I'm sorry, I don't need a son

Xu Yang still clearly remembered that during the high school graduation dinner, Meng Churan was also upset because of something. After drinking one after another, everyone thought he was unconscious, and let him fall asleep on the sidelines, taking care of himself While drinking and singing, he suddenly jumped up, began to take off his clothes one by one, twisted his buttocks and pulled his hips, and rushed into the center of the dance floor. Is it because of the emotion, or the alcohol played a role, the clothes were taken off more vigorously, the buttocks twisted more crazily, and when the last piece of underwear was left, he had to grab it with his hands, but Xu Yang grabbed it, and then stopped a bloody disaster (nosebleed).

When I asked him later, I didn't know at all, and even sneered, saying how could he be so stupid, it was impossible to do that, Xu Yang also regretted it, he should have left a picture at the beginning, so that he could be sent to blackmail him at the critical moment. At worst, you can borrow a car to drive for two days, playing around with prestige or something.

So from then on, whenever he drank with Meng Churan, he would put all his energy into watching his bottle.

Meng Churan doesn't like wine, she only drinks a little when she is extremely depressed.

The college entrance examination is over, and he suddenly misses his mother very much, thinks that if she is alive, he will be very happy, his son will be able to go to college soon, become an adult, can stand alone, and can protect her , will definitely be very proud.

However, when others are still tired of being sweet in mother's arms, I squat in the corner thinking about how to get revenge.

Maternal love was too extravagant for him, when he just felt the warmth of that embrace, it was gone with the wind, how could he not be in pain.

But today, although it was not because of his mother, when he looked up from the downstairs of that person, the sudden loneliness hit his heart again, and he felt that he was abandoned again.

It seems too difficult to find someone to love yourself.

Don't look at the fact that he has never lost a girlfriend, but there has never been a real love. He doesn't know what it's like to be in love, let alone talk about it. .

Sometimes it feels like Zhong Chenxi looks at him wrongly and sees the flame of liking, but sometimes that cold face and tone make him hesitate to move forward.

In short, even though I had a detailed attack plan, I finally found that everything did not develop according to the plan and went ahead, which was counterproductive.

As Shi Luo said, he couldn't figure out Zhong Chenxi's psychology.

He shows everything on his face, and he likes it in such a mess that even he can't understand it.

As for the other party, sometimes gentle, sometimes smiling, sometimes stern, sometimes sharp.

I'm in a fog with you.

This is also where Meng Churan's heart is full of worries. He feels that he has lost his love.

In the next few days, Zhong Chenxi was worried about tutoring. After talking about it for a few days, he thought that the working hours were too long, or he couldn’t cook. You spend all your time at your house, and you have to be a babysitter to cook. Tutoring is a literal word, and an old lady is the real thing.

Wei Zhiming came to deliver the materials, and seeing his helplessness, he knew it must be the child's business.

"Why, there is no suitable one yet?"

Zhong Chenxi shook his head helplessly, "I think the salary is low and the hours are long."

Wei Zhiming was happy, "Do you know how much a tutor costs per hour now? The minimum is [-] yuan, and the most are [-] to [-] yuan. If you give someone [-] yuan a month, it's no wonder that someone can do it. Besides, you have to do it at noon." Fan, unless the old lady can agree to such a condition, young you don't even think about it."

"How much do I earn a month? If I want to pay him [-] yuan, I have to afford it. Lele can't stay with my mother for too long. It's tiring enough to mess with my dad every day. I can't let the child make trouble."

"By the way, aren't you quite satisfied with the previous tutor, why didn't you do it?"

Zhong Chenxi didn't dare to tell Wei Zhiming to hire Meng Churan as a tutor, he just made up a random person, which didn't make a good impression on him, and if he told the truth, he would be scolded by this old friend.

"He, there is something he can't do at home suddenly, and I can't help it."

