the world in which he exists

It was dusk when I followed Su Bing to the hotel he booked, and the summer dusk came late.Zhou Yan looked at the dusk in the sky, which seemed to diffuse from between the mountains, with a gradual change of yellow.

Push open the small wooden door with strong flavor of the hotel. Behind the door is a yard, and the hotel is built in the yard.

Su Bing booked a room for Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan, and he and Cen Xili for a room. As for Guan Hui... he can decide on his own.

After sitting in the car for several hours, he was finally able to rest. Gu Chaoming took the luggage and got the keys and opened the door with Lin Jianfan.

The room is not big. There are two beds in the room with a bedside table in between.Opposite the door is a floor-to-ceiling window, because no one has stayed in before, the curtains are drawn, and the whole room looks very dark.

Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to choose a bed first, and after Lin Jianfan finished choosing, Gu Chaoming automatically walked to the other bed, put down his schoolbag and began to organize things.

After tidying up, getting his clothes, taking a shower, having dinner, and taking care of everything, Su Bing went to Gu Chaoming's room and asked the two of them to come out for a walk.

The four people who had made an appointment plus Guan Hui who joined them, Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan walked behind the crowd, Su Bing and Cen Xili walked together, and beside him was Guan Hui who was still energetic after a day's driving.

Within 10 minutes of going out for a walk, Gu Chaoming was about to take Lin Jianfan out of the main force and start their night journey.

The summer night wind prompted Gu Chaoming to just hold Lin Jianfan's hand and walk with him under the starry sky.

Don't want anyone else, just the two of them.

Taking Lin Jianfan and Su Bing on different walking routes, the empty sky seems to be more able to accommodate what he wants to say to Lin Jianfan.

The starry sky, the night, the cool breeze, the holding hands, the fresh smell left after taking a shower, surrounded by people you like, this world is so beautiful no matter day or night.

When Su Bing persuaded him to travel, he once said that the starry sky here is extraordinarily beautiful.Indeed, when Gu Chaoming raised his head, the vast starry sky seemed to have no boundaries, pouring into the darkness of the night.

After a short walk, he walked to a small lake to rest. In order to prevent drowning accidents, a fence was erected by the lake, which reminded Lin Jianfan of the river bank that Gu Chaoming took him to when they fled Gu Tao together.

Thinking of the moonlit river surface that night, and looking at the lake surface tonight, there are many stars in the night sky, but there are no reflections of them on the lake surface.

Seeing Fan leaning on the railing by the lake and looking at the lake, Lin saw that he suddenly wanted to drink yogurt. Maybe he thought of the yogurt that Gu Chaoming bought for him that day, and the taste of yogurt in Gu Chaoming's mouth, so he got hungry.

Gu Chaoming leaned against the railing, Lin saw that Fan hadn't said that he wanted to drink yogurt, so Gu Chaoming saw a butterfly flying among the flowers first.

Before Lin Jianfan could speak, Gu Chaoming stared at the butterflies flying among the flowers and asked, "Why are you afraid of butterflies?"

Seeing that Fan turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming who mentioned the butterfly again, Gu Chaoming pointed to the flying butterfly for him to see.

What was fake on the car is now real.

Lin Jianfan saw the real butterfly flying among the flowers, and couldn't help frowning again. Seeing the strange colors on the butterfly's flapping wings, Lin Jianfan felt sick to his stomach and wanted to vomit.

Others praised beautiful things, but he could only feel uncomfortable and even nauseated when he saw them.

Feeling uncomfortable, Lin saw that Fan stopped looking at the butterflies, and immediately turned his head, staring at the lake surface, wanting to use the beautiful lake surface to wash off the colorful colors on the butterfly wings that were constantly dizzying in front of him.

The wings of the butterfly flutter and the colors follow.

Patta, the butterfly fell and was picked up by scientists and made into specimens.

Gu Chaoming also turned around, and accompanied him to look at the lake surface blown by the summer night wind.

