the world in which he exists

The sun was very bright on the day of the final exam.The sunshine that has not been seen for a long time in winter is like honey dripping from the cake, flowing shallowly on the white snow all over the ground.The sunshine in the air is crystal clear, and the white snow on the ground is a white sea under the sun.The snow is shining brightly, and the snow-white sea is sparkling.

A pair of shoes appeared on the sparkling sea, stepping on the soft snow.

crunch.

The sound of snow being trampled.

The upper of the shoe sank into the snow, leaving a deep footprint on the snow at the end, and the pulled out upper was covered with a thin layer of snow frost.

Gu Chaoming bent down to pat, afraid that his shoes would get wet when he walked to school.

Today's schoolbag is very light, and it is not at all like carrying tutorial books, homework, etc. on weekdays.I went to bed early yesterday and woke up on time when the alarm clock rang.

When I woke up and opened the window, I realized that the first snow of this year fell in the night when I went to bed early yesterday.

The vast expanse of whiteness outside the window did not see a single snowflake falling, only the gentle sunlight falling on the snow all over the ground.

The snow did not fall very heavily last night, so Gu Chaoming walked carefully to the bus station with the test equipment on his back, without getting his shoes wet.

The first and most anticipated final exam started in the sunshine and snow.

There were quite a lot of people at the bus station, Gu Chaoming stood by the station, recalling the key points of yesterday's review.

A semester of hard work does not seek to achieve shocking results, but after all the hard work, I hope that my hard work can be rewarded.

There is no wind today, and the sun shines across the carport at the bus station and jumps onto the branches of trees covered with white snow showing a little bit of green on the opposite side.

Gu Chaoming raised his arms to straighten the scarf around his neck.In the cold winter morning, Gu Chaoming lowered his head slightly, and buried his chin in the thick and soft scarf, as if buried in Lin Jianfan's arms.

The scarf was not Gu Chaoming's original one, it was given by Lin Jianfan for Christmas.

Bold enough for a red scarf.

It is the brightest color in Gu Chaoming's wardrobe dominated by black, white and gray.

Since he went to the streets on Christmas Day, Gu Chaoming wanted to buy some Christmas gifts for Cen Xili and Su Bing, and "by the way" to buy gifts for Lin Jianfan.

Walk into a more retro boutique with villains painted on the open wooden sign hanging on the door.There are lazy English songs suitable for resting in the winter afternoon in the store. Sit in the store and listen to the lazy tunes, and the whole person exudes the comfort of winter.

Gu Chaoming didn't explain why he came into the store, he just wandered around the store to see what could be a Christmas gift for Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming walked slowly, playing to the lazy music in the store, Lin Jianfan followed behind him and watched his back secretly.

Gu Chaoming's back is wide, and the golden and orange lights in the store sprinkle over his shoulders.

Gu Chaoming focused on searching the shelves, and heard the sound of Lin Jianfan stepping on the wooden floor of the store behind him, which was particularly pleasant and soothing.

Among the shelves in the store is a deliberately retro full-length mirror with a small note on it.

Gu Chaoming glanced at the mirror searching for gifts, and accidentally found that Lin Jianfan was peeking at him.After catching the peeping person, Gu Chaoming secretly lowered his head and smiled.

Finally, there is a thick handbook on the shelf that matches the style of the store.While Lin Jianfan was picking in the store by himself, Gu Chaoming secretly paid the money, pretending it was a gift for Cen Xili and Su Bing.

Hypocritically pretending that he had no intention of buying him a gift, after Lin Jianfan settled the bill and walked out of the store together, Gu Chaoming introduced to Lin Jianfan which of the gifts he bought was for Cen Xili and which was for Su Bing.

Lin Jianfan listened silently, and Gu Chaoming could clearly see the disappointment in Lin Jianfan's eyes.

Gu Chaoming asked him deliberately: "Do you know why there is no gift from you?"

"Why?" Lin Jianfan asked.

He was really disappointed when Gu Chaoming kept introducing the gifts of Cen Xili and Su Bing, but he didn't want to show it too much in front of Gu Chaoming, so after asking why, he said, "It doesn't matter if you don't give it."

"Huh?" Gu Chaoming was ready to take out the gift he had prepared for him after Lin Jianfan asked why, and give him a surprise, but Lin Jianfan said "It doesn't matter if you don't give it" to him. I'm stunned.

Lin Jianfan's words were from an uncovered vinegar bottle, and the smell of vinegar wafted out from the gap in the bottle cap.

In the past, Gu Chaoming might only understand the literal meaning of Lin Jianfan's words, but now he knows that the more Lin Jianfan said that, the more he cared.

Gu Chaoming threw away the previous foreshadowing and surprise preparations, and asked Lin Jianfan: "Why doesn't it matter if I don't give it away? Am I just so dispensable?"

