the world in which he exists

In the third year of high school, asking for leave is strict. Lin Jianfan only said that he wanted to go home and sleep, but he didn't tell Gu Chaoming how long he would ask for leave for him.Gu Chaoming didn't think about it when he went to the office to ask for leave, he lied to Lao Chen to get the vacation, and when Lao Chen asked Lin if Fan Wan would come for self-study, Gu Chaoming was stunned for a moment.

Evening self-study?It's so late at night in winter, forget it, and invite him together, it's quite troublesome to go out at night.

Gu Chaoming helped Lin Jianfan finish all of today's classes.It is not easy to ask for leave by yourself in the third year of high school, let alone ask for leave for others. When asking for leave, Lao Chen also doubted Gu Chaoming, who helped Lin Jianfan ask for leave, and called Lin Jianfan worriedly to make sure that he was really unwell Only then are you allowed to leave.

Before entering the office to ask for leave, Gu Chaoming sent the reason for asking for leave to Lin Jianfan. The two had long colluded with each other, and Lao Chen suspected nothing.

On the bus to the beach, Lin Jianfan, who was sitting by the window, received a call from Lao Chen, and managed to evade Lao Chen's suspicion according to the reason given to him by his caregiver Chaoming.

Lin saw that Fan hung up the phone and leaned his head against the cold window of the bus in winter. He wanted to go to the beach, he wanted to hide alone, and he wanted someone to talk to him.He thought it was inconsequential for him to disappear and would not be noticed. After all, in the previous school, he did not come to class, and the teacher would only ask casually, but now the mobile phone in his hand kept ringing.

It was the message sent to him by Gu Chaoming, and the phone call from Lao Chen just now.

The silence he thought was broken by the constant ringing of the bell.

The bell rang, and the sockets of his eyes were already wet. Lin saw Fan's head leaning against the cold windowpane, and he looked out the window.

In the cold winter, he wanted to hide and shrink into his shell, but there was a boy who wouldn't allow him, and he always wanted to pull him out, like the sunlight penetrating his hard shell, pulling him and driving away the darkness inside the shell.

"I want to sleep." Lin Jianfan said.

I want to sleep.

Stop sending messages, stop dragging me.

I'm not worth it.

After sending out the message, Lin saw that Fan closed his eyes. He was afraid that tears would burst into his eyes. He couldn't control his body. He only felt that the padded clothes were cold, the winter was cold, and everything was cold.

Gu Chaoming is the warm sun above his head, the clear sunshine in his winter.

Light is always light and cannot be grasped.

If you can't catch it, let him shine where he should shine.

He was too dark, too dirty, for him.

He is suitable for flowers and grasslands, and that endless summer.

Lin Jianfan seemed to hear the cicadas singing that day, the green leaves were illuminated brightly, and everything was melted into the scorching sun.

On that summer day, he looked at the boy's back with a secret that only he knew.The young man had a broad back and a black baseball cap on his head. Fine sweat slid down his neck into his collar.

He twirled the rubber in his hand.

Bang, bang, bang...

Like his heartbeat.

The sound of cicadas came to him through time and space.

He also can't catch it.

After receiving a message from Lin Jianfan saying "I want to sleep", Gu Chaoming was about to turn a corner and walk into the classroom. Gu Chaoming replied: "Go to sleep, have a good sleep, anyway, I have already asked for leave for evening self-study."

Speaking of asking for leave for evening self-study, I'm afraid I have to go home for dinner alone tonight. There is no one around me, and Gu Chaoming is not used to it.

In the past, he often ate alone at home without feeling lonely. Gu Chaoming's heart suddenly warmed up. He suddenly realized that being with Lin Jianfan had unconsciously made him forget the loneliness in the past.

Gu Chaoming couldn't help smiling, in the corridor full of winter sunshine.

Afraid of disturbing Lin Jianfan's sleep, Gu Chaoming basically didn't send many messages to Lin Jianfan all afternoon.When I come home from school, I cook and eat alone, and I feel very unaccustomed to it.

There is no need to ask Lin Jianfan to eat when the meal is ready, and Lin Jianfan is not seen on the sofa after the meal.After eating this unaccustomed meal, Gu Chaoming closed the door and set foot on the way to school again.

There was only one person, Gu Chaoming didn't want to stay at home any longer, and went out earlier than usual.Going out early, it is still a dark night outside the door, and the starry sky cannot be seen.

