[First-year student] I am not him

outraged by unreasonable punishments.

Originally...he thought that senior Arthit would hide from him even further.

They are even ready to never meet again.

And senior Arthit's attitude towards him now...although it's a bit embarrassing to say it, but he still has to say that this attitude actually made him a little secretly happy.

Inaccessible, but not alienated.

Even listening to his slightly angry shouts every day, kongphop actually finds the unintentional closeness between the two comforting.

He fulfilled these punishments happily.

Probably because... this approach was not intentional, so he didn't need to feel so guilty in his heart.

Those who are still grateful after being tossed like this all day, probably can only find such a person in the whole world.

And because of the existence of kongphop, the training of other juniors and juniors seems much easier.

One is a classmate who does all the physical work for everyone, and the other is a devil-like teacher and senior.

Of course, the balance of the first-year students has unknowingly tipped to the side of kongphop.

Arthit senior's image of the devil has become deeply rooted in the hearts of the people unconsciously.

Many people were even guessing, where did kongphop offend him, so that he was tossed so desperately.

Probably... because he fell in love with Arthit's senior's girlfriend?

Obviously, these naive classmates only guessed the first half correctly.

It is a pity that they will never be able to penetrate the truth.

In this kind of harmonious (?) relationship where he was holding his breath and wanting to be hated, but he was willing to be hated, Kong suddenly received a call from his classmate Berm.

"You freshmen have been in school for so many days, and you haven't met other seniors and sisters with your classmate number. Do you have time tonight? We plan to have dinner together." Berm's voice through the phone can still be heard full of tenderness.

Of course, kongphop had no room to refuse the decision made by the seniors, so he agreed without saying a word.

In fact, he is not interested in anything now, let alone this kind of gathering where he must meet strangers.

But he didn't want to live as a lonely and weird person in the eyes of others.

Even if he didn't want to go, he could still pretend to be willing to go.

However, when he arrived at the meeting place, kongphop discovered something that surprised him.

Senior Arthit was already sitting in the crowd.

Is the senior with the same student number as him?

Sister Berm obviously saw the surprise in his eyes, greeted him from a distance, and explained: "I haven't told you yet, this gathering is not only for our student number 0062, but also for those who are paired with us." Student number 0206, because senior Tum who has graduated and..."

Berm's explanation was still going on, but Kong's mind was not on her at all.

He smiled at Senior Berm, but his eyes still unconsciously fell on Senior Arthit who was sitting two people away from him.

Senior Arthit already knew his student number, and of course knew that he would meet him at this party.

Since he is willing to come, does it mean that he doesn't hate him to the extreme?

This may make Kong's mood soaring.

But Arthit didn't seem to notice his arrival at all, and kept turning his head to whisper to a tall boy beside him.

After leaving the training ground, the hostility on Senior Arthit's body also disappeared a lot, and he even laughed out loud from time to time while talking to that boy.

Seeing him getting along so naturally and harmoniously with others, Kong felt a soreness in his chest unconsciously.

I don't know what they said again, Senior Arthit raised his head and laughed again, the tiny lights in the store reflected in his smiling eyes, making him look even more exciting at this moment.

At this moment, I saw the boy who was talking to senior Arthit reached out and slapped him on the head: "No wonder I don't want to come to the party anymore, I just want to play games, right?"

Kong's heart trembled, his fists clenched tightly.

Although he knew that this kind of action between friends was nothing, but he still couldn't suppress the bitter emotions in his heart.

"Didn't I come here?" Arthit scratched his painful head and said sullenly, "Senior Tum, you are about to get married, can you calm down a little and don't beat people at every turn."

It turned out that this person was the senior of Tum who had graduated.

Tum laughed: "It seems to be my fault, right? If I hadn't dragged you, you would have slipped away today. You think I don't know?"

So... did he really not want to come?

Kong's heart sank to the bottom in an instant.

After everyone arrived, everyone started to introduce each other.

When it was Kong's turn, before he could speak, a senior sister pointed at him and smiled, "I know you are the one Arthit tortured all day long, right? Arthit, are you jealous that your junior is more handsome than you?"

Kong froze for a moment, and subconsciously looked towards Senior Arthit.

