the world in which he exists

The indoors where the curtains are drawn tightly do not allow sunlight to visit, and the drawn curtains penetrate into the room with a sense of light, and the sunlight outlines the patterns on the curtains.

The breathing sound in the room was even, and there was no sign of waking up. Gu Chaoming's mobile phone on the bedside table rang suddenly in the quiet room.

The ringing of the bell was loud, and the well-balanced breathing finally moved a little.Before Gu Chaoming opened his eyes, he fumbled around on the bedside table, touched the phone to turn off the alarm clock, slowly opened his eyes, and saw Lin Jianfan who was also awakened by the alarm.

Lin Jianfan lay on the pillow next to him, opened his eyes and looked at him, the temperature shared by the two of them was inside the quilt, and they could feel each other's body temperature when they touched their skin.

It's not that Gu Chaoming has never imagined such a scene, but the imaginary time is set in the future.

Future University rents a house off campus, and you can see Lin Jianfan waking up every morning.

In the future work, we can sneak in and sleep together and then rush to work.

It's just that Gu Chaoming didn't expect that the future he imagined would come so soon, and he didn't expect that he could see Lin Jian Fan Su waking up so soon in the morning.

There are very few mornings when you can wake up with a smile on your lips. Gu Chaoming strokes Lin Jianfan's hair. Lin Jianfan doesn't avoid it, but blinks at Gu Chaoming.

"Did you dream last night?" Lin Jianfan asked Gu Chaoming.

"Done."

"Good dream or bad dream?"

If Gu Chaoming replied that it was a good dream, Lin Jianfan would say, "A good dream comes true."

If Gu Chaoming answered that it was a nightmare, Lin Jianfan would say, "Dreams are always reversed."

No matter what dream he had, Lin Jianfan would only give him a good answer.

But Gu Chaoming smiled and said, "Forgot."

forget?Seeing Fan looking at Gu Chaoming with questioning eyes, how would he answer?

"You don't need to worry about what dream you had yesterday, it's a good dream to see you when you wake up."

Gu Chaoming didn't talk slack, and started working as soon as he woke up in the morning.

"It's glib again." Lin Jianfan said.

"How can I be glib? How can this be called glib? If you say this to others, it will be glib. You are my boyfriend. How can I be glib when I tell you?"

"I say let it go." Lin Jianfan was willful.

Gu Chaoming pinched his face: "The dictatorship started early in the morning."

Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan's face, stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly, and said, "From then on, in the future, please also rule over me. Your kingdom only allows me to be alone."

The morning sun was so fresh, Gu Chaoming felt a little greasy when he said this.

It doesn't matter, who told Lin Jianfan on the opposite side, or in the early morning when he just woke up, Gu Chaoming seemed to have passed through many years in one night, and came directly to the early morning in the future.

Across Gu Tao, the tense college entrance examination, and the dark, starless night sky.

After waking up in the morning, the temperature in the bed lost quickly. Gu Chaoming hugged Lin Jianfan to talk about love, and the person he held in his arms made him lose the sense of reality that he had to get up for school later.

Gu Chaoming set the alarm clock to ring once every 5 minutes, and the bell rang again after 5 minutes, interrupting Gu Chaoming's love conversation that he wanted to continue.

"Wouldn't your family tell you about you when you stayed outside?" Gu Chaoming asked Lin Jianfan, but Lin Jianfan got up after falling asleep.

"I told them." Lin Jianfan lied. He obviously thought up a countermeasure in the taxi that came yesterday, and was going to send a regular text message to tell his parents that he went out to buy breakfast or go for a morning run.

"Do you wash at my place? There is a toothbrush, do you go home in the morning or go to school with me?" After waking up, Gu Chaoming took out the spare toiletries and asked Lin Jianfan.

Lin Jianfan glanced at the time and felt that he could barely make ends meet to go home, but he had to be very, very rushed.

"My schoolbag is still at home, I'll wash it with you before I go home to get my schoolbag." Lin Jianfan said.

Lin Jianfan had never returned home so early in the morning, tricking his parents into pretending to wake up too early with breakfast so as not to wake them up.

Reluctantly rushing to school, staring at the time all the way, ran upstairs from the school gate, and was out of breath in class.

Running into the classroom, Lin Jianfan first looked at Gu Chaoming, who was helping him stare at Lao Chen at the back door of the classroom.

They met each other and smiled at each other just for a moment.

Su Bing looked at Lin Jianfan who entered the classroom, then at Gu Chaoming who was smiling at Lin Jianfan across the classroom, shook his head slightly, and sighed in his heart: "People who are in love are so sticky all morning."

Su Bing didn't know what happened last night, Gu Chaoming didn't say anything, he and Cen Xili both thought that Gu Chaoming got home safely, and Lin Jianfan was just unusually late.

Almost stepping on the morning reading bell to enter the classroom, Lin saw Fan Fei quickly ran to his seat and got a chair and sat down.

