I'm sorry, I don't need a son

That was a big surprise.

A satisfactory answer, okay, then I'll wait for your answer to see how satisfied you are.

Meng Churan walked out the door and looked back at Zhong Chenxi, which made him unable to sleep for a few days, thinking about the hatred and sadness in his eyes all the time.

There was even a hunch that this time they were really finished.

Ever since he had that feeling, Zhong Chenxi hurt him again and again, first he fired him for no reason, then Zhang Xiao, then alienated him, and now Jiang Meilan, as a mature party, not only did not do anything. Instead of protecting him, he hurt him again and again like a hedgehog, nominally to give himself time to deal with it, but actually to seek an excuse to protect himself.

Zhong Chenxi understands, and also knows that what he did not solve the problem and hurt the other party's heart, but this time it really stumped him.

Jiang Meilan's sudden appearance made him never expect that he hadn't contacted her since the divorce, and had never inquired about her affairs. She just parachuted to her side without warning, and then said that she was sick and wanted to be with her before she died. The son stays for a while to make up for the lack of being a mother.

Of course Zhong Chenxi didn't believe such nonsense, but when the test sheet clearly stated that the cervical cancer was in the advanced stage, his heart softened, not because of the only love between husband and wife, but because of Lele.

When Jiang Meilan left, Lele was less than two years old, and her knowledge of people was limited. She only knew the word "mother", but she didn't know what she looked like. When she appeared suddenly this time, the child naturally rejected her, but mother and child bonded , Sometimes I see the motherly love and tenderness in Jiang Meilan's eyes and think about it, she is just a woman. Although the power loves money and abandons her husband and son, she is Lele's mother after all. She gave the child life, so we can't let her die , not to fulfill her wish.

It may be that Zhong Chenxi with such a weak character made him lose a lot. Sometimes some things are over between you and the choice, and the past will become a memory instead of a reality. Now he has this illusion, While struggling, he missed Meng Churan even more and felt sorry for him.

He doesn't know how to explain to Meng Churan, or whether he can trust himself anymore, no one can be a trash can, a complete bearer, no matter how much you do too much, no matter how many times you hurt him, you will always be the same forgive you.

He was so timid that he picked up the phone and put it down for a few days. He still didn't explain a word to Meng Churan, and he didn't even dare to send a message.

The double 'surprise' made Meng Churan feel that the air in this city was suffocating. Meng Chuling could not take him seriously, but Zhong Chenxi disappointed him very much. He thought he would explain to himself, at least say a few more words or It’s okay to make a phone call and send a text message afterwards, even if you don’t mention this matter, you can talk about anything else, but that damn wood didn’t do anything, just like the world evaporated, which made Meng Churan feel so stupid , I have been fooled many times, but I still can't let go.

The principal of the intern went to the UK a few years ago and visited a famous kindergarten there, so Meng Churan decided to use the few days of vacation to go abroad for a walk. Take a look at the experience of running a school abroad.

Take a break in the street cafe. There are no bustling crowds or heavy traffic in this ancient alley. There is only a piece of tranquility. People in twos and threes are drinking coffee elegantly and chatting about favorite things, looking very leisurely.

The several days of visiting and studying holidays are coming to an end soon, and the ringtone of Meng Churan's mobile phone that belongs to that person still hasn't rang.

I don't know what that person is thinking, what he is doing these days, maybe the family of three reunited and finally lived a reunion life, maybe Zhong Chenxi wants to end the relationship between them in this way.

A satisfactory answer, what kind of satisfactory answer do you want, admit that you are his man, and then declare in front of everyone that you love each other and want to live together, can you, can he?Zhong Chenxi's continuous ostrich behavior made Meng Churan really want to give up. He thought that maybe they are really not suitable, or this is an oolong drama, or even a relationship between friends and guns. Who is tired of it? , anyone who is tired of it can pat their ass and leave without explaining.

Self-consciousness, forget it, but if you want to forget that person, forget the little things they got along with in the past, you really can't do it. Once the thing of belonging is created, it is not so easy to take it back and find it.

Xu Yang called him during his stay in the UK. Of course, it was another love education, saying that he had completely changed, became melancholy, indecisive, and most definitely infatuated. Maybe it’s because he said it too often. , With resistance, Meng Churan didn't feel at ease, but later Shi Luo called him and scolded him, which made him reconsider this matter.

I don’t know why, but Zhong Chenxi’s affairs like affairs can always be met by Shi Luo. When I went to the supermarket with my girlfriend, I saw a family of three picking up vegetables, talking and laughing, thinking that Meng Churan was once again abandoned and hid When he went abroad to heal his wounds, Shi Luo was so angry that he dialed the phone immediately, regardless of the reaction from the other side, which was a barrage of curses. He wanted to use this method to wake Meng Churan up and let him return to his original state. Looking at his current decadent performance, he almost wanted to beat him up.

Do you think it's worth it for a mature man to do this over and over again?

What is it that captivates your mind?

What is it that changed everything for you?

Meng Churan heard from beginning to end, Shi Luo was very angry on this side, but he seemed calm on the other side, "It's all right, let's hang up if it's all right."

