the world in which he exists

From Su Bing's description, Gu Chaoming learned that the first time they met Fang Niya was at a school art performance.

At that time, Su Bing, who was changing girlfriends every day and dancing in the flowers, sneaked backstage with Gu Chaoming in order to surprise his girlfriend at the time.

Su Bing's girlfriend is an actor in one of the shows, and her show is at the back. Su Bing sneaks in to surprise and asks Gu Chaoming to help out.

The cultural performance is about to start, and the backstage is a little bit hectic. Gu Chaoming came to the backstage of the performance for the first time, and walked around while helping Su Bing to let the wind go.

The cultural performance officially begins, and the host is ready to go on stage.The hosts all dressed up to attend, the male hosts were dressed in suits, and the female hosts wore long or short dresses.

When the host came to the stage, Gu Chaoming happened to be standing by the steps on the stage, and watched the hosts in costumes come on stage from a close distance.

It was just a show where he was forced to let the wind go. Hosts in costumes walked past him and Gu Chaoming didn't bother to look at it. He never thought that the girl in a pink sandy long dress was the one Su Bing mentioned later that she liked pink. Fania.

Fang Niya is one year younger than Gu Chaoming, and Fang Niya is only in the third year of junior high when Gu Chaoming is in high school.Fang Niya, who was still a little girl, was already in the posture of a goddess, with her long legs holding up her pink floor-length skirt.

Fang Niya has an outstanding appearance of a goddess, but God did not give him the treatment of a goddess.As soon as he got on the stage and hadn't reached the middle of the stage, the long skirt mopping the floor caught the stairs.

Faniya stood on the stage and dared not move.The leader and many classmates were sitting under the stage, and the host in front of her seemed to have moved some distance away from her, but she still stopped there in embarrassment.

Just when she was extremely embarrassed, she suddenly heard the voice of the savior—someone patted the wooden steps on the back steps to remind her to look back.

When Fang Niya turned her head, Gu Chaoming, who was wearing a high school uniform at the entrance to the stage, pointed to the hem of her skirt that was caught, helped her to tear off the hem of the skirt, and then gestured for her to move on, don't worry.

After helping her fix the dress, Gu Chaoming was quickly called away by Su Bing, and disappeared from Fang Niya's sight.Fang Niya turned her head, faced the students in the audience, and walked to the other hosts with a confident smile and generous steps.

It was just a small movement of pulling the hem of the skirt that left no trace in the heart of Gu Chaoming, who was living in a daze at the time, but it left a strong stroke in Fang Niya's heart.

Fang Niya remembers Gu Chaoming who helped her throughout the art performance. Fang Niya looked for him backstage after she got off the stage, hoping to thank him, but Gu Chaoming and Su Bing had already left.

After asking the students backstage, they all said they didn’t know each other. Finally, after asking Su Bing’s girlfriend, they found out that he was Gu Chaoming from Class [-] and [-] of senior high school and their senior.

From that time on, Fang Niya always liked to look back at the entrance of the stage whenever Fang Niya put on a long skirt and went on stage, but the boy who helped her pull up the skirt never appeared again.

Fang Niya's pursuit is not violent, it can't even be called a pursuit, it can only be regarded as a secret love, and Gu Chaoming has not been able to let Gu Chaoming know about her after several years of secret love.Such a crush on Fang Niya did not know if it was a failure.

In Fang Niya's world that Gu Chaoming didn't know, when he was washing his hands in the sink next to the toilet in the original teaching building, Fang Niya had already spotted him in the upstairs window.

Holding the book and following her classmates downstairs, Fang Niya didn't go up to talk to her, she just peeked quietly when passing by, not disturbing the classmates around her, nor disturbing Gu Chaoming who was in a hurry to go back to the third floor.

The homework book she accidentally drops becomes the reopening of their relationship.

Feeling someone pat on the shoulder, turned to see Gu Chaoming, took the homework from Gu Chaoming, everything went smoothly, in the eyes of the kind Gu Chaoming, and in the eyes of the classmates, there was nothing special.

In the eyes of everyone, there was nothing special about the movement, only Fang Niya knew her trembling hands when she took the homework book and the eyes that couldn't help looking at Gu Chaoming.

It was so sudden that Fang Niya didn't know how she spent those few seconds.

After the open class, Fang Niya never used the homework book that Gu Chaoming helped her pick up, she replaced it with a new homework book, and the homework book that Gu Chaoming helped her pick up was kept in the drawer of the room inside.

Gu Chaoming only recalled the general meeting from Su Bing's description. Gu Chaoming didn't know anything about Fang Niya collecting the homework he picked up later, only Fang Niya knew.

Like many people's crushes, only you know.

