the world in which he exists

The summer vacation of senior two and senior high school is destined not to be leisurely. After repeated and tiring tutoring, there is only half a month of vacation left.

Gu Chaoming has never slackened his studies because of the summer vacation. On the contrary, because the summer vacation time can be controlled independently, the study time has not decreased but increased.I learned that it is not once or twice that I sleep until noon the next day in the middle of the night.Learning from the lesson that if you wake up late, you will be in a bad state of study, Gu Chaoming pays attention to bedtime, so as not to be unable to adjust the biological clock when the school starts.

Compared with Gu Chaoming's hard work of studying at his desk all day, Su Bing seems to be too leisurely, thinking about where to go and who to play with all day long.

Su Bing came to Gu Chaoming’s house during the ten-day vacation. Gu Chaoming studied hard and had no time to take care of him, so he just played with his mobile phone by himself.

"Go to the living room to play, don't disturb my study here." Gu Chaoming yelled at Su Bing.

When he needed to concentrate on studying, Gu Chaoming couldn't concentrate at all when he sat next to someone playing with his mobile phone.

Su Bing, who was playing with his mobile phone, still talked about his theory of "combining learning and playing".

Gu Chaoming wrote vigorously: "I haven't seen you learn it, but you played a lot."

"I haven't played much." Su Bing turned off the game knowingly.

He was a little guilty in his heart, but Su Bing's words did not make Gu Chaoming feel his guilt at all.

As soon as Su Bing finished saying "I haven't played much", he said "Hey", and began to persuade Gu Chaoming to fulfill the dream he had wanted to achieve since the first year of high school - to travel together.

"I didn't go last year, and I can't go this year." Gu Chaoming continued to write the pen in his hand, and flipped through the material book at hand with the other hand.

"There are still a few days before school starts, and it doesn't take long to go on a trip. One or two days is enough. If it's not enough, one day or half a day is fine. One day is too little. I think two days is just right, or three days."

"I know there is a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and there are so many stars at night. It is best to see the stars in summer. You can also go there for mountain climbing, and there are farmhouses. I have been there once before. I think it is just right for us to go. It’s not expensive, the mountains are not high, and you can enjoy the scenery and exercise. Oh, yes, there are also flower fields, a large area, and there is a road in the middle to enter. You can only look outside. Can’t you take pictures when you see Fan? He brought the camera together, you two can go out and play together, it's better than studying at home."

"You have to create some memories in high school. When you meet again in the future, you will say 'ah, remember where we went to play together'. You can enjoy your two-person world with Jianfan, and Xili and I stay away, okay. Bar………"

He heard the buzzing like a honeycomb in his ears, and Gu Chaoming felt that Su Bing would definitely make a lot of money in sales in the future.I have to say that Gu Chaoming thought Su Bing was annoying at first, but Su Bing finished his speech, especially when he talked about being able to play with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming heard his heart flutter.

It's not that his concentration is not strong, but that Su Bing's words are too enticing.

Going out to live alone, facing one's home every day, going out to study is okay, and you can still have a lot of contact with the outside world, but staying at home and studying alone every day during the summer vacation, Gu Chaoming often feels that his home and heart are empty.Sometimes his head hurts while doing homework, Gu Chaoming especially wants to hang out with Lin Jianfan to relax his mind, but reason does not allow it.

"Look at you, school starts in a few days, and you still go out to play?" Reason is like an aunt holding a broom, urging him to study hard.

In an empty home, Gu Chaoming missed Lin Jianfan and the feeling of "real home" when he was at home with him.

After his birthday, Gu Chaoming is more eager for the college entrance examination than before, and wants to live with Lin Jianfan as soon as possible.

Even if Su Bing's heart was moved by Su Bing's words, he still said hard: "Can you stop thinking about playing all day long? Do you still remember that you said that you will go to the same university as Xili?"

He said it as if he loves to study, and after he finished his mouth, Gu Chaoming said again: "If you really want to go, ask Fan to see if he goes, and I will go if he goes."

Seeing that Fan was such a person who would not refuse other people's requests, except for the reason of his family's refusal, Su Bing assured him that he would definitely go.

Hearing Gu Chaoming's hard-spoken words, Su Bing leaned on the back of the chair, covered his mouth and laughed.

Although he was covering his mouth and snickering, the laughter was squeezed out from between Su Bing's fingers, and he ran to Gu Chaoming's ear and said to Gu Chaoming: "You still pretend, you still pretend that you want to study, you just want to go with Lin Jianfan Play."

