I'm sorry, I don't need a son

For the next few months, Meng Churan stayed in the internship unit, never went home, and never contacted Zhong Chenxi again. He wanted to completely forget about that person.

The end of December was approaching, and I had to go back to take the CET-20 exam. The internship just ended, and I returned to the city where I had lived for more than [-] years. I didn't feel familiar, but rather strange.

I turned off my phone, fell asleep with my head covered for two days, and went to school to take the CET-[-] exam on the third day.

Meng Churan is smart, and he can tell at one point that the failures in the past were purely self-defeating and not studying hard. Maybe because of the broken love, he realized that he should work hard. During the internship, even the most hated words were particularly cute. Dear, studying and playing with the children took up all his time, so he didn't have time to think about other things, he just wanted to graduate quickly and get the kindergarten up.

After coming out of the examination room, Xu Yang greeted him. He studied well and passed CET-[-] early. Although he didn't have any hope for Meng Churan's academic performance, he still asked a symbolic question.

"How was the answer?"

"It's okay." Meng Churan's expression was indifferent, and he didn't take the exam seriously at all, which surprised Xu Yang.

"It's okay? Is this a bottom line? I can't see it. Our Young Master Meng is also interested in learning sometimes. It's really nothing but a blockbuster." Xu Yang teased him.

"Even if I'm shameless, I have to ask for a certificate. Otherwise, four years of university are wasted. In the past, my buddies had to learn a lot. If they really learn, they have nothing to do. They have already queued up at the back."

"Yo yo yo, you said you are fat and panting, you can die if you are humble, don't feel too good about yourself, I heard those people say that this time the questions are very difficult, especially reading, the answers are very weird, do you have any questions?" How confident are you?" The two said as they walked, and they made an appointment with Shi Luo to have dinner together.

"I'm a little sure. I'll know when I get my grades. Don't worry, I'll guarantee it." Meng Churan patted his chest and the two of them walked towards the school infirmary with shoulders and backs.

Passing by the door of Building A, Meng Churan was taken aback.

"What's the matter, why didn't you leave?" Xu Yang wondered, there were talking and laughing along the way, what did this sudden change of weather mean.

"*AA7523" This is Zhong Chenxi's license plate number. I haven't seen this person in the past three months. I thought he had completely walked out of his own world and turned into dust. After leaving his car, his heart still can't stop beating wildly, why is this.

"Nothing, let's go."

"Are you all right?" Seeing that something was wrong with him, Xu Yang asked again.

"Fuck, there are so many things to do, let's go, have a good meal today." After speaking, the two continued to walk forward, and Xu Yang didn't ask any more questions.

At the door of the school doctor's office, I happened to meet Si Qige, and Xu Yang advanced into the room with practical knowledge, leaving Meng Churan and Si Qige at a loss for a few seconds.

"How was the exam?" Si Qige spoke first, facing the person he once liked so much, he hadn't contacted him since the breakup, and when he met again, everything was at a loss.

"It's not bad, I guess I can pass." Meng Churan's indifferent and relaxed expression as always made Si Qige feel much more comfortable.

"That's not bad. I heard from Xu Yang that you went for an internship. Are you okay?"

"It's pretty good. Regardless of the scale or facilities, the school conditions and the quality of teaching are very good. It's fun to stay with the children. How are you? Do you want to continue to learn dance?"

"Well, I want to be admitted to Beiwu as a graduate student. After all, I have been studying since I was a child. I like it too. I don't want to give up. What about you, do you want to be a kindergarten teacher?"

"I, I must be the king of children. Originally, this major has no future, and I can't compare with you, so I can only play with the children. If you have good conditions, you can't go wrong with going to Beijing. If you are lucky, you can make a TV movie or something. possible."

"I didn't think so long-term. The postgraduate entrance examination was decided recently. Besides, it's not certain whether I can pass the entrance examination."

In fact, when she was with Meng Churan, she did not think about taking the postgraduate entrance examination. She just thought that wherever Meng Churan was, she would be there. But she didn't expect that the two of them failed, and the postgraduate entrance examination could leave this sad place. After all, she still liked it. This boy who is inconspicuous in the eyes of outsiders.

