my ten years with you

He could hear the echo of blood boiling, the sound of heartbeat was very strong, pounding against his ears continuously, Ah Wu walked out of the hospital smoothly, there were always taxis parked near the hospital just in case, he stretched out his hand and called a taxi In the taxi, after giving the name of the place, the driver looked back at him. With this outfit and coming out of this hospital, he didn't look like someone who would go to that kind of place.

Ah Wu ignored his doubts and calmly said the place name again. The driver shrugged and started the car.

Although it is night, the city never lacks energy.Ah Wu stared at the scene outside the window, looked at the towering buildings in the distance, and thought about the bustling crowd under the building at this time, he suddenly realized that he hadn't seen the outside world for a long time.

And the outside world hasn't changed at all, with one more person and one less person, the crowd is still carnival.

There has never been a place for him in this world.

Even if he is not here now, he will quietly do the dirtiest and tiring work behind a certain restaurant. He has never complained about how hard the work is, as long as it keeps them from staying on the street.But since he found out that his mother was unwilling to leave that man to live with him no matter what, he lost even the last bit of motivation.

He knew that his mother didn't believe what he said, she knew too well what kind of guy that man was, she just didn't want to believe it.

"So what if it is, close your eyes, bear it, don't I live like this every day, and be my son, what do you think you are?"

Ah Wu closed his eyes, his eyes were a little sore, he didn't know that he could continue to cry for her.

"Master, wait, stop in the next neighborhood first, just leave me at the door." A Wu said to the driver, the driver nodded, and skillfully put him at the entrance of a dilapidated alley. He took out the money in his pocket, Uncle Hao didn't have much money in his pocket, he only took a few full bills.

"I don't have the money to look for it." The driver pointed the steering wheel and looked at A Wu impatiently in the rearview mirror. A Wu hesitated for a moment. He wouldn't go home until dawn, and he had nowhere to find change, so the driver probably noticed it too.

He then laughed at himself in his heart, and now he is still habitually reluctant to part with the money, how useful is he to keep the money?

"You don't need to look for it." Ah Wu said, opened the door to get out of the car, thought about it, and said: "'Thank you, master, for bringing me here so late, it's hard to find business in this area."

The driver nodded to him for the renminbi that he didn't need to change, kicked the accelerator and left. Ah Wu watched as he disappeared into the night, and mustered up the courage to walk into this broken alley that he was very familiar with.

It was almost nine o'clock when he came out of the hospital. There was not much traffic on the road. He didn't have a watch, so he could only guess from the quietness of the neighborhood that it was early ten o'clock. At this time, he might still have time to see her.

He didn't go up to knock on the door, but stood waiting in the shadow of the bungalow next door. The house surrounded the open space next to it and built a shed, which was just able to block him, as long as someone came out of it, he could see it, and came over. It's hard to spot him without looking carefully.

He didn't know if the man still lived at home, but he didn't want to take any chances.They must have had a big fight, but sneaking into his room in the middle of the night didn't get her to break up with him, much less exchanging him for money.

Ah Wu and the others' feet were so cold that they could barely feel it. They kept warming their hands and stomping their feet under the wall. Finally, he heard familiar footsteps.

The sound of high heels walking awkwardly in the dirt.

He carefully poked his head out to look, and there was only one person. He waited until she got closer before slowly walking out of the shadows, calling softly, "Mom."

The woman seemed to be taken aback and almost tripped herself. Her high heels were exaggerated, and with the same exaggerated makeup on her face, she looked a bit hideous in the night.

"It's you!" She shouted in surprise, Ah Wu hurriedly motioned her to keep her voice down, she looked around, not wanting to be heard by others, she lowered her voice, walked to the side of the shed with Ah Wu, bluffed in a low voice : "Little bastard, where have you been for so long? You are going to scare your mother to death."

"Where did I go, don't you know?" Ah Wu looked at her exaggerated expression, and regretted coming here.

The woman was obviously stunned for a moment, and then big tears fell. She is almost 40 years old, and she is still very moving when she cries. She has used this trick to impress countless men, but Ah Wu just looked at her with a frown Well, he has seen her perform this kind of performance more than once, and he has performed so many times, but he has not improved at all.

Maybe it was enough for her to deal with the man she was dealing with.

"Don't cry, the makeup is going to be done, it's so ugly." Ah Wu said disgustedly, the woman was slightly taken aback, she couldn't believe his tone.

She quickly put away her tears, wiped her cheeks with her hands twice, was careful not to rub off her too strong eye makeup, and took out a small mirror from her pocket to look at it twice, and looked at Ah Wu when she was sure she was satisfied. He asked suspiciously, "What on earth are you here for? Where have you been during this time?"

