the world in which he exists

It snowed heavily the night before, and the snow on the side of the road the next day was so thick that it creaked when stepped on.

Rare heavy snow, rare sunny.

There was a heavy snowfall last night, and Gu Chaoming woke up in the morning and opened the curtains, but outside the window was full of sunshine, and the clear sunlight was shining on the spotless white snow.

Wearing the big red scarf given by Lin Jianfan for Christmas last year when he went out, the winter sunlight pierced through the white breath from Gu Chaoming's mouth and nose.

It was still early, and there were few pedestrians on the road. They walked to the school step by step on the snow.

Gu Chaoming's worries and worries were as thick as today's snow, and he was not happy because of the long-lost sunny sky.

He was still worried about Lin Jianfan, he didn't know how Lin Jianfan would face him after one night, and how should he respond to Lin Jianfan?

What if Lin Jianfan pretended nothing happened?And continue pretending like nothing happened?

What should Lin Jianfan do if he is still as depressed as yesterday?Continue to comfort him?

Gu Chaoming didn't know what to do, his thoughts were like the snow under his feet - blank.

Thinking about how to deal with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming boarded the air-conditioned bus.The heater inside the car isolates the cold outside the car, bit by bit dispersing the cold air that adhered to Gu Chaoming's body due to walking.

The sunlight that I finally met this winter sticks to the window glass of the car. The winter sun is not very warm, sticks to the glass, and melts on Gu Chaoming's expressionless face behind the window.

The bus approached the school, Gu Chaoming shook his head lightly, decided not to think about it anymore, followed the crowd and got off the bus, a bicycle stopped beside him.

"Gu Shuai." Someone called out to him.

Cen Xili pulled off the windproof mask on his bicycle, and supported the bicycle with his feet on the handlebars.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Cen Xili who was parked beside him, and when he saw Cen Xili, he remembered Guan Hui from last night.

Gu Chaoming greeted Cen Xili, who was braking beside him, and glanced at Cen Xili's glove holding the handlebar.

Changed.

Guan Hui didn't lie to him.

Gu Chaoming only took a quick look, leaving no trace, and did not attract Cen Xili's attention.

Cen Xili stepped on the snow to get off the car, and pushed the car into the school with Gu Chaoming.

Cen Xili was fine as usual, and Gu Chaoming didn't ask him about the gloves, but just peeked at him from time to time while chatting with him.

Cen Xili has changed into new gloves, does You Xin really like him?Do you want to tell him what happened to Guan Hui yesterday?

Going to the carport with Cen Xili to park the car, Gu Chaoming was absent-minded all the way. Looking at the back of Cen Xili parking, he hesitated and decided to pretend not to know and ask: "Xili, why did you change your gloves?"

As soon as the words were finished, the sudden weight from behind grabbed Gu Chaoming's neck, causing Gu Chaoming to lean forward.

Gu Chaoming didn't look back, his arms held the weight behind his back to prevent him from falling.

No need to turn around, as long as Lin Jianfan is approaching, Gu Chaoming will be able to recognize him naturally.Gu Chaoming didn't know when he learned this skill.

Lin Jianfan took advantage of Gu Chaoming's watching Cen Xili stop thinking about something, jumped on Gu Chaoming's back, wrapped his arms around Gu Chaoming's neck, put his cheek close to Gu Chaoming's ear, and smiled on Gu Chaoming's body.

Cen Xili parked the car, took the key and turned around to look at Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan who was lying on Gu Chaoming's back.

Cen Xili is different from Su Bing. Cen Xili will not tease like Su Bing. Usually Cen Xili just glances at them and lets them continue as if he didn't see it.

But today Cen Xili took a few extra glances at Lin Jianfan on Gu Chaoming's back.

Seeing Fan's eyes on Cen Xili looking over again, Lin blinked guiltily, and after a few seconds, he let go of Gu Chaoming's neck and asked Gu Chaoming to let him down.