When Su Bing returned home, he told Lin Jianfan about the trip. Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming if he would go, but Su Bing lied cleverly and said, "Go and go."

When Su Bing said that Gu Chaoming was going, Lin Jianfan immediately agreed.

Su Bing was very happy to fulfill his dream of traveling together, but felt that the dog food in his mouth was a bit dry.

Of these two people, one said that Lin would go if he saw Fan, and the other would go if he asked the other party. Su Bing couldn't bear it.

Inform Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili of the travel, and Madam Su Bing will take care of everything related to the travel.

With travel, it seems that there is hope, and it is no longer a dark study. The preparation time of a few days seems to pass, and even the study becomes easier.

It's time to travel with ease.

Gu Chaoming changed his shoes at the entrance, and seeing Lin Jianfan again, Gu Chaoming's steps down the stairs became joyful.On the way down the stairs, he met a couple from the opposite door and his eldest son. Gu Chaoming walked too fast at the corner of the stairs and nearly bumped into them. His eldest son said to him: "Brother, be careful when you walk, don't run on the stairs. "

Being told by a child of a few years old to walk carefully, Gu Chaoming smiled and squatted down to pinch his fleshy face: "Okay, brother knows, brother has to go beforehand."

Saying goodbye to the couple, and pinching the cute child's face, Gu Chaoming's mood rose to a brighter color on the color card.

Walking downstairs and passing the trash can by the side of the road, I found a fat cat lying lazily on the lid of the trash can.There was still some puddles of water coming from nowhere on the lid of the trash can, which was wiped clean by the fat cat.

There was a motley cat lying under the trash can. Both cats were a bit afraid of people. Gu Chaoming just passed by normally, and the two of them stared at each other for a long time.

The two cats looked ready to escape, Gu Chaoming tried his best to pretend not to see them and walked over.

When Gu Chaoming walked away, the variegated cat under the trash can jumped onto the lid of the trash can. Gu Chaoming heard the two cats barking behind him and thought they were fighting.

Looking back, two cats were sitting opposite each other on the lid of the trash can, one meowed and the other meowed, Gu Chaoming thought they were going to fight, but the two cats meowed and jumped off the lid of the trash can together and walked away side by side.

Gu Chaoming looked at it and smiled. He may not have paid much attention to these things before, but now he finds them quite interesting.

Maybe it's because of getting along with Lin Jianfan for too long, which made him start to care about the little things in life.

Apart from anything else, life is made up of interesting little things.

Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan met at an ordinary station.The bus passed by on the road, and Gu Chaoming sat by the window.The air conditioner of the bus was facing the top of his head, but he didn't care at all.As soon as he approached the road where he had agreed to meet, Gu Chaoming looked eagerly out of the window where the sun was dazzling.

The summer sun sticks to the window glass, and Gu Chaoming is illuminated by the sunlight through the glass window.

The vehicle moved forward slowly.

Getting closer, getting closer.

Finally approaching the stop sign at the intersection, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him at the station.

The blue curtain swaying with the car released Lin Jianfan who had just entered Gu Chaoming's field of vision, and then loosened the cover again.

It was less than ten days before his birthday, and we met once after his birthday. Lin Jianfan told him to ride a bike. Afterwards, because of the pressure of studying, he only used his mobile phone to contact him, and did not meet again.Some things have to be said face to face, machines cannot convey all emotions, this is the first time that Gu Chaoming wants to see someone so urgently, even if he wants to see himself, he wonders if he has gone too far.

But when he saw a small silhouette of Lin Jianfan from the car window, Gu Chaoming realized that he could love someone like this. He could feel that the world was good when he saw a small silhouette of him. Only such a good world can be created. Such a nice him.

He is the accumulation of all the good things, people can't help getting close to him, and can't help but miss him.

Gu Chaoming didn't know if Lin Jianfan missed him as much as he did. In the past, he was always afraid that he would be affectionate and cared too much about a person, but these fears collapsed in front of Lin Jianfan.

I don't know where to perceive it, or from every place, from every hair on Lin Jianfan's body, from every inch of Lin Jianfan's skin, from every second of Lin Jianfan's breath, Gu Chaoming can feel Lin Jianfan love for him.

Maybe Lin Jianfan doesn't miss him as much as he does, but Gu Chaoming doesn't care, he abandons the self-importance that he was afraid of before, no matter whether Lin Jianfan misses him as much as him, he will openly and unreservedly express to him He expresses his thoughts and love.

No reservations, no expectations in return.