Lin Jianfan stared at the lake, as if staring enough, he looked at Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming also looked at him, and Lin Jianfan cast his gaze further away.

"Have you ever seen a butterfly that can't move after being made into a specimen?" Lin Jianfan asked looking into the distance.

"I think that kind is particularly disgusting. They are fixed there and cannot move. In fact, they are also a kind of corpse, but some people say that their corpses are beautiful. I can't understand. I have seen real butterfly specimens. The butterfly specimens at that time It was hung on the wall, and I remember someone said that the butterfly specimen was so beautiful. It was a rainy day, and I seemed to see that butterfly flying towards me, and it fell directly on my face. Its body blocked my nose, preventing me Breathe. Although I later realized that was just my imagination, I also felt too disgusted. Some people also want to cut off butterfly wings, I feel disgusting to touch."

"Am I too weak? People of this age are still afraid of butterflies." Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming with a brisk smile after changing the heaviness when he just described his experience of hating butterflies.

"Everyone has something to be afraid of, it's nothing." Gu Chaoming looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes and said.

Lin Jianfan blinked his eyes at Gu Chaoming, who was right in front of his eyes, and told him that it was okay to be afraid of butterflies.

The night wind was blowing on the faces of the two of them, and the topic of the butterfly was heavy. After Gu Chaoming said nothing, Lin Jianfan didn't speak any more.

Lin Jianfan looked up at the starry night sky silently, and the starry sky was full of stars in the night.Accompanied by the evening breeze, Lin Jianfan looked back at the sky and looked at Gu Chaoming beside him.

Both the starry sky and Gu Chaoming are beautiful scenery gifted by the night.

Gu Chaoming will comfort him when he is frightened, and he will stick to Gu Chaoming after being frightened by the annoying butterfly.

The clinging action after being frightened is subconscious, like a person who is about to fall subconsciously looking for something to hold on to.He completely trusts Gu Chaoming, and will look for Gu Chaoming to rely on when he is in danger.

It seems that it is enough to rely on Gu Chaoming, and to find peace of mind by relying on Gu Chaoming.

Stay tight, feel at ease.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming's face, and butterflies were flying not far behind him, wondering if they would come to them, Lin Jianfan approached Gu Chaoming, resting his head on Gu Chaoming's shoulder.

With the sudden weight on his shoulders, Gu Chaoming glanced down, and then looked at the starlight in the sky.

The moonlight is very strong tonight, and there are many stars.The night breeze is cool, and there is a pair of dependent people standing by the lake.

They draw close to each other, cling to each other, expose their faults to each other, confess their fears, and express their affections.

Gu Chaoming looked at the sky full of stars, and Lin Jianfan looked at the lake reflecting the silvery white moonlight.

One looks at the sky, one looks at the water, one looks at the stars in the sky, and the other looks at the moon in the water.

Looking at the finely divided moonlight in the water, Lin Jianfan felt that he had learned a lot from Gu Chaoming.Learn how to get along with others, learn how to resist, learn how to express love...

Perhaps there is a city hidden in the thick night sky, and the people in the city only move at night, and the lights they light become the stars in our eyes.

It seems that many people in the invisible city have gone home today, and the night sky is filled with lights, creating a lively scene.

Standing quietly by the river, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone, Su Bing asked if they were back?

"Go back." Gu Chaoming's voice was gentler than Xia Feng's.

Lin Jianfan nodded.

Turning around and going back the same way, Gu Chaoming just turned around and wanted to rub his eyes that were a little itchy from the wind, maybe something got in, but before he lifted his hand, Lin Jianfan held it first.

The hand was held by Lin Jianfan, and Gu Chaoming rubbed his eyes with another hand.It seems that the arm close to him should be vacated, in case he suddenly wants to hold his hand, so that Lin Jianfan's hand can always be there when Lin Jianfan wants to hold it.

It wasn't enough for the sugary night wind to blow the calm water, it had to caress the boy's face.

Gu Chaoming looked up at the starry sky and remembered the book "The Little Prince" he had read.

