[First-year student] I am not him

Easy to get along with. "

Arthit choked on him, and said unconvinced: "What? There's no one else here."

Seeing that he was clearly speechless and irrational, Kongphop couldn't help but widen his smile: "However, we still have to be careful at all times."

Arthit was speechless once again, and could only look away angrily.

Kongphop continued: "Actually, I just want to invite my seniors to watch my competition, and I'm going to the orientation meeting soon."

"No." Arthit refused very simply.

"But this is a good opportunity to show my relationship with the senior." Kongphop looked at him expectantly.

For some reason, even after listening to Arthit's rejection, he didn't feel worried.

Because I always feel that his refusal is uncountable.

Senior Arthit's face was still full of disgust: "I don't want to go."

"Senior keeps refusing, is it because he is shy?" Kongphop tilted his head, and there was a three-point smile in his words.

Senior Arthit was finally irritated by his remarks: "kongphop, I found that you are getting more and more courageous, dare to say anything!"

"I'm sorry." Gang Pao smoothed his hair in due course.

Senior Arthit glared at him, shook his head, turned around and wanted to leave.

Kongphop stopped him unwillingly: "Senior Arthit."

Arthit stopped when he heard the words, and looked back at him: "When is the orientation meeting?"

In fact, as the former coach and senior, how could he not know about this kind of problem.

Asking the exit at this time is nothing more than to find a step down for myself.

Kongphop has always been smart, how could he not understand this truth, before the answer came out, his eyes had already shone with tiny stars: "Wednesday."

"Basketball game and campus star selection, right?" Senior Arthit dropped the sentence, turned and left, "I'll go to the meeting."

Kongphop stared at his receding back, the stars in his eyes shone beyond recognition.

At this moment, he seemed to be completely surrounded by joy, and he had forgotten everything else.

And in front of him that he couldn't see, the corner of Arthit's mouth seemed to bend a beautiful arc unconsciously.

It was a sincere smile that had never been shown in front of people.

☆、Chapter 12

For the next few days, kongphop devoted all his attention to the campus welcome party.

Whether it is basketball training or campus star selection, he has done his best.

It's just not for the sake of achieving good results in the competition.

Only by keeping himself too busy to think about it, can he wholeheartedly look forward to the arrival of that day.

Don't feel guilty.

The waiting time was extremely long, but the calendar finally turned to this day page by page.

The welcome activities are divided into several parts, the basketball game and the selection of campus stars are just two of them.

However, of course, selection competitions like campus stars are held at night, and they don't conflict with basketball games.

The basketball game has started for several days, and today there is only the final.Before it even started, the cheerleaders on the sidelines had already heated up the atmosphere.

"Athletes get ready." The basketball coach's voice sounded on the court.

Kongphop's eyes were still searching back and forth on the field.

M saw that something was wrong with him, leaned over and asked, "Kongphop, who are you looking for? Concentrate."

M is very interested in this game, and of course he doesn't want to see his absent-minded appearance.

"Oh, no." Kongphop replied perfunctorily, but still didn't look back.

M lowered his head and straightened his clothes, then looked up to see him like this, and said helplessly, "Sophistry, I'm still looking."

But now kongphop is not even perfunctory.

His eyes were only looking in one direction seriously, shining like they could drip water.

M followed his gaze and looked over.

I saw a few training officers wearing junior uniforms walked into the basketball court at some point, and were stepping up to the auditorium not far away.

Of course, the center of Kongphop's gaze was only on one of them.

At this time, the cheerleaders composed of first-year students also exploded.

"Why is the junior senior here?"

"There is Arthit senior...he came to see kongphop, right?"

"Look at kongphop, laughing like that, it's hard to see."

"Watching a basketball game and being stuffed with dog food, I'm really unhappy!"

"Unhappy, why do you still have such a big grin..."

"Hahahahahaha..."

The discussion in the auditorium still couldn't reach the ears of the two parties involved, but just like what everyone discussed, kongphop looked at Senior Arthit, his eyes filled with smiles little by little.

Although Senior Arthit still didn't have a smile, his eyes seemed to be inadvertent, and he glanced in the direction of kongphop several times.

It's just that he was obviously dissatisfied with the silly smile on Kongphop's face, so he couldn't help but give him a hard stare before looking away.