Gu Chaoming put him down slowly, and helped him pull the wrinkled clothes because of the beating.

Cen Xili took a few more glances at Lin Jianfan not because of anything else, but because Lin Jianfan seemed different today.

Too escaping.

In front of Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan had already changed from being submissive to mischievous.He would blindfold him from behind, would act coquettishly with him and want to drink two boxes of yogurt, would call him a fool... But Lin Jianfan was still reserved in front of other people, including his best brother Li Zhao, also Gu Chaoming's best friends Cen Xili and Su Bing.

Lin Jianfan, who was cautious, would not suddenly jump on Gu Chaoming's back at school. This kind of jumping behavior was very unlike him, and Cen Xili couldn't help but look at him a few more times.

Not only Cen Xili felt Lin Jianfan's sudden escape, but Gu Chaoming also felt it.Although Lin Jianfan could be willful in front of him, Lin Jianfan would usually only be willful when it was just the two of them, not like this morning.

Lin Jianfan's escape was not limited to the jump in the morning. Throughout the morning, Lin Jianfan looked extraordinarily sunny.

Gu Chaoming sat on his seat and looked at Lin Jianfan's back.Seeing that Fan was smiling again, he smiled at Li Zhao, his deskmate, and was still whispering to Li Zhao, probably talking about Shi Cancan's birthday, because Gu Chaoming saw Li Zhao glance in Shi Cancan's direction.

After class, Lin Jianfan ran over and asked him to accompany him to the canteen to buy yogurt. Gu Chaoming didn't speak, and went with him with a smile.

Gu Chaoming took the notes that Lin Jianfan organized for him and put them in the drawer. Gu Chaoming also tore open the snacks that Lin Jianfan brought him and ate them with him.

It seemed that everything was no different from the previous life, as if nothing had happened, but Lin Jianfan became more enthusiastic and detached than yesterday.

Lin saw that Fan Xiang forcibly ignited the enthusiasm in his heart, elevating his enthusiasm to a higher level, so that he did not look like him.

Gu Chaoming knew that he was acting, and Gu Chaoming thought about what to do on the way, but he still couldn't figure out a countermeasure, so he chose not to expose it.

His life changed again, from the darkness of Gu Tao to the beautiful life with flowers and flowers brought by Lin Jianfan, and from the beautiful life to the embarrassing situation where there is no solution.

This is the second time Lin Jianfan has made Gu Chaoming not feel like him, and maybe this is also the second time Lin Jianfan has pretended.

The first time was to help him beat Yu Hangwei away. Seeing that Fan was afraid that he would be implicated, Lin pretended not to know him well.

This is the second time.

The second time was caused by the man wearing black-rimmed glasses.

Not only Gu Chaoming, but Su Bing who was sitting at Lin Jianfan's back table also felt the difference in Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan spent 90.00% of his time this morning after class with Gu Chaoming. Su Bing wanted to tell Gu Chaoming that Lin Jianfan had no chance.

After lunch, a classmate picked up Lin Jianfan's ID and asked him to pick it up. Lin Jianfan left for a while before Su Bing found time to chat with Gu Chaoming.

"Don't you think Lin Jianfan is a little different today?" Su Bing asked.

"Yes." Gu Chaoming lowered his head to review for the upcoming final exam.

"You react so coldly?" Su Bing was surprised.

What else?Promise that Lin Jianfan will not speak out, and Gu Chaoming will not say anything to Su Bing. Gu Chaoming hopes that Su Bing will stop asking.

Su Bing and Cen Xili didn't know what happened yesterday, and kept trying to persuade Gu Chaoming to pay attention.

"I know, I know, I still have to review." Gu Chaoming shook his hands and said.

Su Bing looked at Gu Chaoming who was throwing his hands away, why did he feel that Gu Shuai was a little different today, didn't he care about Lin Jianfan the most before?Why don't you look like you don't care at all today?

Su Bing watched Gu Chaoming review in a daze.