Telling Su Bing that she likes Gu Chaoming was just a momentary impulse. After the impulse passed, she never dared to chat with Su Bing again.

Knowing the existence of Fang Niya, Gu Chaoming's life has not changed much, it can even be said that it has not changed.

He still studied together with Lin Jianfan, ate together, abandoned Su Bing and Cen Xili together and quietly went to a corner where no one was around, met each other on rest days together, at Gu Chaoming's house or went out on a date...

Everything has not changed, not because of Fang Niya, who has a crush on her.

When he returned to the classroom after chatting with Su Bing that day, Su Bing asked him if he wanted to tell Lin Jianfan about Fang Niya.

Gu Chaoming said: "Whatever."

He has full confidence in Lin Jianfan, and he believes that Lin Jianfan can understand.

Telling Lin Jianfan is also a kind of respect for the relationship between them. Gu Chaoming didn't want to choose to hide the fact that someone had a crush on him in order to maintain the relationship between them.

Doing that is just burying a bomb, and one day the bomb will explode with a "bang".

They were blown to the point of being dripping with blood, separated in a heartbeat, and never saw each other again.

Gu Chaoming gave Lin Jianfan full respect, and Lin Jianfan also gave Gu Chaoming full trust.

Lin Jianfan would never ask about things that Gu Chaoming didn't want to talk about. As soon as Gu Chaoming mentioned Fang Niya, he was dragged away by Su Bing.

The splash of the name Fang Niya seems to have only had a slight disturbance on the day Gu Chaoming met her, and life went on as usual after that.

Endless homework, tired review, until that day, until the pink letter hidden in the sleeve.

Gu Chaoming could no longer remember how long it had been since the day he met Fang Niya.a month?two months?About a month or two.

He was tortured by the third year of high school until he weighed himself and found that he lost three catties. Obviously in the third year of high school, in order not to be overwhelmed by the heavy study, he ate better and more than before, and the weight still dropped.

In the evening of the third year of senior high school, Gu Chaoming lived close to the school and did not need to stay at school for dinner. Lin Jian Fan’s house was far away, and Lin saw Fan stayed at school for dinner, so Gu Chaoming asked him to go to his house for dinner and then go to school together Evening self-study.

It was an ordinary autumn day after school, Gu Chaoming carried his schoolbag and Lin Jianfan's schoolbag in his hand, walked to a bench in the school and waited for Lin Jianfan.

Putting Lin Jianfan's schoolbag on the bench, Gu Chaoming sat down and looked at the autumn leaves a few steps away from him.

The leaves fell all over the ground, and a leaf fluttered down from the top of the tree. Gu Chaoming leaned on the back of his chair and watched the falling leaves.

Before you know it, it is autumn, the school is full of fallen leaves, time remains unchanged, and in autumn, you will learn repeatedly.

Gu Chaoming heard that the temperature was going to drop recently, and it was cold at night. Lin Jianfan obviously didn't expect the temperature to drop in the clothes he was wearing.He had to go to night classes at night, and he had to find a thicker dress for him to wear when he got home.

Gu Chaoming stared at the fallen leaves and thought about something in a daze. The fallen leaves in front of him suddenly turned into darkness, and there were traces of light leaking in from the darkness.

A hand covered his eyes.

"Guess who I am." The blindfolded man asked in a changed voice.

As soon as he heard the voice and touched the hand covering his eyes, Gu Chaoming knew who it was, and said deliberately: "I don't know, who are you? Why are you blindfolded? My boyfriend will be jealous when he sees you so close. You say right?"

With the blindfolded eyes, Lin Jianfan's hand can still be seen slightly through the leaked light, and Lin Jianfan's hand can be seen clearly, but Gu Chaoming will never guess Lin Jianfan's kiss.

In the dark sight, the sense of touch is complementary and extremely developed.

The feeling of the soft lip stick touching the side of the cheek was more obvious, and Gu Chaoming laughed instantly.

"Do you understand now?" asked the man who blindfolded him.

Gu Chaoming still smiled: "I know! Sweetheart!"

A little sweetheart ushered in a "heavy blow" on the head.

"I told you not to call me sweetheart."

This kind of sweetness is happening every day, it is Gu Chaoming's heavy sweetener in his third year of high school, just a little bit can make Gu Chaoming smile all day long, not to mention Lin Jianfan gave so much.

Standing up and putting the schoolbag on Lin Jianfan's back, Gu Chaoming embraced Lin Jianfan and was about to walk towards the school gate.While telling him what to eat tonight, help him tidy up the schoolbag that he turned over.

"Senior."

A strange girl's voice came from behind.

Holding Lin Jianfan Gu Chaoming turned his head, Lin Jianfan also turned his head.

