the world in which he exists

It snowed heavily that night when Lin Jianfan was comforted in the toilet.The next morning, the snow was endless. Gu Zhaoming had not seen such a heavy snow for many years.

The snow started to fall not long after the evening class the night before, and the snowflakes fluttered outside the window shrouded in darkness just like the day in the library.

The students next to the window were the first to notice the snow when it started to snow. They whispered their excitement everywhere, and they stopped only after being reminded by the teacher coughing in class.Gu Chaoming's position is not by the window, looking out of the dark window across a classroom, snowflakes are the opposite of night and white.

The sight across the classroom inevitably stayed on Lin Jianfan in front of the classroom for a long time.Gu Chaoming just stared at it, as if in a daze, and was reminded by the teacher's cough.

The teacher on the podium wondered what happened to each of them today. One was in a daze in class, and the other ran around like a monkey when he saw snow.

This is not possible, the teacher pointed out that Lin Jianfan stood up and answered the question, reminding him to pay attention.

The snowflakes were one after another, and a thin layer of snow had accumulated by the end of the evening class.After evening class, Gu Chaoming packed his schoolbag and went to Lin Jianfan's desk, and handed him a warm baby that he found from others.

Gu Chaoming unzips Lin Jianfan's padded jacket and puts the warm baby on.

"It's cold at night, and it's still snowing, go home early, and be careful on slippery roads." Gu Chaoming urged worriedly.

Gu Chaoming was really worried about letting the preoccupied Lin Jianfan walk alone at night.He even thought about sending Lin Jianfan home, but Lin Jianfan would definitely refuse.

I could only send him to the school gate, and Gu Chaoming told him in the dark: "Be careful on the road, and send me a message when you get home."

There were snowflakes in the dark night, Lin saw Fan waving goodbye and nodded.

Gu Chaoming stopped where he was and watched Lin Jianfan getting farther and farther away from him in the snow.

Separated from Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming walked on the cold road alone, and his inner worries grew infinitely with the distance from Lin Jianfan.

He didn't know what happened to Lin Jianfan, his worry never stopped, like the snow on the ground was piling up more and more.

Stepped on a piece of snow, leaving a long string of footprints behind.Thin snowflakes also accumulated on the padded hat on his head. Gu Chaoming raised his hand and patted it with his gloved hand, and the outer layer of the glove was a little wet.

The street lamps on the side of the road illuminated the white snow, and the coldness of the snow spread to the soles of the feet through the soles of the shoes. Gu Chaoming patted the snow on the hat, raised his head, and a person walking across attracted his attention.

"Guan Hui? Why are you here?" Gu Chaoming asked Guan Hui who was walking across.

Guan Hui seemed to have just noticed him, and stopped in his tracks.

Gu Chaoming was surprised, Guan Hui was only a sophomore in high school and didn't have to take evening classes, why was he still strolling outside so late?

Guan Hui stopped in front of Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming asked again: "What's wrong with you?"

Guan Hui didn't look quite right.There was no usual vitality in his eyes, and it was easy for people to notice when the normally lively and eloquent student became depressed.

"I want to ask you something." Guan Hui said after a few seconds of silence.

"What's the matter?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"I want to ask...I want to ask...hey, never mind." Guan Hui said without intending to say anything.

Why do you like this today?Gu Chaoming was puzzled.Lin Jianfan was like this, and so was Guan Hui who met on the road.

"Then I'll go first." Guan Hui didn't tell Gu Chaoming, planning to leave.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what Guan Hui looked like when he became depressed. Maybe he included Guan Hui's worries about Lin Jianfan. Gu Chaoming didn't want to let Guan Hui go just like that, for fear that he would be overwhelmed.

Since Guan Hui had a question he wanted to ask, he must have said it when he opened his mouth. Gu Chaoming blocked Guan Hui's way.

"Why?" Guan Hui finally asked Gu Chaoming in a normal tone.

"You've already asked all the questions you want to ask, so just talk, I'll listen."

Guan Hui raised his eyes to look at Gu Chaoming, his eyes were very dark, as dark as the night.

"You ask, I won't tell others." Gu Chaoming increased his credibility to persuade Guan Hui who was concerned.

"There's nothing you can't tell others." Guan Hui said.

"Huh?" Gu Chaoming originally thought that Guan Hui didn't want to speak because he had something to hide.

"That would be even better, and I don't have to keep it a secret for you." Gu Chaoming said with a smile.

Gu Chaoming smiled forcedly, while persuading the depressed Guan Hui, he worried about Lin Jianfan who was going home alone.

I don't know if Lin Jianfan has arrived home, but he should still be on the road at this time.

Part of Gu Chaoming's mind was thinking about Lin Jianfan on the way home, and part of his mind was trying to persuade Guan Hui, who was depressed like Lin Jianfan, who didn't know what happened.