The basketball game started soon, and everyone's attention finally shifted from the two to the sweaty arena.

Arthit has been staring at the figure on the field expressionlessly, seemingly indifferent to winning or losing the game.

The battle was fierce on the field, and the score has not been able to draw. Almost everyone's heart is hanging high, and the sound of cheering is endless.

In this way, senior Arthit looked even calmer in comparison.

Until the last few seconds, the School of Engineering successfully scored the last goal, and the score surpassed the opponent at that moment, winning the whole game.

"Ow—"

The cheers of the first-year students resounded through the sky.

Arthit, who had been keeping a cold face, closed his eyes and quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

It turned out that his heart was always hanging.

Kongphop, who won the game, looked in his direction immediately, and naturally he didn't miss such a small detail. His heart suddenly became warm, as if it was about to melt.

Before he was allowed to sit down and rest for a while, Ork passed through the crowd and ran towards him: "Kong, senior sister asked you to hurry up and prepare for the Mr. Campus selection."

Although there is still some time before the start of the selection competition, he still has to do some styling, so the time seems a bit tight.

Kongphop's original mind was not resting, once the game ended, his attention was always on Senior Arthit.

Seeing the junior seniors were about to walk out of the auditorium, he was worried that he would not find a chance to escape, and when he heard Ork's words, he couldn't wait to run towards them.

Arthit had been walking slowly, kongphop quickly ran to his side, and called out: "Senior Arthit."

Arthit rolled his eyes, and his gaze fell slowly on his face.

Kongphop didn't care either, and continued to remind with a smile: "Don't forget to watch my Mr. Campus selection later."

After speaking, he followed Ork and ran off to the sidelines.

Arthit looked at his back in high spirits, was stunned for a while, and then took another step...

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Walking out of the basketball court, the sky is still bright, but kongphop has already disappeared without a trace.

"Don't forget to come and see the selection of my Mr. Campus." The invitation was really insincere.

Arthit complained silently in his heart.

"Arthit, why are you so slow, do you want to eat?" Plame turned to call him.

Because of his slow pace just now, the others have already opened a long distance from him.

Arthit thought for a while, then shook his head: "No, I want to go back and take a shower. Bring me something to eat when you come back."

"OK, see you later."

"see you later."

Returning to the dormitory and taking a quick shower, Arthit changed his clothes, just picked up the hairspray, but the movements of his hands slowed down again.

"You looked better with your bangs down that morning." Someone's words suddenly echoed in my mind again.

After taking a shower at kongphop's house that day, he only cared about running away, so he didn't have time to tidy up his hair.

It should have looked the same then as it does now.

The thin bangs were spread out in front of his forehead, completely out of shape, but it covered most of his usual arrogance and became much more obedient.

Arthit looked at the mirror quietly, and seemed to see the person in the mirror smiling at himself in a trance: "I was the original you."

His heart trembled, and the hairspray in his hand fell to the ground with a slap, bringing him back from his thoughts.

He bent down to pick up the hairspray, hesitated for a while, and put it back on the sink, turned and walked out of the bathroom.

The doorbell rang, and Not's voice also rang outside: "The takeaway has arrived, please sign for it."

Arthit shook his head helplessly, went to open the door, took the food, and put it on the table.

Not didn't enter the door: "I'll go back first."

"Wait," Arthit followed him out the door, "Wait to watch the judging competition together later?"

"Let's talk about it, I'll ask them a few, let's go together." Not didn't pay much attention to this question, and replied casually, "Let's go."

"Hey, not," Arthit stopped him again, "does it look weird for me to do this?"

Not frowned suspiciously: "What's strange?"

Arthit looked aside with hesitant eyes: "Just... just put all the bangs down."

Not couldn't help but burst out laughing: "Hey, you're actually entangled with this? When did you become so unconfident?"

After the joke was over, his expression became more serious: "Speaking of which, although I'm used to your original appearance, this seems to be pretty good. Suddenly you care so much about your image, so it's not like you're going to fall in love, right?"

Arthit's heart trembled, and he hurriedly smiled and mumbled: "How is it possible?"

Not patted him on the shoulder and finally left.