The snow had melted a lot, and the road was wet, so I went to school alone to review.

While reviewing, I turned on my phone from time to time to see if Lin Jianfan had replied to his message.

Gu Chaoming shook his head and advised himself not to think too much about the inexplicable uneasiness in his heart. Maybe it's just that Lin Jianfan asked for leave and wasn't around, and you're just not used to it.

But sometimes the sense of uneasiness that arises from nowhere is so effective. After the usual evening class, I bid farewell to Su Bing and Cen Xili and went home.Take a shower as usual, and take a look at Lin Jianfan to see if he has replied to his message.

After taking a shower, he picked up his mobile phone, but there was still no movement on the mobile phone, and Gu Chaoming felt more and more uneasy.

Gu Chaoming advised himself not to think too much, maybe Lin Jianfan was too tired, so he slept for a long time?An afternoon is also possible.Maybe the phone just ran out of battery, or something happened and I didn't see the message?

Gu Chaoming sent a message to Lin Jianfan who didn't know what he was doing: "Are you awake?"

Waiting quietly for a reply, Gu Chaoming walked to the desk with his mobile phone in hand and turned on the lamp.

In less than a minute, Gu Chaoming sat on the desk and chair and couldn't help looking at his phone again.

Still no information.

It's a bit strange.

A strong sense of uneasiness urged Gu Chaoming to call Lin Jianfan, but rationally persuaded him to relax and not to be nervous, maybe it was nothing, just overslept.

Anxiety and rationality were torn apart, and the phone was placed beside the book.With things in mind, the efficiency of learning is extremely low, and time passes extremely slowly.

When Gu Chaoming was reviewing and hesitating whether to call Lin Jianfan, the phone on the desk rang by itself.

It was an unexpected name for him.

Old Chen.

Seeing the word "Old Chen" displayed on the screen of the mobile phone, Gu Chaoming knew that there was nothing wrong with his growing uneasiness.

Lin Jianfan must have had an accident.

Gu Chaoming immediately picked up the phone, the uneasiness in his heart broke through all obstacles and appeared on his face.

As soon as the phone was connected, Gu Chaoming said "Hello", and Lao Chen immediately asked, "Is Lin Jianfan with you?"

In a word, when the dust settles, restlessness wins.

"No, isn't Lin Jianfan at home?"

"His mother called to say that he didn't come home. You asked him for leave in the afternoon. Where is he? He didn't answer the call. What are you doing?"

Lao Chen's tone was serious and serious, not joking and joking with them as usual.

Gu Chaoming also knew the seriousness of the matter, and told Lao Chen honestly what Lin Jianfan had said to him.

"Go home and sleep?" Old Chen asked.

"I thought..." Gu Chaoming never doubted Lin Jianfan. He thought that Lin Jianfan was just tired from studying and fell down and wanted to take a rest. Now that he thinks about it, he thinks it is too far-fetched.

I am too careless, why don't you think about it carefully.

"What do you think?" Old Chen asked Gu Chaoming.

"It's nothing," Gu Chaoming said, "Hasn't Lin Jianfan been home?"

Gu Chaoming learned from Lao Chen that Lin Jianfan was all lying to him, and he didn't go home all day, nor did he call home.She usually spends the whole day at school, and Lin's mother didn't doubt it. She didn't start worrying until Lin saw that Fan was home by the time she was supposed to be home, and refused to answer her calls.

"It's also my fault that I believed you too much at the time, and didn't call Lin Jianfan's family to confirm. If you know where he is, don't lie." Old Chen said.

"I really don't know. I'm also anxious. I'll call him first."

After hanging up Lao Chen's phone, Gu Chaoming immediately dialed Lin Jianfan's number and waited anxiously listening to the dialing sound.

There was a ring.

Twice.

Quickly pick it up.

The dial had only rang twice before Gu Chaoming hurriedly urged Lin Jianfan to come.

In the past, it was not uncommon for Lin Jianfan to pick up the phone immediately after the call was made, but this time after countless dialing sounds, what Gu Chaoming waited for was a mechanical female voice.

"Your phone is temporarily..."

It’s over.

Gu Chaoming closed his eyes, the dialing sound came from the phone, which meant that Lin Jianfan might still answer his call, and the dialing sound turned into a mechanical female voice...

Lin Jianfan didn't even answer his phone calls.