Fang Niya stood on the fallen leaf where he had just waited for Lin Jianfan to be bored and thinking about things, looking a little nervous, there was something hidden in the sleeve of the autumn school uniform, showing a pink edge.

Only this little pink border is needed, and both Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan can see that it is a pink envelope.

After school, girls, nervous expressions, pink envelopes... everything points to those two words.

"Senior, I have something to tell you." Fang Niya looked at Gu Chaoming who was holding Lin Jianfan.

Holding his boyfriend and elementary school girl in his arms to confess, Gu Chaoming really wanted Fang Niya to say that my boyfriend is here, but the girl liked him for so long and was still so nervous, Gu Chaoming was really embarrassed to say that.

Lin Jianfan is simple but not stupid, looking at Fang Niya's expression, he can see something else.

Gu Chaoming turned his head to look at Lin Jianfan, as if asking for his opinion, with writing all over his face: "Boyfriend, do you want me to go?"

Lin Jianfan blinked, looked at Gu Chaoming beside him, and then at Fang Niya who was alone on the opposite side.

"I'll be waiting for you at the school canteen." Lin Jianfan said.

Trust is the basis for a relationship to continue, just like the load-bearing wall of a building, once there is a crack, it will only collapse sooner or later.

Love is the foundation, trust is the support.

Seeing that Fan had never doubted Gu Chaoming, Lin saw that after speaking, he turned his head and smiled at Fang Niya.

Not an encouraging smile, but a polite one.

Lin Jianfan can trust Gu Chaoming, but it is absolutely impossible to encourage Fang Niya to confess.

He went to the canteen and bought two bottles of yogurt and stood in front of the canteen to wait for Gu Chaoming.

Open one of the bottles and take a sip. There are fallen leaves everywhere in the school where there are trees. Lin Jianfan takes another sip of yogurt, and the cold yogurt fills his mouth.

Although he was "generous" enough to make others confess to Gu Chaoming, he also believed in Gu Chaoming, but when he took out two bottles of yogurt from the freezer in the school canteen, he knew that he was not that "generous".

All likes are petty.

He just believed in Gu Chaoming, it wasn't a big deal.

The autumn wind was a bit bleak. Seeing that Fan was wearing less clothes and had cold yogurt in his mouth, he felt a little cold.

Fallen leaves are the sign of autumn, and when he felt the chill of autumn, Gu Chaoming stepped on the sign of autumn and ran towards him.

His footsteps are steady and firm, just like the words he said when he rejected Fang Niya.

Even if he saw tears in the girl's eyes, Gu Chaoming could only say sorry, because someone was waiting for him.

After saying sorry, Gu Chaoming couldn't wait to run to the school canteen, and ran to Lin Jianfan's side. As soon as he ran to Lin Jianfan's side, the yogurt in Lin Jianfan's hand was "robbed".

"It's over, let's go home." Gu Chaoming took a sip of yogurt and said to Lin Jianfan.

When I got home, I found a thick coat and gave it to Lin Jianfan, so that he could put it on when he went to study at night, so as not to catch a cold.

"Wear so little, don't you know the temperature has dropped recently?" Gu Chaoming said.

After finishing speaking, Gu Chaoming went to the kitchen to prepare for cooking, but then he thought of something and turned to Lin Jianfan and said, "Oh, by the way, the weather forecast says it will rain, remember to bring an umbrella."

Lin saw Fan holding his clothes and nodded.

After speaking, Lin Jianfan thought that Gu Chaoming was going into the kitchen, but Gu Chaoming walked to the door of the kitchen, turned around and said to him: "I rejected her, that's it, I'm going to cook."

Gu Chaoming finally walked into the kitchen after stepping and turning his head three times.

Lin Jianfan stood in the living room and laughed while hugging the thick coat Gu Chaoming gave him.

Sitting on the sofa, he looked at Gu Chaoming who was busy cooking in the kitchen, and Lin Jianfan, who put on Gu Chaoming's coat, sniffed it quietly.

The washed clothes did not smell like Gu Chaoming, Lin saw Fan seemed a little disappointed.

But he didn't know that when Gu Chaoming was choosing the clothes for him in front of the closet, he was a little selfish about one of his thick coats.

Gu Chaoming took out the selfish coat and told Lin Jianfan to put it on when he went out.

It was the coat that Qu Yingyi bought for him, and he purposely put it on for Lin Jianfan.

His little selfishness was just that Lin Jianfan put on the coat Qu Yingyi bought for him, as if Qu Yingyi accepted their relationship, and the warmth that Qu Yingyi gave him also wrapped Lin Jianfan.

That's all the little selfishness of a teenager.