Arthit reached out and scratched his hair, self-hypnosis, he would do it just to save some time.

It has nothing to do with others.

☆、Chapter 13

When I met a few friends, the first thing everyone noticed was his hairstyle.

Bright raised his eyebrows and put his arm around his shoulders, "Is this still our majestic instructor? It can't be a freshman who wears the senior system!"

His words caused everyone to burst into laughter.

Arthit couldn't hold back his usual calmness, and directly elbowed him on the stomach.

Bright let out a pain and covered his stomach, but he didn't care about himself, he just pointed in the direction of Arthit in shock: "I'm actually blushing! Is this really Arthit? He must be possessed by a ghost!"

Arthit cursed and simply covered his mouth.

But I was still very annoyed.

It really wasn't the right choice to suddenly change their image. The reaction of the few of them was so big, others might find it even more strange.

Especially... that narcissistic kid.

It's just that they have already come out, and if they go back and twitch their hair deliberately, I'm afraid these guys will laugh even harder.

No matter how guilty he was, he had to bite the bullet.

What's more, everyone came here to see these brightly dressed juniors, so how could they notice him.

The auditorium was still dimly lit.

With this self-consolation, Arthit finally returned to his usual cold and arrogant appearance.

It's just that he doesn't know that such a docile appearance coupled with his usual expression doesn't seem to have much deterrent effect.

When several people entered the arena, the selection competition had already begun.

The auditorium allocated a fixed area for each college, and the students had already sat down in their seats.A few people did not drill any further, and stood in the last row of the area of ​​the Engineering College.But I don't know who turned around and saw Senior Arthit standing in the last row. They whispered to each other for a while, and everyone looked back frequently with surprise on their faces.

The students from other colleges didn't know what they were looking at, so they followed their gaze. Suddenly, the limelight of these seniors overwhelmed the Miss Campus and Mr. Campus on the stage.

Plame rubbed his nose and leaned into Arthit's ear: "I never thought that one day you would be famous for your hairstyle."

Arthit put an elbow on his stomach again.

He missed the bottle of hairspray he put back more and more.

But fortunately, everyone understood that the main event tonight was still on the stage, and the host's voice quickly attracted everyone's attention back.

The first link, of course, is to let candidates from each college introduce themselves.

Every contestant represented the image of his entire academy, so naturally they were all beautiful and delicious.

But maybe because of acquaintance with someone, Arthit's eyes always seem to drift in his direction involuntarily.

Kongphop specially put on stage makeup for tonight's selection, his facial features looked more three-dimensional, the live lights hit his face, the highlights and shadows interlaced, and the outline was clear.

Even when standing in the far corner of the stage, this aggressive handsomeness still makes him stand out from the entire background.

"My name is kongphop, from the School of Engineering." He walked to the microphone with the Miss Campus candidates from the School of Engineering, and after a brief self-introduction, he casually glanced in Arthit's direction.

Arthit dodged subconsciously, and then remembered that because of the lighting, kongphop should not be able to see the audience.

Even if no one found out, he couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed.

Arthit didn't pay much attention to the following competition process. The most serious thing was the 10 [-] minutes of kongphop on stage.

But the result was somewhat beyond his expectation.

This year's Mr. Campus and Ms. Campus both fell into the School of Engineering.

Hearing the cheers from the juniors and juniors, the corners of Arthit's mouth couldn't help but curl up slightly.

Perhaps because he was afraid that everyone would see such a serious expression that would affect his serious image, Arthit sneaked away to the backstage without even saying hello to Not and the others.

The game had just ended, and the backstage was still full of voices, and no one noticed his arrival.

Arthit looked at kongphop surrounded by the crowd, and felt relaxed.

He unconsciously put his hands in his pockets, quietly looking in the direction of kongphop.

Suddenly, as if feeling his gaze, kongphop, who was being stopped by a few girls for a group photo, suddenly looked in his direction.

Arthit hastily turned his gaze away, licked his lips in a panic, turned around and walked out.

But after walking not far, kongphop had already chased him from behind: "Senior Arthit!"

He had to stop and turn around.

Looking closer, kongphop seems more handsome than on stage.He tilted his head, with a smile in his eyes: "I knew you would come."

