the world in which he exists

Because Lin Jianfan kept his head down, Gu Chaoming, who was sitting opposite Lin Jianfan, didn't notice that Lin Jianfan's eyes had been soaked with tears at some point, the entire corners of his eyes were red, and the lower eye sockets were carrying too much, as if the next moment A dam about to burst.

The dam, which is about to burst, fulfills its responsibilities with due diligence, and still stands despite the waves.

Lin saw that Fan's eyes were wide open because of patience, and he didn't dare to blink, for fear that tears would fall in the blink of an eye.

When Lin saw Fan sucking his nose, Gu Chaoming could hear him crying.Seeing Fan Yi raising his head and holding back his tears, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming was panicked and questioned.

Seeing Lin Jianfan's eyes full of tears, Gu Chaoming asked in surprise, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Okay, why are you crying all of a sudden?

Don't think that there are only the two of them here, Lin Jianfan was like this after he said that, he must be the culprit.

It was the first time that Gu Chaoming cried while talking to the person opposite him. Gu Chaoming really had no experience in comforting a boy who was crying.Chen Haiyang forcibly pierced the window paper that Cen Xili liked You Xin from the outside, and Cen Xili never cried in front of them.

Gu Chaoming has no experience in comforting people.

Although panicked, Gu Chaoming immediately took a few tissues from the paper box on the table and handed them to Lin Jianfan, and said anxiously, "Why are you crying? I don't mean to blame you."

Fart, don't blame others, so why are you angry?Speaking so bluntly, Gu Chaoming blamed himself with a tissue.

Seeing Lin Jianfan Tonghong's eyes, Gu Chaoming wanted to slap himself a few times, make you talk nonsense, make you talk nonsense, and make others cry.

Gu Chaoming's outstretched arm straddled the entire dining table, and handed the tissue to Lin Jianfan.

The TV series on the wall finished playing an episode, the hero and heroine were still talking, the ending song was inserted forcefully, the plot came to an abrupt end, the cast list began to roll, and the boss said that he hadn't finished watching it yet.

The notes of the ending song echoed in the store, Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand, Lin Jianfan raised his eyes holding back tears, looked at the few crumpled tissues in Gu Chaoming's hands, and climbed along Gu Chaoming's arms , seeing Gu Chaoming's panicked and questioning face.

Seeing Lin Jianfan looking up, Gu Chaoming quickly comforted him and said, "Don't cry, why are you crying?"

He also wanted to say, "Why is an old man crying at night", but seeing Lin Jianfan's teary eyes, he couldn't say these words at all.

The words that can be uttered are extremely soft, Gu Chaoming retracted all the thorns in his usual words, and only dared to touch Lin Jianfan with the stamens.

"Don't cry." Gu Chaoming said again, his heart softened with the voice.

He seldom comforts others, nor is he very good at comforting others. He has never been so gentle when comforting Cen Xili, like coaxing a child.

Seeing that Fan looked at Gu Chaoming, who was comforting him, Lin saw that his right eye finally broke through his defenses, and a tear fell from his eyes.

Tears ran down her cheeks, crystal clear under the light.

Lin saw that Fan was crying silently, and the tears fell silently.

Gu Chaoming watched his tears fall like this, and panicked for a moment, he had no thoughts in his mind, and only wanted to tell him not to cry.

As soon as Lin saw Fan crying, Gu Chaoming felt that he also felt very uncomfortable in his heart. The tear that fell seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and it hit his heart accurately and hard.

Gu Chaoming stood up from his seat, bent down, and stretched out his hand to wipe Lin Jianfan's tears across the table with a tissue in his hand.

The bent body blocks the light above the head, and Gu Chaoming's shadow is reflected on the glass top of the dining table.Gu Chaoming's hands moved gently, and the tissue wiped Lin Jianfan's cheeks, tears soaked into the tissue.

Lin Jianfan cried silently, only tears were falling, as quiet as a crying doll.