Gu Chaoming held Lin Jianfan's hand, looked up at the stars and said to him: "Every star above your head lives with a person, they will name their planet, and the little prince will name his planet." for b612."

"Are you talking about the story of "The Little Prince"?" Lin Jianfan asked.

Gu Chaoming smiled under the starlight, he nodded and replied: "Yeah."

What could be more romantic than holding your hand and walking with you under the starlight?

On a whim, Gu Chaoming took out his mobile phone and clicked on the search page to find the sentences in "The Little Prince".

Seeing Fan holding his hand, Lin didn't know what he was doing until Gu Chaoming's voice sounded under the night sky.

"If you say you come at four o'clock in the afternoon, I start to feel happy at three o'clock, and the closer the time gets, the happier I become. At four o'clock, I get restless and I find that I don’t know the value of happiness, but if you come at any time, I don’t know when I will be ready to meet your mood.”

"If you fall in love with a flower on a certain planet. Then, as long as you look up at the starry sky at night, you will feel that the stars in the sky are like blooming flowers."

These special sentences became extremely heavy, and they couldn't be blown away in the night wind, staying in Lin Jianfan's ears.

Gu Chaoming seriously pretended not to read it word by word to Lin Jianfan.

Especially that sentence, Gu Chaoming looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes and said it.

"Maybe there are five thousand flowers exactly like you in the world, but only you are my unique rose."

You are my rose.

A unique rose.

Gu Chaoming's gentle voice was carried into Lin Jianfan's ears by the cool night breeze. Lin Jianfan held Gu Chaoming's hand, and he didn't know whether it was the words in the book that made his ears blush, or Gu Zhaoming's gentle voice at night made him Red ears.

When it comes to love, Gu Chaoming is too romantic. He obviously thought that he was just a straightforward and rigid loner in Su Bing's mouth, but now he has a set of seductive methods.

Maybe it was just because he was holding Lin Jianfan.

The night wind picked up again, Gu Chaoming swiped his phone and wanted to continue reading.Before he could speak, Lin Jianfan didn't give him time to react at all, grabbed his arm, stood in front of him, hooked his neck, and kissed him without saying hello.

The time of the kiss far exceeds the speed of the wind.

Gu Chaoming never thought that Lin Jianfan was such a "rude" person, never thought that Lin Jianfan's attitude was so tough, and the "rude" style of his mouth almost made him breathless.

Gu Chaoming was a little dazed by Lin Jianfan's sudden kiss, this was Lin Jianfan's second initiative.

After kissing, Lin saw Fan let go of him, not as guilty as before, and completely righteous.

Gu Chaoming liked Lin Jianfan's straightforward expression, as if he was saying: "You are my boyfriend, so what if you kiss me?"

"Aren't you afraid that I won't like you if you are so active? I like those who are not active." I was so happy inside that I hoped that Lin would see Fan take the initiative a few more times, but he said ironic words on his mouth.

Lin Jianfan blinked, and the light in his eyes sank instantly, and Gu Chaoming felt Lin Jianfan's fingers in his hand move.

Now Gu Chaoming panicked, and pulled Lin Jianfan who lowered his eyes in front of him, hugged him, and patted him on the back: "I lied to you, do you really believe it?"

"I like everything about you. I like whether you take the initiative or not. I also like the 'dictatorship' look. You should be more 'dictatorship'. I don't like you to take the initiative. You should tell me 'You Dare', that's my boyfriend, right?"

Seeing that Fan was too innocent, Lin believed everything he said, Gu Chaoming hugged him dumbfounded, and kept comforting him, fearing that Lin Jianfan believed it was true.

"I won't talk about it in the future, I won't talk about it anymore, you know I'm a cheap talker, I can't talk more than my brain, I..."

"Don't say that about yourself." Lin Jianfan said in his arms.

Gu Chaoming patted Lin Jianfan's back palm, and he paused inwardly.