Ah Wu looked at her and didn't answer, just asked: "Is that man still there?"

"Why are you asking this?" The woman's expression suddenly became tense, and she said with a bit of comfort and a bit of threat: "It's been so long, you won't hold grudges, right?"

Ah Wu's face was as indifferent as his voice, "So, he's still here."

"Hey, you can't blame your mother. I have dragged you so much by myself. As I get older, it becomes more and more difficult to make money. Is it easy to have someone to live with me? Mom doesn't want to do this either. They told me to take you away for a few days, I didn't expect this..."

As she spoke, she reached out to touch Ah Wu's face, but Ah Wu pushed her hand away and looked at her disappointedly, unable to tell whether she was disappointed in her or herself.

"Where did you go after that?" The woman asked tentatively, her eyes fell on Ah Wu, and she took a closer look through a street lamp that was going out in the distance, "Where did this dress come from?"

"Do you know where they are going to take me and what they want me to do?" Ah Wu used interrogative sentences, but his tone was very straightforward, and he knew her answer very well, "I haven't been home for almost two years, Have you ever looked for me? You spent the money from selling me with that man, why did you still live like this? I thought you could at least let him take the money and leave! He sold you Son, you are still with him to this day!"

As Wu spoke, he became agitated unconsciously, his chest heaved violently, but it was mainly because of anger, he no longer had the urge to cry.

But the woman cried out before him, "Mom has no other choice. I owe so much money to others. If I'm worth it, I'll go. Why doesn't Mom miss you, but where can Mom find you? Son, if you don't even have a man, how will you let me live..."

"That's enough, don't cry." Ah Wu looked at her, knowing that this might be the last time he saw her. He looked at her aging but still beautiful face, which was almost the same as his own. This was her only wealth, but it was a disaster for him.

"I'm here to say goodbye to you. I probably won't come back in the future." A Wu said, raising his hand to help her wipe the tears off her face, realizing that she was indeed not young anymore.He quietly looked at this woman who was so similar to him, this woman who gave him life, this woman who dedicated her whole life to love, saying goodbye was actually far less difficult than he imagined.

"Save up money, start a small business or something, find a decent man, and stop running out at night." Ah Wu sighed softly, and his tone finally softened.

"Isn't it because of you? If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be where I am today." The woman complained in time when his tone softened. Ah Wu knew that she was unintentional. He'd heard it so many times growing up that it had become her knee-jerk reaction to any problems between them.

Ah Wu shook her head slightly, let out a long breath, and the breath disperse in the air, like a burst of white smoke.

"After all, I'm not young anymore. I'm doing it for your own good, Mom."

The mother was taken aback by the sound of mother, and then she came to her senses and looked at Ah Wu in a daze, "You didn't come to see me to go home, where are you going?"

"I got into trouble with someone, and I might not be able to go back for a while." A Wu forced a smile, with helpless astringency in his eyes.

The woman subconsciously took half a step back without saying anything. The two stood awkwardly in the cold alley, staring at each other's closest blood relatives in the world.

After a while, Ah Wu sighed and said, "Then I'm leaving. Take care of yourself. Take care of yourself."

The woman hesitated for a moment, and asked aloud, "Well, do you have any money?"

A Wu looked back at her in surprise, she looked at the ground in embarrassment, not daring to meet A Wu's eyes, she swayed her body from side to side and said, "Last month he lost a lot."

Ah Wu didn't speak for a minute, he was immersed in his shock, and then began to wonder why he was still surprised by it.

He took out the rest of the taxi money from his pocket, it wasn't too much, and it was crumpled and ugly in his hands.

The woman took the money, put it in her small bag, lowered her head and covered her face with her hair, and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Ah Wu shook his head, he wanted to say it was okay, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he couldn't make a sound, and there was something choked in his throat.

He wanted to go over and give her a hug, but she shook her head and stepped back, covering her face with her hands, this time she was really crying.

"I'm sorry, Mom is sorry for you."

A Wu squeezed out a smile, took off his coat, put it on her body, put his hands on her shoulders, watched her cry and put on her ugly heavy makeup, and said in a low voice: "I know you regret giving birth Me, but I still have to thank you. I only have so much, and this time, I'm really gone."

After finishing speaking, Ah Wu strode out of the alley without looking back, the woman squatted on the ground crying while wrapped in his coat, and shouted at his back: "Mom loves you!"

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Thank you Shen Junchen for the mine