Senior Arthit didn't look at him at all this time.He paused, then smiled at the senior and said, "Do you think he's more handsome than me?"

As he said that, he even winked at the senior sister.

Arthit was always aloof in front of girls, and it was probably the first time he took the initiative to do so. The senior sister's face turned red, and she really forgot to ask.

Kong pursed his lower lip tightly, yet another burst of sourness rolled over.

It wasn't a big deal for the senior to punish the junior, so when the topic was left behind, no one brought it up again.

Everyone chatted enthusiastically throughout the meal.

Even Arthit has been talking non-stop with senior Tum around him.

As a junior, Kong didn't have any free time, and was constantly being dragged and asked by several seniors.

At the same dinner table, the two chatted happily, without stopping for a moment.

It's just that there is no communication for half a second.

But just sitting together like this, Kong seemed to be able to feel some indescribable peace of mind.

The only thing that can make him feel at ease is this kind of "unavoidable" gathering.

It's just that this kind of gathering can't last forever.

After drinking and eating, the group could only say goodbye to each other.

The crowd dispersed quickly, and in a blink of an eye, there were only the two of them left at the entrance of the hotel.

Seeing Arthit still in place, Kong couldn't help but feel a little strange.

He thought that Arthit senior would run away from him impatiently.

After hesitating for a while, he still took the initiative to speak to Arthit: "Senior Arthit, how do you want to go back?"

Senior Ari's amiable expression when he was chatting and laughing with other people has long been put away, with a cold face, he refused to even look at him: "It's none of your business."

☆、Chapter 9

Senior Arthit's answer did not exceed kongphop's expectations, but seeing his cold expression, the soreness in his chest was instantly full as if it was about to overflow.

Kongphop almost blurted out: "Are you still angry with me?"

Unexpectedly, his words were like sparks sprinkled on the letter, which instantly set Arthit on fire.

Arthit took a deep breath and finally turned his gaze to him.

However, there was a lot of resentment in his eyes: "Why should I be angry with you? Huh?"

Kongphop opened his mouth, and before he could answer, Arthit continued like a firecracker: "I have nothing to do with you, but I'm just a senior, why should I be angry with you?"

Arthit speaks with great momentum, and those who don't understand him may really believe his words.

However, Kongphop could easily see the bravery in his expression.

He was suffocated and couldn't help but say, "I'm sorry those words hurt you."

Arthit immediately interrupted him: "Funny, what nonsense are you talking about? How could I get hurt because of this kind of thing! Do you think I'm some kind of pissed off daughter-in-law? Even if you don't say it, I just think it was an accident, Or are you really afraid that I will fall in love with you because of this? Huh, it's really narcissistic."

Saying that, Senior Arthit turned his head away in disdain, leaving only the back of Kongphop's head.

Although the estrangement between them is true, kongphop felt unspeakably flustered when he heard Arthit personally deny everything that happened between them.

The self-control that kongphop has been proud of for a while has also disappeared in an instant.

He stared closely at the figure of senior Arthit with his back turned to him, and said anxiously: "I'm not afraid of you, but myself. I'm afraid that I can't help but approach you, and can't help but hurt you."

Impulsively, the thoughts that he didn't dare to reveal at first suddenly blurted out like this.

After all the words were finished, kongphop realized what he had said just now, and his face turned pale for a moment.

However, these words of his obviously rekindled the raging anger of senior Arthit who felt that he had lost his face, and he didn't notice the change in his expression at all.

Arthit turned around again and looked into his eyes angrily: "You are really not an ordinary narcissist, you think I am..."

Kongphop interrupted him in a panic: "Anyway, remember not to approach me."

The anger on Arthit's face turned into unconcealable embarrassment at that moment.

I think our senior Arthit has probably never been rejected so straightforwardly.

And more than once.

He took a deep breath again, perhaps in order not to make himself look so embarrassed, a trace of disdain gradually rose from the corner of his mouth, he turned around completely, and refused to look in Kongphop's direction again.

If possible, probably what he wants to do is to disappear directly in front of kongphop.

Kongphop looked at his deliberately straightened back, and his heart ached badly at that moment.

Then thinking that the person who made him need to be so brave is himself, he can't wait to give himself a shot.

