my ten years with you

He usually pays attention to exercising, carrying his things up to the seventh floor without panting at all, but Ah Wu was walking behind with a small bag, Bai Xiaonan misunderstood what he meant, and he didn't know whether he should make the mistake or not. let him go.

He told Bai Xiaonan's house number, Bai Xiaonan put down his things, looked back at him, pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "Okay, you take care of it, I'm leaving."

Ah Wu lowered his head, the corridor was dimly lit, so he couldn't see his expression clearly, but Bai Xiaonan could tell that he wasn't very happy, let alone relieved.

Bai Xiaonan stood still, and Ah Wu didn't look for the key to open the door. The two of them just stood there blankly. After standing for a long time, Bai Xiaonan moved his feet slightly, and Ah Wu suddenly raised his head, looking at him reluctantly.

Bai Xiaonan smiled, and suggested: "Why don't you let me go in and have a sit?"

Ah Wu lowered her head again, nodded lightly, found out the key, and opened the door. Bai Xiaonan carried the things in, put them on the sofa, explored the surrounding environment, turned her head and saw Ah Wu's nervous eyes, and said with a smile : "It's a good place to live, and it's pretty clean."

Ah Wu smiled nervously, it was the first time he brought Bai Xiaonan into his living environment, he was a little uneasy and a little shy.

"Shall I sit here for a while?" Bai Xiaonan asked.

Ah Wu nodded, went into the kitchen to boil water, came out after a while and asked, "I only have green tea in bags, is that okay?"

"I'm picky or not, don't you know?" Bai Xiaonan asked with a smile, "You can give me plain water now."

Ah Wu smiled a little embarrassedly, and brought two cups of tea over after a while. His room is not big, and the sofa is not too big. There was still a faint smell of cologne from Bai Xiaonan's body.

They still drank tea quietly, they didn't have anything to say, and the things between them had long been understood without opening their mouths, and now they just sat and drank tea, it was just that one was reluctant to leave, and the other was reluctant to rush.

After finishing a cup of hot tea, Ah Wu was about to pour some more water, when Bai Xiaonan's phone rang, he glanced at the number and answered helplessly, said a few words hastily, he answered, and hung up On the phone, I regretfully said to Ah Wu: "Stop drinking, this time I really should go."

Ah Wu was stunned for a moment, her expression obviously depressed, Bai Xiaonan put a card on the coffee table, "Uncle Qi sent it over, I asked him to put everything that should be given to you in the card, the password is your birthday, There’s a lot of money in it, and you can do whatever you want.”

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, then took the card slowly, then thought of something, and asked, "How much money is in this card?"

"Two hundred million." Bai Xiaonan said with a relaxed smile, "Don't you want to pay me back what you owe me? It's been paid off, you are free, and I owe you the rest."

Ah Wu was stunned for a moment, he said it, he would never owe him again, love and hate were evened out, and he would never meet again in the next life, but when this time came, he couldn't really care less.

He wants freedom, is this freedom?

"I'm leaving now." Bai Xiaonan picked up the phone and got up to leave.

"Wait a minute, I..." Ah Wu shouted, "After I am free, can I do whatever I want?"

"Of course." Bai Xiaonan said as it should.

"Then can I go to see you?" Ah Wu plucked up the courage and forced himself to ask: "I no longer belong to you, are you still willing to see me?"

Bai Xiaonan was absent-minded for a moment, then slowly and seriously replied: "Of course."

Not only want to see you, but also want to love you in the way you want.

Ah Wu's lips trembled a little, but he forced himself to smile all the time, pretending to be calm and let out a "hmm."

Bai Xiaonan looked at him, and said gently but firmly: "You need time, I know, don't be afraid, I'll be waiting for you."

Seeing that Ah Wu's eyes were about to turn red again, Bai Xiaonan went over to give him a hug, and gently rubbed his hair, "I'm leaving, come and have dinner with you when you have time?"

Ah Wu hummed again, the only way he could make his crying less obvious.

After Bai Xiaonan left, Ah Wu sat on the sofa and took a long time to hold back his tears after taking a deep breath. This time was different, he wanted to cry not because he was sad, but because he was moved.

He started to pack the suitcases slowly, not only the clothes he was wearing recently, but also a lot of coats in one of the suitcases, Ah Wu laughed, isn't it only August now, he couldn't be so afraid of the cold even if he was injured.

He shook off his clothes and wanted to hang up some coats, but a note fell out of the clothes, which said: "In case you still don't want to go home with me in winter."

Ah Wu looked at the note and smiled slightly, but the accompanying tears couldn't be stopped, and he burst into tears like rain as he faced the note.

In the evening, Song Qiuyang called. Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, but he still picked up the phone. Putting it aside, Song Qiuyang really did him a big favor.

"Hello, hello?"

"A Wu, you've been discharged from the hospital?" Song Qiuyang's voice carried a hint of unexpected smile, as if he didn't expect that A Wu would actually answer the phone, "How's your health? I bought some nutritional supplements, and I'll go over to see you, okay?"

Song Qiuyang obviously knew that Ah Wu hadn't gone home with Bai Xiaonan, this knowledge gave him some inexplicable hope, otherwise he wouldn't have made this call.