This sentence undoubtedly offended the majesty of the instructor and senior.He rolled his eyes, and replied seemingly unintentionally: "Well, here we come, always keep what you say."

This reason can give full marks.

Kongphop didn't care, he just looked him up and down: "But today...it looks very different, is it because I said bangs look good?"

"What the hell, I'm narcissistic again!" Arthit frowned, "I'm just too lazy to do my hair."

This is what he kept emphasizing to himself.

Kongphop's expression was a bit unpredictable, he paused, and then smiled again, "But this is really much better looking."

"Really?" Arthit wrinkled his nose, coupled with this rare haircut, it actually made him look cute, "Well... I thought, no matter what, I'm pretty handsome."

Kongphop, who had a dignified expression just now, couldn't help laughing again when he heard his words: "No, I mean he's more handsome this way."

This kind of words that can only be regarded as compliments in other people's mouths is said in Kongphop's mouth. For some reason, it seems to be a little more tricky.

Arthit's heartbeat accelerated uncontrollably again.

As if to hide his uneasiness, his eyes wandered for a while, and he said "mentally retarded" to kongphop, then turned and left.

Kongphop looked at his back, but the smile on his face couldn't help disappearing bit by bit.

What a jerk he is.

He thought that looking at senior Arthit like this would relieve some of his guilt towards Nuan Nuan.

However, even though Senior Arthit's appearance is more similar to Nuan Nuan, he still doesn't recognize him.

Such a senior still makes his heart beat.

So... is he just a jerk who wants to change his mind?

☆、Chapter 14

Because of a high-sounding excuse, the contact between the two naturally increased.

Kongphop knew in his heart that this excuse would not stand up to scrutiny.

Is their relationship really just acting?

Every time he looked at Senior Arthit, he couldn't deceive himself with the sudden tenderness in his heart.

Speaking of which, kongphop felt even more guilty.

Maybe it's because he was really too negligent about feelings in the past, even when he was with Nuan Nuan, he had never felt so excited.

Now by the side of senior Arthit, the experience of feelings is more concrete.

He didn't know what had gone wrong.

But I always know that this is wrong.

When Nuan Nuan was with him, she was not always happy.

Nuan Nuan has a sensitive mind, and often suddenly withdraws her smiling face because of a little thing.

No matter what kongphop said, he was just a student preparing for the college entrance examination at that time, so it was even more difficult to take into account his sensitivity.

So after Nuan Nuan left unexpectedly, his regret was even deeper.

And he didn't expect that Nuan Nuan had only left for a few months, and he would be attracted to another person.

Probably everyone can't accept such a heartless and ungrateful self.

It must be because he is so similar to Nuan Nuan, kongphop couldn't help but start to hypnotize himself like this.

Although it is clear that the two of them can be distinguished intellectually.

Even, in order to strengthen this idea, he began to uncontrollably do some... things that he knew were cruel.

"Is the senior tired? You can continue to sleep."

On a sunny Sunday, senior Arthit rarely took the initiative to ask him to hang out with him.

In fact, it is not accurate to say that it was with him. They came out with them, and there were several seniors and freshman classmates.

It was also because of the relationship between the two of them that these first-year and junior seniors unexpectedly got close.

Senior Arthit saw that he hadn't slept well, and had been yawning since getting in the car.

But when he heard kongphop's voice, he still pulled himself together and moved around in his seat: "Hey, what's the matter, it's so easy to come out to play, how can I fall asleep."

Kongphop smiled, looked down at the bag of food he was carrying: "Then senior, do you want some snacks?"

Senior Arthit looked out the window and casually refused: "No."

Kongphop took a deep breath, as if he had made up his mind, he bent down and picked it up in the bag: "Then...do you want something to drink? I saw this at the convenience store just now, so I bought it for you."

As he spoke, he finally pulled out a transparent glass bottle.The bottle looked like it had just been taken out of the freezer, and there was a layer of fine and dense water droplets on it, which made the pink liquid inside look even more lovely.

Senior Arthit turned his head and saw the pink panna cotta in his hand, he was obviously taken aback for a moment, but quickly returned to his normal reaction: "Such a sweet thing, do you think it suits me?"

