grief

"Ouyang Liling is gone, why can't you expose Yi Yan?" Ran Luo leaned on the wall to barely support his body, the bruises on the corners of his lips and eyes were extremely eye-catching.

"Because I promised Ouyang Liling not to let Qiao Yuxi despair, and at the same time to ensure that Yi Yan is alive."

"Then what about me? What am I?" Ran Luo stroked his chest and coughed lightly because of the excessive force involved in the wound on his body.

"I said that if you violate my rules, you have to pay the price." Zhan Yuan loaded the gun and rubbed it slowly, "Ran Luo, don't blame me for being unfeeling."

"..." Ran Luo laughed and cried, his body was completely exhausted, he slid down the wall and fell to the ground.

He didn't know if there was a need for him to speak again, this man, this man for whom he had put all his heart and soul, after all, still valued everything more than him, and even wanted his life for someone who had hurt her.

Zhan Yuan looked at Ran Luo from a distance, his eyes were full of coldness, but his heart was very calm: Hate me, just like Qiao Yuxie did to Ouyang Liling, or, even more than Qiao Yuxie hated Ouyang Liling, as long as you No longer being hurt, I can bear it no matter what.

Ran Luo closed his eyes in despair. He wasn't afraid, but he absolutely didn't want to see the person he loved the most point his gun at him.

"Is there anything else to say?"

"Zhan Yuan, if there is a next life, I will definitely pay you back the capital with interest."

Ran Luo didn't open his eyes, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes. He didn't regret what he had done. Even if it wasn't worth it, if he did it all over again, he still chose to serve this person wholeheartedly regardless of the consequences.

But at this point, he couldn't help complaining, he couldn't achieve Ouyang Liling's tolerance and generosity, and he didn't have Qiao Yuxie's stubbornness, he wanted to get something back for himself.

"Then see you in the next life."

"puff!"

Two overlapping sounds that are indistinguishable to the adult ear. □□The filtered gunshots were not ear-piercing, but broke the silence of the night. The bullet pierced through the flesh and embedded in the heart, in an impartial position.

There was another person in front of Ran Luo, a person who jumped out of the night without hesitation.

No one noticed the shock and pain in Zhan Yuan's eyes at the moment when the bullet hit his heart.

The night gave him a good cover, and also completely sealed off his retreat, so that for many years to come, he could not shake off his self-blame, and it also doomed him to be lonely all his life.

"Han... Han Wei..." Ran Luo couldn't believe it, the man who made him fall into hell blocked the fatal blow for him.

Han Wei was lying on the ground, stretching out his hand with difficulty, Ran Luo leaned over to help him up: "Why?"

Han Wei stared at Ran Luo closely, and tremblingly stroked his cheek: "Ran Luo, the greatest luck in my life, Han Wei, is to fall in love with you."

Although he didn't want to admit that he was so stupid that he still didn't give up his love for Ran Luo, Han Wei had to admit that he regretted everything he did that night. But he hoped that Ran Luo could believe that he really loved him deeply and never changed.

"Han Wei..." Ran Luo didn't know what to say. He once felt deeply guilty towards this person, but all of these were erased after that night, leaving only hatred.Now that this person died for him, how should he feel about it.

"Ran Luo, the happiest days in my life are those days with you, thank you for letting me stay by your side..."

Warm tears dripped down on Han Wei's temperatureless face, and Ran Luo hugged Han Wei tightly.

Qiao Yuxi ran out and looked at this scene in shock, no matter what, he couldn't believe that Zhan Yuan had really shot at Ran Luo, who he believed Zhan Yuan had put in his heart.

"Ran Luo..." No matter what he said at this time, he couldn't comfort Ran Luo.

Ran Luo raised his head: "Zhan Yuan, I have paid off everything I owe you. From now on, you and I have nothing to do with each other."

"Ran Luo!" Qiao Yuxi pulled Ran Luo.

"Is simple love really that difficult?" Tears blurred his eyes, and Ran Luo smiled, "Yu Zhi, Ouyang Liling can't let go of you the most. You must be happy so that he can rest in peace."

Ran Luo left, with a disappointed and hurt heart, and never appeared again.

Time passed by every minute, and a few days later, Qiao Yuxi personally cooked the food and wine, and made an appointment with Yi Yan.

"You know everything?" Yi Yan spoke first after the long silence between the two of them.

"I don't want to find out the truth through other channels. I've been waiting for you to find me." Qiao Yuxi poured wine for each other. "From the current situation, it seems that you have no such plan."

"..."