"It's quite early." Su Bing said behind him when he was putting away his schoolbag.

Seeing Fan covering a smile, Lin turned his head and glanced in Gu Chaoming's direction unnaturally.

Lin saw that Lao Chen walked into the classroom within 2 minutes after Fan entered the classroom: "It's class, everyone took out their books, and they all said not to bring breakfast into the classroom..."

There is a 10-minute break after the morning reading class, which is the busiest time for the class representatives.

In the past 10 minutes of the morning reading class, Gu Chaoming must have been waving a fountain pen in his hand, pressing down Cen Xili's homework to fight against time.The current Gu Chaoming finished his homework early, took out the exercise booklet he bought with Lin Jianfan to find out the questions he couldn't do, and walked towards Lin Jianfan's place with the yogurt he bought for Lin Jianfan.

Yogurt is Lin Jianfan's favorite flavor, which he drank on the bank of the river that day.

Lin Jianfan took the yogurt, looked at Gu Chaoming standing beside him, thought of that day, thought of his own initiative that night, his eyes moved to Gu Chaoming's lips, his lips were close to there.

Gu Chaoming opened his homework and saw Lin Jianfan's mouth pursed.

Lin saw that Fan was... shy?

Gu Chaoming absently opened the exercise book that marked the questions that he could not do, and looked at Lin Jianfan from time to time.

Maybe it was because of last night, or maybe it was Lin Jianfan's eyes, the atmosphere between the two of them was a little inexplicably delicate.

Su Bing, who was sitting in the back, looked forward and rolled his eyes at the two people in front, their inexplicable aura drifted to him during the time when the class was busy handing in homework.

Su Bing silently made up his homework pitifully.

Gu Chaoming hasn't seen him for a long time since he met the thin Gu Tao on the street last time and pressed him against the glass wall of the shopping mall.

So long that it turns from late spring to summer, so long that the fans in the class are turned on, and so long that it is the beginning of summer again.

When Gu Tao didn't come to look for him, Gu Chaoming was worried all the time whether Gu Tao would suddenly appear behind him and call his name like last time.

Gu Chaoming also thought that if Gu Tao really appeared, he must hold back and stop doing the stupid thing like last time.

But Gu Tao never showed up, never.

The days without Gu Tao are as stable as the afterlife, as if Gu Chaoming is just an ordinary candidate who is about to enter the third year of high school, as if he has never had a father like Gu Tao.

Gu Tao, who troubled and shackled his 17 years of life, seemed to have withdrawn from his life just like that, and seemed to just disappear out of thin air.

Gu Chaoming has been worried about whether Gu Tao will appear suddenly, he has been waiting, and Gu Tao's appearance or non-appearance makes him restless.

Gu Tao didn't show up for so long that Lin Jianfan, Su Bing, and Cen Xili became suspicious.

"Your father hasn't come to see you for so long?" Su Bing asked.

Gu Chaoming shook his head: "No."

"It's not right, it's very wrong."

"I feel so too."

"Is something wrong with your dad?" Su Bing said cautiously, "Do you want to go home secretly and have a look?"

Gu Chaoming looked at Su Bing: "It's none of my business if I don't go back."

Gu Chaoming also hesitated whether to go home and take a look, but he was afraid, afraid that the happiness he had finally won would be destroyed by Gu Tao as soon as he returned home.

He was afraid of the stable life he finally got, and all of them would return to their original positions just because of a soft heart.

He didn't dare to go back to that home, even though he was worried about Gu Tao.

Life without Gu Tao is too stable, as if floating in the air, and as soon as it floats, it will be the day when this year's senior year graduates.

From the day when Lin Jianfan ran to comfort him without telling his family, to today when senior seniors and seniors took graduation photos on the playground, Gu Chaoming lived a repetitive but fulfilling life every day.

Get up early in the morning to make breakfast by yourself, and learn all kinds of breakfasts for two on the Internet, just to show off your skills in front of Lin Jianfan when you live with Lin Jianfan in the future.

If it is a weekend after breakfast, Gu Chaoming will clean up, and then ask Lin Jianfan to come out to play, or study and rest at home.

If it’s reading day, I’ll go to school with my schoolbag on my back, ask Lin Jianfan questions every day as usual, talk about love by the way, take Lin Jianfan to a hidden place in the school to “chat”, play jokes with Su Bing, watch Guan Hui come upstairs to harass me from time to time Cen Xili.

Gu Chaoming would sometimes leave them to do homework at home for dinner, and Su Bing was always the one who talked the most.

"Senior sister is about to take the college entrance examination."

"Got it, you said it yesterday."

Su Bing sat on the sofa with a pillow in his arms, looking like a lost puppy: "I won't see her in the next year."

"Don't you have her contact information?" Gu Chaoming said.

