the world in which he exists

Sunlight sneaked in through the gaps in the heavy curtains, and the sneaky ray of sunlight reflected the snow-white walls.

When he woke up and saw the sunlight sneaking in through the curtains, Gu Chaoming thought he was sleeping in his home nine years ago.The floor-to-ceiling windows of my home nine years ago were in the living room, but now the floor-to-ceiling windows are in the bedroom.

The person in his arms was still asleep, breathing peacefully and evenly.

Gu Chaoming lowered his head slightly, looked at the person in his arms, and pursed his lips into a smile. Afraid of waking Lin Jianfan up, he turned his body slightly, bent his arms to support his head, and changed his posture to look at the sleeping Lin Jianfan. .

Gu Chaoming observed Lin Jianfan closely over the past nine years. Lin Jianfan has matured a lot, and so has his appearance.

His cheeks are thinner than in high school, and Lin Jianfan said that he is now a photographer.Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and smiled, his original dream had come true.

Gu Chaoming stretched out his hand to touch Lin Jianfan's nose and Lin Jianfan's eyes.

The light touch reminded him of Lin Jianfan who used to sleep at home and wake up before him.

He was awakened by the movement of Lin Jianfan in the bed, but he still pretended to sleep.

Lin Jianfan turned over, and after a while Gu Chaoming felt Lin Jianfan's fingers climbing on his arm.

Crawled over my arms, over my shoulders, over my neck, over my cheeks, over my mouth, over the bridge of my nose, over my eyes, over my forehead, over the top of my hair, my teenager woke up.

After touching his upper body almost all over, Gu Chaoming opened his eyes and grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand that was wandering on his body: "You like touching me so much?"

At that time, Lin Jianfan didn't speak but smiled at him, recalling the past, Gu Chaoming, who laughed because of the memory, didn't realize that the person in his arms had woken up.

Half asleep and half awake, he felt that someone was touching his face, and knew it must be Gu Chaoming. Lin Jianfan didn't even open his eyes, and went straight to Gu Chaoming's arms.

Gu Chaoming touched his head and glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table. When Lin Jianfan seemed to be falling asleep again, Gu Chaoming pulled out the arm that was being pressed by Lin Jianfan, got up from the bed and prepared to wash and make breakfast.

The sound of Gu Chaoming waking up was not loud, try to keep it as light as possible, but Lin Jianfan still woke up.

After waking up, Lin Jianfan saw Gu Chaoming walking by the bed in his unclear vision.

When I wake up in the morning, it feels so good to see him dangling beside the bed.

Seeing Fan half-closed his eyes, Lin turned over and continued to sleep.

He fell asleep until Gu Chaoming called him up for breakfast, but Lin saw that Fan still refused to get up.When Gu Chaoming was not around, he was obviously a very self-disciplined person, but as long as Gu Chaoming was around, Lin Jianfan would say, "What is self-discipline?"

In front of Gu Chaoming, he can abandon his self-discipline, act like a baby at will, and be unreasonable and self-willed, just because he is Gu Chaoming.

Pulling up Lin Jianfan who refused to get up, after nine years of living alone, Lin Jianfan seemed to want to vent all the loneliness of these nine years.Regardless of his reluctance back then, he acted coquettishly to Gu Chaoming as soon as he woke up in the morning, asking Gu Chaoming to squeeze toothpaste for him.

Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan, who refused to get up, to the toilet. Lin Jianfan held a toothbrush unreasonably, pointing the toothbrush head at him.

"My squeezed toothpaste is cleaner?" Gu Chaoming said while helping Lin Jianfan squeeze the toothpaste.

Seeing Fan, Lin really nodded.

Gu Chaoming put the toothpaste on and smiled: "Then, wouldn't I become a toothpaste squeezing machine?"

Lin Jianfan shook his head, brushing the toothbrush with toothpaste foam, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in the mirror and said, "You are not a toothpaste squeezing machine, you are a pile driver."

Hearing those three words, Gu Chaoming was shocked. In the past few years when he was not with Lin Jianfan, what did Lin Jianfan learn?

