the world in which he exists

There are many rays of light, the setting sun is thick, and the sky is golden and romantic.

The setting sun and the evening glow are in the same sky. Lin Jianfan stood under that sky, the glow fell on him, and the stone sculpture beside him was silent.

Sitting on the stone bench in the school corridor, Gu Chaoming turned his head and met a hesitant Lin Jianfan with a frightened expression on his face.

It was the horror of being discovered.

Still frightened, Gu Chaoming had never seen the third expression on his face.

The stone carvings are surrounded by narrow gravel roads, and the gravel roads are surrounded by green flower beds, in which neat arborvitae are planted, and the sparse but tall trees around the arborvitae bloom small flowers.

Lin saw Fan standing beside the stone sculpture, on the gravel road surrounding the stone sculpture.He was as silent as a stone sculpture, only illuminated by the setting sun, silent and hesitating.

Lin Jianfan stood there, as if the statue was the source of his strength.

As the sky was getting darker, the vines wrapped around the stone pillars of the promenade stretched out a tentacles, and a tender leaf grew out in a twist, as if inviting people to sit down.The stone bench, which had been exposed to the sun for a whole day, was still hot after being scalded. Gu Chaoming sat on the stone bench with strangeness and doubts written all over his face.The treated wound on the head was glaring, and Lin Jianfan saw it at a glance, and blamed himself more and more.

The panicked expression on Lin Jianfan's face was exactly the same as when he was caught peeping in the morning, which made Gu Chaoming wonder if this new student in his class had any special hobbies.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, and Lin Jianfan also looked at him.

It was quiet all around, only green trees and white flowers around, and the cleaning students had already gone home.

Quiet, quiet after turning your head.

"Are you following me?" Gu Chaoming twisted his neck to break the special silence.

Walking aimlessly in the school by himself, he went to rest at random, heard footsteps behind him, turned his head and saw Lin Jianfan's panicked expression.This person stopped when you looked over, and you only found out that this person was peeking at you during class in the morning. Anyone will think there is something wrong with him.

Gu Chaoming was straightforward and asked Lin Jianfan directly if he was following him.

In Lin Jianfan's eyes, Gu Chaoming is a person who cannot be summed up with general words such as strange, violent, and undisciplined. The multifaceted nature of Gu Chaoming in front of him makes him unable to define it, and cannot be summed up with specific words.

Lin Jianfan thought of Gu Chaoming in this way, and Gu Chaoming also thought of him in the same way.If Lin Jianfan who helped him pick up leaflets last night could be summed up in kindness, then Lin Jianfan who came to class today was obviously more cautious and careful, not as comfortable as yesterday, and many things he did made people feel uncomfortable. People are confused.

Gu Chaoming attributed Lin Jianfan's strange behaviors to his inadaptability to the new environment, but now that he doesn't go home after school, it's also because he didn't adapt to appearing in front of him?

I still have a reason to stay so late at school to deal with the wound, and what is the reason behind Lin Jianfan?Gu Chaoming couldn't figure out that Lin Jianfan was so much like the person who followed him quietly.

After Gu Chaoming asked, "Are you following me?", Lin Jianfan's eyes widened slightly, and the panic on his face intensified, he hurriedly answered, somewhat stammering: "No, no."

"Are you staying?" Gu Chaoming asked again.

Gu Chaoming thought that maybe Lin Jianfan was really just passing by, maybe he didn't go home because of accommodation, but Lin Jianfan was still carrying a schoolbag on his back, and if he was staying, he would not appear in this kind of place at this point.

Seeing that Fan shook his head, Lin didn't stutter this time, and the panic on his face was lessened, and he answered more smoothly: "I'm a commuter student, and I don't stay overnight."

"Then what are you doing here? Aren't you going home?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan seemed to be awakened by his words, and took off the schoolbag on his shoulder. The schoolbag was thrown to his chest without support, and Lin Jianfan unzipped the schoolbag.

Gu Chaoming stared at him strangely, wanting to see what he was going to take out of his schoolbag.

"This is back to you."