In the past, he hoped that the bus would drive slower because he didn't want to go home, but at this moment, he hoped that the bus would drive faster, and even faster, so as to bring him to Lin Jianfan as soon as possible.

Having the experience of being spotted by a restaurant waiter girl on a date last time, Gu Chaoming was extra careful with Lin Jianfan.Lin Jianfan's face was so attractive that Gu Chaoming was afraid that if the bus drove slower, someone would come up to strike up a conversation with Lin Jianfan.

He wasn't worried that Lin Jianfan would be abducted, and Lin Jianfan's well-behaved boyfriend, Gu Chaoming, wasn't worried at all. He just hated it, and hated others approaching Lin Jianfan with the idea of ​​occupying his position.

So much so that when he got off the car, he threw himself into Lin Jianfan's arms and gave Lin Jianfan a bear hug.Seeing Fan in a daze, Lin, who hugged and waited suddenly, blinked questioningly.

Lin Jianfan under the platform was wearing a simple white printed short-sleeve and the black baseball cap that Gu Chaoming gave him when he just transferred here. His neck was sweating a little from the summer heat.

Apart from Lin Jianfan, there were two elderly couples waiting for the bus at the station. Lin Jianfan was hugged by Gu Chaoming and met their eyes.

The hug that met each other was loosened, and the smile on Gu Chaoming's face Lin Jianfan felt that he should restrain himself a little, but when he thought that Gu Chaoming was so happy because he saw him, he couldn't open his mouth again.

I have always been "stingy" in expressing emotions, and the turbulence in my heart seems to never be able to express enthusiastically.Lin Jianfan was afraid that his love would be too "stingy" and the enthusiastic Gu Chaoming would not feel it, so instead of letting Gu Chaoming restrain himself, he also laughed along with Gu Chaoming.

The two teenagers looked at each other and smiled at the station where they met, neither of them spoke.

Gu Chaoming's love is too grand and majestic, Lin Jianfan is often worried that his poor emotional expression and love talk skills will make Gu Chaoming not feel his love, but he does not know that the way he is trying to express his love is in front of Gu Chaoming's eyes. Li is already the one who loves him the most.

There were too many people on the road and Lin Jianfan didn't dare, until he came to a deserted path, Lin Jianfan mustered up the courage to snatch the things that Gu Chaoming bought together.

"?" Walking well, Gu Chaoming turned to look at Lin Jianfan questioningly, and Lin Jianfan held his palm.

"No matter what you are carrying in the future, the hand close to me will always be empty, because it is in case I suddenly want to hold your hand at any time." Lin Jianfan tried hard to talk about the love that he had been thinking all the way. stiff.

Seeing what Fan said, Gu Chaoming, who was defenseless, was flustered.

I am too weak, Gu Chaoming thought.

With a contented smile on his face, Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's hand tightly.He didn't hold Gu Chaoming's hand because he wanted to express his love, it should be said that he wanted to hold hands first, and the love words of holding hands came later.

Seeing Gu Chaoming's palm swaying slightly with his steps on the road, Lin saw Fan's fingers curled up, he wanted to hold, wanted to hold Gu Chaoming's palm.

He wanted Gu Chaoming, who radiated all the enthusiasm for him, to also feel his love.

Lin Jianfan tentatively took the first step to express his emotions. The seemingly simple movement of holding hands concealed Lin Jianfan's sea-like hesitation and wandering.He has a delicate mind and likes to bury everything in his heart like a little squirrel hiding pine cones for the winter, and he rarely expresses his care for others. He confessed to Gu Chaoming in the toilet last semester, exhausting all his courage.

He is afraid to express, but is eager to express.

Gu Chaoming's enthusiasm like summer sunshine made him want to express his care for the first time.

Gu Chaoming is like the sun, with his enthusiasm, his hug, holding his hand, and walking beside him, Lin Jianfan can feel the irresistible light in every inch of his skin.

In a place unknown to him, in Lin Jianfan's heart, Gu Chaoming became the sun that his mother wanted him to be in his name.

He didn't know that he thought that being irritable, straight-minded, without EQ, and with many shortcomings gave Lin Jianfan the courage to express his inner feelings.

They don't talk about it, but they all learn from each other, and they all get closer to each other and become better selves.

They walked side by side to the agreed meeting place with Su Bing and Cen Xili. Besides Su Bing and Cen Xili, there was a third person at the meeting place—their schoolboy Guan Hui.

Guan Hui stood beside Cen Xili, "harassing" Cen Xili who didn't want to talk to him.Cen Xili didn't say a word, Guan Hui once again formed a clear contrast with the indifferent Cen Xili.

