the world in which he exists

During Gu Chaoming's full night, Lin Jianfan slept with Gu Chaoming on the only bed in Gu Chaoming's new home for the third time.

The first time was just a short nap. In just a few hours, Gu Chaoming had a nightmare and a good dream. Whether it was a nightmare or a good dream, the first thing he saw when he woke up was Lin Jianfan.

The second time Gu Chaoming promised him that he would do nothing, and carried him into the room.

the third time……

Lin Jianfan was stuck in Gu Chaoming's arms, and Gu Chaoming fell asleep deeply, with his arms wrapped around him, every movement and touch of bare skin reminded Lin Jianfan of what they had done.

Waking up because he wanted to go to the bathroom, Lin Jianfan opened his eyes and saw Gu Chaoming who was sleeping soundly. He smiled slightly, and the blush brought by the friction of moving his body came later.

after the smile.

Lin saw that Fan lifted the quilt after going to the toilet and wanted to climb into bed, Gu Chaoming was woken up by his slightest movement.

As soon as Lin Jianfan lay down on the bed, Gu Chaoming pulled him into his arms, and hugged Lin Jianfan tightly with his eyes half-opened, using his own body temperature to make up for the temperature that Lin Jianfan lost when he went to the toilet.

"Why did you go? Go to the bathroom?" Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan tightly, letting Lin Jianfan stick to him.

Lin Jianfan nodded.

Gu Chaoming opened his half-opened eyes to look at Lin Jianfan in his arms, hugged him tightly again and said, "I thought you were Cinderella, and you will leave after the ball."

Gu Chaoming didn't know why he thought of fairy tales when he was holding Lin Jianfan while he was half asleep, but he opened his eyes and found that there was no one around him. Suddenly very insecure.Lin Jianfan lay down later, but Gu Chaoming was always thinking what if he wanted to leave?

Gu Chaoming didn't know why he would think about the result of losing when he had Lin Jianfan, maybe it was the sequelae of being "deceived" by Qu Yingyi.

I always feel that the beauty of the present is not real enough.

Especially in the middle of the night, it is easier to doubt, even doubt the world, doubt time and space.

Hearing Gu Chaoming talking about Cinderella in a sleepy, lazy tone, Lin Jianfan said with a smile: "The dance is not over yet, prince."

"I'm not a prince. There's no such thing as a prince like me. You are a handsome prince. I'm just your knight." Gu Chaoming said.

"It seems that only princesses are worthy of knights?" Lin Jianfan didn't know much about the world of fairy tales.

Gu Chaoming was already drowsy and drowsy, but princesses, princes, knights and others made him dizzy.Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan even more tightly and said, "It doesn't matter, anyway, I am the knight who protects the prince, and you are the prince."

A sober Lin saw Fan giggling in Gu Chaoming's arms: "Okay, whatever you say is what you say."

"Then you have to tell me when you go to the bathroom." Gu Chaoming said domineeringly.

"You say I am a dictatorship, but you are also a dictatorship."

"I don't care." Gu Chaoming's eyes were closed, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Hearing Gu Chaoming's even breathing, Lin Jianfan gently said to the sleeping Gu Chaoming, "Good night, my prince."

Sleeping until the next morning, Gu Chaoming woke up first and saw Lin Jianfan's face still sleeping soundly.Swap it with last night, last night it was Lin Jianfan who was awake and looked at his sleeping face, and in the morning it was Gu Chaoming who was awake and looking at his sleeping face.

After waking up and seeing Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming felt as if his life was on the accelerator, rushing in an unknown direction that he could not predict.He imagined the scenes in the future, imagined the things to be done in the future, all happened around him at the speed of light.

It's unbelievable, Gu Chaoming thought while hugging the person in his arms.

The sun is getting hotter and hotter, the sun in midsummer is always bright, and I can't wait to jump around early in the morning.

Lin Jian saw that Gu Chaoming was still staring at Fan when he woke up.

Seeing Lin Jianfan wake up, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's opened eyes, and couldn't help teasing him early in the morning: "I can do the 1+1=1 problem."

After staring at Lin Jianfan's sleeping face for so long, I wanted to say something nasty to tease him.