"Yi Yan, do you feel that we are not us anymore?" Qiao Yuxie said, "I sometimes think that maybe we were never us."

I still remember those years when we held a broom together and caught dragonflies on the straw stacks. In the summer of those years, we swam in the river naked, and just a popsicle could dispel the heat of the whole summer.They always laugh, laugh from the bottom of their hearts.

Now, sitting in a spacious air-conditioned room, enjoying good food and wine, my smile is stained with hypocrisy.

Everything started to look different, and it became harder and harder to satisfy.

"I'm sorry, but I love you so much. Whenever I see you with Ouyang Liling, I'm so jealous that I can't control myself." Yi Yan shed tears of pain, "I know I'm so wrong, I deserve it I was punished. But Yu Zhi, you have to believe me, I really never thought of hurting you, everything I did was to be with you."

"You said that you did this because you love me. Then I am too hateful. I ruined a kind person and blamed everything on others. I did so many unforgivable things. It is unforgivable. What really deserves Punishment, I am the one who deserves to go to hell. God is so cruel, and put all these crimes on Ouyang Liling."

"Feather, he knows why I do these things, he has no objection, he is willing to give you to me, besides, he is no longer here, so please stay with me, please!"

"If I did that, I would literally go to hell."

"No, let me bear all the suffering, I won't let you suffer any more, stay with me, I promise to give you happiness." Yi Yan suddenly hugged Qiao Yuxie, "Yuxie, I really Love you!"

Qiao Yuxi broke away his arms that were holding him, stretched out his fists to his chest, and slowly forced him to retreat. After staring at him for nearly half a minute, he said coldly: "Why don't you understand, together with you, Heaven will turn into hell."

Yi Yan fell to the ground, his heart throbbing with pain.He never knew that Qiao Yuxi could use the simplest method to injure him completely.

After a long time, he tremblingly said: "Yu Zhi, can't you be fair to me?"

Qiao Yuxi laughed mockingly: "Is there fairness in this world?"

"If it were Ouyang Liling, would you not hesitate? Even if he did these things, you would still choose him, right?"

"He won't say such things to me, and he doesn't need to open his mouth. As long as he wants, I can be desperate."

Feeling endless anger, Yi Yan stepped forward to grab Qiao Yuxie again, and shouted, "Where am I worse than him!"

"You don't think about it yourself." Qiao Yuxi pulled his collar out of Yi Yan's hand, "For him, I have already fallen, and I will never change again."

Yi Yan fell to the ground in a slump, and after a while he whispered: "I don't want him to die... I just want him to leave you, that's really all... If I knew he was so sick, I would never force him to die. His...I really regret..."

"Is it useful to regret? Can he be brought back to life?"

"Feather, I'm sorry, please don't hate me, please..."

"I respect you." Qiao Yuxie touched Yi Yan's glass, drank it down, put down the glass and said again, "Yi Yan, if I didn't have you back then, I don't know how I would live, let alone Is it possible to survive? I remember all the kindness you treated me. Maybe because of the blindness of feelings, I don't trust you as much as Ouyang Liling, but in my heart, you are the closest person, and no one can replace you. Neither can Ouyang Liling."

Yi Yan looked up at him, hope rekindled in his eyes.

"But what you did ruined everything, how do you want me not to hate you?"

"me……"

"Stop making excuses." Qiao Yuxi paused, "It's unnecessary and meaningless."

Yi Yan suddenly thought of something again: "If... If I can make up for it, can my sin be mitigated?"

"I can't make up for it. Geng Ye is missing, Lou Yi is dumb, Li Ling is gone, my heart is completely dead..."

"No! Yu Zhi, I have kept the evidence for getting you into prison back then, I can..."

Qiao Yuxi interrupted him: "No need, that's not important anymore."

"How could it be unimportant, you..."

"If necessary, there is no need to wait for you to do something for me... Yi Yan, don't think that you are still of much use to me now."

"I'm sorry..." Yi Yan tugged at his hair, "I'm really sorry..."

"I'm not the one you should apologize to." Qiao Yuxi stood up and wiped away tears, "There is only one person in my heart, and this life is not easy."

One month is neither short nor long, Geng Ye has not disappeared, Yi Yan has not appeared again, only Lou Yi has been with Qiao Yuxie.

Qiao Yuxi seldom spoke, and Lou Yi couldn't speak anyway, so they just kept silent relative to each other, eating, sleeping, and occasionally looking at the company's urgent documents.

Qiao Yuxi would smile every day, looking at Ouyang Liling's photo.He believes that life will be like this in the future.

Until Zhan Yuan appeared again.