As soon as Gu Chaoming wiped Lin Jianfan's tears, it seemed as if he had touched a switch on Lin Jianfan's body. The tears that he endured broke the embankment and kept sliding down. The more Gu Chaoming wiped his face gently, the more Lin Jianfan cried. Fierce, Gu Chaoming felt that the tissue in his hand was wet.

"What's the matter with you?" Gu Chaoming frowned, seeing him crying more and more sad, and more puzzled.

Lin Jianfan just shook his head slightly and didn't answer.

"I just spoke too bluntly, and I didn't blame you. Don't think too much, I won't talk about it in the future." Gu Chaoming comforted in a hurry.

Seeing Fan, Lin shook his head again.

"It's not because of you." Lin Jianfan's voice was hoarse and crying.

"Why is that? Did something happen?" Gu Chaoming kept wiping away his tears.

Lin Jianfan's tears were still flowing, overflowing from his eye sockets, his whole face was in chaos, and Gu Chaoming couldn't clean it up.

The light and shadow in front of his eyes was blocked by Gu Chaoming at the touch of the tissue brushing his cheek.With tears in his eyes, the tall and gentle boy in front of him was covered with layers of fluffy light. Lin Jianfan seemed to have returned to the day when he first met Gu Chaoming in the toilet. Light.

Lin Jianfan raised his watery eyes to look at him, his eyes were like a magnet, and Gu Chaoming couldn't help but draw his gaze from the tissue touching his cheek to his eyes looking at him.

The moment his eyes met, Gu Chaoming's Adam's apple twitched. He had never seen Lin Jianfan like this.

The red nose, the drooping eyebrows, and the eyes staring at him, with tears all over his face.

Gu Chaoming still couldn't understand the way Lin Jianfan looked at him, but the more he looked at it, the more distressed he felt.

He must have encountered something very sad, otherwise he wouldn't have burst into tears suddenly, and cried so hard, Gu Chaoming thought.

When Lin saw Fan cry, his whole body became the incarnation of grievance, sitting in the corner, wrapped in a large gray coat, looking even more pitiful, like a fragile little animal.

"Can't you tell me what happened?" Gu Chaoming asked softly.

Lin Jianfan shook his head and sniffed.

"Really?" Gu Chaoming asked again, his voice was soft, and Gu Chaoming admitted that this was the softest and softest he had ever spoken.

For more than ten years, he has been straightforward, rough in speech and rough in person, and has never been so gentle.

Perhaps it was the effect of Gu Chaoming's gentleness, Lin Jianfan looked up at him again.Gu Chaoming bent over and stretched out his hands, Lin Jian Fan Wei raised his head, from this perspective, Gu Chaoming saw the water in his eyes flickering, deer-like eyes.

In the past, Gu Chaoming read his firmness and determination from these eyes, but this time, he seemed to see yearning and hope from these eyes, as if he saw the firework exploding in the eternal night sky, and the shadow of the firework reflected In Lin Jianfan's eyes looking at him.

Gu Chaoming didn't know whether what he saw in Lin Jianfan's eyes was right or wrong, maybe it was just his illusion.

Gu Chaoming stared at Lin Jianfan's eyes in a daze for a few seconds before retracting his hand, and took out a new tissue from the paper box.

"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you. When you want to say it, you can tell me again. As I said just now, you don't have to hide it in front of me, just say it directly. You don't have to be afraid, I won't Said it."

Gu Chaoming helped him wipe away the tears on his face, and kept talking softly. He didn't expect that he would trigger Lin Jianfan's switch again, and the cheeks that had just been wiped were covered with tears again.

Tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, soaking his eyelashes. Lin saw that Fan Yue was crying more and more fiercely than he just cried. If it was just a rainstorm just now, it is now at the level of a tsunami.

Lin Jianfan almost cried bitterly, his shoulders trembled, and his throat was hoarse, causing the store manager to look at their table suspiciously.

"This is a lovelorn, another one, hey." The gossip store manager sighed.

Seeing Fan's tears falling again, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming was even more flustered, feeling that he couldn't handle it with ten hands.