"Who taught you? Huh?" Gu Chaoming walked behind Lin Jianfan, and put his head next to Lin Jianfan who was brushing his teeth.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming in the mirror and smiled while brushing his teeth. Gu Chaoming's jealousy seemed to be reflected in the mirror, not to mention Lin Jianfan who was brushing his teeth was standing in front of Gu Chaoming.

"I learned it by myself. Didn't you say that you learned 1+1=1 by yourself before? Me too." Lin Jianfan deliberately teased the jealous Gu Chaoming.

"Your mouth seems to have become stronger."

Lin saw Fan turned his head and said with toothpaste bubbles in his mouth, "That depends on who it is."

Some things will only be done to you, and some things will only be said to you.Lin Jianfan in front of Gu Chaoming is the most willful, maybe because he knows that Gu Chaoming won't blame him and that he likes him, that's why he is so willful and childish.

All the embarrassing things are not easier to say to Gu Chaoming, but more want to say.

More wanting to speak out leads to easier speaking out.

Early in the morning, when he ran into Lin Jianfan who was flirting suddenly, Gu Chaoming wrapped his arms around Lin Jianfan's waist from behind, instead of resting his chin on Lin Jianfan's shoulder as usual, he lowered his head to lick the toothpaste foam off Lin Jianfan's mouth .

The only schedule today is to go home to meet my parents and confess everything to them.

Originally planned to go in the morning, but Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming only went out in the afternoon.Lin saw that Fan Daxia was wearing a high-necked dress and was extremely hot. The air conditioner in the car saved him.

Get off the car and walk to the door of Lin Jianfan's house, and after nine years, step into the small courtyard in front of Lin Jianfan's house again.Seeing the familiar small courtyard, Gu Chaoming seemed to see that winter nine years ago, the boy who would walk to the door and ring the doorbell no matter it was windy or snowy.

The wind of winter snow blows from memory, and it is inevitable that Gu Chaoming, the parent, will be a little nervous.Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan beside him, Gu Chaoming wanted to hold his hand, as long as he held Lin Jianfan's hand, Gu Chaoming felt that he was holding the whole world.

That warm palm would give him strength, courage, reason, and that was all he wanted to hold.

Even so yearning, Gu Chaoming still didn't reach out.He has the impulse to yearn, but he knows how to restrain himself. After entering the door, he is facing Lin Jianfan's parents.

Gu Chaoming's eyes were low, and suddenly, his lonely hand was held. Lin Jianfan seemed to read his mind, and held his hand.

Gu Chaoming turned his head in surprise, Lin Jianfan also looked at him, seeing Gu Chaoming's surprised expression, Lin Jianfan didn't let go, but clenched Gu Chaoming's hand even more, and smiled at him.

The starlight all over the sky fell into the boy's smile.

Why is he so nice?It was so good that Gu Chaoming was reluctant to let go.

Gu Chaoming felt a warm current seep from Lin Jianfan's palm into his skin, along the veins of his body and flow into his heart.

Gu Chaoming, who came home at night, was very happy. He stayed at Lin Jianfan's house until after dinner, and came out of the house with Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming didn't stop Lin Jianfan from drinking, he was happy, and he knew that Lin Jianfan was also happy.

"You used to lie to me not to drink, how do you feel when we drink every time?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Gu Chaoming didn't stop him from drinking, Lin Jianfan thought Gu Chaoming forgot, Lin Jianfan laughed: "Just the taste of the drink."

At the beginning, it was quite hard to pretend to be drunk, pretending to be a drunk child.

The sound of clinking glasses sounded, and Gu Chaoming said: "You are not good at acting, but you are really good at acting when you are drunk. I really believe it."

After the letter arrived, Lin Jianfan was conditioned to not let him drink alcohol, only drinks.Yesterday, when I went to see Su Bing and Cen Xili, they also subconsciously took away the wine glass in front of Lin Jianfan. Su Bing even teased him: "I can forget everything about this, but your boyfriend can't forget it."