What happened?Ever since he met the boy wearing black-rimmed glasses in the mall, Lin Jianfan has become very strange, and everything has become very strange.

Gu Chaoming didn't have time to think about who that boy was. He called Lin Jianfan again, but the result was the same.

Lin Jian Fan refused to answer.

Instead of answering the phone, Gu Chaoming called Lao Chen to tell him the situation.

Old Chen sighed, a student in his hands was careless and did not confirm whether he was really sick and gave permission to ask for leave, or a student he knew had a mental illness, all results were possible.

After all, Lao Chen has been a teacher for so many years, and he is still relatively calm when things happen. He heard that Gu Chaoming really didn't know what was going on, and he didn't rush to blame him. He also heard the voice of Gu Chaoming hurriedly changing clothes. Chen asked: "You want to go out and look for it? Stay at home for me! It's so late at night."

Every student has to be responsible for the safety. It was very late, and Lao Chen didn't want Gu Chaoming to go out, but he forgot that Gu Chaoming was also disobedient before. When he said he couldn't go out, Gu Chaoming's shoes had already been changed.

"I'll go out and look for it." Gu Chaoming hung up the phone after leaving a sentence.

The air is the coolest in the winter night, and you can feel its power as soon as you step outside.Gu Chaoming almost jumped down the stairs wearing the red scarf Lin Jianfan gave him.

After running out, Gu Chaoming looked at the city in the winter night and stopped. He suddenly lost his target in the huge city, like a lost person looking at the city in the winter night.

Walking towards a direction chosen by his sixth sense, Gu Chaoming sent a message to Lin Jianfan while walking.Gu Chaoming tried all kinds of ways to contact Lin Jianfan, but Lin Jianfan didn't reply to any of them.

Gu Chaoming had the fastest hand speed in his life, so fast that there were several typos in the message.A lot of messages were sent out, but the recipients didn't reply a word.

What happened to him?There was no reply to the message sent, like a blow to the wind with a fist, and there was no reply at all.Gu Chaoming was so anxious that he wanted to scratch his hair. He only hoped that the phone would ring a notification tone in the next second to remind him that there was a new message, or that the special ringtone he had set for Lin Jianfan would sound.

wait.

One second, two seconds, three seconds.

Nothing, never a single new message on the phone screen.

What's the matter? No reply made Gu Chaoming's initial uneasiness escalate into worry and restlessness.

Gu Chaoming had no clue at all, the only clue he knew was the man he met in the mall last time, but he didn't know the man's name either.

He doesn't know anything.

An unprecedented sense of powerlessness.

Gu Chaoming advised himself not to panic, calm down and analyze where Lin Jianfan would go if he was hit and didn't want to go home.

Don't mess around, don't panic, you're an adult, you can do it well.

, when he was just an adult, his mother told him on the phone to be calm and not to be as impatient as before, but now Lin Jianfan is gone, or he is playing a cover, Lin Jianfan has disappeared for most of the day, and now it is almost midnight. There is no news, Lin sees that Fan Ben is a sensitive person, if he commits suicide...

suicide? !

He helped Lin Jianfan ask for leave for a whole half a day, and thoughtfully said that he didn't need to study at night. How many hours does it take for a life that wants to die?

The more Gu Chaoming thought about it, the more frightened he became. Feeling a chill behind him, he tried to persuade himself to calm down, but couldn't help but pick up his phone and send a voice message to Lin Jianfan.

No longer being gentle with the phone, Gu Chaoming yelled loudly: "Where are you? You reply to the message!"

No matter how loudly he yelled, Gu Chaoming was not willing to scold Lin Jianfan.

After yelling, he began to regret again. If Lin Jianfan was really hit, would his yelling make him more sad?Gu Chaoming's brain was spinning rapidly, afraid that Lin Jianfan would do something stupid, he said to Lin Jianfan gently: "I'm sorry, I don't want to yell at you, can you send me a message and tell me where you are?"

It seems to be both soft and hard, but it is actually the inner breakdown of a grown boy.

The more Lin Jianfan did not reply to the message, the more likely he was to commit suicide, and he might be an accomplice in Lin Jianfan's death.

In the cold night wind, a "former murderer" runs in the city at night, the white gas exhaled from his nose is the color opposite to the night, he may be running on the road of "Lin Jianfan's suicide accomplice".