"What did you say in the morning, old pervert." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming wanted to continue teasing him, but Lin Jianfan curled himself up like a little beast, instead of protecting himself, he rubbed against Gu Chaoming's arms.

Lin Jianfan is thin-skinned, so it's okay if Gu Chaoming doesn't say anything. When Lin Jianfan said it, he remembered the self who took the initiative yesterday, remembered what he said yesterday, "look forward, don't look back", and remembered the night yesterday, Lin Jianfan suddenly shy stand up.

Gu Chaoming hugged the lump curled up in his arms, and Lin saw Fan's face pressed against his chest.Lin saw that the wind brought by Fan's change of posture lingered in the bed, and fluttered on the naked/exposed skin of the two.

Gu Chaoming, who hugged Lin Jianfan, snickered outside the quilt, it was really cute, Gu Chaoming thought.

Lin Jianfan didn't allow him to use the word cute, so Gu Chaoming started to die early in the morning. He patted Lin Jianfan in his arms through the quilt, and Gu Chaoming called softly, "Sweetie?"

Lin Jianfan, who was stuffed under the quilt, pinched Gu Chaoming's waist.

"Ouch, my sweetheart is so ruthless, is it chili flavored today?"

Lin Jianfan finally poked his head out from under the quilt and warned Gu Chaoming: "Don't call me sweetheart, not even cute, not at all."

Lin Jianfan had a serious expression, but he didn't know that in Gu Chaoming's eyes, that was even cuter.Gu Chaoming raised his hand and slapped Lin Jianfan's head in a mess: "I know, little pepper."

Gu Chaoming always has ways to tease him, using bad and embarrassing methods, emerging endlessly, as if he disliked Lin Jianfan's previous serious life as too boring, and wanted to add a little fun to his life.

The joy of life should start in the morning, brush your teeth together, wash your face together, make breakfast together...

Gu Chaoming deliberately chose the breakfast to show off his cooking skills, and the breakfast he learned finally came in handy.

The atmosphere of two people having breakfast together is completely different from the atmosphere of having breakfast alone, or it is only because Lin Jianfan is having breakfast together.

After eating breakfast, Gu Chaoming even began to imagine that in the future, Lin Jianfan had classes in the morning and he didn't have classes. He got up early to make breakfast for Lin Jianfan. , I’ll just buy some on the way”, and then said to myself: “How can this work?”

Lin Jianfan didn't know that Gu Chaoming, who was eating breakfast with him, was running a small theater in his head, and only saw Gu Chaoming laughing while eating breakfast.

The smile that Lin saw Fan boasting about the delicious food mixed with the smile produced by the small theater in his head, all hanging on the corner of Gu Chaoming's mouth.

Lin Jianfan finished all the breakfast on the plate, and almost hiccupped after eating too much, Lin Jianfan quickly covered his mouth.

Gu Chaoming cleaned up the dishes and laughed at him: "Don't cover your mouth, I've heard it all, so it doesn't matter."

Lin Jianfan covered his mouth and burped again, and swallowed it halfway, Lin Jianfan couldn't help laughing himself.

Spending the sweet morning together, Gu Chaoming also planned to go downstairs in the morning and let Lin Jianfan teach him how to ride a bicycle, if possible.

Lin Jianfan called home in the living room. He hasn't come home for almost a day since he came out yesterday morning. Gu Chaoming planned the itinerary for the morning and felt that Lin Jianfan was [-]% going home, but he still didn't give up and asked: "You Did mom call you home?"

The two of them have stayed in the world for a long time, and they are always unwilling to face parting. Even though it was just a small return home, Gu Chaoming still felt reluctant to part with it.

When Lin Jianfan nodded, Gu Chaoming came up with the idea that he only wanted to live with him every day now, and to live with him at the university now.That way, we can avoid the present kind of reluctance and see him all the time.

Gu Chaoming just thinks about it and feels like he is in a dream, but there really is such a beautiful existence as Lin Jianfan in the world, and it belongs to him, he can hold him tightly in his arms, and he can say some embarrassing things to him .

Reluctantly sending Lin Jianfan away, seeing Lin Jianfan's bicycle disappear at the intersection, Gu Chaoming had already begun to miss him, and even felt a little uncomfortable with his life alone.