Lin Jian Fan stretched out his hand to Gu Chaoming, pinched the brim of the black baseball cap with his fingers and handed it to Gu Chaoming.

A few hours ago, this black baseball cap was still tightly buckled on Gu Chaoming's head, and Gu Chaoming still hadn't forgotten the sweltering sweat in his hair.Now those slender fingers of last night were pinching the brim of the hat he often used to adjust because of lying and anxiety.

Lin Jianfan took out the hat from his schoolbag very quickly, and it was obviously placed in a conspicuous and convenient place, so he could easily take it out without looking for it, as if telling him: "I'm not following you, I'm here specially Come to return the hat, look, the hat is in the schoolbag."

Lin Jianfan stretched out his hand, and his schoolbag was hanging loosely on his chest. Gu Chaoming glanced at his baseball cap in his hand, and followed Lin Jianfan's arm to see Lin Jianfan's face.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what Lin Jianfan's expression was, anyway, it made him feel that there was no malice, and it felt a little silly when paired with the schoolbag hanging lazily on his chest.

Gu Chaoming turned around, turned his legs over the stone bench, got up and walked towards Lin Jianfan.

The raised stones on the stone road massage the soles of the shoes. Gu Chaoming stepped on one raised stone after another and walked up to Lin Jianfan, took the hat in his hand, and habitually placed it on his head with his backhand.

When the baseball cap touched the treated wound on his forehead, Gu Chaoming realized that his wound was already exposed, so there was no need to wear it.

Lin Jianfan in front of him opened his mouth slightly, he wanted to remind Gu Chaoming not to wear it, not to touch the wound, but Gu Chaoming put on his baseball cap one step faster than he could say.

Gu Chaoming could only pinch the brim of his hat and take off the baseball cap he just put on under Lin Jianfan's unspoken persuasion and gaze.

He hooked his fingers around the adjustment strap of the baseball cap and smiled: "I'm used to it."

The surface of the baseball cap was clean and dust-free, and Lin Jianfan wiped it off on the ground where it was stained with water and dust, and dried it in the last bit of sunlight.

Gu Chaoming didn't notice the neat top of the hat, he hooked up his baseball cap and said "thank you" to Lin Jianfan, then asked him, "You came here to give this?"

Lin Jianfan nodded.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's face: "I found that you are really stubborn, tsk, you can't say stubborn..."

Gu Chaoming hooked his baseball cap and thought for a few seconds before he came up with a word: "Zhou, it might be better to say you are Zhuang. Why don't you just have a hat, and give it to me tomorrow as well. You've still been in school for so long."

"I...I have something else to do." Lin Jianfan hesitated and said, looking at the raised stones on the ground.

Seeing that Lin Jianfan didn't look at him, Gu Chaoming asked, "What's the matter?"

Speaking of the last class, Lin Jianfan took off his hat, Gu Chaoming felt that he would never forget Lin Jianfan in the future, and he would definitely not forget what Lin Jianfan did next.

Gu Chaoming only asked casually, but Lin Jianfan suddenly bent down and bowed ninety degrees to him.Gu Chaoming was not prepared at all, Lin Jianfan's sudden bow almost made him take a step back.

ha?What is this for?

"I'm sorry." With the bow, Lin Jianfan apologized to Gu Chaoming, and then straightened up after apologizing.

Gu Chaoming was speechless for a while, his face was full of questions of "what are you doing?" Lin saw Fan got up and said: "I accidentally made your forehead bleed in class, I'm sorry."

A cloud of "what am I doing? What is Lin Jianfan doing? What's the situation?" clouds of confusion and suspicion flew across Gu Chaoming's face.

After hearing Lin Jianfan's words, Gu Chaoming was even more confused.

Is this an apology for that incident in class?

"You don't have to make such a big fight, and you still bow and apologize. I wonder what's the matter." Gu Chaoming said.

Seeing that Fan apologized and finally agreed to look directly at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming said to him: "I don't blame you, why are you apologizing? Why do you apologize every day? Are you the only one who apologizes?"

"There's no need to apologize to me for this kind of shit. Not everything can be solved with the word "sorry". Frequent use will only make the value of the word "sorry" less, do you understand?"