Gu Chaoming almost went crazy, yelling at Lin Jianfan and comforting Lin Jianfan, he ran aimlessly, towards the place where they had left their memories.

The wind brought by running is not as strong as the wind at the seaside. No matter how strong the wind at the seaside is, it cannot blow to Gu Chaoming's side, but Gu Chaoming heard the wind at the seaside in Lin Jianfan's voice.

Running to the former home, wanting to go to the bank of the river where Lin Jianfan once stayed together to see if he was there, the phone in his hand finally turned on.

Seeing the message, Gu Chaoming's fingers stopped for a second, thinking it was his hallucination, but he really heard Lin Jianfan's voice.

With the sea breeze, with choking, finally turned into crying.

It was as if the lingering wind frightened him into tears, and in his voice, Lin saw Fan's broken and patient cries broke out under the threat of the sea breeze.

Hearing that Gu Chaoming was almost heartbroken, Lin Jianfan tried to say that he was fine, but the patient crying took up most of it.

Gu Chaoming stopped by the side of the road, the heat of running made him sweat, and when he heard Lin Jianfan's cry, Gu Chaoming could no longer yell, as if he was afraid that his volume would shatter the voice on the other end of the phone Seeing Fan, Lin said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'm listening, tell me where are you? I'll go find you."

The wind on the beach sent a message, with Lin Jianfan choking on his sobs: "I... I am at the beach where you brought me here on your birthday..."

After getting the address, Gu Chaoming immediately prepared to go there, stopped a taxi, but before the taxi came, Gu Chaoming received another message from Lin Jianfan: "I'm just telling you, don't tell them... otherwise... "

Listening to Lin Jianfan's voice, Gu Chaoming hesitated, not telling others, not telling Lao Chen, not telling Lin Jianfan's family members, Gu Chaoming found it difficult to do so.

Lin Jianfan stopped after saying "Otherwise", Gu Chaoming thought he would threaten him, and was still thinking about how to persuade him, but after a while Lin Jianfan said: "How about it?"

No harsh threats, just a helpless "okay?" with a cry.

Gu Chaoming's heart softened suddenly, the light was still on in the taxi, Gu Chaoming promised him solemnly: "Okay."

Doing what he said, Gu Chaoming called Lao Chen with the mentality of being scolded to death by Lao Chen.

"Teacher," Gu Chaoming seldom called a teacher seriously, "I know where Lin Jianfan is, and I'm on my way to find him, but he won't let me tell you where he is, so please go ahead. Don't worry, I'll look for him in the past, I'll persuade him, and persuade him to agree to call you again."

After waiting for Lao Chen's reply, Lao Chen was silent for a few seconds and said, "You'd better tell me, this is not a joke."

"I know, teacher, I will persuade him to agree. I'm afraid that if I betray him, it will have the opposite effect, so I might as well not tell you." Gu Chaoming's calmness was beyond his expectations.

The taxi was driving towards the beach, the lights inside the car were turned off, and the light outside the car window flashed across Gu Chaoming's face.He used to be an irritable young man, who burst out and rushed downstairs when his neighbors said a few words, and kicked the door hard when Gu Tao locked him out. Now he talks to Lao Chen with the calmness of an adult, and the violence in the past has changed. Become calm at this time.

In the flashing lights inside the car, Gu Chaoming seemed to have grown from an impulsive boy to a rational adult.

"you……"

After Gu Chaoming's persuasion, Lao Chen finally agreed to wait for Gu Chaoming's call.

As soon as Old Chen agreed, Gu Chaoming immediately sent a message to Lin Jianfan.

"I didn't tell them that I'm on my way, don't go, wait for me."

The message sent was displayed on Lin Jianfan's cell phone with his fingers clenched tightly by the seaside. His hands were frozen and it was troublesome to type, so he could only use voice.

Lin Jianfan was not a strong person. He sat by the seaside all afternoon, the sea breeze was so cold that his body was icy cold.

Dizziness frowned and blinked to relieve it, Lin Jianfan felt the cold penetrated into the bone marrow, he knew that he might have a cold or a fever.

The phone by the beach rang again and again, but he didn't answer a single call.

It was my mother who called first.

He was sitting by the sea, with his mobile phone aside, the abrupt ringtone and lit screen, and the name displayed on the screen reminded him of his mother's worried face for him.

He dare not answer.

Calls came one after another, first it was my mother who didn't answer, then it was Lao Chen, and soon it was Gu Chaoming.

