lonely city, lonely love

Ms. Gu's head was covered with blood, her eyes were incredulously wide, and she was still in the beating posture, but her body had already fallen down slowly.

The blood under his body hurt Gu Anfeng's eyes.Rushed over, looked at Ms. Gu in her pajamas, and looked at herself, "Gu Anfeng, it's so late, why don't you go home." He was so angry, but he beat Gu Anfeng's heart more violently.

Pain.

The two people present were quiet. Looking at the tearful Gu Anfeng, no one knew what happened in this chaos.

Only the wind howling in the ear was still circling, telling Gu Anfeng that all this was not a dream.

"Mom, stop talking, I'll take you to the hospital." Gu Anfeng picked up Ms. Gu, whose incredible weight was so light that it made one's heart tremble.

"I see you go out every night, so I know...you must be doing bad things behind my back."

"An Feng, please don't do this, please?"

"Mom has been strong all her life. I have never begged anyone like this. I beg you."

Ms. Gu said a lot along the way, and Gu Anfeng couldn't remember too much. At this moment, his mind was full of rushing to the hospital and hugging Ms. Gu, but his hands were shaking constantly, which made people believe that he would fall in the next second.

Sheng Xilan wanted to help, but he stretched out his hand and still didn't move.

When I arrived at the hospital, I was in a hurry and went to the emergency room.Gu Anfeng sat blankly on the chair in the hospital, staring blankly at the mud stains on his shoes, and the white shoelaces turned into an inexplicable black.

Sheng Xilan sat on the side, looked at the dumbfounded Gu Anfeng, and reached out to hold his cold hand: "Don't worry."

He looked up blankly and then turned back blankly.Not angry.

In Gu Anfeng's memory, Ms. Gu has never been as weak as she is today. Even if Ms. Gu, who has always been strong, is bitten by a dog, the wound is turned outwards, revealing the white bones, and she still goes to the hospital for an injection with a calm face. , The whole process will not shed tears, but just now, she cried.

The strong Ms. Gu cried just like that.

With blood all over his face, he took his hand and said over and over again, please.

Looking at his hand, he didn't know when it was also stained with blood. It was red, and even the gap between the nails was also stained with blood. His hand became extremely dry all of a sudden.

is it my fault?

Thoughts are constantly being overlapped and opened again, and I want to go out and face the world, but there are too many obstacles, besides the endless pain, there is still nothing to do.

"Gu Anfeng, I... didn't do it on purpose." You Che stood in front of Gu Anfeng, tears streaming down his face, shaking all over, "I just wanted to push Auntie away, I just..."

It's ok.

I don't know why I just can't say this sentence, probably because I really have no strength.Gu Anfeng looked at the sad look of the child and knew he was not to be blamed, but who would comfort him?

Sheng Xilan patted Gu Anfeng's head, which was as fluffy as ever, and his deep voice sounded slowly, with a different kind of magic power: "Cry as long as you cry, I won't hold you back."

In a word, a large tear fell down, landed on the back of the hand, and slid down.Gradually evaporate.

The lights in the operating room were turned off, and the doctor's formulaic voice, wearing a mask, rang outside the deserted door: "The operation was successful, everything is fine."

One sentence is like the most life-saving straw.

Gu Anfeng stood at the door and looked at Ms. Gu's pale face. She didn't speak, but just walked over and sat down.Overnight, I don't know why Ms. Gu has aged a lot.

Think about it, at this age, even someone as strong as Ms. Gu will grow old.

"It's okay, don't blame him." The first sentence Ms. Gu said was something that Gu Anfeng didn't think of. It seemed that one injury changed a lot.

Nodding his head, he didn't speak.

"This child is really cute." The second sentence was still very gentle. Ms. Gu smiled and motioned for Gu Anfeng to sit down, and the infusion hand patted Gu Anfeng's cold hand, "Anfeng, how long has it been since we sat down like this? Chatted?"

"That child...how did you know each other?" The voice began to tremble, and Ms. Gu looked at You Che who kept looking outside, "An Feng, you are just sick."

Looking at Ms. Gu's smiling face, for a moment, my heart fell to the bottom.A wave of despair arises spontaneously, even if the whole world doesn't agree with me, it doesn't matter, why, as a mother, you also think I'm sick?

"Mom, you know."

"I don't know." He interrupted him roughly, and grabbed Gu Anfeng's hand violently, "Anfeng, I don't know when you got sick. By the time I found out, you were already so serious. It's okay , don’t be afraid, we still have time.”

"Mom!" Standing up abruptly, Gu Anfeng looked at Ms. Gu calmly, "You can't change who I like."

"Do you want our Gu family to be the best!" He slammed the cup in his hand hard.

Gu Anfeng was violently pulled behind him, hot water splashed onto the back of his hand, and it turned red all over.Raising his head in a panic, the man's back was motionless.

"Xilan, go away!" Ms. Gu was so angry that she had just finished the operation and she didn't have much strength. She looked at Gu Anfeng with red eyes, "You come out, you are my son, come out if you are a man !"

Gu Anfeng wanted to come out, but was held down by Sheng Xilan. The man looked at Ms. Gu calmly: "Auntie, your operation has just ended, we can discuss something tomorrow."

"this matter……"

"Let's discuss this matter from a long-term perspective." The dark eyes were full of inexplicable magic power, very beautiful, which made people's original anger disappear all of a sudden, and Ms. Gu just lay down inexplicably.When the aftereffects of the operation appear, the person becomes very lethargic.

Sheng Xilan pulled Gu Anfeng out of the ward.

"Are your hands okay?" Gu Anfeng asked worriedly, and sighed, "You don't need to come out, my mother won't end like this, and there will be troubles in the future."

"You can't bear it alone." Sheng Xilan held Gu Anfeng's hand and intertwined his fingers.

Looking at each other and smiling, I couldn't help but feel that the tiredness in my heart was swept away.

"The patient's condition is very stable, you can leave one person to watch the night." After reading the case, the doctor gave a few simple instructions and left.

"I'll stay." Gu Anfeng said, "Go back, Xiaoroutuan is still at home alone."

Sheng Xilan had no choice but to leave, staring at Gu Anfeng's face, walked over, lowered his head and kissed him, his lips and teeth lingering, his breathing was disordered, and his mind was confused.

"Wait for me. You can't disappear." He told her worriedly.

Gu Anfeng smiled and nodded.