Returning to the empty home alone, the home used to be filled with the sweetness of the two of them, and the sweetness was withdrawn Gu Zhaoming felt a bit of cold wind blowing.

After the slightly cold icy wind blows, the warm sun shines again. Lin Jianfan has just returned home, and Gu Chaoming makes an appointment to ask Lin Jianfan to teach him how to ride a bicycle next time.

I just want him to be by my side now.

The time for cycling was agreed to be the next day, just one day, but Gu Chaoming still felt that the time was too long.

The originally bleak life has added a lot of expectations.

Gu Chaoming also checked the mountain bikes on the Internet, and took a ride to the market to look around in the afternoon when he had free time. He didn't know much about cars. Gu Chaoming seemed to show his love for cycling, but in fact he just wanted to learn how to ride a bike and pick up Lin Jianfan. That's all.

An idea that is too ordinary to be more ordinary.

The location for learning how to ride a bike is set in a square not far from Gu Chaoming's home. The place is open and there are few people, so it is very suitable for learning how to ride a bike.

Lin Jianfan helped Gu Chaoming pull the back seat of the car like many people who teach novices to ride a bicycle, ran behind the car for a while and then let go.

Gu Chaoming is very talented. Although he was a little crooked at the beginning, Lin Jianfan only taught him a few times, and Gu Chaoming was so courageous that he dared to ride uphill.

Riding a bicycle to leave the square is not a small slope, but a large slope that can stretch for hundreds of meters.

Lin, who was worried about his safety, saw that Fan's persuasion failed, and said a little angrily that he didn't want to die, but Gu Chaoming kept saying it was fine.

Gu Chaoming was courageous enough to grab the handlebar while Lin Jianfan was worried, and the bicycle wheel turned to take him all the way down.

Gu Chaoming's screams were caught in the rushing wind, and Gu Chaoming's hair was blown backward by the rushing wind.

Gu Chaoming flashed across Lin Jianfan's sight like a shooting star, shining and fast.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who was rushing up the slope on the slope, and could even see the light behind Gu Chaoming. There was a light like the tail of a meteor behind him. He was like a luminous body in Lin Jianfan's eyes, in Lin Jianfan's life across.

It was so shiny that it caught Lin Jianfan's eyes.

Lin Jianfan stared closely at Gu Chaoming, who was boldly rushing up the slope, all his initial worries dissipated in the wind of rushing up the slope, Gu Chaoming was too shining, Lin Jianfan couldn't take his eyes off Gu Chaoming.

Gu Chaoming likes the feeling of riding a bicycle uphill, as if he wants to wash away everything, and wash away all troubles.

Learning to ride a bicycle easily, Gu Chaoming didn't know that the figure of himself rushing up the slope was a shooting star in Lin Jianfan's eyes. He rode a bicycle and circled around Lin Jianfan.

"Turn around you and you will be mine." Gu Chaoming said while turning around.

Just like when he used to mop the floor and draw a circle under Lin Jianfan's stool when he posted a blackboard newspaper, Gu Chaoming rode a bicycle around Lin Jianfan with Lin Jianfan as the center of the circle.

Yuan Xin laughed, meteors surrounded him, this meteor is exclusive to him, it will not pass through his life in a hurry.

Riding with Lin Jianfan, Gu Chaoming finally experienced the feeling of riding Lin Jianfan.Gu Chaoming carried Lin Jianfan and said to him: "You still say I am bold, but I think you are bold. You dare to ride in a beginner's car."

"The beginner just rushed up the slope, I believe in this beginner." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming smiled and stepped up his horsepower: "Sit still! Beginners have to speed up!"

Lin Jianfan in the back seat locked Gu Chaoming's waist with both hands, feeling the speed of the wind on his cheeks.

It was the first time for him to be so bold. When he was with Gu Chaoming, Gu Chaoming always showed him this beautiful and exciting world.

Gu Chaoming made him fall in love with the wind that slid across his cheeks, and made him fall in love with the speed of the wind.

Learn to ride a car and take Lin Jianfan to the supermarket in the square to buy soda to quench his thirst. When Gu Chaoming received a call from Qu Yingyi.

