I'm sorry, I don't need a son

"Why did you come in? Is there anything else?" Zhong Chenxi was trying to sit on the bedside to calm down, when the door was pushed open by Meng Churan without a sound.

"Uncle, you didn't eat anything at night, I warmed you a glass of milk, drink it, it's nutritious and helps you sleep." Pass the milk in front of him and motion for him to take it.

But Zhong Chenxi didn't dare to look directly, especially at such a short distance.

"Let it go, I'll drink it later."

"No, I want to watch Uncle drink." Meng Churan moved closer with a smirk, so that Zhong Chenxi could touch his lips as soon as he raised his head, and the soft voice seemed to be hypnotizing, making you have to Follow it.

After taking the milk, he closed his eyes and drank it.

Meng Churan smiled, "Uncle is so good, I will drink a glass every night from now on, so that you can sleep better, look at you, the corners of your mouth are covered with milk stains," and at the same time stretched out his thumb to wipe the deep eyes. Then he sucked Zhong Chenxi's eyes deeply, captured his heartbeat, his brain froze, and just let this person's gentle fingers slide gently at the corners of his mouth.

He couldn't help grunting his Adam's apple, swallowed, and the triggered feeling started to yell again, trying to move that face away, trying to avoid the provocative breath, but he couldn't extricate himself as if he had been fixed. Just watching and feeling like that.

"Okay, uncle, go to sleep, good night." Meng Churan naturally picked up the cup and smiled at him and walked out of the bedroom.

It can no longer be like this, and if it continues like this, it will collapse if there is no accident.

Zhong Chenxi grabbed his heart fiercely and fell into a struggle again.

In a daze, the familiar and unfamiliar feeling of manic depression suddenly increased, and the picture in the dream of the day before yesterday reappeared, the voice, the touch, the strong kiss, the lingering entanglement, it was still the same person, overwhelming, unstoppable, "Of course..."

A beam of white light shot out from his hand, the indulgence after the pleasure, and the turbidity, couldn't calm him down for a long time, Zhong Chenxi shrank himself even tighter.

A tear trickled down the corner of his eye.

He didn't know that he was such a slut, and he didn't know that he liked men in his bones.

For more than 30 years, I have focused all my attention on my career. I want to live a better life, let my parents take care of them, and let my children grow up happily. Even Jiang Meilan felt that she was not annoying after meeting her twice Those who are engaged and married generally have no relationship. Maybe their parents have taught him that a man should aim everywhere and focus on his future. Only with a future can he have everything. Therefore, he has little interest in other things. It doesn't matter if it's lacking or not.

His life has always been rigidly following the routine line, never going beyond the slightest taboo.

After graduating, he became a lawyer. Someone gave him money to clear his name, but he didn’t do it. When Jiang Meilan scolded him for being a pig, he only replied: “Lawyers uphold justice and uphold justice, not against conscience.” murderer.

From then on, Jiang Meilan believed that this husband was a prudish and useless person, and that if she lived with him for the rest of her life, she would die of poverty if she didn't starve to death. certain.

Following the rules of life and experience, I think I can live like this forever, bring up Lele, and then find a suitable woman to live with me for the rest of my life. I will grow old like this all my life, ordinary, not rich, but also stable nothing.

But this time and again, the same strangeness again and again made him unable to persevere.

He was afraid of this endless desire, afraid of this uncontrollable desire.

He doesn't have the word homosexuality in his dictionary, let alone allow it to happen to him.

......

The place touched by the eyes changed from darkness to light, and it was another sleepless night.

As soon as Meng Churan put the cooked porridge on the table and was about to wake Lele up, Zhong Chenxi stopped him.

"My mother called and said she was missing her child, and asked me to take Lele to her place to stay for a few days. You don't have to come these days."

Zhong Chenxi clearly saw Meng Churan stunned at the door of Lele's bedroom for a few seconds, before he could turn around, his heart was sour. I didn't mean it, but I needed to be quiet during this period of time to clear my mind.

Meng Churan walked back to the table, took off her apron, still smiling.

"when are we leaving?"

"I'll take him there after dinner."

"Okay, I'll help Lele pack up."