Lin Jianfan didn't allow him to talk about himself like that, in his heart Gu Chaoming's actual shortcomings were nothing, he would always be that bright young man.

The palm slowly fell on Lin Jianfan's back, and Gu Chaoming said softly, "Okay."

Gu Chaoming looked up at the starry sky, at the pool water reflecting the moonlight, and at the lights in the distance.This originally dull scenery has now become incomparably beautiful.

Because of the kiss just now, because Night Breeze was too gentle, and because of Lin Jianfan beside him.

Back at the hotel together, half an hour had passed since Su Bing sent the message, and it was no wonder that Su Bing met the gossiping eyes when they came back.

"Go back to your room." Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan and kicked Su Bing who was standing in front of their room.

Su Bing just came to see if they were back, and wanted to ask them to play cards.The first time I came here, there was no one in the room, but the second time I came here just happened to meet them coming back.

"Guan Hui is here too, let's go together." Su Bing said.

After returning from the walk, Guan Hui still didn't go back to his room. He called Cen Xili one by one, and insisted on sitting on Cen Xili's bed if he didn't have a stool.

There was nothing to do anyway, so Su Bing agreed.

It was getting late, and he had been in the car for several hours in the afternoon. He slept in the car for a while. Seeing that Fan hadn't slept at all, Gu Chaoming was afraid that he would be too tired, so he told Su Bing who came to ask them to play cards. : "I won't come today, I'm too tired, we're going to bed."

Turn on the lights in the room, and forgot to close the curtains on the floor-to-ceiling windows before going out. Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan to wash up first, then went to the window and closed the curtains to turn on the air conditioner.

When Gu Chaoming came out after washing, the lights were still on and brightly illuminated the room. Lin saw Fan lying on his side on his bed with his eyes closed, as if he was asleep.

Don't turn down the light when you sleep, it will hurt your eyes if you sleep like this, Gu Chaoming thought.

Then he thought maybe Lin Jianfan didn't turn off the lights because he saw that he hadn't finished washing.When this idea came up, Gu Chaoming smiled, Lin Jianfan was indeed more careful than him.

Gu Chaoming walked gently to Lin Jianfan's bed and looked at his sleeping face.

Lin Jianfan had a good sleeping habit, neither opening his mouth nor grinding his teeth.

Gu Chaoming felt that Lin Jianfan's sleeping face was very obedient, so he bent down and whispered in Lin Jianfan's ear, "I love you."

Gu Chaoming put a kiss on Lin Jianfan's forehead before getting up, and was about to turn off the light. Lin Jianfan, who was supposed to be asleep on the bed, opened his eyes and took Gu Chaoming's hand that was about to turn off the light: "Turn it off later."

He didn't fall asleep, and kept closing his eyes looking for sleepiness, but he found Gu Chaoming saying "I love you."

Now I can't sleep anymore, Gu Chaoming is to blame.

Gu Chaoming never thought that Lin Jianfan was not asleep, and thought that Lin Jianfan couldn't hear what he said, so Gu Zhaoming said in a stiff voice, "Okay."

Gu Chaoming withdrew his hand to turn off the light and asked: "It's so bright that it's hard to sleep, so shall we turn on the lamp?"

"The desk lamp is broken." Lin Jianfan said as if he was wronged while lying on the bed.

Gu Chaoming tried to press the switch, but it didn't turn on, as Lin Jianfan said, it was broken.

"Do you have to turn on the light when you sleep?" Gu Chaoming asked.

He didn't seem to have this habit of sleeping with Lin Jianfan before.

Lin Jianfan explained: "I like to turn on the light when I sleep alone, and I got used to it when I was a child. It's okay, it's nothing if I don't turn on the light, it's just a habit when I was a child. You don't like to sleep with the light on, anyway, you sleep next to me. I won't be afraid anymore."

Lin Jianfan tried hard to explain, afraid that turning on the light would make Gu Chaoming not sleep well.Sleeping alone in a bed, he likes to turn on the light, and there is no one around him. He uses the light to find a sense of security.