"Now there are quite a few normal students looking for part-time jobs, but most of them don't know how to cook. , can’t be ignored, like before, it’s really hard to touch.”

"Okay, let's not talk about this. Are the materials ready? I'll go there in the afternoon. You can take a taxi to the airport. I can't see you off."

"It's all here. You don't need to see it off. I'll call a car and I'll leave. Chenxi, don't get angry. When I come back, we can take it easy. You take a few days off and look for it. I will find a suitable one." Wei Zhiming got up and went out, Zhong Chenxi scratched his head and thought of Meng Churan at the same time.

Every time I step into the house these days, the feeling of desolation is doubled. Although it is only a few days, the lovely smiling face will greet you as soon as you open the door. The feeling of home rises spontaneously, but now this deserted gap wraps itself all the time, it is midsummer, but everything is cold to the touch.

No phone calls, no text messages, only the figure that flashed by and came again and again.

There still seemed to be the curled up figure of that person on the sofa, the body temperature of that person remained on the apron, the light kiss of that person was still on the index finger, and the temperature of that person's fingertips was still in the corner of the mouth.

I want to let myself go, I want to smooth myself, but the result is still a mess.

Zhong Chenxi, you are finished.

"Brother, it's vacation, why don't you go home?" On the first day of Meng Chuling's vacation, she thought that she would see the figure she missed when she opened the door. Even though she was disdainful, she still wanted to see it, but she couldn't find it after searching upstairs and downstairs. trace of that person.

It was already ten o'clock in the morning, and Meng Churan was still nestled on the bed. Maybe the air-conditioning was blowing up, and he dragged the quilt up again in a daze.

"Who, it's so early in the morning, you're looking for death." It's a heinous crime to disturb Qingmeng, this is Meng Churan's usual principle, and this tone is considered light.

"Brother, I'm Xiaoling, why haven't you gotten up yet? It's almost noon."

"Damn it, what are you doing calling so early? Those two old fellows have left again?" Meng Churan was annoyed. Meng Chuling didn't call herself very much before, but since she lived there for a few days last time, she would call her every now and then. A text message, or a phone call, it's nothing serious, just a few homely words, he still has the usual attitude, but Meng Chuling still insists, not getting angry or flinching, maybe it's because they are both grown up, so he just I didn't scold him much, I should answer and talk, I was really impatient and annoyed, so I just said a few words, and hung up anyway as if nothing happened.

"Brother, I'm on vacation, so you should too. You can go home and stay for a few days."

"That's not my house, don't say that."

"I have a week's vacation, and then I will go back to school to make up classes. Dad said that this week will let me relax. Brother, you can go out with me on a trip. Just find a place closer. You will be very tired after one semester. Let's talk about the next semester. Don't you have an internship at the beginning of school, you must not have time, let's have fun now."

"Travel? No, you can find someone else, I don't have time."

"Then what are you doing?"

"Why do you care so much, if you don't want to go, you don't want to go."

"Then let's go to the aquarium."

Meng Churan turned over impatiently, and the drowsiness disappeared, "I said you can't understand people's language, I mean don't-want-follow-you, understand, hang up."

I'm so annoying, I won't go with you if I go with anyone, I have learned to cling to people recently.

This phone call completely disturbed his sleep plan, lying there sprawled there, staring at the ceiling, he suddenly felt lifeless.

Both Xu Yang and Shi Luo went with their girlfriends. It’s no longer like in the past when you only need a phone call and someone will arrive immediately. We all grow up and have our own lives and circles, no matter how good your friends are, they won't be around you all day.

The so-called home?Think about it, it seems that I haven't stepped in after the Spring Festival.

There is no one he wants to see there, and there is nothing to attract him to return, so, to him, home is just a written word without any real meaning.

So what should a home look like?

Maybe it should be like when he was with Zhong Chenxi and Lele.

Playing around with Lele, and the occasional, unintentional exchange of eyebrows with Zhong Chenxi, even if it is painful, it is also warm, and I miss it every day.

