I'm sorry, I don't need a son

From the time Lele was born until Jiang Meilan ran away with others, this woman never took him with her because she was in business, and she was not famous for running business all day long. The grandma coaxed the child when he cried, and fed the child with milk powder when he was hungry. , I only care about putting on rouge and powder and going out to socialize, euphemistically saying that it is all for this family.

Until the divorce, Lele had never been out of the house, and she didn't know what the playground was like, especially in the next two years, she was taken by her grandma. The old lady had to take care of both the young and the old, so she could get busy It's all good, what else is there to talk about going out to play.

Zhong Chenxi is even more at the beginning of his career, especially the blow Jiang Meilan gave him, he is determined to show himself to women of this power, Zhong Chenxi is a man, and he can live without her. Have a good time.

So when Meng Churan mentioned the playground to Lele, his bright black eyes widened, and when he tilted his head and asked him what the playground was for, his heart trembled. The child's childhood was even worse than his own. .

After some introductions, the child was so excited that he wanted to ride the Ferris wheel, explore the secret room, and play the torrent. He couldn't wait for a moment. Later, Meng Churan said that he would wait for his father to go with him, and the little guy fell silent in shock. , as far back as I can remember, Dad basically never played any games with him, at most he read a few fairy tale books to him, and every time he went out to play, he would say coldly: "Son, be good, Dad has Work, go and play by yourself." After a lot of times, Lele naturally stopped mentioning it, and the Disney and Happy Valley that those children talked about could only be comforted in dreams or by imagination.

So, when Dad said he wanted to go together, Lele thought he had heard it wrong, and couldn't believe it for a long time. It wasn't until Dad got in the car that he was sure it was true.

It may be because of the summer vacation. When Meng Churan and the others arrived, the entrance of the playground was full of excitement. Looking at the colorful decorations and cartoon characters, Lele was very playful and ran in after getting off the car.

"Uncle, you go to see Lele, I'll buy tickets."

Zhong Chenxi had no objection and didn't say a word, followed Lele in from behind.

From arriving home at noon until getting off the car, he and Meng Churan did not speak more than five sentences. He tried his best to control the distance and range between them. Even if it was unavoidable sometimes, it was better than frequent gaffes.

Originally, he wanted to read books at home or investigate the case and not participate in the play, but seeing his son's disappointed eyes, and thinking about what he owed Lele in the past four years, even if he felt uncomfortable getting along with that person, he finally agreed.

He didn't want to wait for his son to grow up to talk about it, saying that his childhood father had never been involved, that he had a failed mother and could no longer be a failed father.

"Brother, brother, come here, it's amazing here, ah~~ it flies so high." Lele stared at the roller coaster and opened his mouth in surprise, everything was new in his eyes.

Meng Churan ran over when the ticket was in line.

"Uncle, let's play the carousel first, let Lele get used to it first."

Zhong Chenxi didn't look at him, and only murmured a single syllable 'um'.

Meng Churan didn't care either. He knew that the uncle was bored and had no interest in these entertainment programs, so he took Lele to the carousel.

"Brother, I've sat on this one before, but it doesn't turn like this, it swings back and forth."

"Really, then let's take a ride around today, and play all the things that can be played here, okay?"

"Oh~~ That's great." Lele clapped her hands happily, and couldn't wait to sit on the wooden horse.

"Uncle, sit with Lele, it will protect him, and I can take pictures of you conveniently."

Zhong Chenxi didn't speak again, his expression was still cold, it seemed that he would do whatever Meng Churan arranged, he had no opinion, and he didn't speak.

Silently sat behind Lele, with both hands protecting his son's waist. After all, it was the first time to sit, and it was safer to take better protective measures. After sitting firmly, he pretended to glance at Meng Churan in front of him on the right. He also grinned like a child and greeted the children next to him. The excitement was no less than that of a child of a few years old.

With the start of the happy music, the wooden horse began to rotate slowly, and then gradually accelerated. The children screamed, and the parents took out their mobile phones to take pictures non-stop, wanting to preserve the happy moments of the children.

