lonely city, lonely love

In the ward, the light was dim, and Ms. Gu just fell into a deep sleep.

Gu Anfeng just fell asleep lying on the bedside, and when he woke up, Ms. Gu had already woken up.The mother and son looked at each other in silence for a while.

"I'm going to ask the doctor to see if you can eat today."

"I won't eat." It was obviously angry words.

Gu Anfeng looked at Ms. Gu helplessly, and sat down: "I know you are angry with me, but it is your body after all. Mom, except for this matter, I rely on you for everything."

"Other than this, what else do I ask of you?" Ms. Gu looked at Gu Anfeng with a terrifying calmness, "I don't ask you to be rich, I just want you to find a woman and have a grandson. I don't want others to poke my butt." Backbone, say I gave birth to a monster!"

The last sentence obviously hurt Gu Anfeng, his face turned pale, and he lowered his eyes to cover up his hurt emotions, filled with bitterness, but still smiled as if nothing had happened, it is really not easy to be a human being: "Mom, didn't you know this all along? My sexuality..."

"I thought driving you away was a punishment for you, but now I find that I was wrong, and I simply let the tiger go back to the mountain!" Ms. Gu stared at Gu Anfeng, pushed the medicine handed over to the side, and put it on All the medicine on one side was pushed to the ground.

"You just make a choice today. I'm still that man." With a decisive and irreversible tone.

"Mom, you are forcing me." Gu Anfeng looked at the messy ground, and looked at Ms. Gu calmly, "Since you don't eat, then I won't eat either."

"Okay." Ms. Gu was annoyed by this sentence.

So the two of them really didn't eat.When Ms. Gu was sick, she was naturally supported by nutritional needles, but Gu Anfeng didn't, and she was already top-heavy after a day.Ms. Gu also felt distressed in her eyes, but she just didn't speak.

Seeing the two of them like this, Sheng Xilan was also very anxious, but he couldn't say anything, because this was completely a matter between mother and child.

"Here." Sheng Xilan handed the bread to Gu Anfeng, "Auntie can't see it."

Shaking his head, he didn't pick it up. He just looked at the toll booth with people coming and going, and his tone was a little confused: "My mother said I was a monster. I'm curious, am I really a scary monster?"

"What nonsense?" Sheng Xilan said in a low voice, seeing the young man's emaciated appearance, he simply stretched out his hand and pinched his chin, forcefully opened a gap, and stuffed the bread in.

I have already done this, but Gu Anfeng still spit out the bread. Faced with Sheng Xilan's anger, Gu Anfeng was very calm, smiling, his pale face looked like a ghost crawling out of nowhere: "A person that my own mother dislikes." Monster, what right do I have to eat. I'll just starve to death..."

Sheng Xilan was completely angry. If it wasn't for Ms. Gu, she would have rushed in and fought.

Ms. Gu stood behind the door of the ward with a pale face, Gu Anfeng's words clearly reached her ears.His whole body seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, so cold that he couldn't help himself.

When Gu Anfeng entered, Ms. Gu was lying on the bed, looking at Gu Anfeng's pale and thin face, she said with a bit of distress, "Eat something."

Obviously, she didn't expect Ms. Gu to say such a thing, so she smiled and said nonchalantly, "I ate."

"An Feng, no mother would be bad for her own child." Sighing, Ms. Gu spoke, probably because she felt helpless, after trying all the methods, Gu Anfeng just didn't move.

"I know." Gu Anfeng nodded, picked up the white porridge on the side, blew on it, and handed it to Ms. Gu's mouth, "You can drink some."

"An Feng, is this the last time Mom asked you, will you never change your mind no matter what method I use?" He didn't drink the porridge, but just stared at Gu Anfeng closely, his eyes were red.

"Mom." Putting the porridge on the table, her eyes were extremely calm, she didn't want to talk about her own affairs at all, "I've grown up, I can bear it. It doesn't matter if others say I'm a monster. I'm used to it .”

The cloud calmly talked about her experience, and Ms. Gu's tears finally fell, and she held Gu Anfeng's hand tightly: "Didn't Mom say you are a monster, you know..."

"I know. I'm used to it." It's still the same, calm and distant, terrifying calm.

"That child, bring it to me someday."

He suddenly looked up at Ms. Gu, unbelievably, every bone in his body was trembling with excitement, his eyes gleamed with excitement, his hand was holding the spoon, his joints turned white, and he kept shaking: "What did you say?"

"You are not a monster. You are my son." Ms. Gu smiled, her face was still full of displeasure, and she finally compromised. After all, there must be someone who compromises, right?Since the child is unwilling, the mother will change.

Nodded, eyes red.

"Hurry up and bring this child here." Ms. Gu was so impatient.

"Mom. You Che is not my boyfriend." He smiled, his eyes were playful, and the rain was over.

"No? Then you still..."

"You Che likes me, but I refuse. He just wants me to hug him, but this child..."

Ms. Gu breathed a sigh of relief, smiled, but stared at Gu Anfeng closely: "Who is that?"

Gu Anfeng swallowed his saliva, wondering how to answer.

"Grandma!" Little Routuan rushed in, a small ball, bumping to the side of the bed, which was not as high as the bed, struggling to pull, blinking big eyes, "Grandma, are you sick? "

"Grandma is fine." Ms. Gu smiled and pinched Xiao Routuan's chubby face, "Seeing our niece, all her illnesses are cured."

Little Routuan laughed: "Then you should look at me more." The child's voice was childish, innocent, and extremely cute.

Sheng Xilan put aside the fruit in his hand, it was not cheap at first glance.

"Xilan, don't buy so many gifts next time you come." Ms. Gu said with a smile, holding the little meat ball in one hand, and asked, "Where is your girlfriend? Bring it to me next time." .”

The word "girlfriend" stabbed Gu Anfeng's heart fiercely. This is what he didn't want to think about all this time!The smile couldn't hold back no matter what, it was a thorn, deep, and couldn't be pulled out.

"Auntie, the person I like is actually Gu Anfeng." Sheng Xilan said without changing his expression, walked over and grabbed Gu Anfeng.The fingers are intertwined, showing the sweetness of the two, and the eyes are indulged.

"What are you talking about?" The voice suddenly became sharp.