Lin Jianfan looked at him without speaking, but nodded as if listening to him carefully.

"Then you don't go home just to give me a hat and apologize?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"I want to apologize to you and return your hat," Lin Jianfan corrected, "I didn't do it on purpose, so I want to tell you, I don't want you to misunderstand me."

After hearing Lin Jianfan's words, Gu Chaoming curled up his lips. Lin Jianfan was not a bit stupid, but a little silly, as simple and silly as a primary school student.

Who is not arrogant, young and frivolous at this age, and who would bow and apologize specifically because they don't want to be misunderstood, most of them just pass by, the more they grow up, the more they want to rely on time, and wash away through time past misunderstandings.

The innocence of childhood has not been contaminated by time, there is no so-called face and entangled relationship, and an apology can always be easily said.As we grow older, the desire to be understood continues to increase, but the desire to confide in the outside decreases.Children are willing to choose to apologize to make it up, but when they grow up, they will always choose to hide and be indifferent, pretending that the misunderstanding does not exist, and life will go on the same, irrelevant, but one day they may suddenly think of it and find that it is still there.If you don't solve it, it will always be there, but you choose to ignore and pretend.

Gu Chaoming thought that if he was misunderstood by others, he would definitely break the jar, and if he misunderstood, he would misunderstand, and he would definitely not have the same courage as Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming smiled, looked at Lin Jianfan's foolish expression of earnest apology, and wanted to reach out and touch his head - the aftereffect of being with Cen Xili for too long.

When he is cute or happy, Gu Chaoming always likes to touch Cen Xili's head. Although it is very likely that Cen Xili will open it, Gu Chaoming still perseveres.

Gu Chaoming would put on a hat habitually, but he didn't habitually touch Lin Jianfan's head.

Gu Chaoming controlled his hand, only knew him for a day, Lin Jianfan definitely didn't like others touching his head.

Gu Chaoming simply picked up the baseball cap hooked on his finger, pinched the brim of the hat, and put it on Lin Jianfan's head.

Lin Jianfan blinked and raised his eyes to look at the baseball cap on his head, and then at Gu Chaoming who was putting on the baseball cap for him.

Gu Chaoming said: "Give it to you. I don't think you did it on purpose, and I don't blame you. This hat is just an apology for making you wait so long."

At that time, Gu Chaoming still thought that it was nothing to give Lin Jianfan this hat, but later realized that he gave Lin Jianfan the hat that had been worn for a day and was full of sweat evaporated by himself. Fortunately, Lin Jianfan did not dislike it.

Gu Chaoming looked at the way Lin Jianfan looked at him after putting on the hat, and somehow felt that Lin Jianfan seemed to be asking him if he looked good wearing the hat.

Gu Chaoming said "good-looking".

Lin Jianfan grinned, showing his snow-white teeth, and a smile in his watery eyes, which was different from the formulaic smile he had all day today.

Gu Chaoming was a little surprised, he found a third button on Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan smiled slightly, and Gu Chaoming was the infected person of his smile, and a little smile appeared on the corner of his mouth unconsciously.

Lin saw Fan looking at the wound on Gu Chaoming's forehead and asked, "How is your head? Are you okay?"

"It's okay, it's just a small injury, it will be fine in a few days."

"Is it really okay?"

"I said it's okay, it's okay."

Seeing that Fan was still worried, Lin felt that he had to take full responsibility for this matter. He looked up at the sky and suggested, "Let's go to the hospital to have a look. It's still early. I don't know if the technology in the school's infirmary can do it."

When Lin Jianfan looked up at the sky, Gu Chaoming also looked at the sky. After hearing Lin Jianfan's words "it's still early", "early fart" almost blurted out.

Lin Jianfan said again: "You should go to the hospital, and I will pay for the medical expenses."

Gu Chaoming: "Huh?"

Did he hear correctly, Lin Jianfan still has to pay for his medical expenses?It's not his responsibility.

"You don't need to pay me for medical expenses, really." Gu Chaoming waved his hand.Old Chen offered to pay him the medical bills, but he refused, and Lin Jianfan was even less likely.

