my ten years with you

Bai Xiaonan smiled. He took Ah Wu into the ward, asked Ah Wu to sit down first, opened the bag in his hand, which contained a coat and casual clothes, and asked Ah Wu: "Let's go, I'll take you to the back room." Let the wind out in the garden."

Ah Wu's eyes lit up, and he asked expectantly, "Is it okay?"

"I brought all the belts, so there's nothing wrong with it." Bai Xiaonan threw the clothes to him, and Ah Wu slowly put them on over the hospital gown, put on the shoes that Bai Xiaonan brought, put on the overcoat, and wrapped them up. Strictly go downstairs with him.

Bai Xiaonan didn't let him take the elevator, the two of them walked down the stairs slowly, Bai Xiaonan walked with his back on his back, and told Ah Wu to go downstairs without supporting him, to help him in time when he was about to fall, and then continue walking.

When they arrived in the small garden, Ah Wu was already sweating, Bai Xiaonan wrapped his scarf around Ah Wu, and now Ah Wu was almost covered except for his eyes.

"Come."

Bai Xiaonan stretched out his hand, Ah Wu grabbed his hand, and walked slowly in the small garden. Autumn is over, the flowers have all bloomed, and only evergreen bushes are left around the garden. It's winter in the south, and it's finally getting cold.

Bai Xiaonan led him around casually, looking careless, but he was always able to support Ah Wu when he was about to collapse. They walked to the gazebo in the center of the garden, Bai Xiaonan asked Ah Wu to sit inside, and walked out by himself I lit a cigarette.

Summer is over, Bai Xiaonan seems to be much paler than when we first met, Ah Wu thought wildly, I don't know why he thought of this, he must be a person who likes outdoor sports.

Bai Xiaonan answered the phone, hung up after saying a few words, turned around and saw Ah Wu looking at him thoughtfully, grinning with a playful smile, took a puff of cigarette, and walked towards Ah Wu After blowing a smoke ring, Ah Wu showed a shy smile, and quickly recovered his expressionless expression.

Bai Xiaonan stared blankly at his smile for a while, took out the cigarette and walked over to sit next to him, Ah Wu could smell the faint smell of smoke and cologne on his body, full of masculinity, Ah Wu's heartbeat suddenly missed One shot.

Bai Xiaonan didn't say a word, and took out his mobile phone to read the emails for a while. When he came to see Ah Wu, he rarely chatted actively in most cases, as if he just came to see him, make sure he was okay, and then went about his own business.Neither of them has any discomfort with this way of getting along.

This was the first time they did something together. They came to practice walking in the small garden. Ah Wu watched him answer an email, cleared his throat, and whispered, "I'll be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow."

"Huh?" Bai Xiaonan raised one eyebrow, deleted the previous email, looked up at him, raised the corner of her lips and asked, "Don't want to go back?"

Ah Wu didn't know if he was being too obvious, he looked into Bai Xiaonan's eyes, nodded hesitantly, looked ahead worriedly, and said sincerely: "I'm afraid I won't be able to come out again after I go back. "

Bai Xiaonan smiled, shook her head and asked, "I can't bear your freedom, huh?"

Ah Wu nodded, hugged her knees, and put her head on them.

"You used to be able to go anywhere, no one cared about you, and no one noticed you for a long time. At that time, were you free?" Bai Xiaonan asked leisurely, Ah Wu's heart was empty, just like the scene in the small garden Same, withered everywhere.

Bai Xiaonan didn't ask him to answer, they all knew what the answer was.

After sitting for a while, the winter evening was coming soon, the sun was setting, and the people in the small garden had almost left. Bai Xiaonan patted Ah Wu's shoulder, "Get up, go back, I'll catch a cold if I sit again. The doctor should blame me again."

Ah Wu stood up obediently, and walked slowly to the ward. They still didn't take the elevator, and Bai Xiaonan accompanied him up the stairs. The downstairs wards were not for single people, they were much more lively than his floor. The family members ran around to make meals, the nurses made rounds one by one, and the doctors hurried past. From time to time, they met a few family members who came to ask about the situation, and stopped to answer their questions.

Those people must really want to be discharged from the hospital. Ah Wu stood at the top of the stairs, holding on to the handrail and watching the people in a hurry. Bai Xiaonan stood on the stairs with arms folded and accompanied him to watch. In uniform and overcoat, after being ill for three months, his shoulders became narrower, making him even thinner. Standing alone by the corridor where people come and go, he is shrouded in an unspeakable loneliness.

A certain part of Bai Xiaonan's heart twisted at a strange angle, and he called out in a low voice, "Ah Wu."

Ah Wu turned her head, the envy and longing in her eyes hadn't been cleared away yet.

"Let's go, the nurse is coming to take your temperature." Bai Xiaonan said in a low voice, not realizing why she suddenly slowed down her tone.

