu Chaoming is not sure which statement is correct, and maybe neither statement is correct.

But he had that dream again.

In the house he rented, in the bed he slept in for the first time, in the new home he just moved into.

The blood was still so red, and his hands were still shaking. He was sent into the police car, and was handcuffed with silver-white handcuffs on the wrists that Lin Jianfan had tightly held.He was led by the police to break through the crowd, and Lin Jianfan was dragged by Li Zhao to cry in the crowd.

He couldn't see clearly the person lying in the blood dripping behind the crowd, and he didn't know who the sharp knife he stabbed was aimed at.

Because there is no face, he can't tell.

He was taken into a police car and taken away from the school.

He only slept for half an hour, and he was the first to wake up among the four people on the bed, but his dreams were very, very long, so long that he saw his whole life.

He saw himself dying alone, sitting in an old chair, with gray hair and shabby clothes.He sat in the chair as if delirious and drowsy.

He suddenly opened his eyes, and there was no light in his cloudy eyes, they were very dark gray-black.

He didn't know if he had any children or grandchildren, or if Lin Jianfan was still by his side, he only saw himself, the old man with gray hair.

Gu Chaoming woke up suddenly, woke up from the nightmare, the first face he saw was Lin Jianfan.

Lin saw Fan sleeping beside him, breathing very lightly, as if he wasn't asleep at all.

After waking up from the nightmare and seeing the sleeping face of my lover, the panic in my heart after the nightmare and the shock of returning to the real world were violently combined, and seeing Lin Jianfan's face was able to relax a little.

Gu Chaoming gently approached Lin Jianfan a little bit, and then a little bit closer.

Lin saw Fan's breath hitting Gu Chaoming's face, Gu Chaoming looked at Cen Xili and Su Bing who were still sleeping.

Drop a kiss on Lin Jianfan's nose.

I don't know if Lin Jianfan slept too lightly, Gu Chaoming just kissed his nose, with a slight movement, Lin Jianfan slowly opened his eyes and woke up.

When he opened his eyes, he saw Gu Chaoming's magnified face in front of his eyes. Lin Jianfan asked in a dry and lazy voice just after waking up, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Gu Chaoming wondered how Lin Jianfan knew.

"You can tell by the look on your face."

"I had a long, long dream that lasted my entire life," Gu Chaoming said.

"Then what happened to your dream life?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"It's nothing." Gu Chaoming didn't want to tell Lin Jianfan at first, but told him: "I will die alone forever."

Seeing that Fan blinked and raised his hand to touch Gu Chaoming's face, Lin comforted him, "Dreams are always reversed."

Gu Chaoming smiled and leaned over to kiss the corner of Lin Jianfan's mouth: "Go on to sleep."

Seeing a soft "hmm" from Fan's nose, Lin Jian leaned closer, put his arms around Gu Chaoming's neck, and gave him a gentle hug: "I wish you a sweet dream."

"You can't have good dreams. You said that dreams are reversed. I want to finish all the nightmares, and then my life will be full of good dreams."

"Then I wish you a good night's sleep and a dreamless night."

"Okay, let me borrow your good words."

Just like that, Gu Chaoming was hugged by Lin Jianfan, and relying on Lin Jianfan's body temperature, he closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly.

After waking up, Lin saw that Fan didn't go back to sleep. He put his arms around Gu Chaoming who was asleep. He didn't want to let go of his sore arms, as if he was afraid that Gu Chaoming would have another nightmare, as if he wanted to wake up after Gu Chaoming had a nightmare. After comforting him for the first time, tell him that it was just a dream.

And I'm by your side.

Gu Chaoming's second dream was very bright, as bright as day, and he couldn't remember what he dreamed about.

Maybe dreams are like time, the happier you feel, the faster time passes, the more difficult you feel, the slower time passes.The more nightmare the dream is, the more clearly it is remembered, and the better the dream, the easier it is to forget it clearly.

Gu Chaoming only remembered that there was a spring tree in the dream, the pink petals shook to the ground, and the air was full of the smell of spring.

The taste of sweet dreams.

Waking up from the dream for the second time, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan's face again, and Lin Jianfan just looked at him like this.Seeing Lin Jianfan's face close at hand, Gu Chaoming seemed to recall a scene from a dream.

He thought of Lin Jianfan talking in his ear, and he remembered the weight of Lin Jianfan in his arms.

There is wind in my ears, and Lin Jianfan's laughter can be heard in the wind.

"What should I do? I seem to have had a very good dream." Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan.

"Good dreams will only come true, and there will be no false ones." Lin Jianfan said.

When Gu Chaoming woke up for the second time, Su Bing and Cen Xili had already gotten up.

