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At 02:30 in the middle of the night, the door was suddenly slammed, and Gu Heng was curled up in the bed and was startled awake, with no clothes on, kicking and pulling on his slippers, and went to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, a gust of cold wind smelt of alcohol was drawn in, and a tall black figure fell face to face. "Hey!" Gu Heng grabbed his heavy body and found a person standing beside him who was also supporting Liu Yuan, and said to himself with a positive expression, "Mr. Liu drank too much, please excuse me. Hey, Mr. Liu, slow down and stand firm."

Gu Heng was slightly startled, almost out of breath, and resisted: "Please, take him back, I can't, I can't here, and there is no place for him—"

"It's okay, it's okay, just lay him down on a mattress and sleep on it. He has already vomited in the car and won't vomit again. I'll go first!" Gecko spoke quickly, thinking that someone called me to come. What can I do? I closed the door and ran away like oiled. While going downstairs, I silently sighed Mr. Liu, you can't do it. I have been entangled with him for so long, and I don't agree with you to stay for one night. This is too inefficient. point……

Gu Heng hugged him helplessly, the person in his arms was panting heavily, like a fierce horse, he sprayed hot breath on the back of his neck.Gu Heng frowned tightly as if feeling uncomfortable, and turned his face away, only to feel that he was about to be overwhelmed by the pungent smell of alcohol on this man's body. He wanted to help Liu Yuan onto the sofa, but he didn't expect that the drunk man Heavier than a mountain, I couldn't even walk.

"Liu Yuan? Be sober and lie down on the sofa." Gu Heng frowned.

After finishing speaking, I don't know if Liu Yuan heard or not, but suddenly an arm came down heavily, and Gu Heng's body was crooked and almost fell down.Then a hot lip was pressed against his cheek, and he called vaguely and softly: "Mr. Gu, I'm back..."

Gu Heng's heart twitched, and he scolded in a low voice: "Stand still, I can't support you anymore, go to the sofa, lie down and I'll get you a glass of water to drink."

"You...don't interrupt! I haven't finished yet." Liu Yuan hung his arms firmly on Gu Heng's body through the strength of alcohol, "Listen to me."

Gu Heng was very sensitive to his physical contact, and felt an unexplainable anger in his heart, held back his silence, and half-supported him to move towards the sofa with great difficulty.

"Teacher Gu, I miss you..." Liu Yuan buried his head in his neck like a child, and whispered, "Actually... I just wanted to come back that day, I didn't come to give you some shit Lesson plan, I want to... come back to see you, I want to stay here for dinner, but you didn't let me stay..."

"I miss you..." he whispered over and over again, "I miss you, can you understand?"

Gu Heng tilted his head, sniffed, and said sharply: "Stop saying such useless words! Can you hurry up and get on the sofa?"

"Could it be that what I said is useless?" Liu Yuan straightened up and supported Gu Heng's shoulders with both hands, staring at him seriously in a drunken haze, "Why don't you believe me? Do you think I have no feelings? I'm bad? Do you think I have a heart?" It won't hurt, will it?"

"What the hell are you talking about!" Gu Heng became angry, the fire in his heart could no longer be suppressed, why did he come here in the middle of the night even though he had a family?He didn't even explain the girl's identity to himself that day, so why did he still reveal this feeling to himself now?The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, and he said angrily, "Go and lie down, I don't want to bother you anymore!"

"No! I'm not going anywhere!" Liu Yuan frowned suddenly, and his tone was stronger than his: "I've been wandering for five years! Where else do you want me to go? Why don't you care about me? We are each other's souls, Did you forget? When I came out of the hospital that day, at the station, I lost my temper with you because of my mother. I regretted it. Then we went to the noodle shop. You wore a yellow coat and brought me one too. A coat, you told me, you told me yourself—"

"You said I was your soul..." He raised his head, his eyes filled with moist pain, "Why did you tell me! Since you are leaving me, why do you still say that to me? Do you know that I will I always remember..."

"Shut up!—" Gu Heng turned his head away, tried to maintain his tone, shrugged his shoulders, and said loudly: "Stop talking!"

"I know, I know! Please—"

"Don't say any more..."

……

That day, after Liu Yuan worked so hard to get Liu Yuan onto the sofa and put him to sleep, Gu Heng took off his shoes, socks and tie even though he had no other choice, and took a basin of hot water to wipe his face.Finally, he was so tired that he couldn't even straighten his back. He knelt down in front of the sofa and quietly looked at the person sleeping on his back.

After the anger was over, there was only a kind of exhaustion left, and the whole body was exhausted. Gu Heng lay on the edge of the sofa, staring at Liu Yuan's side face which was softly outlined by the dim light, listening to his even breathing, like Wheezing deep in his chest.

"You always remember what I said..." Gu Heng raised his sleepy eyelids slightly, and muttered to himself: "Then, have you ever thought about..."

"What you said to me today...how can I forget it."

Gu Heng raised his trembling arm, looked at that resolute face, slowly, wanted to put his palm on it, but suddenly paused again, and stopped.