One moving, one still.

One lively, one cold.

Seeing Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan walking towards them, Guan Hui greeted them with a smile and continued talking to Cen Xili.

"Get in the car when you're all here, and I'll wait for you for a while." As soon as Gu Chaoming arrived, Su Bing greeted him to get in the car, without explaining why Guan Hui was here.

The place Su Bing said is not far away, and it takes about two or three hours by car.Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan into the car without knowing what happened, and sat in the last row with Lin Jianfan.

The car had two seats, Su Bing got on the car first and chose a seat at random, and Cen Xili hurriedly sat beside Su Bing as soon as he got on the car.

Guan Hui, who was following Cen Xili, curled his lips and sat down beside Cen Xili across the aisle.

As soon as Guan Hui sat down, he started talking to Cen Xili again, but Cen Xili ignored him.Su Bing looked at these two people, and then got up to look at Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan who sat at the end and passed the two-person world.

I thought that Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan would be chattering together, but he could still be with Cen Xili, and he wouldn't be killed by them. Who knew that Guan Hui would pop up during the assembly.

This is different from what he thought, Su Bing intuited that he would be the loneliest one during the small tour these few days.

Su Bing wept outside the window, Cen Xili next to him closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and was awakened by Guan Hui, and sighed deeply.

Looking at his own reflection on the window, he heard Cen Xili's sigh, and the phone in Su Bing's pocket vibrated.

"Why is Guan Hui here? Did you call him?" It was Gu Chaoming's message.

As soon as he arrived, he urged him to get in the car, but Gu Chaoming didn't have time to ask.

Su Bing: "How do I know, he came by himself, and he can't even go away with a bang."

After reading Su Bing's reply, Gu Chaoming leaned forward and poked his head out from the last row to look at Guan Hui who was talking to Cen Xili in front of him.

Leaning back in the chair, without pulling the curtains, the sunlight jumped into the car from the window and fell on Gu Chaoming who was sitting by the window.The vehicle was started and turned on, covered by tree shadows, and the sunlight jumped on Gu Chaoming's legs before disappearing.

Gu Chaoming drew half of the curtains, and asked Lin Jianfan who was sitting next to him: "Are you tired, do you want to sleep for a while? I heard from Su Bing that he would have to sit for two or three hours, and he should arrive at five or six in the afternoon."

Lin Jianfan shook his head in good spirits, but Gu Chaoming hadn't seen him for a few days, and a layer of dark circles appeared under his eye sockets.

Gu Chaoming persuaded Lin Jianfan to sleep, and Lin Jianfan advised him in turn: "You haven't rested recently, okay, you have dark circles under your eyes, do you want to sleep for a while?"

"Dark circles are because of you." Gu Chaoming's love story went online again.

Lin Jianfan still couldn't help pursing his lips and laughing at some clichéd love words: "I've started to talk slickly again."

"Because I'm with you."

Gu Chaoming's words made Lin Jianfan speechless, and Gu Chaoming continued: "I feel very refreshed when I want to be with other people."

The vehicle was driving smoothly on the road, the roadside scenery changed, and the houses on the roadside became less and less after driving for an hour, but Guan Hui's words were not missing at all.Su Bing was bored and played games by himself, Cen Xili wanted to sleep to avoid Guan Hui's accusation, but Guan Hui just refused to let him sleep, but Gu Chaoming, who was glib behind him, slept the most soundly.

The vehicle drove to a big bend, and the body drifted with the vehicle due to inertia. Lin Jianfan put his hands on Gu Chaoming's head on his shoulders to prevent Gu Chaoming from waking up due to the turning of the vehicle.

Repeated and continuous study made both mental and physical fatigue, and he was surrounded by people who made him feel at ease. Gu Chaoming leaned on Lin Jianfan's shoulder. He didn't know how long he would sleep before going to bed. It must be a good thing to lean on Lin Jianfan's shoulder. Dream.

"what!!!"

The good dream hadn't come true, and the dream star hadn't been seen yet. After a scream of fright in the ear, the shoulder under the head's pillow trembled violently, until Gu Chaoming's head fell off the shoulder.

Gu Chaoming woke up when Lin Jianfan screamed, and opened his eyes afraid that Lin Jianfan would be hurt.

One moment he was still asleep, and the next moment Gu Chaoming sat up immediately to check on Lin Jianfan's situation.

Lin Jianfan's shoulders were so close to him in fear, Lin Jianfan leaned in his direction unconsciously, as if looking for support.

