the world in which he exists

On a cool spring night, he took Lin Jianfan to sit on the bank of the river. When Lin Jianfan hugged him and advised him to leave the house, Gu Chaoming agreed.

Although he agreed, he also knew that it was not so easy to leave that home. Perhaps in Gu Tao's eyes, his escape was just running away from home again, and he would find him again soon.

Gu Chaoming had no confidence, he also imagined what Lin Jianfan said about moving out of that house, without waiting for another year, without being tortured by Gu Tao, but 17 years told him that it was impossible, and 17 years seemed to be over. Buried in his heart is the stubborn idea that he can't escape Gu Tao by renting a house outside.

Because he never succeeded, it was just his resistance, a resistance that didn't work.

Going back to the home that was smashed by Gu Tao, sitting on the dilapidated sofa, looking at the home that was so broken that only his own was left, Gu Chaoming put his elbows on his knees and stretched his fingers into his hair.

Looking up in the living room where the lights were not turned on, the mobile phone that was randomly thrown on the messy coffee table lit up.

He was particularly concerned about the notification sound, and Gu Chaoming looked at the only light in the darkness, with a smile on his lips and moist eyes.

Only the last year.

He will wait until the summer when he walks with Lin Jianfan.

Sitting on the bank of the river until midnight, after the kiss, Lin Jianfan was extremely sticky, and his eyes were as bright as the moon in the sky.

Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan's palm tightly, interlaced his fingers, resting on his arched knee.There were only the two of them by the river bank, so they didn't have to hide like they did in class, and they had to be careful even holding hands.

Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan's hand, the place where they held each other was very warm.

Time passed with the river, and the temperature at night was taken away by the night. Lin Jianfan only wore a sweater and a bottoming shirt at night because of the hot sun during the day.

The sweater was windy, Gu Chaoming took off his sweater and forced Lin Jianfan to put it on.

Gu Chaoming was taller than Lin Jianfan, and his clothes were one size larger than what Lin Jianfan usually wears, and the sleeves were a little bit longer. Lin Jianfan grasped the cuffs of the sweater tightly, and curled his hands into the sleeves like a child playing with the sleeves, so that the wind would not pass through. Come in, you can't blow away the temperature of Gu Chaoming in the sweater.

The two sides of the sweater were a little empty, and what was left was Gu Chaoming's breath.Lin saw that Fan changed his reserved appearance during the day, and clung to Gu Chaoming as if asking for warmth, but he was obviously not cold.

Lin saw that Fan just clung to him, afraid that he would go away, afraid that he would disappear the next morning like the moonlight split into pieces of silver in the river.

Beautiful as a dream.

Gu Chaoming once helped him catch the wind, and he wanted to catch this dream.

Lin Jianfan clung to Gu Chaoming without saying a word, and Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's head, who was suddenly clingy, with his unshakable hands.

"Is it still cold?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan shook his head: "It's not cold."

They leaned together that night and chatted intermittently and endlessly, from rental housing issues to unimportant things, and talked about what they thought of.

"I think it may be unfair for me to say this, but I still want the university to be in the same school as you, or a school that is closer. I know my grades. It is impossible to get into the same university as you, but I don't want to either. Long distance relationship with you, I want to be with you every day, eat together, live together..."

Going on, Gu Chaoming was a little embarrassed and said with a smile: "So I was struggling for a while. I promised Su Bing and Xi Li that I would go to the same university with them, but I wanted to be in the same place as you. Sometimes I You will feel that I am selfish, and I think you must have your own choice, and there is no way to stay far away, but I don't want to be too far away."

Gu Chaoming talked about his entanglement, but Lin Jianfan couldn't give him an accurate answer. He couldn't easily agree to Gu Chaoming to fill in the school filled by Gu Chaoming no matter how good he was in the exam because of impulsiveness or love.He also has to think about his parents and the future.

Gu Chaoming just expressed his inner troubles, and didn't expect to get the agreement in the movies and TV shows that we are going to take the same university entrance examination.He knew that Lin Jianfan was not someone who would easily make promises, and he also hoped that Lin Jianfan would have a prosperous future.

There is no agreement that you must take the same university, but Gu Chaoming is still very grateful. He held the hand of Lin Jianfan who did not answer him. He is grateful that they understand each other and that they have a great relationship at the age when they like to make promises to each other the most. Thinking about age, I am glad that they respect each other and do not quarrel because the other party did not give a satisfactory answer.

They do not impose their own future on the future of others, nor do they bind the future of others. They all hope to fly freely with each other.

Having lovers who understand each other makes life so much easier.

He sent a message halfway to play missing and couldn't go to the food festival, and was caught by Su Bing when he went to school the next day, chased him and beat him fiercely.

When Su Bing calmed down, Gu Chaoming took him to the school canteen and asked him to eat snacks to make amends.

"Did you go on a date with Xiaojian Fan yesterday, and you kicked us out of light bulbs if you disliked us, a guy who forgets righteousness when he sees sex, and values ​​sex over friends!"