Lin Jianfan insisted on going: "I made your head like this, and I never thought that my hands could be so powerful."

Gu Chaoming didn't want Lin Jianfan to take Gu Tao's blame, so Gu Chaoming asked: "Do you still think that this injury was caused by you?"

Lin Jianfan replied as a matter of course: "It is, isn't it?"

Gu Chaoming smiled helplessly and explained: "No, it's really not true. I made this cut myself. You just scratched it. You caught my old wound and it bleeds. Do you understand?"

Seeing Fan, Lin was stunned for a moment: "I'd better give you the medical expenses."

"Why are you so stubborn." Gu Chaoming said.

Gu Chaoming resisted in every possible way, but Lin Jianfan just wanted to give it, which was even more difficult than Lao Chen.

Old Chen felt that Gu Chaoming was difficult to deal with, and now Gu Chaoming felt the helplessness of Old Chen.

"I said no, don't say it, I won't go if I say it."

"Don't pay me the medical bills, I don't need it," Gu Chaoming said.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, who was still smiling, which was different from today's formulaic smile.

"I'll accompany you. It's better to accompany you if I make you like this, and it will make my life easier."

"Is it possible?" Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming and asked.

Gu Chaoming didn't answer, just kept silent.

One, two, three, four, five...

After five seconds of silence, a sudden force pulled him towards the school gate.

Gu Chaoming was pulled forward by the wrist by Lin Jianfan, his steps were uneven, and his walking was not smooth and steady.

Walking out of the gravel road surrounded by flower beds, he walked onto the promenade where Gu Chaoming had just sat. Gu Chaoming walked behind and asked Lin Jianfan to let go: "Why are you pulling me? I didn't say I was going to the hospital."

Seeing Fan turning around, Lin saw a bright smile on his face: "My mother said she agreed after being silent for five seconds."

Gu Chaoming wanted to shake off Lin Jianfan's hand, but he just said, "Your mother said this? Did you make it up?"

Lin Jianfan smiled even brighter: "You saw it."

Gu Chaoming: "... I admit it very quickly."

After school, the school was quiet. Walking through the corridor covered with vines, the school tree-lined path, and the playground, Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's wrist tightly.

Gu Chaoming kept nagging and refusing: "You are too responsible, won't your family tell you if you don't go home?"

"No, I told them." Lin Jianfan said.

"I don't want to go to the hospital." Gu Chaoming still verbally refused.

"It's better to go to the hospital."

Gu Chaoming didn't hate Lin Jianfan, and he didn't want to shake off when Lin Jianfan held his hand. He nagged until he couldn't think of a reason for his refusal, and even brought out "I'm afraid of injections".

"I don't know how to give injections." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was quickly pulling him forward in front of him. Lin Jianfan was wearing the black baseball cap he gave him on his head. Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing when he thought of what he just said about being afraid of injections.

What Su Bing said was correct, Gu Chaoming was Mensao, and the kind of old Chen who always needed the other party's consent to practice Tai Chi would definitely not be able to hold back Gu Chaoming.Be nice to him, be tough, Gu Chaoming will not refuse unconsciously, but will naturally follow you.

It is a novel experience to be dragged to the hospital by someone you have only known for a day.

Seeing that Fan had just transferred from another place, he was unfamiliar with the place where he lived, and he didn't know where there was a hospital, so he stopped a taxi, and Gu Chaoming specifically reported to the hospital where Qu Yingyi was not there.

Sitting in the back of the taxi with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming secretly turned his head to peek at Lin Jianfan's profile.Unlike Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming did not peek at the technology. Gu Chaoming peeked carefully, but Lin Jianfan didn't notice it at all.

The yellow sky outside the taxi window filled the sky, and the sun made its final struggle, leaving a little sunset glow hanging in the sky.The sunset outside the car window became the background for Gu Chaoming to peek at Lin Jianfan. The sunset outside the window was moving, and Lin Jianfan was always in front of him.

Gu Chaoming had had enough peeking, turned his head to look out of the window on his side, and couldn't help but curl his lips into a smile.