Gu Chaoming, who woke up from his sleep, looked at the frightened expression on Lin Jianfan's face, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong?"

Lin Jianfan didn't speak, just shook his head, Gu Chaoming first comforted the frightened Lin Jianfan: "It's okay, it's okay."

Lin Jianfan screamed, three heads poked out in the front row, Su Bing knelt on the seat, leaned on the back of the chair and asked Lin Jianfan: "What's wrong?"

Lin Jian Fan shook his head and said, "It's all right."

Su Bing has been playing games and doesn't know what happened, but Cen Xili beside him knows it clearly.

"You've caused trouble." Cen Xili blamed Guan Hui, got up and walked towards the frightened Lin Jianfan.

Cen Xili picked up the culprit who fell in the corner of the car seat and made Lin Jianfan scream, and went to Lin Jianfan to apologize for the misbehaving Guan Hui.

"It's nothing, it's a fake, Guan Hui is nothing to play with."

Gu Chaoming looked at the thing in Cen Xili's hand, it was a fake butterfly.

When Gu Chaoming fell asleep, Guan Hui had nothing to do and took out the prepared prank toys to scare Cen Xili, but Cen Xili was as calm as a rock when facing his prank.

Tricking Cen Xili is not fun, and Guan Hui wants to prank Su Bing next to Cen Xili. Su Bing is playing a game and bluntly tells Guan Hui not to disturb him, otherwise he will die a miserable death.

Guan Hui cast his tricky eyes on Lin Jianfan who was taking care of Gu Chaoming sleeping in the last row.Press the tricky butterfly into the book and hand it to Lin Jianfan. As soon as Lin Jianfan opened it, the butterfly pressed in the book flew out immediately, achieving an unexpected and frightening effect.

Seeing Fan screaming in fright, Guan Hui managed to run back to his place and was taught by Cen Xili.

Gu Chaoming took the butterfly from the hands of Cen Xili, who helped Guan Hui clean up the mess, and it didn't look like a real butterfly, but Lin Jianfan's screams really rang in his ears.

After Gu Chaoming's comfort, Lin Jianfan slowly regained his composure, but he still leaned against Gu Chaoming. As long as Gu Chaoming moved away a little, Lin Jianfan would lean up.

Lin Jianfan told him that he was afraid of butterflies, Gu Chaoming remembered but never thought that he would be so afraid of butterflies, even a falsely tricky butterfly could scare him like this.

Gu Chaoming took the fake butterfly in Cen Xili's hand and showed it to Lin Jianfan: "It's not real."

Lin Jianfan also tried his best to restrain his fear, and looked at the butterfly in Gu Chaoming's hand, but he refused.

"Well, I'm fine." I was so scared to death that I didn't dare to look at it, but I still said it was fine.

Gu Chaoming asked Cen Xili to take the butterfly away, and asked Cen Xili to tell Guan Hui not to scare Lin Jianfan with these pranks, or he would never end with him.

Seeing Lin Jianfan trying to pretend to be calm, Gu Chaoming looked at him worriedly, the sound just now really scared him, now seeing Lin Jianfan not looking at the fake butterfly with lingering fear, Gu Zhaoming felt that his frightened emotion was still there. did not dissipate.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's arm, and slowly moved down along Lin Jianfan's arm to hold his palm.

Seeing that Fan looked up at Gu Chaoming, Lin saw that Gu Chaoming smiled at him: "It's okay, it's just a fake butterfly."

Frightened, Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's palm tightly, and Gu Chaoming could feel the strength of his palm.Lin saw Fan press close to him, Gu Chaoming raised his hand to touch his panicked face.

Lin Jianfan's shoulders were pressed against Gu Chaoming's shoulders, and they didn't separate until he got off the car.

After getting out of the car, Gu Chaoming specially called Guan Hui who was giggling in front to stop him, telling him not to play with these tricky things.

Guan Hui said, "I didn't expect him to be so afraid of butterflies."

Cen Xili patted him hard: "I still have to understand you, why don't you apologize for scaring him?"

Cen Xili was on the verge of being insane after being tortured by Guan Hui all afternoon, and his temper was quite violent.

"I'm sorry~" Guan Hui didn't listen to anyone, even his father, but he listened surprisingly to Cen Xili's words, so he apologized when he was asked to apologize.

But I don't know if this apology is 50.00% sincere.

Gu Chaoming didn't care, because he knew that Guan Hui was such a person, and it must be you who took it seriously with him and regretted it in the end.