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, and found that he couldn't find any reason not to see him, so he agreed, "Excuse me, where are you, I'll go find you?"

"How can visiting a patient make the patient run away? I've already arrived near your house. If you agree, I'll send the things up."

Ah Wu didn't expect him to be so proactive. He murmured twice and heard a car horn downstairs. He went to the window to look. Song Qiuyang lowered the window halfway and was looking up from the car.

A Wu was stunned for a moment, and waved to him, indicating that he would go down immediately. Song Qiuyang smiled and nodded, and A Wu changed his clothes and ran down.

He opened the co-pilot's door and sat in, still out of breath. Song Qiuyang handed him a bottle of water and said with a smile, "What are you in a hurry for? I even said I'd bring the things up for you."

Ah Wu drank the water and was stunned for a moment. He ran down in a hurry, but he didn't want Song Qiuyang to go upstairs, and he couldn't say why.

"Parking is not allowed here, the neighbors will scold people." He made up an excuse, and Song Qiuyang accepted it without any doubt.

"What do you want to eat tonight, may I treat you to dinner?" Song Qiuyang asked tentatively.

Ah Wu hesitated for a moment, and vaguely remembered that Bai Xiaonan seemed to have said that he wanted to have dinner with him, but maybe he just mentioned it casually, and... in his current situation, he should have the right to go out to eat with others, right?

"Okay, okay." Ah Wu nodded, not wanting to eat with Song Qiuyang too much, but just wanting to confirm that he can do this, so he carefully agreed: "You can eat anything, thank you for helping me, otherwise Let me invite you?"

Song Qiuyang was a little surprised. He didn't know that Ah Wu now had more spare money than him, so he said flattered: "I know there is a western restaurant that makes very good steaks. Do you want to try it?"

Ah Wu nodded, he didn't care much about what to eat, he just wanted to return Song Qiuyang's favor, and make it clear by the way.

No matter what the relationship between him and Bai Xiaonan will become in the future, the relationship between them does not need a third person to decide.

The atmosphere of the restaurant is very good, the steaks and desserts are very good, Ah Wu is still recuperating and cannot drink, Song Qiuyang ordered a glass of red wine to drink slowly, and the violin played quietly not far away, providing a place for the diners to chat Tranquil atmosphere.

When the meal was almost finished, Song Qiuyang put down the fork and spoke first, "Ah Wu, I'm divorced."

"Ah?" Ah Wu was a little surprised, firstly, he didn't expect him to get a divorce, and secondly, he didn't expect this matter to have anything to do with him.

"You should know more or less about our family's situation. My sister holds most of the shares. We separated, and I don't need to keep this marriage going, so..." Song Qiuyang looked at him affectionately, " If you want, I hope to pursue you again." Before Ah Wu could speak, Song Qiuyang hurriedly added: "I know you didn't agree to go back with him, but I thought, since you don't want to go back with him, that night ... Shouldn't there be a chance?"

He looked at Ah Wu expectantly. Facing such expectant eyes, Ah Wu hesitated for a while, and then said slowly, "Mr. Song, I am very grateful to you..."

"No, don't say gratitude." Song Qiuyang smiled sarcastically, and sighed helplessly, "If you say gratitude, you won't be able to say it any further."

Ah Wu smiled embarrassedly, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

"No, I just want to give it a try." Song Qiuyang waved his hand and said generously, "I basically guessed that you would say that, but I don't understand why you didn't reconcile with Bai Xiaonan since you rejected me. Woolen cloth?"

Ah Wu smiled wryly, turned his head slightly, and said, "This... I don't understand. When I decided to go to him, I thought that I would never return. I didn't expect to come back. Go to him. On that day, I was ready to sacrifice everything, but I failed to sacrifice this life, which made me not know what to do. At this time, it is irresponsible to me and others to say who I love or not. how to do it."

Song Qiuyang nodded thoughtfully, raised his wine glass, and respected Ah Wu: "It's really your decision, I feel sorry for Bai Xiaonan."

"Why?" This time it was Ah Wu's turn not to understand.

"Ah Wu, besides you, I don't know anyone else in this world. When I mention my feelings, I think of my whole life, and even give everything. Most people, including myself, just feel like and happy. It's enough to be happy together. The one who should regret the most is Bai Xiaonan. I don't know if he knows what he missed. I used to envy him, but now I sympathize with him." Song Qiuyang smacked his lips and smiled again: "However, you If you just want to relax and have fun for a while, or just want to make Bai Xiaonan angry, don't forget to find me."

Ah Wu smiled helplessly, and held up a glass of juice with him, "Okay, I hope I can have a day when I want to drink it."

Song Qiuyang drank the glass of wine, shook his head with a smile, "No, I'm not thinking about it. Everyone has their own way of life. Since you are this kind of person, don't make things difficult for yourself."

Ah Wu smiled slightly, not sure if he was competing with himself.

The author has something to say:

Sorry, I have been in the mountains of Yunnan for the past two days, and the signal is not very good. Without a computer, I can only use my mobile phone to code, and it will grow thick when I go home! (The charger has arrived, hin is looking forward to it)