I'm sorry, I don't need a son

Of course, Meng Churan also knew what the other party was thinking, but he was always uneasy and always wanted a guarantee, that is, a sense of security.

The eleventh is Grandpa Meng Churan's birthday. I go to grandpa's house twice a year, once for birthdays and once for New Year's. This is what grandpa ordered.

Grandpa knew that he and Meng Fanxing had a bad relationship since they were young, so they usually don't ask them to go all the time. Young people have their own affairs, but they have to be present on these two festivals. good.

So that day, after talking on the phone with Zhong Chenxi, he went directly to grandpa's house.

Meng Fanxing arrived early with Geng Su and Meng Chuling. Meng Churan also has a sister-in-law who is an accidental product of her grandfather and grandmother. She is a professional writer who is still unmarried at 37. She has an independent personality and avant-garde thinking. She never cares about the messy things at home. , Talk to each other when you meet, and don’t ask a few words if you don’t meet, as if you are not a part of this family. You don’t live in grandpa’s house, but you also have to be there during this festival.

After Meng Churan arrived, he first greeted his grandparents, and then his sister-in-law, and then sat aside, ignoring the existence of Meng Fanxing's family of three.

Although grandpa hopes that the family will be united and united, such a scene is so awkward and awkward. Meng Fanxing and his father are talking about the company, Geng Su is peeling fruit, and my sister-in-law is swiping her phone. Grandma and the nanny Busy in the kitchen, only the two brothers from the Meng family stared at each other.

After a long time, Meng Chuling walked up to his brother, "Brother, come here."

Meng Churan looked up at him, stood up and followed without a word.

"What's the matter?" Meng Churan walked to the balcony and took out a cigarette and lit it.

"Bro, are you smoking?"

"What's all the fuss about, you're not a man, even a man can smoke."

"But you didn't smoke before, why did you smoke? Don't you know that smoking is harmful?" Meng Chuling went up to snatch the cigarettes and threw them downstairs.

"Don't talk to your mother-in-law, please tell me something." Originally, this kind of family gathering made him feel irritable, but Meng Chuling took care of him like a business mother, which made him even more anxious.

"Brother, when did you come back from Qingdao?" Meng Chuling looked out the window and spoke slowly.

"Huh?...Two days before school starts." Meng Churan was taken aback for a moment, then leaned against the wall and replied calmly.

"The kindergartens in Qingdao still have classes in summer, don't they have a holiday?"

"What do you mean, what exactly are you going to say, Meng Chuling, don't be so weird all the time, can you, I'm annoying enough." Meng Churan was about to leave after speaking, but was hugged by Meng Chuling from behind.

There are three balconies in my grandfather's house, and this one is on the shaded side, far away from the living room.

This action reminded Meng Churan of what Xu Yang said. Could it be that he really didn't have an ordinary brotherly relationship with him?

Meng Churan pulled away his tightly clasped hands and then pushed him aside, "Meng Chuling, I warn you, don't fucking touch me all the time, I hate you, do you understand?"

Meng Chuling's big eyes burst into tears.

"That day, I saw you kissed that uncle, brother, tell me, why did you lie to me, why?"

Meng Churan began to think back, it was Lele's first day of school, he came back to pick him up after dropping off Lele, and kissed him when he met the red light at the gate of the community, did this kid see it by chance?

"So what, do I need to tell you everything?"

"Brother, how could you do this? Do you know how I came here after seeing it? You are too cruel, why did you treat me like this?" Meng Chuling cried and squatted down slowly.

Meng Churan was anxious and angry, stepped forward and pulled Meng Chuling up, "Come on, let's go out and have a good talk."

"Chu Ran, it's time to eat, where are you taking your brother?"

"Grandpa, we have something to do when we go out, and we'll be back in a while." After speaking, he opened the door and went out. Geng Su followed behind and yelled several times, but he didn't yell back.

"Oh, stop shouting. It's good for the younger brothers to talk more, and it can ease the atmosphere. Otherwise, our family is dead all year round, and our old couple will almost die of aggrieved." When the grandfather said, there was a flash of sadness. look.

"Dad, I will gradually improve our relationship, don't get angry." Meng Fanxing advised from the side.