Nine years and nothing has changed.

In the impression of Su Bing and Cen Xili, Lin Jianfan couldn't drink alcohol, and they would never know the truth of the year.

Lin Jianfan didn't drink in a glass, Gu Chaoming knew it, and Lin Jianfan had told him about it, but Lin Jianfan didn't say that he was so good at drinking.

Gu Chaoming's cheeks became hot when he drank it, Lin Jianfan was fine except for a full belch.

"What you're drinking is water?" Gu Chaoming asked, "I can't let you drink it next time, it's too scary, go home, or you'll have to help me go home."

Gu Chaoming drank to a moderate degree, and felt his cheeks were a little hot from drinking. He was afraid that he would be drunk by then. Seeing that Fan took him back to make trouble, he resolutely stopped drinking.

Chatting with Lin Jianfan on the way home, I realized that Lin Jianfan actually rented a house when he was in college, but he came back here and rented a new home.The house on the side of the university originally wanted to be returned, but the guy in the same dormitory with glasses and fashionable brands took over from him and continued to rent it out.

The two were planning to start a business at that time, but the first small business failed, which was a big blow to the two, and now they are going to start a homestay.

Lin Jianfan talked all the way about the nine years without Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming had nothing to say. His nine years seemed blank, but Gu Chaoming liked to listen to him, and he liked to hear Lin Jianfan talk to him like a chatterbox. Tell him what he doesn't know.

In the dark night on the way home, the alcohol he drank was a bit high, and Gu Chaoming didn't drink much. He just looked at the non-stop gossiping chatter illuminated by the faint moonlight, and Gu Chaoming seemed drunk.

There were teenagers on the side of the road who refused to go home to play skateboards at night. Gu Chaoming pouted his nose, disliked why the kids didn't go home early and delayed his business.

Anyway, not far from home, Gu Chaoming took the hand of his little chatter and ran home quickly.

Running inexplicably, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's broad back and smiled in the summer night wind brought by the running.

Running to the door, panting slightly, Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to open the door with the key.

As soon as the door was opened, Lin saw Fan "leading the wolf into the room" and was pushed against the door panel.

Kissing from the door of the house to the door of the bedroom, Gu Chaoming wanted to bring Lin Jianfan into the bedroom, but Lin Jianfan led him to the table in the study.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what Lin Jianfan meant, so when he asked him what was wrong, Lin Jianfan blushed and said, "I bought the table specially."

Gu Chaoming immediately understood what he meant, and picked up Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan sat on the table with his feet off the ground, and looked up at Gu Chaoming.Gu Chaoming hooked his lips and said with a smirk, "Then try the table you bought."

Gu Chaoming didn't allow Lin to kiss Fan when he spoke, Lin saw Fan Wei raised his head, Gu Chaoming was standing, and could kiss him with a slight bow.

Enthusiasm on the lips, soft winding and chasing in the mouth, saliva makes a blushing sound.

Seeing Fan's legs hooked quietly around Gu Chaoming's waist, Lin thought, this table is really suitable.

After Lin Jianfan graduated, he resolutely chose to go home and work. Gu Chaoming thought that Lin Jianfan's job as a photographer was relatively free, but he was much busier than he imagined.

Lin saw that Fan was busy with work and Gu Chaoming was not idle either. It was even more difficult to find a job without going to university and carrying the past experience.

It took a lot of hard work to find a job that doesn't look into the past, and before he started, Gu Chaoming couldn't wait to send Lin Jianfan a message.

That night, Lin Jianfan came home early and drove Gu Chaoming to buy vegetables. The two cooked a large table of vegetables together.

The two were working separately in the same kitchen, and after making them, they found that they were each other's favorite dishes. Facing the table full of delicacies, the two smiled at each other tacitly.

Gu Chaoming's first salary was not much, and when the weather turned cold, Gu Chaoming went to the mall alone and bought Lin Jianfan a windbreaker that he particularly liked.