"I'm sure you can do it. That's all for today. I have something to do with Shi Luo, so I'll ask you out for dinner another day." Meng Churan was polite and wanted to end the small talk quickly.

"Okay, I'll wait for your call."

"Bye bye." Meng Churan waved his hand and entered the school doctor's room. Si Qige stood there for a while, his mind still throbbing.

"What are you talking about for so long?" As soon as he entered the room, Xu Yang began to gossip and ask questions.

"How long has it been? In less than 3 minutes, there is nothing to say. I just said that she was going to Beijing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and then asked me how I was doing in the exam. Nothing else."

"Just now that girl took a box of sprain medicine from me, and she worked very hard for the postgraduate entrance examination. I said Chu Ran, she is outstanding among girls of her age, and she is not squeamish. I have asked me a lot about you, why don't you think about it again? Give each other a chance, your temper will also change, and you can make room for each other, won't it be enough." Shi Luo cleaned up his bottles and turned around to persuade him .

"I asked you too, and I still miss you like that." Xu Yang chimed in.

"No, the two of you didn't ask me to come here today for dinner, but to be her lobbyist? Why are you talking at the same peak? When will you two be in charge of the media? Are you too free?"

"Isn't this for your own good? I'm afraid you will miss a good opportunity and let others take it first."

"Thank you in advance, Brother Shi, just open your small clinic and you don't have to worry about me."

"I don't know what's good or bad." Shi Luo cursed softly.

"Yes, that's all he has, and that's what I said." Xu Yang continued to light the fire.

"Are you looking for smoke? You haven't even escaped poverty yourself. It's obvious to you. You can stop and stay." Meng Churan stretched out his hand in fright, so Xu Yang hurriedly hid behind Shi Luo.

"I'm not in a hurry, I'm several months younger than you."

"Then I'm anxious? Why do I look like I can't marry a wife in front of you? Am I so difficult? Am I not handsome?" He stood up and walked to the mirror to straighten his hair and touch his face. Compared to before, whether it's expression or skin color, it's really darker, and I have to admit this.

In fact, Shi Luo and Xu Yang wanted him to find a partner to forget about the past, knowing that he had moved his heart, but he was torn apart and stepped on in the mud. Seeing him pretending to laugh, they also felt anxious and distressed. Good buddies who grew up together, it's a lie if they don't even have a heart, and it doesn't matter who is uncomfortable.

Shi Luo packed up his things, and the three of them walked out of the school doctor's room together.

To say that it has been a long time since the three of them have walked across the campus together with their arms crossed. They are all grown up, have companions, and have their own lives. They are all in the same school, but it is very difficult to meet each other. Especially when all three are gathered together.

"Hey, Chu Ran, have you grown up again? So I thought we were about the same height. Why haven't we seen each other for three or four months? You seem to be taller than me?" Shi Luo compared their brains with his hands. Sharp, Meng Churan is indeed two or three centimeters taller than him.

"I can't, I'm in my 20s, can I grow taller? Chu Ran, have you grown taller by wearing underwear?" Xu Yang was not as tall as the two of them, joking aside for a sense of presence.

"Do you think I still need to wear that thing? It's not too bad for you. People say that 23 is still running. I'm only 21. There are still two years left. My goal is 1.9 meters, Xiao Yangyang , you can't catch up." Meng Churan deliberately scratched him on the face in anger.

"Fuck you, why didn't I hear that, mine is just right, 1.9 meters is a silly pillar, and I don't play basketball, so why should I be so tall, I just have a high IQ."

"You are scolding me in a different way. I found that your IQ has improved, and you can't escape this beating." After finishing speaking, he chased Xu Yang and started beating. Shi Luo laughed loudly from behind. I used to have it when I was a kid, but I never saw it when I grew up.

Zhong Chenxi got out of Zou Manqing's, and the moment he got in the car, he thought of the scene when he first met Meng Churan. At this place, also at lunch time, that tall and sunny boy broke into his sight like an elf, entered his life.

Zou Manqing is Jiang Meilan's cousin, and his younger brother entrusted Zhong Chenxi to handle a commercial dispute case. Because his younger brother is not in the city, Zou Manqing is the trustee. Every time the case progresses, Zhong Chenxi has to go to the Normal University to talk to Zou Manqing. That's why I met Meng Churan for the first time.

