my ten years with you

They didn't say anything later. Song Qiuyang probably finally ended an unhappy marriage. Even if Ah Wu didn't accept it, it didn't affect his mood too much. Instead, he chatted with him like a friend. Ah Wu hasn't talked to him so easily for a long time. People have talked, talked about some things, and feel very relaxed.

After dinner, Song Qiuyang sent Ah Wu home. He parked the car at the entrance of Ah Wu's corridor, opened the trunk and took the things he had prepared to Ah Wu. Just a few words and he left.

Ah Wu was about to go upstairs, but when she turned around, she saw a familiar car parked not far away in a dimly lit street. Song Qiuyang's car had just turned out of the gate of the hospital when the car moved and followed closely behind to drive out.

After seeing the license plate number, Ah Wu was startled, and reached out to take out her cell phone, but found that she was too anxious to go downstairs before, and she left her cell phone at home and didn't bring it out, maybe she missed the call because of this...

Ah Wu yelled in a low voice, seeing that the car didn't intend to stop, Gan turned around and ran, carrying a lot of things and ran upstairs, found a mobile phone to make a call, when the screen lit up, he secretly felt bad , eight missed calls and five text messages, all from the same number.

He didn't even have time to read the content of the text message, so he hurriedly dialed the phone back, and answered it as soon as it rang.

"Hello, master?"

Bai Xiaonan answered the phone, but he didn't say anything for a long time. He has always been in a bad temper. At this time, he was trying his best to suppress his temper so that he would not get angry. Hearing the panting sound of Ah Wu on the other end of the phone, he asked after a while: "Where are you coming?" Where did it go?"

"I...I went out to eat." Ah Wu said a little uneasy, "I forgot to take my phone while charging at home, sorry..."

Bai Xiaonan took a deep breath, let it out with a long breath, and said in a low voice, "It's okay, you don't need to apologize to me."

Ah Wu was stunned for a while, and said bitterly, "I'm sorry, I thought you would be worried..."

Bai Xiaonan hurriedly turned the direction, slammed on the brakes, and yelled into the phone: "What do you think I'm worried? Don't you know that I'm worried? Ah? Such a big thing just happened, Li Shengwen I haven't dealt with the people who are in the house, and you go out to eat with others by yourself, and you don't say anything, and you don't answer the phone! Do you know how anxious I am! I'll wait here by myself, and I won't dare until I see you come home Let's go, I don't even dare to ask who you went out with, lest you think I'm controlling you, and now you say you think I'm worried? What do you mean, do you want to piss me off? "

"..." Ah Wu opened his mouth, a little flustered, not knowing what to say, this was the first time he had confronted Bai Xiaonan head-on, his heart was not at peace, his mind was confused, he just said "I'm sorry" Hastily hung up the phone.

Ah Wu was a little at a loss, and walked around the room twice. It was true that he did not do well in this matter, but he didn't feel that he had done much wrong. He didn't want to make Bai Xiaonan angry, but when Bai Xiaonan got angry, he I feel a little wronged.

In fact, anyone with a little love experience can tell at a glance that this is a very normal couple bickering. Unfortunately, Ah Wu doesn't know it. He is very unfamiliar with this kind of getting along with each other that quarrels or becomes awkward from time to time. The feeling made him feel uneasy.

Ah Wu wandered around the room like a headless fly, wanting to make another call, but fearing that it would get worse if he couldn't explain clearly on the phone, he finally picked up the key and wanted to find Bai Xiaonan.

As soon as he got downstairs, he saw the car that drove away 10 minutes ago, and now it turned around and came back.

He stood at the entrance of the corridor in a daze. It was good that the car drove slowly in front of him, and it stopped at the spot where he told Song Qiuyang that the neighbors would swear.

Bai Xiaonan got out of the car, her face was not as ugly as Ah Wu imagined, on the contrary she looked at him a little playfully, and said with a smile: "Why did you get down, and who do you want to go to?"