He spoke heavily before, and Lin saw Fan crying, but now he speaks so softly, Lin sees Fan also crying, Gu Chaoming doesn't know what's wrong with him.

Seeing that Fan was crying like a crying baby, Lin suppressed his voice and let the tears flow.Gu Chaoming was so tired from bending over, he sighed in his heart seeing Lin Jianfan being so patient, threw down the tissue in his hand soaked in tears, pulled away the chair, walked to Lin Jianfan and sat down, raised his hand once Pat him on the back.

Lin saw that Fan's whole face was flushed from crying, and Gu Chaoming wiped away the tears, and a few drops fell on the gray coat.

Gu Chaoming patted his back lightly, feeling his body trembling, Lin Jianfan cried so much that he could be said to be embarrassed.

"Just cry." Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan on the back and said, he couldn't help but wonder what happened to cry like this?

Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan's back with comforting hands. The weeping Lin Jianfan sucked his nose, and suddenly turned his head. With red eyes and red nose, he opened his mouth slightly, but said nothing Come.

"Speak up if you have something to say." Gu Chaoming said.

Seeing that Fan opened his mouth again, but still didn't say anything, Gu Chaoming guessed that there was something inconvenient for him to say, so he bent over and put his ear to his lips: "Speak."

As the distance drew closer, Lin saw Fan's sniffing and swallowing sounds amplified in his ears, and Gu Chaoming heard him speak hoarsely and said, "Can you pay the bill first and take me away, they are all looking at me, it's so embarrassing. "

Seeing that Fan spoke very lightly, and there was the sound of drooling after crying, Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing.

Gu Chaoming turned sideways, and the corners of his mouth curled up: "You still know how to be ashamed? Wait, I will pay the bill."

After paying the bill, Gu Chaoming took his mobile phone and took out a few more napkins to wipe Lin Jianfan's tears.

Gu Chaoming pulled the sliding door and waited for Lin Jianfan behind him to come out before letting go. Lin Jianfan himself took a piece of paper and wiped it carelessly.

The temperature dropped sharply at night, and Gu Chaoming still felt a little cold when he came out of the store, so he turned his head and asked Lin Jianfan, "Are you cold?"

Seeing that Fan shook his head, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming's clothes were thick enough, so he shouldn't be cold.

The snack street at night is full of people, and the location of the crock soup shop is relatively remote. There are not as many people on the main street.All kinds of colorful lights flickered, and children in school uniforms were jumping on the side of the road.

Seeing that Fan blew his nose and ran to throw garbage not far away, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming stood on the sidewalk and waited for him.

On a cool autumn night, Gu Chaoming put his hands in his pockets, followed Lin Jianfan's back as he trot towards the trash can, and Lin Jianfan ran towards him after throwing away the trash.

Gu Chaoming watched him run past one night snack stall after another, colorful neon light shadows slid over him, the night wind blew his hair, and he ran towards him through the night and the crowd.Gu Chaoming raised his brows and eyes unconsciously, stood there with his lips pursed and chuckled, and greeted the young man who was running towards him.

Lin Jianfan, who ran over, was dazed for a moment, lost his footing, and almost tripped over himself.He staggered forward suddenly, but fortunately Gu Chaoming quickly reached out his hand from his pocket and took a big step forward to support him: "You are crying stupid, you can't even walk steadily."

In the wind at night, Lin saw that Fan lowered his head like a child who made a mistake. Gu Chaoming couldn't see his face, but it was the head that was so fluffy that the dean envied him.

Seeing him like this, Gu Chaoming couldn't help but sigh in his heart, raised his hand and patted his head lightly, not so much as a pat, Gu Chaoming's movements were so gentle that it should be described as touching, stroking a crying little animal .

Gu Chaoming didn't know what the crying little beast had experienced, or what he was sad about. The chances of their life circles overlapping were not high, so he couldn't give him the possibility to guess.