Gu Chaoming smiled on the way back to the classroom, the shadow of the tree flitted across his smiling face.

Gu Chaoming waved his hand and said, "No, no."

Walking downstairs, Gu Chaoming was opening a pack of snacks with his head down while walking. Su Bing was chewing crackers when he looked up and saw two people chatting in the corridor of his class.

"Look upstairs." Su Bing bumped Gu Chaoming with his elbow.

The corridor was full of sunshine, Lin saw Fan and Cen Xili leaning against the railing of the corridor and looking down at them.

Lin saw that the cold moonlight on Fan's face last night turned into today's warm sunshine, Gu Chaoming waved upstairs, Su Bing looked at the smile on Gu Chaoming's mouth, took a bite of pancake and laughed at him: "Aren't you going up this time? Didn't last time?" How about running fast, you have entered the state of an old couple so quickly?"

"Go away, eat your cake," Gu Chaoming suddenly pointed to a place, "Hey, Senior Sister Fu."

Hearing that it was Senior Sister Fu, Su Bing responded immediately, and stopped complaining about Gu Chaoming, and immediately looked in the direction Gu Chaoming pointed: "Where is it? Where is it?"

"Accidentally read it wrong." Gu Chaoming's face did not have any expression of accidentally reading it wrong, and the words "I lied to you, idiot" were written brightly.

When Su Bing turned around, Gu Chaoming thought he was going to stare or scold him, but Su Bing raised his chin upstairs and said, "Look, Guan Hui is going up."

"Cut," Gu Chaoming dismissively said, "If you want to lie to me, you have to be a little technical. Hang me with Guan Hui. You saw Fan upstairs, so there's nothing you can do about it."

"Who is talking nonsense with you? You want to have a relationship with Xiaojian Fan, you can talk about it, don't open your mouth to show your affection. It's your Xiaojian Fan. Guan Hui is really upstairs."

Only then did Gu Chaoming turn his head to look upstairs, and found Guan Hui upstairs who was chatting with Cen Xili and Lin Jianfan.

"This kid is here again," Gu Chaoming said, looking away and patting Su Bing, and continued to talk about Su Bing's female senior sister, "Why didn't your senior sister listen to the movement, aren't you Su Shen? Your skill in deceiving girls Woolen cloth?"

"What is cheating? I call it pursuit. Do you understand pursuit?!" Su Bing said loudly to Gu Chaoming, and when he mentioned the senior, Su Bing's voice softened again, "The senior is in her third year of high school, and I don't want to disturb her study."

"Yo yo yo," Gu Chaoming embraced Su Bing, who had lowered his voice, and bumped his fist against Su Bing's shoulder, "Brother, I've never seen you so cowardly, unlike you."

"I don't call it counseling, I call it giving others freedom!"

Gu Chaoming vomited: "He's leaving in a few months. We've finished our midterm exams. Their senior year holidays are earlier than ours. You can figure it out for yourself."

After talking about what Gu Chaoming thought of: "Mom, do you still have the houses you looked for last semester? Or are there any new ones?"

"What? You want to rent a house?"

Gu Chaoming nodded: "Think about it, Jian Fan and I agreed to move out."

"Together with Jian Fan?" Su Bing opened his mouth wide, "It's amazing, you two, you two are living together so soon, Jian Fan's family agrees?"

"Living together, you ghost," Gu Chaoming raised his forehead, "I just agreed to see Fan move out and live with him, don't talk about it, can you help me?"

"Yes, yes, yes, you have already spoken, so why don't I help?" Su Bing said with a smile.

"Thanks."

"Thank you, my brother."

There is only one thank you on his lips, but Gu Chaoming's gratitude to Su Bing in his heart is far beyond what a thank you can express.When Su Bing accompanied him to look at the house, Gu Chaoming expressed his thanks in the bottom of his heart.

Su Bing was very efficient in handling affairs, and within a few days Gu Chaoming rented a house that was reasonably priced, not bad, close to the school, and hidden.

"This will be your home from now on. Your money should be enough for your living expenses, right? Tell me if you don't have enough money, I'm a fool with a lot of money, so you can borrow it." Su Bing jokingly said to Gu Chaoming standing in the well-lit living room .

Gu Chaoming wandered around in the living room, looking at his new home, he was still in a state of not being able to believe that he had a new home.

Although it is rented, it is also a home.

Walking to a pot of green plants in the living room, Gu Chaoming said, "It's enough, my mother will give it to me."

"That's fine. There's no class tomorrow, so I'll help you bring your luggage here." Su Bing hesitated for a while and asked, "Do you have a lot of things? Do you want to call a moving company?"

The living room is not big, but the lighting is very good, and the curtains can be drawn to avoid light. Gu Chaoming was very satisfied, went to the sofa and sat down: "What kind of moving company is it called? I only have so much luggage, and I will live alone in the future Now, you can come and accompany me too."