Ah Wu shook her head, bit her lip, and whispered, "Why are you back..."

"You don't want me to come back? Then I'll leave now?" Bai Xiaonan said, pretending to open the door again, A Wugan hurriedly stopped him, and said nicely: "No, don't be angry."

Bai Xiaonan glanced at Ah Wu holding his hand, smiled, then held Ah Wu's hand instead, and said in a concession: "Okay, I won't go."

He took out the car key with the other hand, locked the car, raised his eyebrows and looked at the bewildered Ah Wu and asked with a smile: "If you don't let me go, then let me go up?"

Ah Wu lowered her head, and nodded in an inconspicuous way. When Bai Xiaonan saw him, she was already not in such a hurry. Now that her anger had subsided, she tightly squeezed Ah Wu's hand, "I wanted to come here." Cengfan, I waited for you all night, you invited others to dinner, and I haven't eaten anything until now."

Ah Wu was already a bit guilty, but now hearing his pitiful words, he immediately softened his heart. He poured all his feelings into this person, even if it was just a habit, and this habit cannot be changed in a day or two. Immediately He asked: "Ah, what should I do? Are you hungry?"

Of course Bai Xiaonan wanted to say: "Hungry, I'm starving to death, I just gave you the card, who knew you didn't even care about a meal."

After thinking about it, he said sourly: "It would be better to invite others to eat."

Ah Wu knew that he was cheating on purpose, so he could only ask: "Then I'll treat you to dinner too, okay?"

"Okay, let's go, I want to eat what you made." Bai Xiaonan achieved his goal and pulled him to go upstairs. Ah Wu saw it, but smiled helplessly, and followed him up.

Ah Wu opened the door, Bai Xiaonan walked in cautiously like a lion patrolling his territory, sniffed the air carefully, then relaxed, and said to Ah Wu with a playful smile, "You didn't let him come up, did you?"

Ah Wu was a little puzzled, "No, why did you ask him to come up?"

He poured a glass of water for Bai Xiaonan, went to the kitchen to get an apron to put on, and asked naturally: "What do you want to eat?"

Seeing him like this, Bai Xiaonan felt as if he had returned to the past in a daze. During the time they were together every day, Ah Wu would ask him almost every night if he was hungry and if he wanted something to eat.

"You can get anything you want."

He replied habitually, Ah Wu nodded habitually, and walked towards the kitchen, Bai Xiaonan put down the cup after drinking the water, and hugged Ah Wu from behind who was lowering her head to prepare to wash the vegetables.

He lowered his head and sniffed Ah Wu's hair lightly. It smelled very familiar. It was always clean, soft, and even obedient with the smell of tobacco on his body. However, there was an unknown amount of stubbornness and tenacity hidden in his bones, the strongest He perfectly combined with the most gentle, hard only for the world, soft but only for himself, but he mistakenly thought that Ah Wu would never turn his back, and forgot how hard his straight back was.

This forgetfulness made him wonder how much goodness he missed.

A Wu was a little stiff when he first leaned over, but then slowly relaxed, the water in the faucet was buzzing, A Wu ignored it, almost indulged in this hug.

Bai Xiaonan took a deep breath, let go of Ah Wu, and asked in a low voice, "Do you know why I was in a hurry just now?"

Ah Wu paused for a moment, then nodded, "You don't want me to go out with others."

"Yes, I don't want to." Bai Xiaonan said seriously, "But I don't want to control you, Ah Wu, I'm a little jealous."

Ah Wu was surprised and didn't grab the food in his hand, looked back and stared in disbelief: "What?"

"Yes, I'm jealous. I'm not only worried about you, I'm also very sour." Bai Xiaonan admitted generously, and then asked: "But do you know why I came back?"

Ah Wu hesitated and shook his head, he thought that Bai Xiaonan was angry and would never come back after hanging up the phone.