There was no possibility of even guessing, he was comforting a classmate who was crying for no reason, Gu Chaoming felt a sense of loss, and the noise of the noisy night market couldn't cover it, it grew wildly like a vine, covering Gu Chaoming's whole heart in an instant.

Gu Chaoming couldn't guess, he only knew that Lin Jianfan was very sad, and he could only comfort him with words that were so embarrassing that even he despised him.

Gu Chaoming suddenly felt that he was so far away from Lin Jianfan, so far away that there was a desert and a space, but Lin Jianfan Mingming was beside him, right in front of his eyes.

Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's chin with his index finger and thumb, and raised his head. As expected, what he saw was Lin Jianfan's red nose after blowing his nose, his red eyes from crying, and a blurred redness in his eyes. .

That blurred red seeped into Gu Chaoming's eyes, his heart sank, and the whole night was ups and downs.

The fingers on his chin were cold, which made Lin Jianfan's skin look hot. His fingers lightly rubbed against his skin, burning from his fingertips.

A slight heat spread across the back of the hand, like a breeze blowing across an open field, without making a sound, but it really came.

That was Lin Jianfan's breath.

As the breeze blew past, Lin Jianfan raised his eyes to look at him, with water waves and stars in his eyes.

Gu Chaoming touched his eyes from his chin, and wiped the end of his eyes with his fingertips.Seeing that something was caressing in front of his eyes, Lin couldn't help blinking.

Seeing that Fan's gaze stayed on Gu Chaoming's face, Gu Chaoming knew that he had done too much, so he immediately put down his hands: "All the shit from crying eyes came out, I wiped it off for you."

Lin Jianfan rubbed his eyes: "Liar, I washed my face well in the morning."

Gu Chaoming said: "That's because you didn't pay attention."

Lin Jianfan: "..."

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's wrist and stopped him from rubbing his eyes: "Stop rubbing, the more you rub, the more itchy you will be, and the more you rub, the more gum you will get."

Seeing that Fan didn't care about Gu Chaoming's fallacies, Lin only said, "The wind got into my eyes."

Gu Chaoming let go of his hand, and there was a moment of silence. When he grabbed his hand just now, Gu Chaoming saw the sparkle in his eyes. Lin Jianfan was just rubbing his eyes to cover it up. Gu Chaoming didn't want to expose him.

Gu Chaoming turned his back to Lin Jianfan, who looked at him curiously.

"Look at it." Gu Chaoming said, raised his left hand and straightened it facing the night in front of him, hooked the fingers of the other hand on the cuff, and pulled the cuff to the maximum, and the black hole drawn by the cuff was facing the night.

Gu Chaoming is like the protagonist in a movie who wants to magnify his moves. Generally, he has to recite a series of spells before magnifying his moves. Gu Chaoming said to the night with a sense of ceremony: "The wind is coming."

Lin Jianfan was stupefied by him and stared at his strange movements.

God was so kind to me that a gust of wind really came, and Gu Chaoming was not left alone.

The cold wind poured in from Gu Chaoming's deliberately stretched cuffs, and the body wrapped in the coat felt the temperature of the autumn night. Gu Chaoming suddenly let go of his fingers and grabbed the cuffs, as if he had taken some treasure and hid it in his sleeves.

Gu Chaoming clenched his cuffs and turned around, meeting Shanglin Jianfan's eyes blown by the wind.Gu Chaoming saw doubt and curiosity in Lin Jianfan's eyes, and saw sadness running away.

Gu Chaoming lifted his cuffed left hand and asked Lin Jianfan: "Do you know what I grabbed?"

Lin Jian Fan shook his head.

Gu Chaoming slightly clenched his left hand and stretched it out in front of his eyes, and let go of the cuff he had been holding.

Lin Jianfan saw Gu Chaoming's knuckles propped up by his phalanx, his black sleeves, and the hazy face behind the fist that occupied most of his sight.

Lin Jianfan heard him say, "I caught the wind."

I catch the wind.

The boy told him that I caught the wind.

I caught the wind that ran into your eyes.