He didn't answer Gu Chaoming's phone call either. Looking at the flickering screen, Lin Jianfan hugged him tightly, and he could guess Gu Chaoming's anxious expression.

He blamed himself, he was afraid, staying in a strange winter night was not as scary as seeing the worried expressions of those who cared about him.

The phone can be left unanswered so they don't know where he is and won't find him, but he reads every message they send him and just doesn't reply.

He was too cold and wanted to get some warmth from inside.

Hearing his mother's cry, seeing Gu Chaoming's message with typos.

He is not a strong person, the roar from Gu Chaoming's message combined with the wind "scared him to tears", and then he was questioned gently by Gu Chaoming.

For some reason, the two messages, one roar and one soft, overturned his decision not to tell others where he was, and made him think that Gu Chaoming was by his side.

He sent a message to Gu Chaoming to tell him where he was. He didn't want to cry at first, but he couldn't help it. When he thought that Gu Chaoming was listening to him, and when he thought that Gu Chaoming would come to accompany him, he couldn't bear the choking anymore. Stopping, it turned into a loud cry in Gu Chaoming's ears.

The taxi drove very fast, very fast, Gu Chaoming kept urging behind him, and kept talking to comfort Lin Jianfan.

The driver drove him to the beach as quickly as possible. Gu Chaoming, who had been waiting to pay, got off the car and ran to the beach in the dark as soon as he finished paying.

From a distance, he saw Lin Jianfan's back by the sea, and Lin Jianfan had already seen the taxi approaching.

Along the way, Gu Chaoming was thinking about how to persuade Lin Jianfan, how to get him to tell the reason why he is like this today.

He was afraid, he was afraid that Lin Jianfan would not even trust him, he was afraid that Lin Jianfan would not tell him.

That was a blow to him.

Gu Chaoming had thought up a lot of words, but he hadn't said what he had thought, he hadn't run to Lin Jianfan's side, he hadn't even gotten close to Lin Jianfan, when he was tens of meters away from Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan came Standing up on the ground, she ran towards him and threw herself into his arms.

Seeing the teardrops in his eyes, Gu Chaoming hugged Gu Chaoming and cried: "Didn't you say that the waves and sea breeze will take away all my sorrows? I can't, the sea has not taken away my sorrows at all, I Still scared."

Gu Chaoming didn't know what happened, he only knew that his heart was like a broken glass after hearing Lin Jianfan's words, and the broken glass scattered all over the place.

Gu Chaoming hugged him tightly, and said comfortingly: "Don't be afraid, it's okay, I'm here, I'm here, I'll protect you, there's nothing wrong with it."

The more Gu Chaoming talked, the more Lin Jianfan cried.

Sitting by the sea and seeing Gu Chaoming's car coming, seeing Gu Chaoming getting out of the car, and seeing him running towards him, Lin Jianfan couldn't control it anymore.

He flew over, rushed to his support, his sunshine, he wanted Gu Chaoming to hug him, or he hugged Gu Chaoming, he wanted to embrace his warmth, he wanted to reveal everything to Gu Chaoming, he wanted to hear Gu Chaoming's comfort, he misses Gu Chaoming, misses everything about Gu Chaoming.

Lin Jianfan hugged Gu Chaoming tightly and wept bitterly, just like the night when he came out of the soup shop, tears wet Gu Chaoming's padded clothes, Gu Chaoming could feel Lin Jianfan's cheeks were cold.

When the crying faded and his emotions calmed down, Gu Chaoming stroked Lin Jianfan's back and asked him, "Do you feel better? Are you going to tell me what happened?"

Gu Chaoming wrapped the scarf with his body temperature around Lin Jianfan's neck.

Lin saw that Fan's face was full of tears, and he didn't speak with tears in his eyes. Gu Chaoming asked softly again: "Is it okay?"

Lin Jianfan got a nod.

The night wind by the sea blew their faces, Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan to find a place with less wind to sit down.

They sat by the sea for a long, long time.

At first Lin saw Fan was a little shy, he promised that Gu Chaoming would tell him, but he didn't dare, he wanted to regret it.

He still didn't dare to talk about the past, and didn't dare to let Gu Chaoming know about his past.He is a coward, he is afraid that if he says it, he will repeat the same mistakes, and he is afraid that Gu Chaoming will dislike him.

He didn't know how firm Gu Chaoming's love was.