When he was in the school infirmary, Gu Chaoming was also afraid that the wound on his head would recur or leave scars if he couldn't go to the hospital. He also wanted to go to the hospital for an examination, but he didn't want to go alone, and he didn't want others to accompany him.

What a contradiction.

At first I thought I would be the only one to go to the hospital, but later I decided not to go because I had nothing to do. Now that I have someone to accompany me, I don’t feel so lonely.

Gu Chaoming couldn't help laughing at himself.

After going to the hospital to treat the wound, I opened the door and saw Lin Jianfan sitting on a chair outside and waiting.

Seeing Gu Chaoming coming out, Lin Jianfan immediately stood up holding his schoolbag and asked, "How is it? What did the doctor say?"

Seeing Lin Jianfan's concerned expression, Gu Chaoming couldn't help lowering his head and laughing. He couldn't control his emotions well, the corner of his mouth opened, and the laughter leaked from inside.

Fortunately, I just couldn't help laughing, not crying, Gu Chaoming thought.

The white walls of the hospital, the crowds of people coming and going, the doctor may have been exhausted and not very energetic during the examination inside.

Gu Chaoming didn't mind the doctor's indifference, he thought of Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him outside the door, and laughed at himself for being moved by a guy surnamed Lin whom he had just met for a day.

When he came out and saw Lin Jianfan waiting with his schoolbag in his arms, Gu Chaoming knew that he liked this feeling, and he hoped that Lin Jianfan would give him more opportunities to laugh at himself.

Seeing Lin Jianfan running towards him with his schoolbag in his arms, Gu Chaoming suddenly felt that there would be someone waiting for him, not that he had nowhere to go.

He is someone who waits.

Gu Chaoming laughed out loud, he was afraid that if he slacked off, his moving laugh would turn into moving crying.

He didn't want to laugh at himself because of this, and he didn't want Lin Jianfan to see the joke.

Gu Chaoming laughed, Lin Jianfan asked him, "Is there anything funny?"

Gu Chaoming said: "The doctor told me a joke inside, that's hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..."

Lin Jianfan: "......????"

Gu Chaoming didn't want Lin Jianfan to pay for him, so when he paid, he tried his best to get Lin Jianfan away and rushed to pay. Lin Jianfan found out later and asked Gu Chaoming, "Tell me about the medical expenses?" How many."

Gu Chaoming walked down the hospital stairs: "It's money for you, I've already said it, you don't need to give it, you have come with me, let's forget about it, don't say it, I warn you."

Lin Jianfan felt that Gu Chaoming seemed to be in a better mood after checking the wound, although he didn't know what Gu Chaoming was happy about.

"Then I'll give you half of the head office." Lin Jianfan said.

Seeing that Fan was indomitable, he followed Gu Chaoming in circles after taking the medicine, saying that he would pay back his medical expenses.

Gu Chaoming was still interested in teasing him at the beginning: "The medical expenses are 100 million, I'll be more generous, and you can give me [-]."

All the way to the entrance of the hospital, Lin saw that Fan was still circling around his ears, and Gu Chaoming's ears were about to explode.

Gu Chaoming clasped his hands together: "I've convinced you, God, this is all the way, I said no need to give it, you helped me yesterday, today it's worth it, that's it, don't give it away."

Lin Jianfan hesitated: "...but you also bought me Sprite and yogurt."

Gu Chaoming turned to look at him: "Does it have to be so clear? That's it, don't think about it, I'm leaving. Do you know how to go back?"

Lin Jianfan nodded, stopped on the last step outside the hospital, and looked at Gu Chaoming's back as he left.

There are maple trees on the side of the road, a gust of night wind blows, the leaves flutter and turn, and the lit street lamps light up the world.The road opposite the hospital is full of traffic and red lights.

Gu Chaoming looked back anxiously under a street lamp, and seeing Lin Jianfan still standing on the steps of the hospital entrance, Gu Chaoming stepped back and waved at him: "See you at school tomorrow, don't give me the money, I'm not the cashier , save yourself to buy the yogurt."