Gu Chaoming didn't understand the feeling of sleeping and liking to turn on the light. He deliberately grabbed the words and asked Lin Jianfan: "By your side, which side?"

Sleeping on the next bed is also sleeping next to you, and sleeping on the same bed is also next to you.

Without waiting for Lin Jianfan's answer, Gu Chaoming pulled away the quilt under Lin Jianfan's arm: "Sleep in."

Lin Jianfan moved back obediently, Gu Chaoming lay on the bed, grabbed Lin Jianfan who had retreated to the side of the bed: "You little fool, you retreated to the ground, do you think your boyfriend takes up more bed space?" ah?"

Gu Chaoming joked that Lin Jianfan just wanted him to sleep more spaciously, and the single bed was too small.

Fished Lin Jianfan, who was about to fall, and pulled it into his arms.Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan and adjusted the pillow, looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes and said to him, "Can the lights be turned off if two people sleep together?"

Lin Jianfan nodded against Gu Chaoming.

"Why didn't you tell me you slept with me before?" Gu Chaoming asked while hugging him.

"It's not necessary." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan with a serious tone: "What do you mean it's not necessary? Tell me what little habits you have, and what you're afraid of."

Nothing about you is unnecessary, everything is important.

Fear of butterflies is true, as is the little habit of turning on lights when one sleeps alone.

Gu Chaoming's words were tough but gentle, Lin Jianfan looked up at him, buried his head in Gu Chaoming's chest, with a smile that Gu Chaoming couldn't see: "No more."

Gu Chaoming stroked the hair on the back of Lin Jianfan's head, resting his chin on the top of Lin Jianfan's head: "Also, don't take my jokes seriously in the future. I'll be afraid if you take them seriously. Those are really jokes."

Gu Chaoming didn't want to try the power of Lin Jianfan believing in his casual jokes.

Seeing Fan Men in Huaizhong, Lin said with a "hmm": "I don't know how to tell, I remember telling you in the supermarket where you work before that I am not very good at joking, and I am not very good at distinguishing whether others are joking with me. I told you to tell me if I believed your joke."

"I remember." Gu Chaoming recalled that day, and remembered Lin Jianfan who believed the joke of "Why are you here?"

"I'm still not very good at distinguishing, so you can't tell me you're joking just because I'm stupid." Lin Jianfan said.

"Who says you're stupid?" Gu Chaoming touched Lin Jianfan's neck from Lin Jianfan's hair.

"No one says I'm stupid, I think it myself. I'm serious, I don't know how to joke, and I'm boring. You must be bored when you're with me, right?"

"What nonsense are you talking about at night?"

The person in the arms even said that he would feel bored when he was with him.People are separate individuals and cannot perceive each other's heart. If they could, Gu Chaoming believed that Lin Jianfan would not say such a thing.

He doesn't know that he's always been the source of good in his world.

He is the light, Lin Jianfan who is blooming like a brocade.

Gu Chaoming withdrew the hand that was stroking Lin Jianfan's neck, and hugged him tightly with both arms: "You are very important to me, very important, being with you is not a boring thing, it is the happiest thing in my life. Being with you After being together, I feel that time passes faster than before, and life is better than before, but you actually said that I would feel very boring, so don't make random guesses."

"Although I feel very hypocritical, I still want to say to you 'Thank you for coming into my life.'"

Thank you for coming into my life.

Thank you for kissing me under the stars.

The waist in the bed was hugged by both hands, Gu Chaoming pressed closer to Lin Jianfan in his arms, touched the top of his head, and said to him softly: "Don't think so much, it's just a joke, go to sleep , can I turn off the light?"

The person in his arms nodded, Gu Chaoming reached out and pressed the switch, and the room was instantly dark.Gu Chaoming turned off the lights and retracted his arms under the quilt to hug Lin Jianfan who was afraid of the dark even more tightly.

"Good night." Gu Chaoming said.

"Good night." Lin Jianfan said.