"What's the use of it, and you can't meet every day like you." Su Bing pointed to Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan who were looking at their phones together.

"You haven't confessed your love yet, even if you meet every day and don't confess your love, there is a hammer."

Su Bing was silent for a while, but in the past, he would always be sure of which girl he liked, and he would confess his love when he felt it was time, but when facing Senior Sister Fu, his bullshit changed. It's becoming a snail's guts, and the contact information of the senior sister has been familiar for so long.

Su Bing said that he didn't want to disturb his senior's third year of high school studies, and if he didn't meet in the same building, there would be no chance to flirt, but needless to say, both Gu Chaoming and Cen Xili knew that he was being cowardly.

Very cowardly.

He was so cowardly that even when his senior was taking graduation photos on the playground, he repeatedly dragged Gu Chaoming downstairs with the excuse of shopping, but dared to pass by the playground and dare not go in.

"Why are you acting like Li Zhao?" Going downstairs with Su Bing for the third time, Gu Chaoming pulled Su Bing who lived beside the playground but kept walking.

"Don't compare me with Counselor, how many years has he been Counseling?"

"That's right, you can only love this semester. They're almost done shooting, and when you have a chance, take a picture and I'll cover for you." Gu Chaoming blinked at Su Bing.

On the playground, the graduates were wearing school uniforms or class uniforms, and all of them were full of excitement that they would not go to class for half a day and would graduate soon.

The playground is full of youthful vigor, and the steps used for taking photos have been moved to the school playground. Classes standing on the steps are taking pictures, and those who have finished taking pictures and those who have not finished taking pictures are looking for people to take pictures with

The sun is shining brightly, like the future expected by the boys and girls on the playground.

Su Bing and Gu Chaoming were standing outside the playground. Gu Chaoming persuaded him to go in. I don't know if the teacher would chase him away, but they just took a photo and left. But no matter how Gu Chaoming persuaded him, Su Bing still refused to go in.

"Little Mom, don't make me look down on you." Gu Chaoming saw that persuasion was useless, and began to use aggressive methods.

"The aggressive method is useless to me." Su Bing said.

Su Bing seemed to suddenly understand Li Zhao's thoughts. In the vast crowd of playgrounds, he had already found the figure of his senior, but he still refused to go in. He didn't know whether he was cowardly or unwilling to face the fact that his senior was leaving. .

He also wanted to go in, but when he thought that the senior sister was leaving soon, he learned yesterday that the senior sister was going to take graduation photos today. He obviously had nothing to do in the morning, but he really saw a stage for taking pictures on the playground, and saw The seniors and sisters on the playground, Su Bing felt faintly lost in his heart, not intensely, but like an hourglass, the loss trickled down bit by bit.

"Let's go up." Su Bing didn't sound like he hesitated for a long time before making a decision.

He dared not go in, and finally decided to retreat.

Gu Chaoming glanced at him, it was the first time he saw this expression on Su Bing's face, and it was the first time he saw Su Bing's cowardice.

Gu Chaoming looked at Su Bing and sighed lightly, then put his arms around Su Bing's shoulder: "Then let's go."

Su Bing started to stop and walked slowly towards the teaching building. Before leaving, he took another look at the happy crowd in the playground.

When he was pulled by Gu Chaoming to stand outside the playground, the senior sister and her class happened to be taking pictures. Su Bing saw the senior sister standing in the second row to the right of the girls in their class.

Senior sister tied all her hair into a ponytail and combed it behind her head as she did when she met him for the first time, and let the hair on her forehead flutter in the wind.

"Su Bing?" A senior's voice came from behind.

Su Bing, who was embraced by Gu Chaoming, turned his head when he heard the senior sister's voice.

The senior stood at the edge of the playground not far from them and called his name, holding a girl who was a little shorter than her by her side.

The senior was wearing her school uniform, and the sunlight passed behind her and through her broken hair.

That is Su Bing's favorite place.

It may be strange to say that girls may think that broken hair is too troublesome, but Su Bing likes the broken hair on the senior sister's head the most.

There is no reason, if I insist on it, I like the feeling of the sun shining through the broken hair on the senior sister's head.

Like the first time I met in the cafeteria, like now.

The sun shines through the senior sister's broken hair and shines into his heart.

Senior sister and Su Bing are familiar faces, and Su Bing will obediently call senior sister on the way, looking harmless to humans and animals.The senior sister walked out of the playground after taking the photo and saw him calling him. Su Bing turned his head, and it was no longer the disappointed expression that Gu Chaoming saw, but the harmless appearance of the junior in the impression of the senior sister.

Senior sister waved to him to say hello, Su Bing waved back with a smile.

The senior sister just saw someone she knew wanted to say hello to him, and after saying hello to Su Bing, she pulled her little sister and walked in another direction.

The shadow of the tree whirled on the back of the senior, and the ponytail of the senior swayed between the shadow of the tree and the sunlight.