Lin Jianfan blinked his eyes, obviously hesitated to speak, opened his mouth slightly, met Gu Chaoming's eyes, Lin Jianfan looked away again, closed his opened lips, and walked forward quickly by himself.

"Hey?" Lin Jianfan accelerated suddenly, Gu Chaoming hurried to catch up to Lin Jianfan, followed him quickly, and asked around him, "Why are you walking so fast? You haven't answered me yet?"

It wasn't until Gu Chaoming finally separated that he knew the answer.

Dou Lin saw that Fan's play was unsuccessful, and he never found a good opportunity to give him the gift he bought.

The closer to night, the more people on the street, the sweet atmosphere of lovers has occupied the whole street.

When he was about to go home, Lin Jianfan dragged him into a small alley with few people. Lin Jianfan said that he saw the Guandong Cooked brand inside and wanted to eat there.

Gu Chaoming let him drag him, and when he walked out with a full meal, the sky outside was already dark as winter nights occupied most of the time.

The night has endless magic power, it coexists with the street lamps, let the street lamps radiate its light to the fullest.

Before he walked out of the alley, he walked under a street lamp, Lin Jianfan who was beside him stopped, and Gu Chaoming was still saying that this restaurant tastes good.The footsteps stopped beside him, Gu Chaoming took a few steps and turned to look at him.

"Why didn't you leave?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan stood under the lamp without saying a word, just staring at Gu Chaoming who was also under the street lamp.

"You still want to eat?" Gu Chaoming walked up to Lin Jianfan with the gift he bought today.

The light of the street lamp seemed warm in the cold winter night, and the thin light shone on the face of Lin Jianfan who stopped in his tracks, shining on his superior face.The shadow of the eyelashes fell on the lower eyelids, and the skin under the winter light made Gu Zhaoming want to pinch his cheeks.

Definitely soft.

Standing under the street lamp is the light of his dream.

"I..." Lin Jianfan finally spoke, and slowly uttered a syllable.

"you?"

"I," Lin Jianfan seemed to have made up his mind, "I want to say..."

"and many more."

Sensing a trace of something important to happen next, Gu Chaoming subconsciously prevented Lin Jianfan from continuing without the consent of his brain.

Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming under the lamp, the light fell on his head, and a gift bag was stuffed into his bosom.

"It's for you, a Christmas gift. You can't say that you don't like the one from my elder brother. I just lied to you if I didn't buy it for you." Because of the inexplicable atmosphere, Gu Chaoming had a guilty conscience of intentionally changing the topic when he spoke. .

Lin Jianfan looked down at the Christmas gift he was forced to accept.

"By the way, why did you say that I don't need to give you a gift?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"Because," Lin Jianfan raised his watery eyes to look at Gu Chaoming who asked the question, with a smile in his eyes, a smile that could not be matched in the whole spring, he smiled and said to Gu Chaoming, "Because I can I am very happy to see you, and my happiness is the greatest gift you gave me."

Because he felt that there were too many people on the street, he was too embarrassed to say it. Now that the night was dark but the alley was quiet, Lin Jianfan still wanted to hurry up and say what he wanted to say to Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming told him that he can speak directly about anything and everything, without covering up or beating around the bush.Only Gu Chaoming said this to him, and what he said to Gu Chaoming would only be said to Gu Chaoming.

He can be frank with Gu Chaoming, be himself, and express his true thoughts to Gu Chaoming.

He tried and did.

Lin Jianfan lowered his head and took out a box from the things he bought. Gu Chaoming in front of him was still in shock when he heard his words "I am happy to see you".

Seeing the box Lin Jianfan took out, Gu Chaoming looked at him suspiciously, and watched him open the box. Inside was a big red scarf.

The roadside lights are spread on a soft big red scarf.

"For me?" Gu Chaoming looked at the scarf in the box and asked.

Lin Jianfan nodded.

"When did you buy it?"

Lin saw that Fan's answer was not what he asked: "Can I put it on for you?"

like you put it on me.

Gu Chaoming smiled without saying a word, and lowered his head.

A comfortable scarf wraps around Gu Chaoming's neck exposed in the cold winter air, and the shadows on the ground meet and form a connecting bridge.Gu Chaoming lowered his head and looked up at Lin Jianfan's serious face when he tied the scarf on himself.

The magic power of the night was transmitted to the street lamp, and Gu Chaoming was bewildered by the magic of the street lamp.He looked at Lin Jianfan's face, and after Lin Jianfan put the scarf on him, his eyes still refused to leave Lin Jianfan's face.

"Okay." Putting on the scarf, Lin Jianfan smiled and looked at Gu Chaoming who was wearing the red scarf he had chosen for him.