Then retracted his arms, got up and went back to the bedroom.

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The next day Liu Yuan was awakened by his sense of smell. When he was sleeping, he always smelled a gentle and elegant smell. The old quilt weighed heavily on his body, and the smell went straight into his nose.Very familiar, haven't smelled it for a long time.

He opened his eyes alertly and looked at the ceiling.

Actually ran to Gu Heng's place? ...

Liu Yuan sat up slowly, rubbing his temples, still feeling dizzy after a hangover.

Gu Heng just came out of the kitchen, looked at him, and asked awkwardly, "Are you up?"

"what time is it?"

"It's twelve o'clock."

"Twelve o'clock?" Liu Yuan was a little shocked.

"Is something delayed?" Gu Heng asked.

"Nothing." Liu Yuan hurriedly said, "What do you cook?"

"Oh..." Gu Heng wiped his hands on the apron, "I made some porridge."

Liu Yuan nodded, opened the quilt and got up, and found a pair of slippers had been placed beside the sofa.He put it on and went to the bathroom to wash up, finally regained consciousness, and then walked to the kitchen.

In the kitchen, the pressure cooker was stinging with white steam, and the lid of the pot was heaving up and down, rattling, and the room was filled with the aroma of porridge.

He walked up to Gu Heng, looked into the pot twice, pretended to be casual and said, "Did I say anything yesterday?"

"Ok?"

"I said, I drank too much yesterday, didn't I talk nonsense?"

"...No." Gu Heng said lightly, and opened the lid of the pot with a rag.

"Then let me tell you now." Liu Yuan said in a steady and firm tone, "I hope you can consider starting over with me."

With a bang, Gu Heng lost his grip, and the lid of the pot slipped on the counter.

"Be careful." Liu Yuan stepped forward and asked, "Are you burning your hands?"

Gu Heng shook his head, picked up the iron spoon again, and silently stirred the porridge in the pot.

Liu Yuan took a rag, wiped the desk for him, and asked, "Did you hear that?"

Gu Heng frowned and stopped talking, holding his breath, his expression was rather sullen.Liu Yuan was taken aback, leaned over and bent down to observe his face, saw him glance at his head, straightened up again, and said doubtfully: "...It's strange, with your expression, it seems that I owe you a lot."

"You don't owe me anything." Gu Heng said without any ups and downs, and took out a white porcelain bowl to serve porridge from the closet, "Don't ask me such questions anymore, after dinner, you should go back quickly."

"Then... let's eat." Liu Yuan rubbed his hands, and went to the living room with the bowl.

A few small dishes were served on the table, and the two of them sat side by side drinking porridge. Liu Yuan drank a large bowl of porridge like he had never eaten in his life, and then ate all the small dishes in front of him. Afterwards, it was very natural He handed the empty bowl to Gu Heng, and Gu Heng took it subconsciously, both of them were startled, this kind of tacit understanding that had been cultivated after living together did not appear inappropriately, so they remained silent.

After eating, Liu Yuan had no intention of leaving. He paced around and made a phone call in the living room. Gu Heng sat on a small bench eating shredded bread, and raised his eyes to see him walking around in circles.

"I've said it all. They asked me to change it. I can't help it. The investor's opinion is too strong. I just hit the gun when I went there."

"Yes, yes, it's true to say that, but where can I justify the matter of the surname Chen poaching my corner?"

"I have cultivated such a fairly satisfactory engineer for three years, and he signed it as soon as he said he would sign it..."

"Come on, hey, don't count on others in the future." Liu Yuan waved his hand and was about to hang up the phone. After listening to something said over there, he smiled and said, "Where am I? Where do you think I am?"

"Oh, you are really amazing... Yes, congratulations, then I will hang up first."

Gu Heng turned his head expressionlessly, not bothering to pay attention to his tricks.

Liu Yuan hung up the phone and saw that Gu Heng was still serious about tearing the bread with his hands, even the tearing was very... cold.He felt that standing here was a bit redundant, so he said, "I'm going to the company first, and there are two parties tonight."

Gu Heng nodded, showing an expression that had nothing to do with me.Suddenly the air pressure in front of him dropped, and he looked up to see Liu Yuan leaning in front of him, leaning his neck up and saying, "Help me see if the tie is crooked."

Gu Heng glanced quickly and said, "It's pretty good."

"Every time I drink too much, I don't know where to get it. I lost several." Liu Yuan didn't care whether Gu Heng paid attention to him or not, and said to himself: "The new assistant doesn't know how to keep it for me. I need to tell him specifically."

After saying that, he looked sideways at Gu Heng, "Next week, can you help me choose some?"

Liu Yuan talked a lot today, Gu Heng understood his intentions behind this contrast too well, so he couldn't bear it anymore and asked, "When are you leaving?"

"..." Liu Yuan got stuck, and sighed for a while, "Brother, what are you doing? Are you the one who drives people out like this?"

"Interesting? Acting in front of me." Gu Heng asked.

Liu Yuan stopped his tie, "What play am I acting?"

Gu Heng didn't speak again.

