the world in which he exists

Separation, this world is going on all year round, all the time, but in school, summer is a fixed separation season.

In summer, cicadas sing, graduates leave, the sun is scorching, and freshmen enter the school. After experiencing the mighty college entrance examination and leisurely summer vacation every year, the school is still the same school, and the youthful vitality of the campus remains unchanged.

On that summer day when they were destined to be separated, Su Bing saw the only senior he didn't dare to flirt with at school for the last time.

The shadows of the trees on the school boulevard are whirling, and the ponytail of the senior sister is swaying in the shadows of the whirling trees.That was the scene that Su Bing would always recall during the intense preparation for the college entrance examination in his third year of high school.The flicking ponytail caught him off guard even more than Lei Ming. Before Lei Ming, there was a warning of lightning. The senior sister's final departure was always forced to insert regardless of time or place, leaving him unprepared.

Unpreparedly recalling his senior sister, Su Bing never said anything to others, not even to Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili.

The young man was arrogant.A person who used to deal with emotions with ease and stop losses in time, now asking him to suddenly express his thoughts about a person seems to have lost face and broke his uninhibited and indulgent personality.

The young Su Bing always had a playful smile and made jokes, secretly missing someone else by himself.

When Su Bing grew up, he realized that liking someone is not hard to say.

But that will have to wait until the future, the current Su Bing still looks like a young boy with a hippie smile.

The senior sister stopped him later, it was an unexpected gift, a small surprise gift for shopping.

Su Bing, a young man, thought that no one would see his disappointment when his senior sister left, but he didn't know that Gu Chaoming knew that he was sincere when he saw the expression on his face when he turned his head and greeted his senior sister. .

Su Bing used to break up without blinking his eyes, never betrayed, and spoke freely for the rest of his life, but now he doesn't even dare to say a word.

Su Bing is the most caring little mother among their "three auspicious treasures". Gu Chaoming failed in the exam, so he made an appointment to have supper together to help him adjust his mood, and even made an excuse that he was hungry.Cen Xili was too afraid to talk to them because of the rumors, and Su Bing "woke up" Cen Xili who didn't dare to talk to them.When Cen Xili was provoked by Chen Haiyang, Su Bing immediately turned on him without saying a word.

Su Bing really cared about them like a mother who loves his children. When he saw Su Bing and his senior sister separated on the school boulevard, Gu Chaoming felt that he, a nervous person, had to do something for the lost Su Bing.

Is Su Bing this kind of lovelorn?Or is it a crush failure?Is it over before it starts?The more Gu Chaoming thought about it, the more miserable he became.He doesn't have the way to comfort people like Su Bing, but he knows that directly persuading Su Bing not to lose will only make Su Bing, who is pretending to be okay, pretend to be okay even more.

After secretly discussing with Lin Jianfan and Cen Xili, the three decided to ask Su Bing to sing at KTV just like last time when Su Bing invited them out for supper to relieve Gu Chaoming's trouble of failing the exam.

Su Bing looks carefree on the outside, but in fact he is very careful. Su Bing will definitely be suspicious if he suddenly asks him out at such a special time.

How to prevent Su Bing from becoming suspicious, Gu Chaoming thought hard, saw the key to his new home, and suddenly thought of the reason for asking Su Bing.

"Just say congratulations to my dad for not coming to see me for so long." Gu Chaoming, who was still in class thinking of the reason, quietly said to Cen Xili, who was listening beside him.

"Yes." Cen Xili nodded in agreement. After nodding, he turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming, who was happy because he thought of the reason for asking Su Bing. Cen Xili asked earnestly, "Your father hasn't come to see you for so long? Don't lie about it." Don't lie to us."

Cen Xili looked into Gu Chaoming's eyes, not allowing Gu Chaoming to lie.It's really strange that Gu Tao hasn't come to him for so long, and it's not convincing.Cen Xili was worried about Gu Chaoming's temper, so he held back to keep them from worrying. It's not like Gu Chaoming didn't do this kind of thing.

"What did I lie to you about? My dad really didn't come to see me. If I lie, I won't be able to get into college, okay." Gu Chaoming said with a swear gesture.