Eyes facing each other, under the night lights.

Gu Chaoming looked straight into Lin Jianfan Hanxiao's eyes.

He drowned in the vast ocean in Lin Jianfan's eyes.

After a long time, he only spoke six words.

"Merry Christmas, Nobita."

How much he thought, how much he wanted to express his true, longing, and bursting heart to Lin Jianfan, but the words failed to convey his meaning after all.

I don't know the origin of love, and I have already observed it.

"Merry Christmas, Doraemon."

The school bus came from the other side of the road, and Gu Chaoming put away the smile hidden behind his scarf as he recalled that Christmas day.

He could see him again soon.

In the early morning at the end of the semester, in the examination room that can be several floors apart.

The score of 318 in the midterm exam, Su Bing's Queen's Day, and the monthly exam have improved. Gu Chaoming's grades have been rising steadily since he started to work hard, except for a few exceptions, including the last time he was hit so hard that he was almost depressed. Little quiz.

At the end of a semester, Gu Chaoming really felt it when he was preparing for the examination room.

One semester has passed like this.

Recalling Sheng Xia's self when he just entered school, he never imagined that he would have such a big change now, and he also never imagined that he would meet Lin Jianfan who was preparing for the examination room with him now.

Gu Chaoming in midsummer thinks that winter is just a change of seasons, a change of time, he doesn't know that time is wasted and changes are impermanent.

The summer was hot, and he was still thinking about when the injury on his head would heal and he would be able to take off the baseball cap on his head, and he was still waiting for his mother to be released from the hospital and go home. Everything that happened later was beyond his imagination.He didn't know when his life changed. The hat he was looking forward to taking off was given to Lin Jianfan, and his mother became someone else's mother, and he was still the same him, and he was no longer the same him.

Gu Chaoming, who was getting ready for the examination room, walked to the window. Outside the window was not the blooming spring flowers, nor the shady summer, but in the bitter winter wind, he smiled lightly.

it's already over.

"What are you looking at here alone?" Su Bing came over and bumped Gu Chaoming, who was staring out the window in a daze, with his shoulder and asked.

Gu Chaoming passed the scattered classmates in the classroom and saw Lin Jianfan who was moving books.

Gu Chaoming didn't answer Su Bing's question, he laughed again.

That's great, it's the life he likes.

Gu Chaoming, who had been preparing for the final exam for a long time, was waiting for it seriously, but he was still a little nervous before the exam, fearing that he would fail the exam and let down his hard work day and night.Hurry up for the exam, read the questions carefully, write the words well, and pay attention to the details.

After taking the exam, regardless of the distance between several floors, Gu Chaoming walked like flying, and appeared at the entrance of Lin Jianfan's exam room within a minute of the next exam.

The examination room in front was full of students with frighteningly high scores. Lin Jianfan was still packing up the examination equipment when Gu Chaoming called his name from the entrance of the examination room.

As soon as Lin saw Fan raised his head, Gu Chaoming greeted him lying on the side of the door.

Seeing Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan happily packed up the test equipment and walked out of the classroom.

Gu Chaoming was not panting at all, as if he had climbed the stairs.When Lin Jianfan walked out of the classroom, Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan's hand, held Lin Jianfan with one hand, and fished out of his two pockets with the other, took out a lot of snacks and stuffed them into Lin Jianfan's hands.

"I found this from Su Bingna in the morning, and I bought this myself..." Touching Lin Jianfan's finger, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but said, "Why are your hands so cold? The sun was out today. "

When Gu Chaoming said it, Lin Jianfan's fingers curled into his palms unnaturally, as if it was his fault that his hands were cold.

"I'll go down and get something, you stand here and wait for me." Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's cold fingers again, and ran downstairs.

Lin saw Fan standing there blankly looking at the back of Gu Chaoming running away.

After a while, Lin saw that Fan was still studying the snacks that Gu Chaoming gave him, and Gu Chaoming appeared at the end of the corridor with things in both hands.

"You are..." Lin Jianfan looked at the things in Gu Chaoming's hands.

Gu Chaoming held a hot water bottle and some baby warmers in his hand.

"I asked them to borrow it." Gu Chaoming said, grabbing the snacks he gave him from Lin Jianfan's hands, stuffing them into the pocket of Lin Jianfan's cotton coat, then taking Lin Jianfan's cold hands, and stuffing them into the hot water bottle.

The warmth surrounded the entire palm, Lin Jianfan looked down at the hot water bottle in his hand, and Gu Chaoming stuffed the warm baby into his arms: "I found that you are really weak, and you are afraid of cold and heat."

In the next exam, Lin saw that Fan was a little absent-minded. After Gu Chaoming left, he posted a warm baby that Gu Chaoming had found.

He could feel the warm baby in his clothes heating up throughout the exam.