"Tell me, I will answer what I can answer you."

"I want to ask you how it feels to be with Lin Jianfan?"

Gu Chaoming never expected that Guan Hui's first question was not about himself, but about him and Lin Jianfan.

"Huh?" Gu Chaoming looked confused in the dark night, why did he and Lin Jianfan get involved?

"Just... that's it."

Such a sudden question, Gu Chaoming couldn't answer it for a while.

"What kind?" Guan Hui asked urgently.

"Why do you ask this?"

"Didn't you ask me to ask? Just tell me."

"Uh... I'm happy just being with him." Gu Chaoming's language is not lacking, but some words are only suitable for speaking to Lin Jianfan, not others.To others is to show affection, to Lin Jianfan is to talk about love, and only Lin Jianfan and Gu Chaoming have so many love words.

Gu Chaoming simply said to Guan Hui, "It's nice to be together." Guan Hui seemed very dissatisfied with this answer, and he skipped Gu Chaoming's answer: "I just want to know that a man and a man are together." What's it like."

"The feeling of falling in love is similar, as long as you like it." Gu Chaoming said.

"There are many types of liking, liking and loving, liking very much and liking a little," Guan Hui changed his subject and pointed at You Xin, "Which kind do you think You Xin has for Cen Xili?"

You Xin?You Xin vs. Cen Xili?That hypocrite and coward?Why did you mention him suddenly?Gu Chaoming intuitively felt that Guan Hui's depression was closely related to Cen Xili.

If you want to say whether You Xin likes or hates Cen Xili, Gu Chaoming is not sure.It's not that bad to hate Cen Xili, but neither is Gu Chaoming who likes Cen Xili.

It may be that he doesn't hate it or like it, or he hates it but doesn't explain it. In order to maintain his image of a good man, he doesn't show his dislike for Cen Xili.

To be honest, Gu Chaoming didn't feel You Xin's liking for Cen Xili, probably because You Xin's silence in the office was too harsh.Let Cen Xili bear all the gossip, and let Cen Xili, who does not fight or snatch, become a wandering man who steals kisses from You Xin, the god of stealing, and steps on a few boats, with good brothers around him who can become lovers. Apart from gossip, he became one of the victims favored by Cen Xili, who was overwhelmed by emotions.

Gu Chaoming couldn't forget that Cen Xili was at a loss when he was attacked by gossip for a while, and he couldn't forget that Cen Xili was unwilling to talk to them because he was afraid that they would be implicated.

Gu Chaoming really couldn't appreciate You Xin's liking.

"He probably doesn't like it." Gu Chaoming said to Guan Hui.

After getting Gu Chaoming's answer, Guan Hui pondered for a while, and then asked, "What about Cen Xili and You Xin?"

Cen Xili vs You Xin?

Gu Chaoming looked at Guan Hui who raised this question, and he felt that the source of Guan Hui's depression was not only Cen Xili, nor You Xin, but Cen Xili and You Xin.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to lie, he couldn't forget You Xin's silence in the office, and he couldn't forget that he overheard Cen Xili say "Yes, I can" to his mother.

Even though he was comforting a depressed person, Gu Chaoming still told the truth: "Cen Xili's love for You Xin is a gap that you cannot bridge."

is love.

Guan Hui is the highest rank in the classification of liking.

Cen Xili's persistent and unchanging love for You Xin blocked everyone on the other side.

Hearing Gu Chaoming's words, Guan Hui laughed for the first time this night.

Guan Hui grinned, "I understand."

"So what happened?" Gu Chaoming asked.

On a snowy night, snow was everywhere after evening class, and white suddenly became the dominant color. As soon as Cen Xili stepped out of the classroom door, he felt the cold night wind.

Go downstairs to roll out the bicycle and see You Xin's bicycle parked next to his car in the shed.

You Xin hasn't left yet.

Cen Xili looked up and looked upstairs. Some classes had turned off the lights, while others were still on. They were scattered like scattered stars.

Riding a bicycle out of the school gate, the cold wind brought by the bicycle can't blow the face, only the forehead and eyes that are not covered by the mask.

The hot air exhaled from his mouth was buried in the mask, and the wheels under his feet left a straight line on the snow.

Cycling passed a place where the snow was not trampled on and had accumulated very thickly. Compared with the thin layer of snow on the ground, the thick snow attracted Cen Xili's attention.

Cen Xili stopped the car, walked to the front of the snow, grabbed a handful of snow and kneaded it into a snowball.

The hand that took off the cycling glove was holding the cold snow, and the snow stole the warmth from Cen Xili's palm.Holding the snow into a ball, Cen Xili's palm has already absorbed most of the heat.

Making one snowball was not enough, Cen Xili wanted to make another one.Before the first snowball was put down, there was a sound of bicycle braking behind him, and Cen Xili knew who it was.