The sun that finally appeared in winter lay on the melted white snow, and the snow on the school road was shoveled to both sides of the road to prevent students from slipping.Lin Jianfan, who was going to get his ID, was walking on the way to the school playground.

The air was cold, Gu Chaoming originally said to go get it with him, but Lin Jianfan saw that he was reviewing and didn't want to interrupt him and said that he could do it by himself.

The road where the snow was shoveled revealed the darkness of asphalt inside. Lin Jianfan didn't know when he lost his ID card.Lao Chen also said yesterday that he should keep it safe, but he was the first one in his class to lose it, and he put it together in his pocket, so he lost everything.

Fortunately, a classmate from their school picked it up. Seeing the name inside, there was a friend who knew him. Through that friend, he asked for his phone number and then sent him a text message.

"Thank you, I'm sorry to trouble you." Lin Jianfan replied when he received the text message.

"It's okay, come to the entrance of the playground at noon today, I'll wait for you there."

"it is good."

The sun at noon is not the coolness of the morning, no longer a useless decoration, it finally brings a little warmth.Lin Jianfan walked to the entrance of the school playground and found three people waiting for him there, not the one he imagined.

As soon as he approached, one of the people holding his student ID card looked at him, and then at the photo on the student ID card, as if to check whether it was him.

"Lin Jianfan, right?" the person holding the student ID card asked.

Lin saw that Fan felt that something was wrong, but he still nodded and slowed down his approach.

"Your student ID card," the man said.

Lin saw Fan approaching cautiously, the man was leaning against the entrance of the playground, the sun fell on his back.Lin saw that something was wrong with Fan, these people didn't seem like people who wanted to return things, but he did have his student ID card in his hand.

Lin saw Fan walking up to the man.

"It's pretty handsome." The man looked at him and said with a few glances.

Seeing Fan's polite thank you before he said it, the man smiled while holding his student ID card, and said, "Do handsome people have such a sense of justice? Huh?"

Lin Jianfan's face froze for a moment, and one sentence made clear their original intention, which also made Lin Jianfan turn his head and want to run, but as soon as he turned around, one of them blocked him at some point and refused to let him go.

If he goes to the left, the person will also go to the left, and if he goes to the right, the person will also go to the right.

Lin Jianfan turned around helplessly, and the person holding his ID looked at him and smiled.The person blocking him behind put his shoulders on him, pretending to be friendly so that he would not escape.

The man holding his ID yelled into the playground, and immediately someone came out of the playground.

"That's him?" asked the man holding the ID.

Three people walked out of the playground.

Even if the moon is dark and the wind is high, he can still see clearly the person who has punched him.

The three people who bullied their classmates yesterday are all here.

The man who pulled his collar yesterday was still laughing at him.

Seeing that Fan was under control, Lin could only hear those who bullied his classmates yesterday shouting at the man who seemed to be their leader holding his ID: "Brother Zhan."

"It's not easy to do in school, so take him to the old place first." Said the man called Brother Zhan.

Brother Zhan walked up to Lin Jianfan, smiled and stuffed the ID into Lin Jianfan's pocket: "We can return the ID to you, we did a good deed, don't you want to thank us too, and come with us for a walk trip?"

Brother Zhan had a smile on his face, and another person put Lin Jianfan's shoulders on his shoulders.No matter how people pass by, they are just a few good buddies standing and chatting together.

Just like being bullied by Yu Hangwei in the second year of high school, after pointing out that he wanted to avenge last night, Lin Jianfan showed the same panic as when facing Yu Hangwei.

Lin Jianfan's eyes widened, his chest heaved, and his breathing quickened, like a child seeing a devil.

Brother Zhan looked at the frightened expression on Lin Jianfan's face with a smile, turned his head and said to the three people yesterday: "I thought it was such a powerful character to rob someone from you yesterday, and you can't handle such a weak chicken?"

The three of them didn't speak, they all looked at each other.

"Let's go, the old place." Brother Zhan waved his hand and said.