Zhong Chenxi, what do you mean, are we ending like this?

Yeah, it never really started.

Meng Churan stood upright like a dead body until someone rang the doorbell. He was shirtless, wore a pair of big underpants, pulled his shoes on top of his head, and opened the door.

The moment the door was opened, Meng Chuling was taken aback. He hurriedly glanced at the door number of the floor, and it was right, "Brother, why did you become like this?"

Meng Chuling's fuss made Meng Churan not have time to ask him why he came, but actually went to the mirror to take a picture.

Damn, black stubble, I don’t know if I slept too much or not enough, the thick bags under the eyes seem to be filled with water, I haven’t washed my face for many days, and it is shiny on it, and my usual handsome hairstyle is still in a state of confusion. Damn, with this face, it is easy to be misunderstood as a beggar when walking on the street.

I pulled my hair twice with my hands, and rubbed my face again. It didn't matter, I turned around and fell back on the sofa.

"Why are you here again? Your family has no food to eat?"

"I miss you and want to have lunch with you. Brother, why are you so decadent? What happened?" Meng Chuling put the food on the table and sat down.

"What do you know, this is the vicissitudes of life, I'm not in the mood to get you something to eat, and the refrigerator is empty, so please do your own thing." He stood up and went to the bathroom.

After a rushing sound of water, it came out from the inside, dripping water from the tip of the hair with water droplets, dripping on the beautiful chest muscles, and flowing down to the waist along the honey color, which looked very beautiful in someone's eyes. Allure and allure.

Because he focused on Meng Churan's face as soon as he entered the door, and didn't pay much attention to his upper body, but at this time his brother made him feel a little strange and restless unconsciously.

He quickly averted his eyes, concealed his blushing and heartbeat, and began to prepare the food for lunch.

"Did you buy food? You mean it." He didn't have a good meal for several days, and when someone brought the meal to him, he still touched Meng Chuling's head in a good mood to express his gratitude.

The simple action caused great waves in Meng Chuling's heart.

"Is it that hot?" Meng Churan pointed to his red face.

"Oh, maybe I was in a hurry just now, and it will be fine in a while, brother, you eat this, isn't this your favorite food." I picked up a chopstick of sauerkraut fish and put it in his brother's bowl, trying to calm down as soon as possible. Jumping mood.

Maybe it was because he was really hungry, but within 5 minutes of being bald and bald, all the eating and drinking was in full swing, and everyone saw the end. Meng Chuling couldn't help but feel happy seeing his brother's food so satisfied.

"Oh, it feels so good to be full." Meng Churan stretched her waist and patted her stomach.

"Brother, how about I live with you for the next week, so that someone will accompany you to eat, and you will definitely have a good appetite."

"No, you should go home, I have a good appetite without you."

"You still said, look at how you are, your face is obviously thinner than a few days ago, your eyes are dull, no one is talking to you, it's so boring to be alone, I won't stay here if I have too much, just a week , I’ll go home when I start making up lessons, okay bro.”

"No."

"why?"

"Where did you come from? This is my house. I don't want you to live here. I won't let you live here. What's your opinion? I've noticed how clingy you are lately. Are you out of your mind?"

I'm out of my mind, and it's all because of you.

You fell in love with someone else, and you are still an uncle. I can't compare to him, why can't I find that there are people around you who love you.

I want to take care of you, listen to you, see you, and be with you, but I dare not say all of these, brother, do you know?

Meng Chuling held the chopsticks that were about to be brushed, lowered her head and pursed her lips, Meng Churan thought, forget it, don't act like you're bullying him again, anyway, I'm in a bad mood recently, so let's stay here, maybe there's someone who can stay here for a while Forget about those troubles.

"It's fine, it's up to you," he said, getting up and walking upstairs.

When Meng Chuling heard that his brother agreed, he threw away his chopsticks happily, and ran up with him in big strides.