grief

Zhan Yuan is haggard, not like the image he should have. The most likely reason is that Ran Luo's departure has affected him.

"Zhan Yuan, it seems that your life is not as good as you imagined." Qiao Yuxi now looks at many people and things with pickiness, even a bit of malice.Especially Zhan Yuan's indifference made him feel worthless for Ran Luo.

"There is something that I think you should know." Zhan Yuan handed over a note.

Qiao Yuxi glanced at it, but didn't answer it.

"Ouyang Liling is still alive."

Qiao Yuxi looked at Zhan Yuan in shock: "What?"

If this was a joke, it would be too much.

"Ouyang Liling is still alive."

"What did you say?" Qiao Yuxi grabbed Zhan Yuan's arm, wanting to confirm again, "Say it again."

"This is his address." Zhan Yuan gently pushed him away, "He doesn't have much time, so cherish it."

After Zhan Yuan left, Qiao Yuxi was stunned in the living room, and when he came back to his senses, he started to rush out, even if he was being teased, he still had to give it a try.

Lou Yi grabbed the note on the table and chased after him shouting "Ahhh".

Qiao Yuxi finally regained his senses, took the note, smiled at Lou Yi with tears streaming down his face, and rushed out.

Most of the time, life is like this, like drama, with countless turning points, you never know whether the next second will be a surprise or a fatal blow.

Ouyang Li was in pain for a while, and just fell asleep after taking the medicine, her brows were furrowed, her complexion was still astonishingly pale.

A black gold necklace looms at the open collar.

Qiao Yuxi sat on the edge of the bed, and gently wiped the thin sweat off his forehead.

"Brother, he won't wake up for a while, you'd better go and rest first." Geng Ye noticed the sweat on Qiao Yuxie's face and half-wet clothes when he came, and knew that he might be in a hurry.

Qiao Yuxi shook her head, her gaze never leaving Ouyang Liling's face.

Knowing that persuasion was useless, Geng Ye slowly exited the room.

It has been several hours since Ouyang Liling woke up. He didn't sleep soundly, but he was too weak from the pain and didn't have the mental support to wake up.

"woke up."

"Why are you here, who told you?"

Ouyang Liling didn't welcome Qiao Yuxie's arrival, she shook off his extended hand and struggled to get up.

Qiao Yuxi's eye circles were red, and he blinked back his tears. He took the pillow and asked him to lean on the head of the bed: "Because I wanted to see you, so I showed up."

"I don't want to see you, you go."

"Ouyang Liling, why do you hurt me like this?"

"..."

"I know it all."

His body froze, Ouyang Liling closed his eyes and sighed softly. He should have thought that even though he had stopped him many times, according to Yuan Kun's temperament, he would tell Qiao Yuxi sooner or later.

"Feather last..."

"Ouyang Liling, I, Qiao Yuxi, will rely on you for the rest of my life, don't you think about pushing me away with self-righteousness!"

"My time is running out."

"Do you know how much time you have wasted? You have tortured me for so long and made me suffer for so long. Do you still want to avoid compensation?"

"Feather, I'm sorry."

"Li Ling, even if you only have 1 minute left, I still hope that it belongs to me."

Ouyang Liling's expression was painful and tangled, it was the first time he showed his heart in front of Qiao Yuxi so unabashedly.

After a long wait, when the light in Qiao Yuxi's eyes was about to be replaced by tears, Ouyang Liling finally nodded with difficulty: "...OK."

Now that we have come to this point, the best way is to accept it.He already had other calculations in his mind, so he didn't say any more.

Qiao Yuxi threw herself into his arms, trembling with excitement, speechless for a long time.

Qiao Yuxi went home and got some change of clothes, along with the candies stored in the drawer.When Ouyang Liling woke up again, he was already guarding the bed.

"To show you something."

Qiao Yuxi stretched out his hand, holding a few colorful candies in his palm: "A boy gave it to me a long time ago. He said he hoped that I would be happy after eating it."

"It's so beautiful." Ouyang Liling picked up a green one and turned it slowly. The bright and gorgeous color made people feel good, "Can I eat it?"

"Perhaps expired."

"It doesn't matter, the meaning is still there."

Ouyang Liling peeled off the green candy wrapper and was about to put it in her mouth.

Qiao Yuxi grabbed his arm, took his hand, bit the candy, got up and hooked Ouyang Liling's neck, and kissed his lips.

The sweet taste flowed between each other's lips and teeth.

Qiao Yuxi only tasted endless bitterness, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes, and he hugged Ouyang Liling even tighter.

Ouyang Liling hugged him into his arms and responded to his kiss.

It's been too long, this familiar taste is even about to become unfamiliar, wandering on the edge of despair countless times, this person finally belongs to himself again.

Even if it's wrong, I want to be willful once, the only time in this life.

"Li Ling, let's go together." Qiao Yuxi leaned on his shoulders and hugged him tightly, "No matter how much time is left, leave it to me alone, I don't want to share it with others, is that okay?"

Ouyang Liling gently pushed him away, held his face in his hands, and looked straight into his eyes: "OK."

The answer was simple and clear, and Qiao Yuxi couldn't believe it: "Really?"