Gu Chao was lying in Lin Jianfan's arms, the door was closed tightly, Gu Chaoming asked: "Your hands are sore, why don't you put me a pillow, it's very tiring."

Sitting up, he took Lin Jianfan's pressed arm and kneaded it. When he kneaded, he could imagine the soreness in Lin Jianfan's arm.

"Why are you so stupid and won't let go?" Gu Chaoming scolded him by kneading his arms.

Lin saw that Fan was smiling, but before he could speak, Gu Chaoming said again, "You still laugh when you say you're stupid?"

"No." Lin Jianfan said.

"Ah?" Gu Chaoming didn't understand.

"Won't let go."

The air was quiet, Gu Chaoming understood that Lin Jianfan was answering his last question, and his hands paused.

"Aren't you going to let go of the pain?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"Don't let go." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming sat closer, sat in front of Lin Jianfan, his Adam's apple twitched, and swallowed, as if hesitating for a long time before saying to Lin Jianfan: "See Fan."

"En." Lin Jian Fan responded.

"You said that I used some sour words to deceive you now. If I expose my true nature like my father and become a violent person like him, what should you do?"

When Lin Jianfan heard this question, he raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming. Gu Zhaoming's eyes were not red, but Lin Jianfan's eyes seemed to see the panic in his heart through Gu Chaoming's eyes, and saw his tearful heart. .

Lin Jianfan replied without hesitation: "No."

"You don't know? So don't make that kind of assumption. You are Gu Chaoming, just have the same surname as your father, nothing else."

Gu Chaoming nodded slightly, the kneading arm in his hand suddenly withdrew, and the light in front of him was covered by a black shadow.Lin saw Fan kneeling on the bed, wrapping his arms around Gu Chaoming's neck, putting his arms on Gu Chaoming's shoulders and hanging on Gu Chaoming's back, he leaned forward and kissed Gu Chaoming's downcast eyes, as if to remind him .

"Stop thinking about those things and look at me."

Lin saw that Fan Luo's kiss in the eyes filled the crack in Gu Chaoming's heart and blocked the blood that flowed across.

Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan back and just pressed his lips against Lin Jianfan's when a sound of the door opening interrupted his journey.

A few seconds after the door opened, there was an embarrassing and urgent sound of closing the door.

Gu Chaoming, who was interrupted by the sound of the door opening and closing, sighed, couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help thinking about how to face Su Bing and Cen Xili outside.

Seeing a blush on Fan's face, Lin felt embarrassed.

"It's okay." Gu Chaoming stood up from the bed, touched Lin Jianfan's face to comfort him.

Get up and open the door, the atmosphere in the living room is too awkward, or too excited?

As soon as Gu Chaoming opened the door and went to the living room, Su Bingzheng and Cen Xili wanted to change their shoes and slip away without disturbing them, but Gu Chaoming caught them.

"You are so fast." Su Bing sighed.

Gu Chaoming couldn't stand Su Bing's head full of scraps: "Screw your head, what are you doing?"

"We want to say it's a bit late, go home, go home." Su Bing said.

Cen Xili also nodded: "Yes, yes."

Lin Jianfan walked out of the room and tried to pretend nothing happened, but he was still a little embarrassed to see Cen Xili and Su Bing in the living room.

"Are you going back? I'll be with you." Lin Jianfan said.

Su Bing quickly pulled Cen Xili over, and laughed a few times: "The two of us have other things to do, so you can stay later, it's okay, Gu Shuai is here."

Seeing Fan blinking at Su Bing and Lin, Gu Chaoming just wanted to beat him with a hammer.

"Jian Fan, they lied to you, you go back early with them, I will send you down." Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan.

"Hey, hey, no need, the two of us..."

Before Su Bing finished speaking, Gu Chaoming slapped him on the head: "Stop it, let's go."

After sending the three of them downstairs and sending them to the car, Gu Chaoming walked home from the intersection.

Thinking back on the kiss that was broken just now on the road, Gu Chaoming comforted Lin Jianfan on the surface that nothing happened, but actually kicked the air on the way home after everyone went back.

What the hell!Why so just right!

Walking halfway, I remembered that my home had just been furnished and I didn’t buy vegetables. I thought of buying something for dinner at a nearby convenience store. When I walked out of the street, I saw a deserted shop in the distance. It said 24 hours... and there was a flashing word next to it.

Gu Chaoming scolded Fantian in his heart, as if to confirm his thoughts, he saw that kind of shop when he bought dinner, but he didn't see it when he came here!

Do you really pay attention to what you think in your heart?

Gu Chaoming went crazy.

What drove him crazy was still to come. When he walked to a convenience store not far away, Gu Chaoming received a text message from Su Bing.

Gu Chaoming just wanted to punch him through the phone.

"The sofa is very hard, but I have slept on the bed, it's ok, it's very soft."