The old place they were talking about was a river outside the school where the current was not fast.

Winter grass grows by the river, the untouched snow is so clean that there are no footprints, and the sun shines selflessly on the barren river.

There are few people by the river, and almost no one will come, making it the best place for them to "learn lessons".

By the river without fences, Lin Jianfan thought of the river bank where he and Gu Chaoming sat not far from Gu Chaoming's house.

The moonlight that day was cut into pieces of silver by the river surface, today the river is as stable as a sleeping monster, and the unknown depth is like the belly of a monster.

Walking to the river, a man named Brother Zhan asked one of them to take out a mobile phone to record. He didn't know whether he wanted to record his "heroic posture" or wanted to threaten Lin Jianfan to stop talking nonsense.

"Record it and post it online." Brother Zhan said.

He just wanted to upload it.

Seeing how crazy others are online, he also thought.

"Have you started recording?" Brother Zhan asked.

The man with the phone nodded.

After confirming the video, Brother Zhan also said: "Remember to make me look handsome, if the fuck dares to make an ugly picture, I will kick you to death."

Brother Zhan walked up to Lin Jianfan after threatening his own people. As soon as he came up, he first asked Lin Jianfan: "Do you know where you are wrong? Knowing that you are wrong can save you a slap in the face."

The people next to him laughed.

Lin Jianfan, who was bullied by Yu Hangwei and retreated weakly to the bark, faced the laughter of others, and faced the so-called Brother Zhan in front of him, he no longer avoided his eyes, he looked directly into Brother Zhan's eyes, with correct words, He clenched his teeth and said a word.

"roll!"

A little courage grows out of weakness.

In places that Gu Chaoming didn't know, Lin Jianfan uttered dirty words that Gu Chaoming had never heard him say.

Lin Jianfan was not suddenly not afraid, on the contrary, he was more scared than before, scared to death, but there was a force supporting him, supporting him to resist.

The sun was very good that day, and it was noon again. The sun was very warm and bright, and the snow was very white, dazzlingly white.

The snow is very white, Brother Zhan's temper is very grumpy, and Lin Jianfan's cheek hurts.

Lin Jianfan's face turned to one side, and his face was instantly flushed with the dazzling white snow.

Brother Zhan slapped violently, and Lin Jianfan not only felt the heat on his face, but also a hot breath in his nose.

A drop of red bean dripped in the dazzling whiteness.

The people next to him were still laughing.

"Do you still dare to be rampant?" Brother Zhan lightly patted Lin Jianfan's flushed cheeks.

Seeing that Fan didn't speak, Lin endured the pain and tilted his head to one side.

"This is the consequence." Brother Zhan said domineeringly.

Brother Zhan wanted to teach him another lesson, when Lin saw a special bell ringing in Fan's pocket.As soon as the bell rang, Lin Jianfan, who was enduring the pain, immediately covered his pockets.

Unstoppable red beans dripped on the cotton coat.

When Brother Zhan saw Lin Jianfan's reaction, he knew that this call was unusual.Brother Zhan stretched out his hand to snatch it, but Lin Jianfan clutched his pocket tightly and stepped back, leaving a row of retreating footprints on the snow.

Brother Zhan ran over and tried to snatch it, but Lin saw Fan covering his hands tightly and wanted to escape.It's still recording, so don't be ashamed, Brother Zhan just jumped towards Lin Jianfan who was running away, and kicked Lin Jianfan to the snow.

The hotness of the cheeks plunged into the cold white snow, and the whole face met the white snow head-on, leaving a layer of gray water from the soles of Brother Zhan's shoes on the back.

Lin saw that before Fan got up from the snow, brother Zhan grabbed his head by his hair, and the people beside him ran up.Brother Zhan held up Lin Jianfan's hair and asked the three of them last night: "What did he do to you yesterday?"

"He threw snow at us," one said.

"He also slapped my side of the face."

