love letter to summer

Ye Ma said: "When my company invites artists to do publicity, we dare to invite artists who have smoked drugs, marijuana, or even cheated or leaked pornographic photos, but there are a few types of people that we dare not invite. One of them is It is the entertainers who have publicly admitted that they are gay. The public is forgetful. Even if the entertainers have taken drugs and had mistresses, they will gradually forget these things, but only those gay entertainers, no matter how long time has passed, people mention them When you are in the market, you will immediately think of the word 'gay'. The sales of products endorsed by 'gay' artists will definitely drop. Don't talk about ordinary people, even the employees of my company will think when they hear that these artists are coming. The reaction was also 'that homosexual'. As for whether the artist's acting skills are good or not, not many people care about it. In fact, not only my company, but the entire show business circle is very secretive about 'homosexuality'. Once an artist admits that he is gay, Then his acting career can basically be declared over."

"Son, I feel sad when I think that one day you will suffer the same thing. Do you remember? When your school gave you a scholarship last year, you just went on a trip, so you asked me to go to the school to help you get the check .”

Ye Ji: "Remember."

"When I went to the school office and said that I was here to get a scholarship for my child, the person in charge asked me whose parent I was. After I said your name, the other party said, 'Ah, that is the tall, energetic young man? ’, at that time, I suddenly thought of Turing.”

Ye Ma: "I believe that you will be very promising in the future. Although you may not have the achievements of Turing, you will definitely not be lost in the crowd. Maybe one day, you will become a professor at a certain university. Wait, but once you admit you're gay, you'll be labeled that for the rest of your life, and when people mention you, they don't mean 'ah, that professor who does great research' or 'he teaches Taught well', but 'that gay'. All your achievements will be covered under this label, and even the dirtiest and most incompetent people can attack it with a superior posture. You, despise you."

She spoke the last sentence very slowly, as if mustering all her strength to say these words.

Ye Ji: "Actually, what other people think of me is not important."

"But I care." Ye Ma suddenly straightened up and looked at Ye Ji, her brows were tightly knit together, it was the first time Ye Ji saw her showing such a sad expression, even talking about Ye Ji's grandma at Xia Tang's house just now At that time, she was not like this, as if other people's criticism of Ye Ji would cut her flesh and blood like a knife.

"When I think about you being treated like this, it hurts my heart. I have spent so much effort to raise you, and I have never been willing to let you be wronged, but those irrelevant people, even those who are like garbage I can step on you."

Ye Ji suddenly noticed that her eyes were red.

"Mom..." Ye Ji wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know what to say.

Ye Ma shook her head, she opened her mouth, as if she wanted to tell Ye Ji that she was fine, but the moment she opened her mouth, tears suddenly welled up in her eyes.

Ye Ji didn't expect this to happen, he was stunned, looking at her at a loss.

Ye Ma turned her head to the left to prevent Ye Ji from seeing her tears.

There was a box of tissues on the desk, Ye Ji hurriedly brought the tissue box over, took out two tissues and handed them over.

Ye Ji: "Mom, tissues."

Mama Ye took the tissue to wipe her tears.

She turned back, facing Ye Ji sideways, and pressed the corners of her eyes with a tissue, as if she didn't want Ye Ji to see her eyes.

Ye Ji: "I'm sorry."

"Silly boy, what are you talking about?" She laughed with tears in her eyes, "You didn't do anything wrong."

"I don't want to talk to you about big things." Ye Ma sniffed her red nose and said, "Actually, there is nothing to cry about. I just suddenly remembered when I was a child. When I was young, my sister, my mother, and I They are the lowest and humblest group of people in this city. Anyone dares to bully us. When I was nine years old, we lived in that kind of flat-roofed iron house. Once I swept the garbage in the house while cleaning the house At the door of the house, although it is garbage, it is actually just a little dust and shredded paper. When I was in my hometown, it didn’t matter if such garbage was swept to the door. The cleaner would clean it up. I just moved here at that time, I don’t know The rules are different."

"At that time, as soon as I swept the garbage out, a cleaner saw her. She immediately came over and grabbed my hair, dragged me to the street, and scolded me loudly. She could say all kinds of dirty words. Her Two colleagues came over when they saw us, but no one helped me. Instead, they helped her and scolded me. No matter how much I cried and apologized, they ignored me, as if I was their father-killing enemy. I helped them sweep the street, otherwise I would have to move all the things in my house. So I swept the street for a whole week, it was August, the temperature was more than 30 degrees, I was almost dehydrated from the sun, and the three of them sat on the street every day. In a shady place, chatting while nibbling melon seeds, while supervising me."

"Son, I grew up surrounded by other people's eyes and bullying, so I know very well that when people are really vicious, they can be more vicious than snakes and scorpions. When you are superior, only a very few people will be really happy for you. People are jealous of you with malice. Once you fall from a high place and become weak or show fatal flaws, these people will scramble to step on you and beat you down, hoping to make you stand up forever, even if you never Hurt them." She looked into Ye Ji's eyes and said, "I don't want to see you go through this, I really don't want to."

Ye Ji's words made Ye Ji feel sad.

What she said was not wrong, these things were the things Ye Ji would face in the future - being pointed and pointed at for life, as if he was born a heinous sinner, and anyone could use this accusation to attack him.

When an addict scolds a third party, people will say "you, a drug addict, have no right to scold others for cheating", but when an addict scolds a homosexual, no one will say "you a drug addict What qualifications do you have to scold those who engage in radicalism?"

"It's not just me you have to face." Ye Ma looked into his eyes, the light from the chandelier shone on her eyes, it looked like the light on the crystal ball was flickering to reveal the trajectory of fate to the witch, "but the whole society , is a weird and bizarre human heart."

Ye Ji bent down, propped his forehead with his palms irritably and helplessly, and said, "I don't understand why this happened? What's wrong with homosexuality?"

Ye Ma: "It's too difficult to explain the reason thoroughly, and I don't have the ability to analyze this issue thoroughly. I can only provide you with an angle: homosexuality has too much impact on traditional family concepts, and it obviously affects children. Stretching. In ancient times, the average life expectancy of human beings was short, the mortality rate of young children was high, and the ancient times were agricultural societies, which required a lot of manpower. Under such circumstances, giving birth to offspring was a great responsibility. The same is true abroad, You see, there are many stories in the Old Testament that require human beings to reproduce as much as possible, such as the story of Judah’s eldest son Er and his second son Onan recorded in Chapter 38 of Genesis. After Er was executed by Jehovah, Judah said to his second son Onan: You should have intercourse with your brother's wife, perform your duty as a brother to her, and raise a son for your brother'. Onan did not want to leave an offspring for his brother. The LORD regarded this behavior as evil and killed Onan. .”

Ye Ji: "But the times have changed now, and many people no longer attach importance to the continuation of blood. Logically speaking, most people should not oppose homosexuality because of 'unable to reproduce'."