"No," kongphop's always shining eyes were a little unpredictable at this moment, he turned his head unconsciously, staring at his fingers, "I just saw that you are not in a good mood, so I want to buy you some cool ones. But I don't know what you like to drink, I like this one. But at least, you can try it first, maybe you will like it. I don't know why, but I always think you are very suitable for this."

The last sentence was originally blurted out just to cover up his dirty thoughts.

But when he really said it, he felt something strange in his heart.

Senior Arthit kept staring out of the window with a blank expression on his face.

It's just that even though his face is expressionless at this moment, people can't feel the usual indifference.

Even the straight back has been relaxed.

At this moment, kongphop suddenly felt so clearly that the cup of panna cotta in his hand was indeed suitable for him to hold.

"Maybe after you taste it, you will really fall in love with it." This sentence is completely out of kongphop's plan.

At that moment, he really thought so in his heart.

But after realizing his own thoughts, his heart couldn't help twisting into a ball.

He originally deliberately wanted to make Arthit look more like Nuan Nuan, as if this could cover up the fact that he was in love with Arthit.

But this sudden feeling seemed like he really regarded Arthit as Nuan Nuan's substitute.

Of these two results, he couldn't tell which one made his heart hurt more.

Such contradictory moods almost drove Kongphop crazy.

He looked away in a panic, pretending to be relaxed and said, "I'll help you get the straw."

Arthit didn't reply, but looking at the obedient expression, it was clear that he had accepted kongphop's proposal.

Plugging in the straw, Arthit quietly looked out the window and tasted it one mouthful at a time.

After all, he was no longer that expressionless face.

Kongphop actually saw the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

But this smiling face was like a knife, piercing kongphop's heart fiercely.

At this moment, it seems that no matter what he thinks, it is wrong.

Suddenly, the scene of the reunion with Nuan Nuan came into my mind.

At that time, he was holding a cup of pink panna cotta, tilting his head and sucking mouthfuls one by one.

However, the combination of that casual expression and the pink panna cotta is really inconsistent.

At that time, kongphop thought to himself, unexpectedly, there are still boys who like to drink this.

But today, looking at Arthit's obedient appearance in front of him, he suddenly felt that it might be suitable for boys to drink this.

☆、Chapter 15

After that trip, the relationship between the two seemed to become more natural unconsciously.

In the past, Arthit's flailing teeth and claws when facing kongphop also inadvertently put away a little bit, and became much more obedient.

Of course, it is only limited to in front of kongphop.

Arthit naturally returned to the team of trainers and became his master.

It's just that the number of times kongphop students have been punished is already very few.

Another boring afternoon.

Arthit has no class, but kongphop's class is full all afternoon.

Sitting alone in the cafe, Arthit realized that he was not used to being alone.

In the past, he never seemed to have this trait.

Thinking of the person who helped him develop this habit recently, Arthit couldn't help but tremble in his heart.

He is really not used to this feeling.

Arthit quickly shook his head, lowered his head and took a sip of the pink panna cotta in the cup.

The sweet taste immediately overflowed the tip of the tongue, making people sigh in satisfaction.

The glass door behind him opened with a creak, and Not came in from the door, holding a stack of books, and patted Arthit on the shoulder: "Arthit."

Arthit turned his head away.

"Take it, here it is for you."

Arthit took the book over, but couldn't help feeling guilty.

This stack of books was dropped when I went to Kongphop's apartment last time.

That was the second time he stepped into kongphop's apartment. He thought he could calm down the memories of that night, but he didn't expect that from the moment he opened the door, the memories of the whole night flooded into him again like a tide in the mind.

Entrance...at the end of the bed...

How could he continue to write the report, sat on pins and needles for a while, and almost fled in despair.

There was even a stack of books left behind.

Although he already guessed who gave him the book, but probably too flustered, Arthit blurted out and asked, "This... who gave it to you?"

Sitting down, Not replied, "kongphop asked me to bring it to you. Speaking of which, why is your book in his place?"

Bingo!

This question of Not hits the nail on the head.

Arthit's face became hot, and he said perfunctorily: "It's okay, just let it go."

"Uh," Not doubted him, "Recently, you and your junior have gotten very close."

"Who are you talking about?" Arthit wanted to play dumb.