It is really a big oath not to be able to enter the university.

Even Gu Chaoming swore such a big oath, Cen Xili had to believe it.Cen Xili covered Gu Chaoming's mouth: "What are you talking about, don't say such things, I believe you are not good enough."

Gu Chaoming smiled: "You are still so superstitious."

The teacher who was lecturing on the podium deliberately coughed to remind the two chatting behind.

When he swore that "if you lie, you won't get into university", Gu Chaoming's heart still trembled. He was afraid that he really wouldn't be able to get into university, but he didn't lie.

He really wants to be admitted to university. University is the capital for him to escape from Gu Tao, and it is the first step for him to escape from Gu Tao.

But now that Gu Tao doesn't come to look for him, he seems to disappear from his world suddenly. It seems that he doesn't need to work hard to go to university to complete the first step of escape, and he can live in a world without Gu Tao.

This is much faster than he thought, so that Gu Chaoming often feels that the current stable life is unreal, and often feels that this dream is very long.

Regardless of whether Gu Tao appeared or not, Gu Chaoming never stopped studying.Gu Chaoming thinks that getting into college is necessary, the most important thing, and the most important thing for him now.Not just because he wanted to escape from Gu Tao, but because he realized the importance of university to him, and realized the intellectual gap between himself and Lin Jianfan.

He didn't want to cause a misunderstanding between them because of the gap in knowledge, vision, or other hard-working and controllable factors. To put it more emphatically, it even led to a breakup. Gu Chaoming didn't want this to happen between him and Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming didn't want to, nor would he allow it.

Gu Chaoming is the dull-haired and ruthless type. He keeps his head down and studies silently all day long without telling others what he has achieved through hard work. He is not proud when others praise him.This is undoubtedly his strengths, but Gu Chaoming's shortcomings are also obvious - fragile mind, one-sided, easy to be influenced by things and even control emotions.

Just like he is easy to get angry because of a little thing, easy to panic and doubt himself because of the decline in grades.

The closer he got to the third year of high school, the more Gu Chaoming was afraid of fluctuating grades, and even more afraid of failing the college entrance examination.

Fortunately, the recent results did not make him need to reflect and calmly fluctuate. Gu Chaoming's recent results are very mediocre.He was about to become a candidate for the third year of senior high school. Lao Chen talked to him and said that he would continue to work hard to get into the third year of senior high school with this stable grade.

Lao Chen also asked him which university he wanted to go to. In the winter, he and Su Bing agreed to go to the same university as Cen Xili. He didn't think about the difference between their aspirations and majors.

They also discussed together which university to take, and Gu Chaoming wanted to take a test closer to Lin Jianfan, but he didn't know where Lin Jianfan wanted to take the test, and Lin Jianfan didn't say anything.Discussing with Su Bing, Cen Xili and the others failed to reach a result. When Lao Chen asked which university he wanted to go to, Gu Chaoming was speechless for a while.

Which university do you want to take?

Obviously, a year ago, he was still muddling through his days, waiting to die all day long, and in the blink of an eye, it was time to consider which university to take.

It was so difficult to choose a school that both Su Bing and Cen Xili agreed to, and that was closer to Lin Jianfan.

Walking out of the office, the breath of senior year graduation wafted through the whole school. The question of Lao Chen asking him which university he wanted to enter wafted in his ears together with the breath of separation from senior year.

Finally, his first step in escaping from Gu Tao - senior year, is coming soon.

Gu Tao didn't come to him for a long time, and Gu Chaoming spent a long time in worry and unreality.Su Bing asked Su Bing to go to KTV to help him resolve the disappointment of his senior sister's graduation. In fact, Gu Chaoming also had a little selfishness, and he thought this party was a selfishness in his heart to celebrate his escape from Gu Tao.

There is no need to tell others, I toast to escape from Gu Tao alone in my heart.

Under the lights of the KTV, four glass bottles collided together, and the necks of the glass bottles collided with each other to make a crisp sound.