"Tsk tsk tsk, you are so kind, I thought you would tell me to hurry up." Su Bing also walked to the sofa and sat down.

"You helped me so much, how could I drive you away, I thank you and you still won't win."

"Finally, I said something human," Su Bing said lying on the sofa, "it's just that the sofa is not soft enough."

"My dad won't come here, you can come here to play in the future." Gu Chaoming invited them.

Su Bing lay on the sofa and snorted, with an evil smile on his face: "I didn't dare to come, I was afraid of disturbing the good things between you and Lin Jianfan, this sofa is a bit hard, but the two of us can't care about it if we sleep together Bar."

Gu Chaoming couldn't stand Su Bing, and sincerely persuaded him to come and play, and he said this.Gu Chaoming picked up a pillow on the sofa and threw it at Su Bing: "Your mind is full of rubbish all day long, so don't come here again."

Su Bing hugged the pillow that Gu Chaoming threw over and laughed: "Hahahahaha...you actually murdered your benefactor."

After the drama, Su Bing took out his mobile phone: "I will post the location of this place in the group, and I have to let Xili know the address."

Gu Chaoming sat on the sofa and kicked Su Bing: "Bring Jian Fan Ye in."

Su Bing glared at him: "You can't pull it yourself? Why do you insist on letting me eat dog food?"

"Hmph, just pull it yourself."

Gu Chaoming never thought that he could rent a house so smoothly and escape from that home.

If Gu Chaoming just felt unreal when he got the key and chatted with Su Bing in the living room, then when Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili also came to visit his new home, Gu Chaoming seemed to be in a dream.

Like this is just a dream world he imagined.

This dream was too real, Lin saw Fan's figure dangling in front of his eyes, his voice wafting in his ears, and he felt a little unbelievably happy.

Gu Chaoming's luggage was scattered in the living room, and Su Bing yelled at Gu Chaoming to cook at dinner time, and Cen Xili said thoughtfully: "I'm so tired from moving, and I have to clean up in the afternoon, so just eat some takeaway, don't let Gu Shuai start fire." gone."

"Okay, then I'll order takeaway."

The temperature has risen sharply in recent days. A few days ago, I was afraid that Lin Jianfan would wear the sweater that Lin Jianfan was wearing on the bank of the river a few days ago.The sun seemed to be scorching the earth. On the way to move, Su Bing praised himself for choosing a good day.

Gu Chaoming didn't know whether he was boasting or laughing at himself, anyway, they all sweated profusely while Gu Tao was away after moving house.

Su Bing was so hot that he wanted to turn on the fan, but Cen Xili refused to let him, saying that it would be good to open the windows for some ventilation.

Lin Jianfan went to the window and opened it.

A moderate breeze wafted in through the open window, unable to shake the heavy curtains.

Gu Chaoming raised his head and saw Lin Jianfan who was enjoying the shade by the window.

Lin Jianfan raised his hand to lift the sweaty bangs on his forehead, the sunlight coming in from the window penetrated Lin Jianfan's thin clothes, and Lin Jianfan's slender waist was looming in the shadow of the thin clothes.

Gu Chaoming raised his head and stared at it for a few seconds before he realized his gaze. He blinked and looked away, wandered on the ordered luggage for a while, and asked Su Bing's takeaway point in a disguised manner.

"Don't worry, what do you want to eat?"

"casual."

After throwing down a casual sentence, Gu Chaoming got up and walked to Lin Jianfan, approached him and asked, "What are you doing?"

Lin Jian Fan turned to look at him.

Gu Chaoming smiled at him.

The breeze outside the window was gentle, but the sun was warm. The slight wind blew Lin Jianfan's fringe up by the window.

Gu Chaoming stared blankly at Lin Jianfan's face and at his fluttering hair, he thought, the best design of this house is the floor-to-ceiling window, and it is also the floor-to-ceiling window that has satisfied him the most so far.

As soon as she saw Lin Jianfan standing by the window, looking at his slender waist and fluttering hair, she wanted to hug him, kiss him, and eat him.

Pulling the curtains seems to be the world of two people.

Su Bing, who was ordering takeaway on the sofa, shouted, "Hey, hey, what are you eating, those two over there?"

Su Bing asked, breaking the atmosphere between the two of them.

"You can say whatever you want," Gu Chaoming said.

"Then I'll order pots of stool for the two of you."

Gu Chaoming turned around and settled the score with Su Bing who was on the sofa: "Nod your head, you are a single dog who should eat poop."

Su Bing was pinched on the sofa by Gu Chaoming and howled.He didn't shout anything else, just said: "You scolded Xi Li too, Xi Li is also a single dog."

Cen Xili: "..."

Lin saw Fan standing by the window smiling.

The sunlight outside the window cast his shadow on the floor and into Gu Chaoming's new home.

The author has something to say: I have a new home, woo woo woo