After finishing speaking, he asked Lele to get up as usual, folded the quilt, stuffed the books and toys into the schoolbag, and packed a few changes of clothes. When he came out, he found that Zhong Chenxi had quickly finished the porridge in the bowl. Even the clothes are changed.

This was obviously the reason he was looking for. It took only a few days, from his lies and his performance, Meng Churan understood that he might have gone too far.

On the way home, Meng Churan was thinking about how to make it back. After Lele left, what reason could he continue to meet with him, or whether he would still be able to see each other in the future.

Facing Zhong Chenxi, he was already accepting his feelings. If it was on his former girlfriend, he would not be so patient. When he saw the prey, he would definitely pounce on it immediately, chew it first, and then talk. To the uncle, to be honest , He was a little afraid, like a family heirloom, too precious to be willing to touch, always thinking of a certain time, and then holding him in his arms and pressing him down, that would be the real enjoyment.

I still understand the principle of beating the grass to scare the snake.

I didn't expect to startle the snake by running away after teasing, let alone a straight man with a pure emotional world, it would be strange if he didn't scare him away.

Zhong Chenxi took Lele to Nancheng's grandma's house. He was in a hurry early in the morning, and the little guy was brought out before he could figure out what was going on.

"Dad, didn't you say that grandpa's illness is still not cured, grandma can't take me, why do you still have to come?" Lele in the car wanted to know what happened when he went out earlier than going to kindergarten.

"Grandma misses you, stay here for a few days, and I'll pick you up in a few days."

"Then when will you pick me up? My brother promised me to practice taekwondo."

"Taekwondo? Why do you want to learn this?"

"My brother said that after practicing this, he can strengthen his body, and Lele will not get sick, and he can protect himself from being bullied."

This Meng Churan teaches everything, but he doesn't teach serious things. It seems that letting him go is right.

"Lele, it's wrong to fight. We don't practice this. When I come back in a few days, I'll find a teacher to teach you English and calligraphy. We won't learn those useless ones."

"My brother also taught me English, why don't you let him teach? Didn't you promise me not to change teachers? Why did you change your mind again? Dad is a bad person." Lele pursed her mouth and wanted to cry unhappily.

Regardless of the short time, this little guy and Meng Churan have established a deep relationship. They just hit it off, play together, teach him what to learn, and be obedient. It is much better than those rigid and fierce teachers in the kindergarten. , he certainly didn't want another one.

"Good boy, brother has his own things to do, he has no time to teach you, so we have to find again."

"You lie, my brother never said that. He also promised me that he would be my teacher. He doesn't know what to say." Lele insisted that his father was lying.

"Okay, stop making trouble. Grandma's house will be here soon. You can play here for a few days. Let's talk about tutoring when we go back."

The little guy stared out of the window and burst into tears, thinking in his heart, he thought that this summer vacation would finally be spent by himself, and someone would finally play with him.

When he arrived at grandma's house, the child's anger did not disappear, and his mouth was still pouting.

"Xiao Xi, why did you come here suddenly and didn't say anything in advance?"

Mom was helping Dad for a walk in the yard. Seeing Zhong Chenxi's car parked at the gate, the old couple were puzzled. They would usually say hello a day in advance when they came. so happy.

Zhong Chenxi took out something from the back seat and didn't answer directly, "Dad, this is a multifunctional crutch I bought for you. You can walk by yourself even if my mother doesn't help you. Mom, these are the shoes I bought for you. , Wearing this to go grocery shopping is comfortable and not tiring."

"Every time I come here, every time I buy it, we can wear as much as we can, and it would be nice to keep that money for the child." Dad felt sorry for his grandson, if it wasn't for his legs, he would have let the child come here.

"Xiaoxi, why does Lele look unhappy?" Mom asked after taking the things.

"Don't worry about him, he got up too early and lost his temper. Mom, I haven't found a tutor yet. Let him stay with you for a few days. I will come to pick him up in a few days. If he is not obedient, you can tell him, don't get used to it." Come on, I'm still at work, so I have to go."

"It's so urgent, let's go after lunch."