Gu Chaoming saw through Lin Jianfan's fear. He took Lin Jianfan's hand and rubbed it in his own. His padded jacket was on Lin Jianfan's body. His eyes looked at the hesitant Lin Jianfan: "Tell me, okay?" ?"

The starlight in Gu Chaoming’s eyes fills the starless night sky. In Gu Chaoming’s eyes, Lin Jianfan sees the green trees, the summer breeze, the autumn leaves, the winter snow, and the blooming flowers. .

All good things melt into his eyes, and he himself is the most beautiful existence.

Gu Chaoming's soft words drove away all hesitation and fear. Lin Jianfan looked into Gu Chaoming's eyes. It was the first time he told others about his past and his secret.

At first he didn't know how to start, how to explain his past.Everything is difficult at the beginning. Seeing that Fan stumbled and finally explained his past, Gu Chaoming was not in a hurry and kept persuading him to take his time.Speaking of halfway, Lin Jianfan became more and more smooth, as if he was vomiting bitterness to Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming accepted it completely, accepted his bitterness, accepted his past.

"I still don't know why they bullied me like that."

"They once bought fake butterflies and stuffed them in my mouth after biology class..."

"I also want to tell you that the person I met that day was my former classmate named Zhu Shengquan, but I can't say it, I just want to escape."

"I lied to my mother, I said I lost my memory, I don't remember, I just want them to stop worrying about me, and I don't want them to quarrel because of me."

Lin Jianfan was talking about the journey by himself, and Gu Chaoming wiped Lin Jianfan's tears with his fingers that were cold by the sea breeze.

Lin Jianfan also wanted to talk about the past calmly, as if it had passed, as if he didn't care at all, but he couldn't even pretend to be calm, let alone say the sentence "it doesn't matter", let alone no one to talk to He said sorry.

Gu Chaoming is a good listener, but not a good comforter.Hearing what happened to Lin Jianfan in the past, he never thought that his beautiful young man had experienced such pain, and he never thought that Lin Jianfan became cautious because of this reason.

He hated why his former self didn't discover Lin Jianfan's pain earlier, and even doubted Lin Jianfan's fawning.

Gu Chaoming didn't know how many times Lin Jianfan cowered in fear of being bullied by them and obeyed them. He didn't know how scared he was when he was bullied by Yu Hangwei.

Lin Jianfan once comforted him and took him away from that painful home.He thought his youth was as bright as the sun, but he didn't expect that there would be darkness behind the sun.

He was resentful in his heart, but after hearing what Lin Jianfan said, Gu Chaoming already wanted to pass through Lin Jianfan's words and tear up all those who bullied him, but at this moment he could only sit here, by the sea and listen to Lin Jianfan's words. Fan "tells stories".

"I met you when I transferred to another school." Lin Jianfan wiped away the tears on his face, and looked at Gu Chaoming with a smile.

Then I came here, came to this city, and met you.

When I meet a sunny, strong, righteous and progressive you, you will light up my life at once.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming and smiled, no longer a sad face, as if announcing to Gu Chaoming that you brought me a new life, an incredible new life.

"Then what happened today?" Gu Chaoming asked.

today?today……

What happened at noon today is also the past that Lin Jianfan doesn't want to recall.

"Can you not talk about it?" Lin Jianfan didn't want to mention it again.

"No!" Gu Chaoming replied very resolutely. He saw the redness and swelling on Lin Jianfan's face. It wasn't that he didn't pay attention, it wasn't that he didn't feel distressed, he just didn't say anything.

"I want to know what happened, I want to know everything you went through." Gu Chaoming shook Lin Jianfan's hand and looked at him and said.

Gu Chaoming's eyes were magical, and made Lin Jianfan talk about Cao Zhan, Qiu Cheng, and this afternoon.

When he heard Lin Jianfan say that he was beaten by them, Gu Chaoming regretted it for a moment. He regretted letting Lin Jianfan tell what happened at noon today. crack.

How can it be so vicious?

"I'm sorry, I asked you to lie for me, causing the teacher to blame you." Lin Jianfan said.

"The teacher didn't blame me, but he promised me that he wouldn't ask me where you are, they are all worried about you," Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's hot forehead, "See Fan, let's go home, your forehead is so hot. "

Lin Jianfan's obedient expression made Gu Chaoming think he would agree, but Lin Jianfan refused to go home.