To be honest, since Eleven and Meng Churan separated, Zhong Chenxi was reluctant to step into this campus, but Zou Manqing was busy with school affairs, and Zhong Chenxi also wanted to close the case quickly, so he had to run away.

The case had been discussed long ago, and then the two talked for a while because of Jiang Meilan's illness. They were very displeased with this cousin, Zou Manqing. She was not too pretty, but she never got what she wanted. Later, she met Zhong Chenxi. Although she was a little-known lawyer, at least she had a decent job. Coupled with the matchmaking of the two old people, she got married in a daze. .

At that time, Jiang Meilan was a salesman in a company, and she stayed away from home all day for socializing. Even after giving birth, she didn't stay at home for a few days. Later, she met a wealthy client and followed him under the offensive of the other party's sweet words. I was divorced, and my relatives at the time couldn't persuade anyone, so I wanted to leave. I hated Zhong Chenxi for being incompetent. She was called a lawyer, but if she couldn't take a case, she couldn't make money, and if she couldn't make money, she couldn't be satisfied. Zhong also saw her request later on. The difference between them was not just a little bit, and they couldn't communicate at all, so they simply agreed to go their own way.

When Jiang Meilan came back this time, one reason was that she was ill, and the other reason was that after a short time with that person, she realized that she was not single at all, but had a family and children. She not only became a mistress but also an abandoned wife. The pressure from the family gave her some money and sent her away. I wanted to use the money to start a small business, but later I felt unwell and went to the hospital to check that it was cervical cancer, which was in an advanced stage.

When she found out that her time was short, her biggest wish was to go home and see her son. After going out for more than two years, she had no face to contact Zhong Chenxi, let alone inquire about the child, but now that she was about to die, she had the cheek to stay by her son's side After staying for a while, she knew that it was shameless to do so, but as a mother, before she died, money and profits were not important, the most important thing was to be able to look at her son, even if she hated her and denied her, Do the same.

Therefore, when he mentioned it to Zhong Chenxi, Zhong refused, no matter how he considered it, he could not agree, but in the end Jiang Meilan knelt down and begged in tears, saying that there is still a little bit of affection between husband and wife, Besides, Zhong Chenxi has such a weak personality, knowing that he will pay back the money when he touches porcelain, let alone Jiang Meilan.

In the end, he agreed to her, thus losing Meng Churan.

In fact, he wanted to go to Meng Churan many times, but thinking about the things behind him, he gave up. He thought, if one day he really went to Meng Churan, it would be after clearing away all obstacles, and he didn't want to make Meng Churan sad anymore. , as an elder, he should protect the other party, even if only once.

So when he came to school, he knew that Meng Churan was doing an internship in another place, but he would still stay in this position for a while, or stand downstairs at Meng Churan's house for a while, because he thought it would make him feel better.

Every time I feel sad, I will feel uncomfortable for a while, but now I don’t have time to think about it. Zhong Chenxi starts the car and rushes to the hospital immediately. The doctor said that Jiang Meilan won’t make it through the end of the year, which is what happened in these few days. Jiang Meilan’s mother When they divorced, they had a stroke and were paralyzed in bed, and their father was also supporting the family with high blood pressure and heart disease. Recently, Jiang Meilan had deteriorated, and Zhong Chenxi had to ask the old man to come over to see his daughter. Now he is watching in the hospital. He has to hurry up. In the past, for the old man, he couldn't lose one and then fall ill. Although it doesn't matter, it can't be ignored.

Meng Churan was still chasing Xu Yang on the road in the distance, Shi Luo ran behind and shouted: "Stop making trouble, watch the car."

Zhong Chenxi was so anxious that he started to honk the horn, wanting to remind them to avoid and then rushed over. When he was getting closer, he found that familiar figure.

Ran Ran……

The moment the car came over, Meng Churan didn't look at the people in the car, but saw the license plate number. He pulled Xu Yang aside and watched Zhong Chenxi's car pass by slowly.

This scene was like being crushed in the heart. They didn't say hello to each other, they didn't look at each other, they just passed by like strangers.