Three bottles of beer and one drink, Gu Chaoming did not allow Lin Jianfan to drink beer.After being drunk and becoming a child last time, Gu Chaoming never dared to let Lin Jianfan drink again.He also didn't want to send the drunk Lin Jianfan home to meet his future mother-in-law, then he would really be the one to bring Lin Jianfan down.

"Cheers to Gu Shuai's freedom!"

Su Bing was always the most active speaker at the party, and he was the one who cheered and shouted slogans every time.

The other three knew the reason for this gathering, and Gu Chaoming cleverly and tactfully used his lip service to change the subject.

"What does it mean to be free? I have always been free. I should say that you are the most free when you are single."

"Xili is single too." Su Bing said.

Gu Chaoming didn't know if Su Bing had noticed it, anyway, Cen Xili followed Su Bing's words very perceptively this time: "Then wish us singles a happy single, and if you have a boyfriend, please don't clink glasses with us."

Gu Chaoming secretly praised Cen Xili for his cooperation.Cen Xili approached Su Bing with a wine bottle to clink glasses with Su Bing.

The wine bottle collided with the wine bottle, and Gu Chaoming pretended to boo: "You two are sowing discord!"

Su Bing snorted and said, "Who told you that you two have boyfriends, sticky and sticky in front of Xi Li and me all day long, I can't stand it!"

Su Bing looked angry, and turned to Cen Xili who had just clinked glasses with him: "You say yes, Xili."

Cen Xili nodded cooperatively, and Su Bing turned his head to Gu Chaoming and said, "This behavior of the two of you has deeply harmed the weak hearts of single dogs."

The sweet love song in the KTV was played at the right time, it seemed to be God's will, Su Bing couldn't help but swear: "You want to kill me, today, you still cut the love song."

Gradually getting into the main topic of this party, Gu Chaoming walked up to Su Bing and sat down, and began his blunt persuasion: "How can I kill you, isn't it just that the senior is about to graduate, and you are not with others anymore, you can still chase after me." Ah, aren't you our love Saint Su?"

"You bastard lover, you dare not even say a word to senior sister." Su Bing rolled his eyes inwardly.

Gu Chaoming can only talk when he and Su Bing glibly argue, but it's really not enough to comfort people.Su Bing didn't speak, Gu Chaoming went on to say: "Today I just took graduation photos, and I haven't taken the college entrance examination yet, so it's not like I won't see you in the future..."

Gu Chaoming who persuaded Su Bing did not have the ability to know the future, and neither did Su Bing who was persuaded. No one in the KTV knew that the senior sister called Su Bing to stop on the side of the playground, that was the last time they saw each other in this life.

The sky is big, the world is vast, and there are always some people in youth who suddenly appear and disappear suddenly, without saying hello or goodbye.

Su Bing didn't know why he didn't see his senior sister again. It wasn't because he didn't like her enough, but he just stopped seeing her for no reason.

At this time, Su Bing didn't know that he would never see his senior again. He interrupted Gu Chaoming's persuasion and picked up the microphone on the table. A 17-year-old boy sang the song alone, which was not sad but cheerful love song.

Su Bing didn't match that sweet song very well. If Jing Yin only looked at Su Bing's face, he would never have guessed that he was singing a love song.

Others sing intense songs to relieve their emotions, or sing sad breakup songs to express their inner reluctance, but Su Bing sang a love song that happened to play when he laughed at himself as a single dog.

Not intense, not sad, like Su Bing's crush on his senior sister that ended before it even started.

Gu Chaoming sat next to Su Bing and looked at Su Bing's profile. The lights in the KTV were dim, and Gu Chaoming didn't speak anymore, he just looked at Su Bing like this.

The protruding singing attracted the attention of Cen Xili and Lin Jianfan. They looked at Su Bing who was singing, pretending nothing happened.

After singing, Su Bing remained the same as usual, and he was still the one who would be the most active at a gathering of several people.After singing the love song, he used the microphone as a microphone, and forced Gu Chaoming to sing along, but it turned out to be a love song again.