Maybe it was also affected by the atmosphere, Zhong Chenxi's mood was not as dull as before, and he gradually showed a happy smile. Although the smile was not wide enough, it could be seen that it came from the heart, came out of the haze, and smiled openly and naturally. , Relaxed, this moment happened to be recorded by Meng Churan.

It's so beautiful, the uncle is really charming when he smiles, but why doesn't he always smile.

When Zhong Chenxi realized that Meng Churan had captured this scene of him, especially seeing him smiling so sweetly, his heart shuddered again.

This kid seems to have nothing to worry about, why is he always smiling, does he smile like this to others? Damn, knowing that the protection against him is ineffective, he still unconsciously wants to sneak a glance at him.

Stop smiling, hug Lele tightly, follow the rhythm and turn around, no longer looking at him.

"Brother, what are we going to play next?" As soon as Lele got off the wooden horse, he was anxious to know the next project. He knew that these fathers didn't understand, so he didn't follow him along the way, but stuck to Meng Churan around.

Meng Churan is also used to it, the child's emotions can drive everyone, and he also hopes that through Lele's happiness, it can bring some changes to Zhong Chenxi.

"Let's play bumper cars next time, Lelexi doesn't like driving?"

"I like it. When I grow up, I want to drive a car like my brother's."

"Then Lele will grow up faster. When she grows up, my brother will buy you the most beautiful sports car."

"really?"

"Of course it's true. My brother never tells lies."

"Brother, you are so kind."

"Then kiss one." Meng Churan lowered her head.

"What~~ah~~" Lele moved her small mouth together, pecked Meng Churan's face, and he also kissed back.

The tacit understanding of this back and forth cooperation has nothing to do with Zhong Chenxi. Standing beside him for a moment, he feels that Lele is not his own son, but Meng Churan's. Others will say the same when they see this scene .

His father is simply idle, standing there watching the two show harmony and friendship.

He didn't feel sad, but he didn't expect Meng Churan and Lele to be so sympathetic and get along so well, because the child has been locked at home all the time, and it has only been half a year since he went to kindergarten. He is very resistant to outsiders and is used to being alone. , I also like someone. Since Meng Churan came, the child has more smiles on his face and more words in his mouth, even sleeping with a smile.

Maybe this is their fate.

"Uncle, don't you want to play?" Meng Churan led Lele into the car and saw that Zhong Chenxi was still standing outside the guardrail without moving.

"I'll take pictures of you, you two can play."

Because all the adults and children played inside, no single adult was found. Maybe the uncle felt embarrassed and didn't want to participate. Meng Churan understood it, didn't insist anymore, and started to move forward with Lele.

"Lele, come on, hit him."

"Left, left, fast, we're about to collide, haha~~"

The two of them had a lot of fun, one directing and the other operating. Zhong Chenxi took out his mobile phone to take pictures. His son smiled innocently, and that person's touching smile was printed on the mobile phone one by one.

I don't know why, but I took a zoomed-in, separate close-up.

Many human behaviors are groundless and cannot be explained with words.

The more you want to leave, the more you want to get closer.

The more he said silently in his heart, he was just Lele's tutor, the more he remembered the lingering dream that day.

They only got together for more than half a month, and the number of intersections was also very small, but the inner turmoil made him unable to control himself, and he couldn't find a way to return to himself.

The contact of looking back, the feeling of being sucked by fingers, and the sweet smile that always hangs on the corner of the mouth, every scene is like a needle piercing his heart from time to time, teasing his sensitive nerves.

Zhong Chenxi thought, it wasn't that there was something wrong with his heart, but something was wrong with his whole being.

Afterwards, Meng Zhong and Lele played the rapids, the pirate ship, and the 360-degree swivel chair with Lele. After this pass, Zhong Chenxi's knees were sore and dizzy, but Meng Churan and Lele were full of excitement and couldn't get enough of it. .

Finally, until the playground closed, Lele reluctantly walked out of the gate, and even turned around every step of the way, muttering that he would come again next time.