Obviously staying away from senior Arthit is to avoid harming him, but what is he doing now?

Kongphop stared closely at Senior Arthit's back, opened and clenched his fists, clenched and opened again, almost uncontrollably hugging him into his arms.

But at the moment when he was about to lose his mind, the sound of a motorcycle suddenly approached from far away.

Kongphop's consciousness suddenly came to his senses, he looked towards the source of the voice, and Senior Not was riding a motorcycle and stopped in front of them.

Senior Arthit had been waiting for Not to pick him up.

Seeing Not, Arthit's suppressed emotions erupted for a while: "What are you doing here! Slow down!"

Although Not has always been a cold-faced Hades-like existence on the training ground, but he doesn't have that serious look when facing the students of the same level.

"I went shopping."

It was impossible for Arthit to vent his anger to him, so he could only sit on the back seat of his motorcycle with a cold face.

Kongphop suppressed the turbulent emotions, and saluted Senior Not.

Senior Not then asked, "How do you go back, junior?"

Arthit stared straight ahead: "Whatever, let's go."

Not hesitated for a moment, but still chose to follow what he said, nodded at kongphop, started the motorcycle and drove Arthit senior away.

All that is left to kongphop is a back that is getting farther and farther away.

kongphop stood alone for a long time...

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The result of saying the wrong thing again is that the punishment from the coach and senior will inevitably be strengthened a lot.

Although kongphop still accepted the punishment happily, but this kind of devil-style training slowly aroused everyone's dissatisfaction.

There was even a first-year student who secretly took some videos and posted them on the Internet while everyone's attention was on the punished Kongphop.

Although it was only uploaded on the internal website of the campus, once these bad behaviors that were obviously only punished by the same person were exposed, they spread rapidly at a speed that could be seen, and the degree of influence can be seen.

Although the school quickly deleted the video, some students secretly saved it and circulated it privately.

The junior coach of the School of Engineering has been punishing a certain freshman, and this incident is basically known in the school.

Kongphop's return rate on the road has also increased significantly recently.

It turned out that kongphop didn't think it was a big deal, but such a development momentum still made him feel a little uneasy.

For Arthit senior.

Sure enough, as soon as the day's training started, he saw the team of seniors walking in led by Not.

Although the seniors still held their chests up, no matter how kongphop looked at them, he felt that they seemed to be somewhat lacking in morale.

Sure enough, senior Not walked to the center of the stage, and said to the juniors, "Today, I will personally train you."

Hearing this, the group of juniors and girls below exploded.

kongphop heard the two girls sitting in front of him discussing in a low voice: "Where did Senior Ah Ri go?"

"That's right, why is Senior Not coming to fill the seat?"

These two sentences are also what kongphop wants to ask.

But the classmates around you said something to each other, but in the end the discussion did not come to a result, and they were stopped by the senior Not.

For the other students, who the instructor was seemed to make no difference to them.

So this topic is no longer discussed.

Only kongphop.

This is probably the most relaxing training he has had since entering school, but his heart cannot be peaceful for a moment.

Following the students around him, he was doing all kinds of instructions given by Senior Not, but his eyes were always looking back and forth in the training ground.

Finally, a familiar figure suddenly flashed in from the side door.

Kongphop's eyes lit up immediately, and he closely followed the senior who appeared at the side door.

At this moment, Senior Not's words seemed to have become a faint background sound, completely unable to reach his ears.

In his eyes, only the person standing by the door remained.

Arthit never fixed his eyes on him, and stood lazily leaning against the door for a while at the side of the training ground, then turned and left.

He came here probably just to see Not's training situation.

Seeing him turn and leave, kongphop twisted his heart, and subconsciously wanted to get up and chase after him.

At this time, he finally heard the last final sound from Senior Not: "Disband."

Kongphop stood up immediately, leaped over the crowd and rushed outside.

But when he ran to the door, Senior Arthit had already disappeared.

Kongphop's footsteps gradually slowed down, and his throat felt a little bitter again.

He licked his lips and couldn't help showing a wry smile.

What can he do after chasing him out?

Not to mention that Senior Arthit would not tell him anything, even if he told him, how could he stand by Senior Arthit's side?

But thinking about it, the worry in Kongphop's heart has not disappeared at all.