Gu Chaoming had already taken over the microphone and was about to sing. Su Bing saw that it was a love song, so he snatched Gu Chaoming's microphone again: "I don't want to sing love songs with you. I want to sing them with Fan at your house."

The microphone in his hand was taken away, Gu Chaoming smiled and watched Su Bing throw the microphone to Cen Xili, who was forced to catch the microphone and sing with Su Bing.

Gu Chaoming, who was sitting next to the karaoke machine, wanted to "fight poison with poison" order each love song for Su Bing.Su Bing sang more than half of it, forcing Cen Xili to sing duet.

The two people in front showed their voices to the KTV screen, and Cen Xili tried his best to cooperate with Su Bing.Gu Chaoming no longer sat by the karaoke machine, but took Lin Jianfan to a small corner.

Get to sneak a little bit of the world for two in a party of four.

Gu Chaoming leaned on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, and Lin Jianfan's hands naturally hung between his legs. The intimate movement between them leaning on their shoulders is not uncommon. Gu Chaoming leaned on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, and Lin Jianfan just turned his head to look glance.

Gu Chaoming stretched out the beer bottle and touched the beverage glass bottle in Lin Jianfan's hand, and said with a smile, "Cheers to Jianfan, who we can only drink beverages."

Lin Jianfan can be willful enough in front of Gu Chaoming, and doesn't have to be as stiff as he is in front of others.He was in the most relaxed state in front of Gu Chaoming. Lin Jianfan heard Gu Chaoming tease him that he didn't know how to drink, so he kicked Gu Chaoming lightly.

Gu Chaoming smiled dotingly at Lin Jian Fan's shoulders, and looked at Su Bing who was singing with Cen Xili ahead: "You see, Su Bing's love is so sad before it even started. If you break up with me, then I will..."

Lin saw that Fan turned his head slightly to look at Gu Chaoming who was leaning on his shoulder, and stopped what Gu Chaoming was about to say: "Don't talk nonsense."

Gu Chaoming turned sideways, his hair rubbed against Lin Jianfan's neck, and he reached out to hug Lin Jianfan's waist.

Quietly, like a kitten eating fish.

As if to leave a mark, Gu Chaoming raised his head and leaned forward, kissing Lin Jianfan's earlobe, and was beaten down by Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming leaned back on Lin Jianfan's shoulder again, and said to Lin Jianfan: "A few days ago, Old Chen asked me where I want to take the exam."

"What do you say?" Lin Jianfan looked at him and asked.

"I did not say."

"Why? Aren't you going to go to a university with them?"

"They haven't figured it out yet."

Seeing that Fan was silent, Lin saw that Su Bing, who was singing in front of him, suddenly stopped singing, turned around and said to the two people who were quietly dating in the corner, "I heard you both, and you said we were sowing discord, you two The two formed a small group by themselves, excluding us single dogs."

Gu Chaoming leaned on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, too lazy to get up, and smiled at Su Bing.

"What a joke, is it fun to abuse a dog?"

Su Bing's voice spread throughout the box through the microphone.

Gu Chaoming stood up with a smile, waved his hands and said, "Not happy, not happy, not happy at all."

Su Bing coughed and coughed, as if he was going to talk about something important. He accidentally saw the two behind him sneaking together. When the interlude was not singing, he heard them talking about the university. Su Bing stood in front of the table holding the microphone , and said to the two people who were discussing universities in the corner: "Gu Shuai, since you want to be with Jian Fan, you can also take a test and see if you can get into the same university as Jian Fan."

The party suddenly talked about major events in life.

"I agreed to be with you." Gu Chaoming said.

"Don't be so serious," Su Bing said, "If you want to pursue freedom, go and we'll be fine."

"Pursue freedom, my father didn't come to me, I already have freedom, and..." Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan beside him, grabbed Lin Jianfan's hand, and smiled evilly, "And we have already Together, there is no need to pursue."

Su Bing couldn't stand Gu Chaoming, so he held the microphone and covered his eyes: "God, I'm going blind."

After letting go of his hand, Su Bing said again: "The two of you must grow old together! We will be together for a hundred years! You must be with me until the end! I, Su Bing, bless you!"