Qu Yingyi asked him if he was free today, and she wanted to make up for his birthday.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who opened the freezer door beside him, took out a bottle of drink while wrapped in the air-conditioning of the freezer, and asked him, "Do you want this?"

One summer day, Lin saw that Fan was a little tanned, and Gu Chaoming nodded while holding the phone.

Gu Chaoming also wanted to see his mother very much, but he already had an appointment with Lin Jianfan, and the child at home was sick, so being a "mother" must be very tiring.Gu Chaoming wanted Qu Yingyi to rest for a while, so he kept refusing, saying that he was fine and that it was just a birthday.

Seeing that Fan was paying the bill with two bottles of drinks, and hearing Gu Chaoming mention words such as "it's okay" and "birthday" to the person on the other end of the phone, he knew that it must have something to do with Gu Chaoming's loss on his birthday.

Lin saw that Fan was paying the bill and secretly looked at Gu Chaoming who was on the phone. Gu Chaoming was busy letting Qu Yingyi take a good rest.

"I'm still outside, I have an appointment with someone else today." Gu Chaoming said.

"With whom?" Qu Yingyi asked.

Qu Yingyi's unintentional question made Gu Chaoming look at Lin Jianfan who was standing next to the bicycle holding two bottles of drinks. Lin Jianfan noticed Gu Chaoming's gaze and looked over in response.

"And the person who will call you mother in the future." Gu Chaoming looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes and said to Qu Yingyi on the other end of the phone.

Lin Jianfan was glad that he didn't drink the drink first, otherwise he would have sprayed Gu Chaoming's face with a sip of the drink.

Lin Jianfan's eyes widened slightly when he heard what Gu Chaoming said, and he felt inexplicably nervous, as if Qu Yingyi on the other end of the phone was beside him.

Qu Yingyi was still feeling guilty at first, and listened to Gu Chaoming's refusal full of worry, but when he heard that Gu Chaoming was with his "girlfriend", Qu Yingyi immediately stopped worrying and did not disturb his son's date.

"Then play well with them and don't do other things." Qu Yingyi told him still not at ease.

Gu Chaoming said "no, no", Qu Yingyi didn't know that they had already done what she was not allowed to do on Gu Chaoming's adult birthday.

After hanging up the phone, Lin Jianfan was holding two bottles of drinks and didn't know what expression he should use to face Gu Chaoming.

His heart was beating, and before Lin saw Fan had time to ask him a question, Gu Chaoming suddenly leaned over and kissed him on the lips.

Lin Jianfan's lively heart jumped even more by being superficial and ignorant of the people around him.

The drinks taken out of the freezer in his hand were still cold, and Lin Jianfan held the two bottles of drinks tightly, and the plastic packaging of the bottles was tightly pressed against Lin Jianfan's palms.

Gu Chaoming looked at the surprised Lin Jianfan and laughed, he is so cute.

He is a rebellious prodigal son, he will do what Qu Yingyi doesn't let him do.

Qu Yingyi didn't make it very clear, it should be possible to kiss him, Gu Chaoming thought.

Lin Jianfan's lips felt a little dry after tasting the summer, after all, the drink he bought was still in Lin Jianfan's palm.

Seeing Fan, Lin couldn't help pursing his lips, looked around, and when he found someone, he quickly pulled Gu Chaoming into the car and left.

Gu Chaoming was pulled by Lin Jianfan's arm to step on the pedal, leading Lin Jianfan to ride away, away from the supermarket.

Without a precise destination, Gu Chaoming took Lin Jianfan to walk freely.The blowing wind is getting stronger and stronger, and the pedals of the beginner Gu Chaoming are getting faster and faster.

He is bold, but now it is not boldness that makes him, a beginner, dare to ride so fast.

It is happiness, it seems that life suddenly becomes better, and many thoughts pop up that can support him to live. These thoughts make his life bright like the scorching sun above his head, immortal.

He can take his time to tease his boyfriend, he can kiss him when his boyfriend is not prepared, and he can walk freely through the streets with his boyfriend like this.

Bicycles, summer, hot sun, drinks, wind, the most passionate desires in his life.