Not gave him such a chance at all: "Student kongphop! Recently, everyone saw you together and wondered how you reconciled."

Hearing this question, Arthit's expression turned down for a moment.

"I don't understand either." He muttered softly.

Not seemed to realize the seriousness of the matter: "Hey Arthit, I thought you would say that it was to become the coach again. It seems that you really have a problem."

"Oh, I know, but I don't know how to say it," Arthit's eyes fell on the cup of pink panna cotta on the table, and his eyes became softer in an instant, "It's... it was really for the teacher's business, But unknowingly, it seems to have changed a bit. I think I seem to like him, but he probably doesn’t know what I’m thinking, I... I don’t know what to do, he treats me better and better, but I think it may not be me understood that meaning."

When telling Not, Arthit automatically ignored what happened that night.

He couldn't tell others about that matter even if he was killed.

Not held a coffee cup: "Oh, what do you think? Can't you ask him once?"

"So embarrassing!" Arthit refused without hesitation.

"Oh, what's wrong with losing face? Is he not as important as your face?" Not's words entered Arthit's heart again.

Arthit has always been a person who values ​​face more than anything else.

Ever since he was a child, he has been regarded by everyone as a top student who excels in all aspects, as if no matter what he wants, he can get it easily.

But no one knew, he was just too self-aware.

Because I understand that there are some things that I can't get no matter how hard I try, so I give up early.

When did this habit start?

Arthit felt a pain in his heart.

Probably... from a weekend many years ago.

It seemed that he had decided to go to the playground with his family that day, but for some reason, he was crying alone while doing homework at home.

It may also be that day, when he looked up at the colorful milk tea stand, full of anticipation, what he finally got in his hands was the least favorite flavor.

At that time, he seemed to suddenly understand that no matter how hard he tries, people who don't like you will still not like you.

In this case, it would be better to stay away from those things that you can't get, as if you have never expected it.

Moreover, the taste of lemon is really too sour, he still can't like it.

So why make yourself so embarrassed.

Just look away proudly.

Everyone can know that he doesn't care at all.

But now, has someone finally appeared, so that he doesn't have to worry about whether he will lose so embarrassingly?

Arthit clenched the pink glass on the table, and something called courage seemed to have inadvertently grown in his heart.

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Once some thoughts are born, it's like grass growing in my heart, and I can't calm down no matter what.

Especially now, two people are getting longer and longer, no matter how you look at it, they seem to be in love with each other.

Arthit never imagined that one day he would be like this. When he suddenly met someone's eyes, he would look away for a moment, but his heart was flustered, and he couldn't stop laughing.

How silly.

But stupid enough to be willing.

Arthit understood that he was really in love with his junior.

Perhaps this ending was doomed from the moment they first met.

In fact, Arthit has never been considered an activist, and he finally made up his mind to confess his love, probably because he felt that he saw too much tenderness in kongphop's eyes.

Every time he looked at him, kongphop's eyes were focused as if he was the only one in the world.

How could it be possible not to love him.

And this impossibility gave Arthit a lot of courage.

"kongphop, are you free this Saturday?" Before going back to class, Arthit hesitated and finally said this sentence.

Although they are inseparable all day long, most of them are kongphop who stays by his side in his spare time.

Arthit opened his mouth to invite him alone, which was the first time in history.

Sure enough, kongphop showed some doubts on his face: "Yes."

"I...I have something I want to buy." Arthit still couldn't speak frankly what to say about the date, his eyes flickered, "If you have time...can you go with me?"

Speaking of this, his face was already a little hot.

Kongphop suddenly laughed brightly: "Of course."

Arthit's mood immediately relaxed: "Then... see you at ten o'clock on Saturday."

"Okay," kongphop nodded, but then, he leaned over and approached Arthit and said softly, "Are you... wanting to date me?"

Arthit's heart was beating like it was about to pop out of his chest: "No, hello!"

Leaving this sentence behind, he almost ran away.

But this escape could not be called embarrassing.

Because the moment he turned around, the corners of his mouth involuntarily curled up, his face full of joy.

For the next time, Arthit felt like he was in a dream all the time.

Only one night left until Saturday.

He wants to express his courage, but he doesn't know if he can last until dawn.

But maybe kongphop will take the initiative to speak.