"Such a big person still plays in the snow?" You Xin asked with his schoolbag on his back and his hands on the handlebars.

Cen Xili didn't speak, and the snowball in his hand fell to the ground unsteadily.

With a short "click", the ball-shaped snowball fell into the snow on the road, half of which met the snow, and half of which met the footprints of Cen Xili.

You Xin glanced at the snowball that fell from Cen Xili's hand, and then at Cen Xili's hands that were not wearing gloves to play with the snowball.

Cen Xili didn't speak, You Xin took off his schoolbag, unzipped it, took out a pair of gloves from the schoolbag and threw it on Cen Xili's bicycle seat parked by the side of the road.

The snowflakes did not stop, and when I stopped by the side of the road for a while, a little snowflakes fell on the seats.

"Someone gave it to me. I have gloves. Give them to you." You Xin said.

The gloves lay quietly on the bicycle seat, and Snowflakes couldn't wait to occupy them.

After giving the gloves, You Xin stepped on the pedal to leave, put the foot on the pedal down again, parked the car in the snow, took the gloves that Cen Xili put on the car seat, and walked in front of Cen Xili.

"You don't even wear gloves when you ride a bike? Are you afraid of frostbite?" You Xin stuffed the gloves into Cen Xili's palm.

Cen Xili's pockets were bulging, and he held the gloves given by You Xin in one hand, and took out the gloves in his pocket with the other, and whispered, "I have them, but they are in my pockets."

You Xin looked at the glove that Cen Xili took out, and was so embarrassed that he couldn't say anything for a moment.

"... Forget it, I'll see you off if I say I'll see you off, I'll go first." After finishing speaking, You Xin stepped on the snow and returned to the car, riding on the car and leaving a rut in the snow.

Cen Xili looked at the back of You Xin riding away and disappearing into the night, looked down at the gloves You Xin gave him in his hand, and a smile appeared on his lips.

"Did I come too late?" Guan Hui asked Gu Chaoming.

Guan Hui and Gu Chaoming recounted what he saw.

Cen Xili lowered his head and smiled, but he didn't find anyone looking at him not far away.

Under the streetlight, Cen Xili lowered his head and smiled, while Guan Hui left alone in the darkness.

"Is it possible that I met You Xin before he met Cen Xili?"

After listening to Guan Hui's narration, Gu Chaoming organized his words and said: "It's not a question of sooner or later, but whether you are that person. Even if you meet Cen Xili first, and you are not You Xin, the result is still the same."

Gu Chaoming really didn't want to pour cold water on Guan Hui in winter, but he could only tell the truth.

"I used to think that Cen Xili just liked You Xin. As long as I kept pursuing, I would still have a chance to defeat You Xin. I also learned from You Xin and his calmness. I just wanted Cen Xili to like me, but Cen Xili's reaction Tell me no. He told me in Huatian to stop pursuing him, and he didn’t want to hurt me, so I could only accept it silently. I thought You Xin didn’t like him, but when I saw You Xin gave him gloves, I I began to wonder, does You Xin also like Cen Xili? Do they both like each other? Thinking of this makes me feel even sadder. Cen Xili’s love was reciprocated, and I was a little happy for him. I don’t know what I was thinking along the way .”

You Xin also likes Cen Xili?They both like each other?

Gu Chaoming couldn't understand how he felt when he heard these two sentences, it was very subtle.He thought the same as Guan Hui, he was happy because Cen Xili's love was responded to, and also saddened to receive the response.

Does the You Sanjin they scolded really have a place for Cen Xili in his heart?Gu Chaoming didn't know.

Gu Chaoming didn't know that You Xinxi didn't like Cen Xili, but he knew that Cen Xili didn't like Guan Hui.In the past, I had the idea of ​​matching Guan Hui and Cen Xili, but now that I think about it, are they also the ones who caused Guan Hui to lose?

If we continue on, there is only a long way to go, Gu Chaoming wants Guan Hui to stop.

Maybe the wind didn't want Guan Hui to stop, Gu Chaoming wanted to speak, but a gust of wind lifted his scarf and scraped his cheeks, but Guan Hui didn't move at all.

Gu Chaoming tugged on his hat, and the scarf fluttered in the cold wind. Gu Zhaoming told Guan Hui: "He doesn't like you. Everything you do is just a pen without ink. You think you leave marks on the paper, but in fact Nothing. You don’t have to become what others like in order to make others like you, you just need to be yourself, and you also hope that the people who really like you like the real you, not the pretended you, right?”

"So," Gu Chaoming knew that what he was going to say would be difficult to do, and it would not hurt his back to speak while standing, but he still felt the need to say, "Let's find someone else to like, I know it's difficult, but it's better than It's better to be strong."

The cold wind continued to blow on the road, pushing Guan Hui, who was motionless, and blowing away Gu Chaoming's words, but it did not blow to Lin Jianfan who was returning home.