"Shit, how many years has it been improved, how many times have you told me big things, okay, look at you, when you come back, you are either looking at your phone or not saying a word, why are you here, asking you to add trouble What? Let me tell you about Meng Fanxing, Chu Ran is graduating soon, and Chen Ling is about to take the college entrance examination. You should develop the father-son relationship between you as much as possible. Come back and see me." The old man shook his hands and went to the bedroom, leaving Meng Fanxing and Geng Su frowning.

Meng Churan took Meng Chuling to the lotus pond downstairs in the community, and it was time for dinner during the holiday, so there were no people by the pond.

"Meng Chuling, I don't care what your feelings are for me. I'll tell you clearly today that I'm your brother. You'd better not let me beat you up." Throwing Meng Chuling aside, he said coldly for a while. Ass sits on the chair.

Meng Chuling wiped away tears, her eyes were red, she walked up to Meng Churan and knelt down to hold his hand, "Brother, I never thought of you as my brother since I was a child. When you were young, you beat me, scolded me, and ignored me. I still follow you and cling to you. It's all because I like you. I thought it was just my brother's liking for my brother, but when I grow up, I understand, no, I will be jealous when I see you going out with other girls , I will go crazy when I see you kissing them, I want to go up and beat them hard, tell them you are mine, don't allow them to touch, but I don't have the courage, I dare not, not just because I am your brother, but because I am Man, I heard you say that you fell in love with uncle, I am so happy, it turns out that you like men, I have a chance, I can boldly pursue you, and then try to get close to you, get close to you, hug you, Kiss you, hold your hand, although I was pushed away by you in the end, I am still very happy. During the holidays, you said that you went to Qingdao to find an internship unit, and I really believed it, because I believed everything you said. I have no doubts. I look forward to you replying to my messages and answering my calls every day, but you don’t. I’m sitting in the classroom, thinking about you and thinking about you. Are you sick and no one to take care of you? Is it hard to find a job and encounter setbacks, I hate myself why I am younger than you, if I am older than you, can I protect you from wind and rain, I hate why it is your brother, if it is someone else I can love without restraint, every day I am in pain, until that day when I saw your car at the intersection, I ran over like crazy, but what I saw was the scene of you kissing that uncle, Brother, you must think this is a movie plot, I think so, but I became the leading role, do you know what it feels like at that time, my heart is gone, you have hollowed out me, I cry in that place After a long time, if you don’t want to see me, you can just say, why did you lie to me and make me worry? Are you afraid that your affairs will be discovered by me, or did you know that my feelings for you are not normal, and deliberately alienate me, no matter who you like, bro , I like you, I love you, you are mine."

Meng Churan was still immersed in his confession when his domineering lips were pressed against him. He refused, but he didn't expect that the boy was surprisingly strong. It took him a long time to push Meng Chuling away.

"You're fucking crazy," Meng Churan punched him with a wave of his hand, and then wiped the kissed mouth.

Meng Chuling covered half of his face with tears streaming down his face, his eyes were red, "Yes, I am crazy, I was driven crazy by you, why can't you like me if you like men, I am also a man, I have loved you for so many years, why can't you even look at me?" Don't look at me, brother, why are you doing this to me, you say."

"Who the hell told you that I like men, I'm not gay, you stop thinking about me with dirty thoughts."

"I'm nasty, hehe, brother, if you don't like men, why are you kissing him? Don't tell me that uncle is a woman disguised as a man."

"Just because I like him doesn't mean I like men. Do you understand? Also, I don't need to tell you these things. I just talk about the two of us. Chen Ling, you are my brother. We are related by blood. It's the same dad, you can understand that, you like me? You love me? Do you know what this is? Yes, now I advise you to stop quickly, not only can you not like me, let alone men."

"Then why do you like men?"

"I said I don't like men, just him."

"What's the difference, brother, don't lie to yourself, just admit that you don't like me, right?"

"Can you stop being narcissistic, Meng Chuling, wake up, okay? Your priority now is the college entrance examination, not when you think about these messes. Besides, the fact that I am your brother cannot be changed, even if I die. Your brother, it wouldn’t be you or anyone else who died of this heart as soon as possible, if you continue to be obsessed with it, don’t say I really don’t see you.”