"One is because I thought about it carefully. Song Qiuyang is not worthy of my jealousy at all. No matter what happens between me and you, there is no room for a third person to decide. With him alone, at most you can be a little grateful. He is in your heart Nothing counts."

What he said was so true, Ah Wu couldn't help being startled, but what shocked him even more came later.

"I came back with a thick skin. The main reason is because I think that if I don't come, you will definitely not call me back. I yelled at you just now, and you must be unhappy, but you don't explain to me. , and didn’t let me explain to you, you just said sorry and hung up the phone. What is sorry? You were wrong, but you didn’t give us a chance. Ah Wu, when two people are together, sometimes Right or wrong is not that important, just talk about it, what I am most afraid of is you like this, it seems that you tolerate me everywhere, let me go, I thought there is really no problem between us, but you said sorry and then the phone call If you want to leave, who do you think can bear it?"

What he said was not just about today's events. Ah Wu was shocked when he heard it, and took half a step back, lowering his head and hands, not knowing how to respond.

"Ah Wu, I didn't care enough about you before, but I never kept anything from you. How much I trust you, I can't believe it later..." Bai Xiaonan said, and didn't want to say any more, in a low voice Sighing, he raised his forehead and said: "I only thought of it recently, let me tell you, don't spoil anyone to the sky, and think that this person is not good enough for you, even if you really don't want to spend time with me in the future It's...who are you with, this will cause problems, you...you should listen to it anyway. "

"Master..." Ah Wu murmured.

Bai Xiaonan waved her hand, "No, I'm not disciplining you, I'm just... a suggestion, yes, just take it as a suggestion."

Bai Xiaonan didn't say any more, but Ah Wu knew what he said was right.

His hands trembled a little, he didn't know how to speak, but he liked Bai Xiaonan's words very much.He may have brought himself a lot of hardships, and he used tough methods and an unquestionable attitude to force him into another world, but without him, his life would be just a barren one.

He couldn't love anyone without him.

Ah Wu brought the noodles over, Bai Xiaonan sat on the sofa with his eyes closed and waited, he put the bowl on the tea table, thought for a while, and sat not far from Bai Xiaonan.

Bai Xiaonan glanced at him and knew that he had something to say, "Huh?"

With some uneasiness and some secret expectations, Ah Wu asked cautiously: "Will you give up on me?"

"What do you mean?"

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, then knelt down at his feet, looked up at him and said, "I am not born to know how to love. No one has ever loved me, and I have never loved anyone except you. Only you." You told me that you wanted me, so I thought that this kind of possession has no boundaries and no scale. I don’t know how to be tactful, I will just put all my eggs in one basket or give up completely. As you said, I don’t know how to communicate, and even trust is so difficult. I'm not destined to be a good lover. But will you give up on me? If I never learn, will you give up?"

Bai Xiaonan stared at him, the corners of Ah Wu's eyes were red, but the water in his eyes was amazing, he looked at it for a while, then slowly and solemnly stretched out his hand: "I won't."

Ah Wu put his hand in his, and Bai Xiaonan pulled him into her arms with strength, and kissed him lightly on the forehead, "I will teach you what is love, what is trust, and what is communication."

Bai Xiaonan paused, then made up her mind and said, "I will also teach you how to choose. Ah Wu, I will wait for you to truly fall in love with me."

"Awu, you regard me as your life-saving straw. I promise you that I will not break it, and I will try my best to prevent you from needing life-saving all the time. At that time, I hope you can still choose to catch me."

Ah Wu hugged him tightly, sobbing and nodding.

The author has something to say:

I have a premonition that everyone will say that Bai Xiaonan is too cheap, but Ah Wu's character is indeed a bit extreme in his relationship. Such a personality will cause a major accident when he meets Bai Xiaonan's identity, but even if he does not meet Bai Xiaonan, he will not talk about things like this until he can no longer talk about it. It's hard to go on even if you endure a big explosion. Communication and communication are the key to a relationship.

(In addition, no one really thinks that Xiaobai is doing well?)