Su Bing's tone was exaggerated, you should be together for me, forever, with me and Senior Sister Fu.

We missed it, you couldn't.

Su Bing seemed to be shocked because his senior sister was about to leave, and began to express his feelings to his brothers.

After instructing Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan, Su Bing turned to Cen Xili and said to Cen Xili, "Xi Li, a tree with a crooked neck is a tree with a crooked neck, no matter how tall it grows, it is a tree with a crooked neck. Don't hang yourself on a tree. Look at other people." tree."

Cen Xili looked at Su Bing and did not answer, he knew that Su Bing was doing it for his own good, and he wanted to do it for his own, but he seemed unable to do so.

Su Bing added: "If I wasn't gay, I would have chased you a long time ago. Even if they say your boyfriend is tens of millions, I'm going to chase you. I don't want you as good as you are. It's his You Sanjin's loss."

"Loss loss," Cen Xili saw that Su Bing got excited when he mentioned You Xin, and hurried over to comfort him, "It's his loss."

"Okay, Xili still has juniors." Gu Chaoming was not sure about Cen Xili's attitude towards Guan Hui, so he tried.

As soon as the words came out, Cen Xili immediately retorted: "Why did you involve him?"

Gu Chaoming lamented for his junior in his heart, junior, junior, you'd better not like your senior Cen, otherwise you will have to suffer.

Cen Xili said "Why did he get involved", which showed that Cen Xili didn't think about Guan Hui at all.

No one present knew that Guan Hui was still foolishly following his "how to be calm" rule.

Cen Xili comforted the excited Su Bing and sat down. Gu Chaoming finished his beer and planned to take another bottle, but Lin Jianfan stopped him: "Don't drink it."

On the other side, Su Bing, who was appeased by Cen Xili, got excited again: "Strictly control your wife so early, Xili and I will not dare to drink with you anymore, for fear that you will be scolded by Fan when you go home."

Although they are familiar with each other, in front of Su Bing and Cen Xili, Lin Jianfan Yuan did not let go in front of Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan was embarrassed by Su Bing, Gu Chaoming protected the shy Lin Jianfan, and smiled at Su Bing Said: "You talk a lot."

That night Gu Chaoming listened to Lin Jianfan's words and didn't drink any more, only drank a small bottle. On the car home, Lin Jianfan felt that he was drunk.

Gu Chaoming assures that he is not drunk, he is just happier, what is he happy about, and why is he so happy?Gu Chaoming didn't know, all he knew was that when he got in the car with Lin Jianfan, he felt happier than ever tonight.

Maybe it's happy to escape from Gu Tao's life, maybe it's happy that Su Bing is no longer lost, maybe it's happy that Su Bing blessed him and Lin Jianfan...

The car window was opened by Gu Chaoming, and the wind was strong, blowing Gu Chaoming's hair and good mood.

Lin Jian Fan looked at Gu Chaoming who was as happy as if he was drunk.Gu Chaoming also looked at him, and Lin saw the changing lights of Wanjia outside the car window behind Fan.

Maybe it's because I'm happy that I have a family, Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan and thought, there is a strict wife named Lin Jianfan in the family.

See Fan, I have a family now.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan smiling, but there were hidden tears behind his eyes, and Gu Chaoming forbade them to show up.Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan whether he was crying or laughing.

Lin saw that the glass window behind Fan couldn't keep the sparks outside the car window, they were only willing to stay for a while, and then moved away from the car window and returned to the dark night, emitting their light.

Lin Jianfan's smile was always there, as warm as a newborn sun, the starlight outside the window and the light and shadow on the car window that stayed only for a moment were not as bright as his.

Gu Chaoming leaned against Lin Jianfan's shoulder, held his hand and said, "I'm so happy."

Maybe it was because Gu Chaoming drank alcohol, the lingering smell of alcohol was causing trouble, just by smelling it, Lin Jianfan was also drunk, Lin Jianfan lowered his head and kissed Gu Chaoming's forehead.

Gu Chaoming was the only one to toast tonight for owning a new home, but he was still happy because Lin Jianfan gave him a kiss and gave him a home