The feeling of Shi Luo hitting the cotton with his fist made him truly understand what it means to hate iron but not steel.

The good buddy has achieved this kind of advancement, and he has to deal with the emotional matters by himself. This is what Xu Yang persuaded Shi Luo on the phone later, because they are the same, they both hit cotton.

Meng Churan came back and asked Zhong Chenxi to meet him as soon as he got off the plane.

A relatively secluded tavern, not many people, soft music, people only care about drinking, no loud noise.

Zhong Chenxi's face was tired and gloomy, and Meng Churan couldn't help trembling when he saw it, just like the previous few times when we broke up and met again, he felt that he was the same as himself, equally unhappy.

"How is uncle doing this holiday?" Meng Churan spoke first, and he found that Zhong Chenxi's eyes started to avoid him again, and he didn't dare to look at him.

"It's okay." Zhong Chenxi replied in a low voice, feeling sore in his heart, because he also saw Meng Churan's depression and depression, which was torturing each other, feeling sorry for him, and seeing him rushing over, he wanted to hug him and follow him Said "Of course, I miss you so much, but it's not what you think", but he didn't say it.

"Okay, that's good. I think your life is not too bad. Lele has a mother, you have a wife, and a family of three. Isn't this what you yearn for? It's very good. Come on, uncle, this glass of wine is my toast." You, congratulations on your reunion." After speaking, Zhong Chenxi slowly picked up the cup and drank it down.

"Of course, I..."

"Call me Chu Ran, or Mr. Meng, that name is no longer suitable for our current identity, people may misunderstand me and think I'm your son, haha," Meng Churan interrupted him with a wry smile , he was afraid of this title, he was afraid from the first time, as long as the other party called him that, he would completely surrender to this person, and let him ask for slaughter, but now, it is obviously out of date, the key is that he can't bear it .

"Chu...Chu Ran, I know I'm cowardly and spineless, but Jiang Meilan has cancer and she doesn't have many days left. She begged me to stay with me for a while, and wanted to communicate with Le Le more. The child remembers her. The reason why I promised her was not for her, but for Lele. The lack of maternal love will have a great impact on the child. I don't want to regret giving up the child's power. So, the last one is the one you saw look."

"The reason why I dare not tell her about our relationship is because of Lele, isn't that so? Uncle, you are really fraternal. I think she left you and ran away with others. After several years of no news, she suddenly came back to recognize her husband and her husband." Son, you accepted it with joy, which makes me say what is good about you, you are really caring, since your love is overflowing to such an extent, why don't you share some with me, and let me live in your house too , wouldn't it be better for the two of us to take care of her together, which would also relieve your pressure. "

"Chu Ran..."

"Why, I don't want to, there is still something ulterior, uncle, I really didn't expect you to be so gentle and harmless when you play people, let me fall into it again and again, how many times I think so, I thought you fell in love with me too, thought you took me seriously, but in the end, what the hell are you doing? He drank the wine in one gulp, tears welled up in his eyes and was swallowed hard.

"No, that's not the case. I'm true to you. I don't have any scheming, and I didn't play with you. What right do I have to play with you? An old man in his 30s with a child, I am not qualified, because there are I want to tell you the truth about what happened before, but I'm afraid you won't believe me, Chu Ran, I haven't lied to you, really, my feelings for you are true, and I don't want to lose you. "

"I don't want to lose me, hehe, what's going on with Zhang Xiao, what's going on with Jiang Meilan this time, is she sick and has no family, what obligation do you have to take care of her now, yes, she is the mother of the child , but legally you are not husband and wife anymore, why do you let her live in your house, can you guarantee that you have no feelings for her at all...Look, you are silent, that's how you are, now I understand , Uncle and I are indeed not in the same group. Our guerrilla warfare should be over by now. I apologize for my harassment of you before. In order to get close to you, I have caused you a lot of trouble. I won’t do it in the future, I I won't look for you again, and I won't contact you again, you don't have to hide from me anymore, and don't bother to explain to me, uncle, let's stop here between us."

Meng Churan didn't know what kind of courage he had to finish these words, maybe he was too depressed in his heart, or maybe Shi Luo really woke him up by scolding him, and the back and forth tug-of-war made him think about it, Zhong Chenxi may not really like him, but he is fascinated by his passion, or there are people around him. Once other people appear around him, he will not hesitate to put aside his relationship with him and rely on what outsiders think is normal. Life, deliberate alienation makes people freeze, as expected of a cold-blooded animal, always so ruthless, he has had enough.

This time it's even more grandiose named for Lele, so good, I'll help you.

Zhong Chenxi was holding the wine glass in his hand, and because he kept his head down, he felt that the black shadow on the opposite side left his sight in a flash, and then the space he was in instantly became quiet again. He knew that this time he was really leaving. up.

It hurts to throw this person out of my own world again.

Zhong Chenxi, you really are a big bastard, are you happy about hurting this person, are you proud?

Why didn't you ask him to stay, why didn't you ask for his forgiveness, did you really let him go like this?

All the memories, all the sweetness exploded in front of his eyes like a cannonball, blowing him to pieces.

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