"Brother, I will not give up."

"Then let's wait and see, I'm leaving, you go back and tell grandpa."

Meng Churan strode away without looking back, Meng Chuling sat on the chair and hugged her head, crying, did the 17-year-old first love end like this?Really can't fall in love?

After driving the car downstairs to Zhong Chenxi's house, Meng Churan didn't go upstairs in a hurry, but calmed down in the car, thinking about what the hell it was called, her younger brother fell in love with her, and said that she had never been herself It's the elder brother. At the moment when he fell in love with the uncle, he thought about whether he was a pervert, but now he is not the only one who sees this pervert.

With an uncertain future and uncertain career, Meng Chuling was added to this, and it was impossible to ignore that this hadn't happened.

Although I didn't particularly like this younger brother, I didn't hate him. Geng Su is Geng Su, he is him, but now the problem is how to solve this problem. That kid is facing the college entrance examination, and he is facing employment. Love is not sure yet. Meng Churan finally realized that he looked rich, but in fact poor people were not as poor as roadside peddlers.

Everything is messy.

Rubbing between his brows and intending to give up, he went upstairs and was about to open the car door when a family of three walked in at the entrance of the community. The man bowed his head expressionlessly and just walked forward. The woman hugged the child and kissed it from time to time. A seemingly normal but awkward family of three.

Jiang Meilan?Zhong Chenxi's ex-wife?

The family of three walked to the door of the unit, and Meng Churan got off the car.

"elder brother……"

Lele broke free from Jiang Meilan's arms and ran over to hug Meng Churan's thigh first.

"Chu...Chu Ran..." Zhong Chenxi's tone was that of having done something bad and had no confidence.

"This is?" Jiang Meilan was very surprised to see her son so close to the big boy in front of her, with her brother hugging her legs. I didn't hear that Zhong Chenxi's family had any relatives in the city. Where did the brother come from? .

"He is Lele's tutor, Chu Ran, and this is Lele's mother."

Home teacher?Oh, yes, it's a tutor, or what else.

The consolation I wanted turned into 'Surprise', and this [-]th is really commemorative.

"Oh, it's Lele's teacher, please come in quickly, we just came back from the supermarket and have dinner together." Jiang Meilan dragged Meng Churan into the building as a hostess, completely ignoring him and Zhong Chenxi complexion.

"What's the name?" Jiang Meilan asked.

"My surname is Meng." Meng Churan replied coldly.

"Oh, Mr. Meng, my family Lele is still young, so don't worry about it. You were troubled during that time, but it's all right now, I'm back, and I will take him with him in the future. His dad can save some time to go to work. I heard that you are still a student, and you have just started school now, so you don’t need to run back and forth when your studies are tight, and you should focus on your studies, and I will take care of their father and son’s life.”

"Jiang Meilan, you... pay attention to your identity."

Zhong Chenxi couldn't help but come out to stop Jiang Meilan's ulterior motives, but the other party gave him a disdainful look, turned and went to the kitchen with the dishes.

In such an embarrassing situation, I just wanted Meng Churan to leave quickly, and then explain to him later, but seeing him sitting on the sofa with a strangely quiet face and no intention of leaving, Zhong Chenxi couldn't help but feel icy rain in his heart.

"Uncle, what do you think?" Meng Churan asked Zhong Chenxi.

The mess hadn't been sorted out since Jiang Meilan stepped into the house. When Meng Churan said that he was going to celebrate his grandfather's birthday, he was glad that he had another day to deal with this matter, but he never expected it to come to his door.

"Chu Ran, you go back first, I'll tell you later."

"Are you really letting me go?" Meng Churan confirmed again.

"Don't worry, I will give you a satisfactory answer."

"Xiaoxi, do you owe teacher Meng a salary? Don't blame him if my Xiaoxi does something wrong, he's a lawyer and he's used to dogma."

Meng Churan looked at the money handed over, and suddenly laughed out loud.

Huh, Xiaoxi?Your home?

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I have been feeling unwell recently. If one day the update is interrupted, it must be my operation. Please understand, I will not abandon the pit. When it gets better, I will fill the pit. Don't worry.