Liu Yuan seemed to know what he was thinking, evoked a slight smile, and said to the mirror without changing his expression, "You are very angry..."

Gu Heng was startled and had a bad premonition.

Liu Yuan finished tying his tie, walked over, and put his long legs in front of Gu Heng: "My stepmother, you should remember that she gave birth to a daughter, and that girl is my sister."

Gu Heng suddenly held onto the corner of the stool, Liu Yuan actually guessed what he was thinking, he was shocked and embarrassed, but the strange thing is that the moment he heard those words, the suffocation in his chest suddenly dissipated The whole body felt strangely relaxed, even the tense ribs stretched.

"What are you so concerned about?" Liu Yuan asked again.

Gu Heng raised his heart again, and blurted out: "I didn't."

"Do you know why I didn't tell you until now?" Liu Yuan bent down, put his hands on his knees and looked at him: "Gu Heng, how have you been these few days?"

"Have you been troubled all the time?"

"You have feelings for me, don't you still know?"

Gu Heng's pupils shrank, and he immediately felt that he couldn't breathe. The oxygen around him was too thin. As if he had suffered a great humiliation, he got up and said, "Don't you come to me like this again and again! I'm not allowed to ask Know your situation? I just don't want to be someone who meddles in other people's feelings, so does that mean I have any thoughts about you?!"

Liu Yuan raised his head, looked at him with interest, and asked, "Why are you so aggressive all of a sudden? Who said you meddled? You are the wife."

"Don't make such jokes again!" Gu Heng blushed, and roared at him, "How many times do I need to tell you! I've wiped you out of my life long ago, why do you want to test me on purpose? Don’t you expect me to be willing to say something that will wait for you for the rest of your life!!”

Liu Yuan's eyes darkened, and his gaze was fixed on that angry face for several seconds, then he got up one by one, pressed towards him like a building, narrowed his sharp eyes and said: "Erasure me? Gu Heng, can you How dare you say it...then why don't you dare to look at me now? Ah? Lift your head up and let me see." He lifted Gu Heng's chin with his fingers, but he was not annoyed when Gu Heng slapped it off. He said again: "Ask yourself carefully, are you so excited because you are afraid of meddling in other people's feelings? Isn't it because you are afraid that I will get married? Not with you? Are you feeling bad?"

"Stop, shut up..."

"How long are you going to escape? Do you know that your reaction is exactly the same as when we quarreled five years ago. You just avoid me. Why don't you face up to your feelings for me? Is it shameful?"

Gu Heng kept shaking his head, startled and painfully said: "No, it's not escaping!..."

Liu Yuan took a step forward and said: "I said that I don't mind the past anymore. We have feelings for each other. Why can't two people with feelings be together again?! Tell me the reason?"

Gu Heng stepped back subconsciously, "I lied to you... I lied to you! I have never had any feelings for you, and those are... all things that I colluded with Zhao Yiming!"

Liu Yuan narrowed his eyes, "Why are you ashamed to admit it? Would you rather treat yourself as a sinner, even to this extent?"

"It's because, no... I'm different from you..." Gu Heng's face was pale, with fine beads of sweat oozing from his forehead, he closed his eyes slightly and said, "You can, you can... quit at any time... I no……"

He knew that maybe Liu Yuan had forgotten it and didn't care anymore, but he couldn't forget it. The previous scenes of pain were like a thorny whip, constantly whipping his whole body to pieces, reminding himself almost non-stop: don't touch , Emotion is something that I don't have the capital to touch.

Liu Yuan pressed on step by step: "What's the difference? You tell me, at least you have to let me know! You never tell me your thoughts, how do you ask me to change? How can I satisfy you? ?”

"I..." Gu Heng bent down, suddenly changed his tone, sweating profusely, "I'm afraid... ah!..."

"You obviously love me, don't you... Gu Heng?" Liu Yuan found out that something was wrong with him as he spoke, his body hadn't straightened up yet, and his head was still lowered, only the tip of his nose was showing dripping sweat.

"What's wrong with you?" Liu Yuan squeezed his arm, "I, I'm talking too seriously... Let's stop arguing, let's talk calmly, okay?"

Before the words finished, Gu Heng knelt on the ground with a plop, clutching his abdomen tightly.Liu Yuanshua's complexion was pale, and he immediately bent down in shock and asked, "Gu Heng? Gu Heng? What's wrong? Let me see—"

He knelt down on one knee, trying to push Gu Heng away, but he was curled up in a ball with his head on the ground, unable to move, trembling slightly, clenching his teeth tightly as if exerting force.

Liu Yuan was so anxious that he kept calling loudly: "Gu Heng? Gu Heng? Where does it hurt? Let's go to the hospital, go to the hospital now, can you still get up?"

Gu Heng struggled to support his trembling body, barely straightened his waist, and then Liu Yuan's arm suddenly became heavy, seeing Gu Heng unconsciously limp in his arms, with his head thrown back, his face was so pale that there was no blood on it.

"Fuck!" Liu Yuan picked him up without saying a word, and strode out the door——

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