Walking into the mall with the mentality that he might be scolded if he bought it back, he immediately fell in love with that windbreaker.

It wasn't the style or fabric of the windbreaker that made Gu Chaoming think "this is it!" when he saw it, but the first time he saw this windbreaker, Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan must look very good in it.

He wanted to see Lin see Fan Chuan.

Carrying the windbreaker in the paper bag home in pain, Lin Jianfan didn't scold him for wasting money, but hung the windbreaker in the closet.

Lin saw that Fan seldom wore the windbreaker he gave him, and Gu Chaoming thought he didn't like it until the next spring.

Ever since he talked about glasses and trendy men with Gu Chaoming that night, Lin Jianfan wanted to take Gu Chaoming to their homestay to relax and treat it as a small vacation.

Didn't they want to see Gu Chaoming, so I took it to show them, Lin Jianfan thought.

When Lin Jianfan said that he was going to take him to meet his college friends, Gu Chaoming was stunned, and after being stunned, he was still a little at a loss for new information.

Lin Jianfan sensed Gu Chaoming's retreat, walked up to Gu Chaoming, and said to him, "It's okay."

Glasses and Trendy Man run a homestay with a bit of a literary nature, and spring is the most suitable season to go.

Under the stairs of the hotel, there is a peach tree just a few steps away.Whenever spring comes, peach blossoms are paired with wooden stairs, which is Lin Jianfan's favorite place, but few people find the beauty here, and they all rush down the stairs.

When Lin saw Fan came here when it opened, he was still taking photos with his brothers in the dormitory under this peach blossom tree, and the group photos were still hanging on the photo wall at home.

I met Lin Jianfan's two college roommates, and Lin Jianfan introduced them to them without deliberately covering up. The other party's very understanding and normal smile made Gu Chaoming relax.

The guy with glasses and trendy brand only gave Chaolin the same smile when he saw Fan when he first saw him when he was teased by Su Bing.

Lin Jianfan now has good friends like him, Su Bing, and Cen Xili, and Gu Chaoming stands beside Lin Jianfan and is happy for him.

Such Lin Jianfan is a complete Lin Jianfan.

Looking at Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming realized that every time Lin Jianfan met someone he considered important, he wore the windbreaker he gave him last year.

It turned out that Lin Jianfan didn't dislike it, but cherished it too much.

Gu Chaoming suddenly had an epiphany, listening to Lin Jianfan chatting with his roommates, Gu Chaoming felt the gap, but this time he did not choose to give up, but chose to catch up better.

He could only run faster to catch up with Lin Jianfan, and then walk side by side with him to see the blossoming world they agreed upon.

Gu Chaoming runs forward, towards you, as long as you are in front of you.

Gu Chaoming sat on the side and listened quietly, and told Lin Jianfan to go to the bathroom, but he didn't come back for a long time.When Lin Jianfan went downstairs to look for it, Gu Chaoming just wanted to go upstairs from his favorite staircase.

There is a big main staircase upstairs, and this side is a side staircase, most people don't come here, Lin Jianfan doesn't know how Gu Chaoming came here to go to the toilet.

In the early spring of March, the sun was shining, the peach blossoms were just blooming, and the branches were lying on the branches. Lin Jianfan was standing on the stairs, and Gu Chaoming walked towards him, awkwardly avoiding the branching flowers and entering Lin Jianfan's heart.

The warm sun in March, a free boy, Lin Jianfan wanted to wait for Gu Chaoming to approach, give him a full smile and hug him, but in the end he couldn't wait for Gu Chaoming to approach, so Lin Jianfan couldn't help running down the stairs.

A sprint, jumping down the steps, body soaring into the air in the breeze.

Seeing Lin Jianfan taking off with the sun in the air, Gu Chaoming quickly stretched out his hand unpreparedly.

He reached out to catch the young man running towards him, and heard his smile like snow.

My Mr. Doraemon, Nobita has been waiting for you here until you come home.Although we don't have a time machine, we have the present and the rest of our lives.

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There will be a special episode of Xili and You Xin in the future ('-'*)