"The person who hit me is quite courageous," Brother Zhan asked again, "Which side hit you?"

"This way." The man pointed to his right cheek.

"Okay, watch."

A loud slap fell on the winter air, the river flowed quietly, the birds spread their wings on the trees, Lin Jianfan's pocket bell kept ringing.

Lin saw that Fan's face was hot after his hair was pulled, and the blood stains on his nose could not be wiped off. As soon as he raised his hand, Brother Zhan would step on his hand.

Brother Zhan smiled with his mouth crooked, stepped on Lin Jianfan's fingers and laughed even more wildly.

Lin saw that the cell phone in Fan's pocket kept ringing. He originally wanted to snatch his cell phone, but now that he was teaching others a lesson, the ringing became harsh.

Brother Zhan let go of Lin Jianfan's hair, pulled Lin Jianfan's hand away and snatched his mobile phone easily.

Seeing that Fan was fluttering about and wanted to grab it, Brother Zhan shook his phone to tease him: "Come on, come if you have the ability."

Seeing that Fan was pinned down by the two people behind, Brother Zhan took his mobile phone and said to the three people last night: "Since he messed with you yesterday, you can do whatever you want with him."

The three of them got the order and walked up to Lin Jianfan. Lin Jianfan stretched out his hand to snatch the phone but refused to take it back, the bright red from his nose dyed the corners of his mouth.

"Didn't think there would be today, did you?" said the man who was beaten.

Brother Zhan took Lin Jianfan's phone and walked aside.

There was a slap.

Brother Zhan waited for the stopped call before calling again.

A burst of laughter.

Brother Zhan also smiled.

A groan.

Brother Zhan looked back.

After a few seconds, the phone rang again.

a sun.

A tear freezes.

The face was pressed into the snow, and the tears melted with the snow.

"Hey, you see, the note he gave this person is a sun, which is interesting." Brother Zhan waited until the person called, and found something interesting to share with his companions.

"Hahaha..." Several people laughed loudly.

Seeing Fan's chest heaving, Lin took advantage of the laughter of the few people and used all his strength to break free from their shackles, and ran to grab the phone from Brother Zhan.

Lin saw Fan's chest rising and falling rapidly in resentment.

He got up and rushed towards Brother Zhan who was holding his mobile phone.His whole body was cold, his limbs were frozen in the snow, and his cheeks couldn't tell whether it was cold or hot. He only knew that he wanted to snatch it, snatch his mobile phone.

A few people behind wanted to come over to help, but Brother Zhan waved his hand to signal no.He held his mobile phone like a cat teaser, wherever he went, Lin Jianfan would chase him wherever he went.

"Is this person so important?" Brother Zhan asked with a smile.

Sun’s remarks were also displayed on the phone screen, leaving a string of footprints by the snow-white river.

Lin saw that Fan was not chasing the mobile phone in Brother Zhan's hand, he was chasing the sun in the mobile phone.

Under the golden sunlight, Cao Zhan, known as Brother Zhan, suddenly noticed something crystal clear in the eyes of the running Lin Jianfan.

The bank was slippery, and just as Cao Zhan noticed that Lin Jianfan's eyes were crystal clear, Lin Jianfan's figure had disappeared by the river bank.

He fell.

The sunlight flickered in his field of vision, and Lin Jianfan saw the sky that he could only see when he looked up.The winter sky is not blue at all, it is all white as snow white.

He also saw the angle of view when he fell into the scenic river during the summer vacation.

He felt himself falling very fast.

He saw the golden sun and the white sky, and the sun in the white sky.

The sun was very good that day, but the sun did not warm the winter water of the river.

He was drowning in the water, he saw the beach where Gu Chaoming took him, he saw Gu Chaoming running in the sea of ​​flowers.

The boy's eyes were hot and his expression was warm.

Lin Jianfan saw him getting away from him a little bit, the boy was running in the sea of ​​flowers, running farther and farther, towards the sunny front.

He can no longer catch up.