At this time, the school's orientation activities were already in full swing. Kongphop was unanimously elected by everyone as the candidate for the Campus Mr. in the School of Engineering because of his unexpected popularity and handsome image.

There was nothing to push, so he could only accept it.

What's more, it's good for him to be busy.

Only when you are busy, people will not be cranky.

On this day, kongphop was brought into the studio by Mini, a junior who was responsible for the selection of campus students.

Sister Mini is a lively ladyboy. Every time she sees kongphop, she can't help but tease her a little bit. The two of them can be called acquaintances.

Taking advantage of the gap between filming, kongphop still couldn't hold back, and asked him: "Miss Mini, I have something to ask you."

Miss Mini looked at him curiously: "What's the matter?"

"I would like to know……"

"what?"

"Where did Senior Arthit go?" Kongphop said this sentence much faster than usual, as if afraid of regretting himself.

When Mini heard his question, he suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.

He looked around, and saw that the people in the studio were all busy with their own business, and had no time to pay attention to them.

Mini then lowered his voice, leaned close to him and said, "He won't let me tell anyone, you know?"

"Okay, I swear." Kongphop made a solemn oath gesture.

"OK," Sister Mini didn't treat him as an outsider, and immediately said, "The thing is like this, now, Ah Ri has been punished and expelled from the team of trainers."

Kongphop stared at mini blankly, not knowing how to react for a moment.

Miss Mini didn't wait for his response, so she continued: "Actually, it's still related to you. Didn't the matter of him punishing you be posted on the Internet? The parents saw it and stabbed it to the principal. Order, let Arthit communicate with you properly, if you get along well, and the parents see it, he will be able to stay, but I don’t know why Arthit disagrees."

why?

Of course he knew why.

Because of his damn attitude.

How could senior Arthit pull down his face and make peace with him.

kongphop pinched his palm tightly, as if his heart had been punched hard, and the pain was torn apart.

"But kongphop, I know you can do something." Mini suddenly changed his subject and looked at him seriously, "help Arthit."

Kongphop nodded and agreed: "Got it..."

Even though he responded like this, his mind was still in a mess at the moment.

Should he... really do this?

☆、Chapter 10

What is distressing in many cases is not that there is no way to deal with the predicament in front of you.

But that method itself is more embarrassing.

Kongphop's rationality still has the upper hand at the moment, and he also understands that actually staying away from the senior is the greatest help to him.

But there was always an uncontrollable desire clamoring in his heart, like a bewitching devil, instructing the balance in his heart to gradually tilt towards the end that could not be controlled by reason.

The inner struggle is indescribable.

However, what people didn't expect was that fate happened to break the last straw on the camel's body for him at this time.

"Kongphop, what are you doing here?"

Hearing his name, kongphop, who had been in a fugue, suddenly came back to his senses.

The person calling him behind his back is Tuta, one of the junior training officers.

Although this senior looks very rough, but he has a girlish heart, and he rarely gets angry during training, especially in front of handsome guys like Kongphop, he unconsciously puts away his strict side.

Kongphop quickly clasped his hands together and saluted him, only then did he realize that he had unknowingly come to the place where the third-year seniors were in class.

He stammered: "I... I just... pass by."

Apart from this pale reason, he couldn't think of anything else.

Tuta showed no suspicion.

And now he seems to be more hesitant than kongphop.

Kongphop noticed his expression and felt that his hesitation must be related to Arthit, so he couldn't help asking anxiously: "Senior, do you have something to tell me?"

Hearing his question, Tuta gritted his teeth, and said decisively: "Arthit hasn't come to the training ground these two days, and you have seen it, but you probably don't know the reason why he can't come."

Kongphop opened his mouth, but remembered that he had promised sister Mini to keep him secret, so he chose to remain silent.

Tuta hastily explained a few words, and what he said to mini was similar, but in the end, he changed the subject, and his tone was full of requests: "I know there may be some misunderstanding between you and Arthit that we don't know, Arthit is too stubborn. , No matter what, he refuses to be soft, but once he is punished, he will be written into the file, although this request is a bit rude, but can you please be soft and take the initiative to approach him for a try?"

As a senior, Tuta actually uttered the word "request" to kongphop, and his concern for Arthit was obvious in his words.