Gu Chaoming, who was worried all night, saw that Fan was hurriedly walking home, folding the unfinished schoolbag straps on his shoulders while walking.He kept walking, and he walked extremely fast.The snow under the feet was trampled, leaving potholes one after another.

Xue Hua kept walking like Lin Jianfan going home. Lin Jianfan was not in a hurry to go home, but instead heeded Gu Chaoming's words to go home early and turned around twice on the road.

When Gu Chaoming persuaded Guan Hui, he was still circling aimlessly on the road.

A layer of snowflakes accumulated on the top of the head and was photographed again and again, Lin Jianfan was still walking on the road.Her hair was slightly damp, and her feet were cold when walking in the snow.

When the second circle was about to complete and passed through an alley, Lin Jianfan stopped.

He heard some strange voices.

Someone is being beaten.

The alley is not long, even Lin Jianfan who passed by at night can tell at a glance that it is their school uniform.

Two or three people surrounded a kneeling classmate, and one of them stepped on the kneeling classmate's back.

With one kick, the kneeling classmate was lying on the icy snow, and his cheek was forced to slam into the icy snow.

Those students also made fun of him, grabbed the snow on the ground and made snowballs, and used the students who got up to pat the snow water on their bodies as targets.

The snowballs hit that classmate one after another, and the person who just kicked him grabbed his hair again and smashed the snowballs in his hand on his face.

The snowball exploded on his face, making his bullies burst into laughter.

They laughed to themselves and didn't notice Lin Jianfan who was staying at the alley.Lin who stayed still saw Fan running towards them, and the sound of trampling on the snow caught their attention.

"Who?" The man who kicked and smashed the snowball turned his head.

In the dark, Lin Jianfan punched him in the face with all his strength, and the man couldn't dodge in time, and he really took Lin Jianfan's punch.

"My mother!" The bully was happy to be bullied, and suddenly someone ran out and punched him. The man wanted to grab Lin Jianfan's hand in frustration, but Lin Jianfan withdrew his beating hand very quickly. Quickly, before they could react, he pulled up the beaten person on the ground and ran away.

Lin Jianfan knew that he was weak, there were three opponents, and he had only one.

He is not a good warrior, but he is a good strategist.

Run if you can't win.

However, one of the three reacted quickly. Lin Jianfan grabbed the kneeling person and within two steps, the person behind was grabbed by the arm of one of the people who bullied him.

The two sides tugged, and Lin saw that Fan didn't know where he got the courage to grab a handful of snow from the ground and turned around to slap the man in the face.

The man had a face full of snow, cursed a curse word and stretched out his arms to grab Lin Jianfan's padded jacket by the collar.

The man pulled Lin Jianfan's collar, and the collar pulled Lin Jianfan's neck.

In the padded clothes, the baby warmer that Gu Chaoming put on him before he went home was still hot.

Seeing that the two men were about to come to help, Lin saw that Fan was in a hurry, and he unzipped the zipper of his clothes, causing the man to lose his grip.

No longer being dragged by others, the two people next to him wanted to catch him. Seeing that Fancai didn't get entangled with them, he grabbed the snow on the ground and threw it at them. After throwing it, he immediately picked up the person they bullied and ran away.

Running in the winter night, the white breath from his nose disappeared in the night, Lin Jianfan dragged him to run in the unstoppable heavy snow, and stopped when he could no longer see those people.

The man behind looked weaker than him, and couldn't run, and when he stopped, he was busy panting for his knees.Seeing that he was gasping for breath, Lin Fan asked him anxiously, "Are you all right?"

The man shook his head and shook his hands again: "Thank you, I'm fine."

"That's good."

The cold wind howled, and the two strangers were speechless for a while.

"Thank you." The man took a breath and thanked Lin Jianfan again.

"No, no, just as long as you're fine," Lin Jianfan said, "You're fine, then I'll go first."

The man nodded and thanked again.

On the way home, Lin Jianfan wanted to pull up the zipper of the padded jacket, but he touched the zipper of the padded jacket and found that the zipper was broken during the pulling process.

Lin Jianfan gave up, but fortunately the warm baby stuck inside through the sweater was still hot. Lin Jianfan wrapped the cotton coat with the broken zipper tightly, took out his mobile phone and reported to Gu Chaoming that he was safe.

"I'm home, I just forgot to send a message."

Wrapped in cotton clothes on the road and sent this message, Lin Jianfan, who had been depressed all afternoon, finally smiled in the snowstorm of the night.

It's a pity that Gu Chaoming couldn't see it, only the street lamps, the endless night, and the heavy snow.

The cold wind howled mercilessly, and Lin saw Fan wrapped tightly in his cotton clothes and walking on the way home.

The snow under the feet is cold, and the warm baby in the sweater is hot.