Ah Wu nodded, looked back again, followed him upstairs, and returned to her own ward.

Now he only needs a nurse. That person went to eat and hasn't come back yet. Bai Xiaonan sat down with him and took his temperature. He watched him take his medicine. Tonight's dinner was already set by the bedside.

The visiting time was almost over, Bai Xiaonan reckoned that the nurse would be back soon, he stood up, patted Ah Wu's face, said with a smile, "I'll pick you up the day after tomorrow."

There is no doubt, no choice, Ah Wu knows that he has never given himself a chance to choose.But can he really go home?

Ah Wu nodded silently, Bai Xiaonan's hand rested on his shoulder for a while, the nurse came back from eating, waited at the door before coming in, Bai Xiaonan pondered for a moment, and said: "I'll go first."

A Wu pulled his arm almost subconsciously, Bai Xiaonan stopped for a moment, looked down at what he had to say, A Wu looked at him, and also didn't know why he did this, he bit his lip, Shaking his head, "Nothing."

He said nothing, but his eyes became moist for some reason, but Bai Xiaonan didn't want to see him cry at this moment, so he resisted not kissing him, reached out and rubbed his hair, and said in a low voice, "I'll wait for you at home."

After finishing speaking, he turned around and left. Ah Wu was lying on the bed, pulling the quilt to cover himself.

The nurse stood at the door and watched without stepping forward to disturb her. She gently closed the door and went out by herself.

After half an hour, he thought about the time, pushed the door open and went in, Ah Wu had returned to normal, sitting on the bed and slowly eating the dinner set beside him.

"Uncle Hao, I really can't eat this porridge, can you help me eat two bites?" Ah Wu saw him coming in, smiled at him, and asked politely.

"Oh, you child, you won't eat well before you get out of the hospital. How can you do this? Be careful and I will tell Mr. Bai." Uncle Hao said to him with a smile, brought the porridge over, and sat down on the bed next to him. down.

After watching him for such a long time, this child is good-looking and polite, and he likes it very much in his heart. He thought that his temper would never get better when such a big child suffered from such an illness, but he did not expect that he never complained from the beginning to the end. In a word, if he didn't take the initiative to ask, he would bear it by himself when he was uncomfortable, which made people feel distressed.

"I just can't let him know, that's why I have to ask you to help me eat." A Wu smiled, with a little coquettish tone in his tone.

"Okay, I'll help you eat. Don't leave any leftover next time." Uncle Hao picked up the bowl helplessly. His relationship with Mr. Bai was not simple, and he didn't dare to ask more about what it was. I just know that if I offend that person, Ah Wu will definitely not be able to bear it.

Ah Wu said thank you happily, turned on the TV, and the two of them watched the evening news while eating.

After watching the news, Uncle Hao usually likes to watch some magical anti-Japanese dramas. Ah Wu is not interested, but he never protests. He can watch whatever he likes.

Today's TV series started early, and Ah Wu patiently watched the low-IQ villains on TV dying group by group, squinting at Uncle Hao's reaction from time to time, when the first commercial came in, Uncle Hao was sleeping on the pillow caught.

Ah Wu waited patiently for the TV series to finish. He went over and put Uncle Hao in a comfortable lying position, and turned the lights in the room to the darkest. The work and rest time in the hospital was very healthy. After finishing the last ward round, he ordered another sleeping pill as usual, crushed it and gently put it into Uncle Hao's half-open mouth after the nurse left.

Uncle Hao didn't react at all, he swallowed the medicine after smacking his mouth twice, turned over and fell asleep more soundly.

Ah Wu silently said sorry in her heart, Uncle Hao is a good person, but unfortunately he is not.

Ah Wu changed into the clothes Bai Xiaonan brought, took off the hospital gown, folded it and put it on the bedside, he made the bed, thought about whether he wanted to write something, and finally decided to forget it.

He was almost sure that no matter where he went, Bai Xiaonan would be able to catch him again, but before that, before he completely lost his freedom, there was one more thing he should complete.

He took out the money from Uncle Hao's wallet and stuffed it in his pocket. After thinking about it again, he left a note saying that he took the money and he was sorry. If possible, let Uncle Hao ask Bai Xiaonan for the money .

If Brother Scar dies with regret, then he will never be truly free.He couldn't die for him, but at least he had to say goodbye.

He didn't know why he thought so, but he knew that Bai Xiaonan would definitely give Uncle Hao the money for him. If he was about to lose everything of his own, this was the least Bai Xiaonan could do for him.

He doesn't know how he will live in the future, so maybe he still has to say sorry.

When walking out of the ward, Ah Wu thought, this should be an escape in the eyes of everyone. He didn't know what consequences he would face, but he had to go, whether he wanted to be free or stop wandering.

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