Kongphop's heart trembled, and he couldn't help frowning: "Do you want to write to the file?"

Tuta sighed helplessly: "Yeah, it wasn't that serious at first, but who would have thought that Arthit would be so stubborn. In short...the trouble was very unpleasant. If this stalemate continues, the punishment will definitely be back."

It doesn't seem like an earth-shattering event to be punished when you are a student, but for them who have not entered the society, the most important thing in their resume when they leave school is nothing more than the file.

If this punishment is really recorded in the file, let alone the evaluation of the first and the best in the next college career, I am afraid that it will affect Arthit's job hunting after graduation.

Senior Arthit really cared too much about his own face, he would rather be punished than come to him and say a word of reconciliation.

Such a face-saving person was repeatedly driven away by him in such a blunt way.

Kongphop's heart was aching again.

He clenched his fist and couldn't help but say, "Don't worry, senior, I won't let senior Arthit be punished."

Hearing his words, the dark clouds on Tuta's face finally dissipated.

He patted Kongphop's shoulder with a full face of trust: "I'll leave it to you."

Kongphop nodded, but his heart was in a mess.

Almost at the moment he made this decision, he knew that he had entered an irreversible fork in the road.

However, the selfishness quietly growing in his limbs and bones seems to be uncontrollably using this reason of "helping" to occupy most of his consciousness.

That night, with the deliberate help of Senior Tuta, he easily found Senior Arthit's location.

Arthit seemed to have just had an argument with other members of the instructor team because of this matter, and was hiding in a corner by himself with a lonely back.

But even when he was lonely, his figure was still straight.

In the eyes of others, such a senior Arthit probably possesses a strength that no one can break.

It's just that every time kongphop looks at him like this, he wants to hold him in his arms even more.

How much he wished he could let go of the strength that he had almost exhausted his whole body to hold on to.

It's just that he is not qualified to be his fortress.

After hesitating for a long time, kongphop finally took a deep breath, and walked slowly behind Senior Arthit: "Senior Ari, I have been looking for you for a long time."

Ah Ri probably didn't want to be seen by him so lonely, his body just trembled, but he didn't turn his head.

He rubbed his eyebrows, and there was still some disdain in his voice when facing kongphop: "You are full, why do you want me?"

As he spoke, he finally turned around slowly: "What else do we have to say, what's the matter?"

Come to think of it, he didn't expect that he had been completely betrayed by his good friends.

"It's nothing..." Kongphop just started, but was interrupted mercilessly by Senior Arthit: "Go back if there's nothing, aren't you afraid of being approached? Why are you approaching me again?"

All these questions, without a doubt, were all thrown in Kongphop's face.

He suddenly felt a little hot on his face.

However, he still had no choice but to continue: "I came here to tell you, the two of us... Let's get along well in the future."

"Kongphop!" His words really aroused Arthit's anger immediately, "Who do you think you are? You come and go at my call? You deserve a beating?"

After speaking, Senior Arthit turned around and wanted to leave.

"Wait," kongphop hurriedly stopped him, "I know about the fact that the senior was expelled from the training team, and I'm all to blame for this."

His tone of admitting his mistakes was sincere, but it was obvious that Arthit was not ready to appreciate it, "You don't need to meddle in your own business and take any responsibility."

Seeing Arthit's attitude of rejecting people thousands of miles away, kongphop panicked again, and hurriedly said, "Even if it's just acting for others to see, it doesn't matter."

Arthit's eyes flickered, looking at the bottom of his eyes, people couldn't detect any emotion: "Are you good at acting?"

"If I want to get along with you, it should be fine." Kongphop paused, and his heartbeat accelerated again, "Because that's exactly what I hope."

After saying this sentence, the two of them were in a daze for a moment.

Arthit stared at him blankly with a complicated expression.

Kongphop understood that he said what he shouldn't have said impulsively, and subconsciously wanted to change the subject.

He put his hands into his pockets and accidentally touched a bracelet.

The bracelets were tied on by the seniors and sisters, and most of them carried the blessings of the senior students to the first-year students.

It's just that Arthit and him have been in various embarrassments, and of course they have no chance to help him.