"Uncle, let's eat outside today, don't do it, I'm treating you, Lele, what do you want to eat, tell your brother." Meng Churan put one hand on the steering wheel, and the open sports car drove the cool breeze, blowing to the face very comfortable.

"I want to eat steak." The little guy's saliva was about to flow out of his mouth.

"Little greedy cat, okay, let's go eat steak." Meng Churan picked Lele's chin on the co-pilot with his fingers, and replied gently.

"Let me invite you. Today's amusement park tickets are all spent by you." This was the second long sentence Zhong Chenxi said to Meng Churan throughout the afternoon. Although they didn't meet each other's eyes, they were sincere.

Even if a student drives a sports car, he doesn't earn the money. He doesn't want him to waste money, and most importantly, he doesn't want to owe others favors.

"Uncle, what are you talking about? Why do we still have to distinguish so clearly, who is not a flower?"

"Then I invite you." Zhong Chenxi said affirmatively that he couldn't refuse.

Meng Churan turned to look at him, smiled, "Okay, then I'll listen to you." He kicked the accelerator and ran a long way.

"Sir, the pizza, steak, macaroni, and vegetable salad you want are all served, please take it slowly."

"Okay, thank you."

"Come on, little guy, let's eat." Meng Churan put the cut steak in front of Lele, and seeing Zhong Chenxi eating the macaroni with a fork, the steak and pizza didn't move, so he knew it must be because the fingers of his left hand were not moving. Flexible, can't cut steak and pizza.

Meng Churan took the plate in front of him, carefully cut the steak into small even pieces, and cut the pizza into appropriate pieces, and put them on the plate in front of him.

"Thank you." Zhong Chenxi raised his head and said in embarrassment, then turned his head and forked the steak into the Lele plate for a few pieces.

"Uncle, you should also eat more. You don't have much meat even if you are skinny. If you don't have enough meat, I will order more."

"Enough, I can't eat much."

I'm full just looking at you, so I don't even think about eating.

Meng Churan shook his head, ate the food on the plate, and chatted with Lele about his impressions of the trip from time to time. After a meal, it wasn't embarrassing or dull.

After putting the child to bed at night, Meng Churan wanted to talk to the uncle, because he felt that something was wrong with this person all day long, and there were signs of it since last night, but it was even more serious today, and he wanted to know what was going on .

Zhong Chenxi came out of the bathroom and saw Meng Churan sitting on the sofa without turning on the TV or looking at his mobile phone, as if he had something to say.

"Uncle, come and sit here." Meng Churan patted the seat next to him.

Zhong Chenxi took a look and finally moved Lele's usual small stool to sit opposite the coffee table.

"what's up?"

"Uncle, is there something unhappy?"

"No."

"So the case has encountered obstacles?"

"nor."

"Is that because I'm inconvenient to you by living here?"

"Huh? No, no... yes." Zhong Chenxi suddenly raised his head to explain, but felt that it was indeed because of this, so how could he say it.

In Meng Churan's eyes, the watery eyes that had become watery due to anxiety were the fuse of a crime, but he still suppressed it and remained calm.

"Why is that? Uncle is depressed all day long, doesn't talk to me, and doesn't have any expression on his face. If it's because of me, I can leave and go to and from get off work according to the normal time. I will never embarrass you. "

"It's not about you, it's about me. I mean, it has nothing to do with you. Don't think too much about it." The distance between the two facing each other, even though there is a coffee table, is still enough to radiate to his heart. Load couldn't stay any longer, so he hurriedly got up and went into the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

From the dodging eyes, the faltering words, and the blushing face from time to time, Meng Churan knew that the uncle might be interested in him, but he was not completely sure, especially when he stopped the bleeding from his finger, that kind of helplessness Cuo and the kitten-like trembling made him almost want to throw him down immediately, and then rubbed him into his arms, but it took time for him to rush, this was a warning he gave himself, and he couldn't ruin the plan.

So, after getting such an answer from the uncle, I was of course very happy in my heart, and wanted to stimulate him further.

So he opened the door and walked into the bedroom.

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It's so hot today, so hot~~~~ It's sun-melted.