"No mom, I have to meet witnesses in the morning. I'm gone, dad. Don't walk too much in a day. You are not in a hurry. Also, don't drink that wine, or your blood pressure will rise again."

"I've stopped drinking wine. With your mother as the supervisor watching, can I still drink? Don't worry, don't worry if Lele is here, but you have to find a good teacher for the child, otherwise we will abuse our child. "

"Hehe, Mom, Dad, I'm leaving."

"Drive slowly."

"There are so many abusers, and now the teachers are raped, and they don't care if they are disobedient, because they are afraid that the parents will find them."

"Why not? It was reported in the news yesterday, and the child's teeth were knocked out."

"Really, why are people so ruthless nowadays? They are all born and raised by their parents. How can they be able to deal with children?"

"..."

Zhong Chenxi turned the car around and passed by the door, and he could still hear the old couple talking about the tutor.

Regardless of whether my approach is right or wrong, in short, it is better to nip things in the bud.

"Waiter, two more beers."

There is no better business than this barbecue food stall in summer. Meng Churan, Xu Yang, and Shi Luo are pushing and changing cups in the corner, enjoying their drinks.

"I said Churan, you are already the fifth one, you can't drink any more, I won't see you off if you drink too much." Ever since they met Meng Churan, Xu Yang and Shi Luo had never seen him smile, so they Even the usual bang has become dumb, racing in the car, drinking on the table, just one word 'drink. '

Xu Yang didn't snatch it this time, but turned his head upside down instead.

"What's the matter with you? Can you tell me whether you lost money or your family suffered a setback. Tell me buddy to help you share the burden. What's the matter with you so hard?" Pulling the bottle down, he brought the wine next to him to him.

"What's wrong? What's wrong with me? Damn~" Meng Churan hiccupped and almost spit out a sip of wine.

"Nothing is right, since I saw you, it seems like I didn't bring my soul out." Xu Yang replied.

"Hehe, Xiao Yangyang, you're too sensitive. It's hard for me to get together for a drink. I'm happy, but it's too late. Why are you in a bad mood? It's because you're overthinking. Come on, have another bottle."

"Okay, don't drink, let's talk for a while." Shi Luo stopped him.

"Let's talk about it. Under normal circumstances, shouldn't you be watching the children today? Why did you think of us? Did you have a fight with that uncle? Or is it that the children don't like you, or is it that you, a teacher, are unqualified and have been fired?"

"Hehe~~~" Meng Churan smirked for a while, with bitterness in it.

"I'm not really right?" Xu Yang opened his eyes and looked at Shi Luo next to him.

There was a moment of silence, but Meng Churan didn't know what to say.

"I told you from the beginning, you don't want some good girls, you have to look at an uncle in his thirties, don't look at me and him only once, but at first glance, that person is very rich, what is he thinking about you You don’t even know, you’ve only been eating for a few days, and they’ve been eating salt for years, so why bother, you’re still looking after their children and being a babysitter, you really don’t have time to spare.” Seeing This little boy was wronged, on the one hand Shi Luo didn't deserve him, on the other hand he was angry with him for not fighting.

"Shi Luo, he's not as thoughtful as you said, he's not that kind of person." Meng Churan suddenly said angrily.

"Oh, he's been fired and he's still protecting him. If you want to find the same sex, it's fine, brother supports you, but you have a little fresh meat, a pretty face, a cute, soft kind, and I won't say anything about you. You said such a tough middle-aged man, how can he attract you?" Shi Luo couldn't understand his brain thinking, and he couldn't be angry with him.

"What do you know, you don't understand, you don't understand."

"Chu Ran, don't be sad, you're just a man, you haven't started anyway, there's no need to look like an abandoned woman, anyway, you're a man, cheer up, what do you look like now, come on, The last bottle for the three of us, take a nap after drinking, and forget what should be forgotten when we wake up tomorrow morning, let’s start again.”

Xu Yang filled the wine glasses of the three of them to the brim, wanting to end the dinner party as soon as possible. If they really drink too much, then there is really no way to fix it.

The author has something to say:

If you run after flirting, you will score points. Uncles are timid, so it would be strange if they didn't run.