He still wasn't ready to face his parents, he still didn't get rid of his fears, he still couldn't make his parents not worry about him, and he caused so many things that would definitely make them worry.

He didn't want to go home, and he didn't dare to go home.

Seeing Fanhui holding Gu Chaoming's hand, Lin leaned on Gu Chaoming's shoulder, looked towards the sea and said to Gu Chaoming, "Can you take me home, I want to drink the porridge you cooked, and I also want to drink yogurt. I know it's in the fridge."

Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan's hand, and wrapped his hand tightly with his own to prevent the cold sea breeze from invading Lin Jianfan's skin again.

He said, "Okay."

"Go home and cook porridge for you, but you can only drink one bottle of yogurt, and you must take medicine obediently."

Lin Jianfan nodded.

"Then you have to promise me not to tell them... where our home is..."

Lin saw that Fan's words paused for a moment, he hesitated to regard the house rented by Gu Chaoming as their home, as their small world, a small world where no one would disturb them.

"Okay, don't tell them." Gu Chaoming stood up and held out his hand to Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming smiled: "Let's go, let's go home, back to our home."

The outstretched palm was held tightly, and the sea breeze could only climb over the mountains and ridges on the palm.

In the taxi on the way home, Gu Chaoming didn't dare to call Lao Chen in front of Lin Jianfan, and told Lao Chen that Lin Jianfan would not go home. He only dared to send a message to Lao Chen saying that Lin Jianfan was living at his house first, He said he didn't want to go home.

"What the hell are you doing?!" Lao Chen was angry, and he waited so long with his parents to listen to him, but in the end he still didn't see Lin Jianfan, as if he had been tricked by him.

Gu Chaoming did not respond to Lao Chen, and beside him was Lin Jianfan who was even more dizzy due to the air conditioner in the car.Staying outside for too long, I can't bear it when I get cold and go to a warm place.

"Do you want to throw up?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Seeing Fan closing his eyes, Lin shook his head.

Hearing that people with a fever cannot take a bath, Gu Chaoming wanted to persuade Lin Jianfan not to take a bath until the fever subsided, but Lin Jianfan insisted on washing because he fell into the river and stayed outside for so long.

Gu Chaoming had no choice but to boil hot water for him, let Lin Jianfan sit down first, and help him get his clothes by himself.

Lin Jianfan was lying powerlessly on the sofa. Gu Chaoming felt distressed when he saw it. He walked over with a change of clothes and gently stroked the face of Lin Jianfan who was sleeping with his eyes closed: "Jianfan, get up, take a bath first."

Seeing that Fan sat up obediently, Lin took him into the bathroom, fearing that he would have a fever and fall asleep in the bathtub alone, Gu Chaoming dared not let him wash alone.

Seeing that Fan didn't resist either, Ren Gu Chaoming helped him bathe and wash his hair, Ren Gu Chaoming fed him medicine, and Ren Gu Chaoming fed him porridge.

All he asked for was a bottle of yogurt.

I had a cold and drank yogurt, fearing that it would hurt my stomach.Naihe agreed to him, and Gu Chaoming took out a bottle of yogurt from the refrigerator and handed it to him.

It was already three or four o'clock in the morning after the busy work, and Gu Chaoming also felt tired, and the homework on the desk before going out has not been confiscated until now.

Lin saw Fan lying drowsy on the bed with his eyes closed, Gu Chaoming held him tightly in his arms face to face, and said, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

He hugged him with a lonely heart, he just wanted to let Lin Jianfan feel the tenderness of his embrace, and let Lin Jianfan know that the world is not as cold as he thought.

Coax Lin Jianfan to sleep, before going to bed, Gu Chaoming secretly took a picture of Lin Jianfan who was asleep and sent it to Lao Chen.

"Teacher, I know you are in a hurry, and I really want you not to be in a hurry. It can be seen that Fan doesn't want to go home. He is at my house now. I sent you a photo. Please believe that I will persuade him to go home. Tomorrow I want to Please take a leave of absence to take care of Lin Jianfan, he has a fever, I have fed him cold medicine, don't worry. Please wait a little longer."

After sending the photo to Lao Chen, Gu Chaoming put away the phone and touched the forehead of the sleeping Lin Jianfan, it was still hot.

Gu Chaoming leaned over and kissed Lin Jianfan's hot forehead, then lay back under the quilt and hugged him.

"Good night." Gu Chaoming said.