He took out the bracelet and handed it to Arthit: "The first step in reconciliation, help me tie the bracelet."

Arthit took a deep breath, rubbed the center of his eyebrows helplessly, and finally seemed to compromise, reached out to take the rope in his palm, and was about to tie it for him.

But kongphop couldn't help but suddenly took that hand back and put on another one: "This side is fine."

I heard that the left hand... will be closer to the heart.

Senior Arthit muttered dissatisfiedly: "There are so many things."

However, he still obediently took the bracelet and wrapped it around his left wrist.

I don't know if it was because of nervousness or something else, but the rope was wound several times in Arthit's hands, but he still couldn't tie a knot successfully.

Probably to ease the embarrassment, while struggling with the hand rope, senior Arthit said in a low voice: "Don't think that I will be grateful to you for helping me once."

Kongphop looked at him bowing his head, and felt an unspeakable tenderness in his heart: "I just don't want to cause trouble for you."

Probably... what he said was true.

☆、Chapter 11

Recently, the hearts of gossip among the students of the Engineering College have been burning a bit vigorously.

Because it is rumored that Arthit senior and first-year kongphop, who are incompatible with each other, suddenly approached a lot.

More than one person has seen two people appear in the same screen at different time periods.

Although most of the time, senior Arthit still looked like he was raising his tail to the sky, but he obviously didn't reject kongphop's approach.

"I also saw kongphop delivering water to Senior Arthit."

"Are the two of you going to eat together?"

"Library! They're still sitting together!"

"What the hell are they doing?"

"Why does this trick feel so weird..."

"But if you apply it to lovers, it suddenly seems reasonable..."

"That's right... For example, the senior who was first pursued by the junior became angry, so he tortured the junior in different ways during training."

"However, the younger brother's sincerity still moved the senior..."

"But having said that, if this is true, which of the two of them is the stronger side?"

"Do you even need to ask? As soon as senior Arthit appeared, kongphop's eyes shone like a wolf seeing its prey."

"so?"

"So maybe those were all kongphop's tricks in the past, but now boys have their own way of pursuing people. Let me tell you."

"So Arthit senior is being tricked?"

"So the so-called campus violence is just a couple quarreling, all singles are gone..."

……

I don't know how senior Arthit will feel when he hears the above discussion.

But unfortunately, no matter how much these rumors spread, no one would dare to tell him personally.

Not to mention him, even kongphop is completely unaware of everyone's speculation.

It has only been a few days since the last conversation, and kongphop will go to see Senior Arthit once or twice almost every day.

He memorized the junior year's schedule better than his own.

Since you want to act, you naturally have to do your part well.

He said so to himself.

It's just that senior Arthit is not a qualified actor.

Even if they reluctantly want to get along with him, they usually have a cold face, let alone a smiling face, and even the slight upward movement of the corners of the mouth is pitifully seldom.

But fortunately, everyone has become accustomed to Senior Arthit's expression, and in this sudden intimacy, no one finds it contrary to harmony.

Another sunny day.

Kongphop had just had lunch, he hesitated for a while, but still involuntarily turned to the somewhat detoured road.

If you go back this way, the chance of meeting senior Arthit will be slightly higher.

Although the chances of this encounter were equally slim even after increasing, he still couldn't control his steps.

But I didn't expect that not long after I left, I actually met him.

Senior Arthit just came out of a canteen, holding a bottle of drink he just bought in his hand, he raised his head and took a sip.

Kongphop was not too far away from him, just enough to see his Adam's apple slipping because of swallowing.

Just that moment instantly reminded him of some memories that people will never forget.

Kongphop suddenly felt a little parched.

He hurriedly shook his head, dispelled his messy thoughts, and moved to Senior Arthit's side: "Senior Ah Ri, what a coincidence."

As soon as Arthit saw him appear, he turned his head away impatiently: "It's not a coincidence at all."

This answer fits perfectly with their recent relationship patterns.

As long as there is no one around, Senior Arthit will definitely not give him any good looks.

Of course, even if someone was there, he couldn't bargain for anything.

At most, Senior Arthit would take back the harsh words and save him some face.

But looking at his undisguised appearance, Kongphop felt somewhat comforted in his heart.

He smiled and said to Arthit: "Didn't it be agreed? In the future