"Feather, it's me who made you regret. I owe you too much, and I don't have enough time to make up for it. I hope you can remember that we love each other deeply, not to make each other suffer. No matter what happens in the future, you must hapiness."

"En." Qiao Yuxi nodded with tears in her eyes.

"Brother, Yi Yan is here, he wants to see you."

Geng Ye appeared at the door, looked at Qiao Yuxi, and then hesitated to speak.

"Okay, let him come over." Ouyang Liling was not displeased, until now, Yi Yan's position in his heart was still the same as before.Maybe he blamed Yi Yan, but that was just a momentary emotion, he never hated it.

"I'll come back later." Qiao Yuxi didn't want to meet Yi Yan right now.

"Okay." Ouyang Liling didn't force him.

Qiao Yuxi leaned over and pressed a kiss on the corner of his lips, before going out, she turned around and smiled lightly, and only after Ouyang Li smiled back did she gently close the door.

When Qiao Yuxi stepped into the guest room beside him, Yi Yan's figure appeared at the stairs.It doesn't matter whether Yi Yan sees him or not. The only thing Qiao Yuxi wants to care about now is Ouyang Liling. It doesn't matter if it's selfish or not. Now Ouyang Liling is everything to him, and he doesn't want to separate Even the slightest thought to take care of others.

Moreover, he didn't want to see Yi Yan again until he could be calm and face each other.He can't carry out the stupid behavior that was done to Ouyang Liling again, he has already lost too much because of it.God gave him the greatest punishment, which is to make him lose the love of his life and everything in his life.

Tears slipped down unsatisfactorily. It turned out that his strength was only like glass, seemingly indestructible, but in fact it would easily shatter.

"Yu Zhi, are you inside?" Geng Ye's voice appeared outside the door.

"Here." Qiao Yuxi wiped his face indiscriminately, and opened the door, "Is Yi Yan gone?"

"En." Geng Ye nodded, looking at his slightly red and swollen eyes, hesitant to speak.

"What's up?"

Geng Ye shook his head.

"I'm going to wash my face."

"Feather last!"

"..."

"Are you going to leave with my brother?"

"I'm sorry, Geng Ye." Qiao Yuxi turned around, "I've always been very selfish, please let me do this one last time, after this, it will never happen again."

"I see. Let me take care of him tonight, okay?"

"Ah."

Geng Ye stayed overnight by Ouyang Liling's bed.Ouyang Liling tried to persuade him to rest many times, but was rejected.He stayed up all night, staring straight at Ouyang Liling who was not sleeping soundly.This may be the last time, after that, he may not be able to see the sober Ouyang Liling again.

Qiao Yuxi took Ouyang Liling away early in the morning, Geng Ye and Yuan Kun stood at the door, watching their car disappear at the end of the road.

Ouyang Liling was satisfied.In the last time of his life, he has nothing to regret when he has relatives and friends who miss him and the person he loves the most is by his side.

He wasn't afraid that Qiao Yuxi would be overwhelmed with pain because of losing him, he had already arranged everything, maybe it wasn't the right way, but it was the best he could do.

He left with a smile.

Under the setting sun, in Qiao Yuxi's arms, seeing Qiao Yuxi's tearful smile, and hearing Qiao Yuxi's words "I will live happily ever after", he closed his eyes and left this place forever. Not so kind to his world.

Ouyang Liling's tragedy was created by himself, and he has never regretted it.

However, if he knew the ending of Qiao Yuxi, would he still laugh so relieved?

"Be gentle, don't hurt him."

"Okay, how many times have you said it, and it's not like you haven't done it. It's guaranteed to be safe!"

"You said the same thing last time."

"This time is different. Could it be that there is a second Ye Qiyang in this world? Don't worry, just one click, the past will always be blank."

The door was gently pushed open, and two people entered.

Qiao Yuxi was lying on the bed, breathing steadily, and seemed to be fast asleep.

The two tiptoed close to the bed, and one of them made a knife-like hand and quickly cut to the back of Qiao Yuxi's head lying on his side.

"I can't forget him."

The person on the bed suddenly spoke, with a calm voice.

The visitor stopped in time and turned to look at Yi Yan who was aside.

Snapped!

The light was turned on, and Qiao Yuxi sat up.

"...This is Li Ling's meaning, he said..."

"My life, I have the right to choose."

"But……"

"I understand now that love and hate are never equal. I can try my best not to hate you, but I absolutely can't stop loving him. Do you understand?"

"..."

"So, don't force me to forget him, that would be the same as death."

"..."

Qiao Yuxi left, leaving behind four words.

Don't forget, don't look for it.

After three years of walking, there was no news.

When he reappeared three years later, he had already learned to let go.

"Li Ling said that hatred is the lowest emotion in the world, and we should not be controlled by it. So, I'm back."

The sky was blue, the wind was mild, and the sun was just right. There were four people standing in front of the tombstone.

Just like, that spring, the five teenagers who swore under the banyan tree.

Always together, never apart.

Even if it is the distance between life and death, as long as the heart is there, we are still together.

If life is just like the first meeting, if there is reincarnation in the world, I hope that the next time we meet, the innocence will remain the same, and the original intention will not change.