melancholy summer

Sun Xiang meets Zhou Yue every weekend to have a meal and chat with each other.

There is hope in the days, the unhappiness at work seems to be downplayed, the time flies very fast, and the sticky feeling that I used to live like years has disappeared completely.

For Sun Xiang, meeting for a few hours has become the driving force for his work.Only by working can you have money and let Xiaoyue eat and have fun.

The days that are approaching are always extremely short. In the blink of an eye, at the end of August, Sun Xiang had just finished his medical license exam, and within two days it was time for Zhou Yue to start school.

Sun Xiang felt a little empty in his heart. Although he had a mobile phone and the Internet, he could communicate anytime and anywhere, but this was different. As for the difference, Sun Xiang couldn't tell.

The penultimate meeting between Zhou Yue and Sun Xiang before he left, seeing Sun Xiang's reluctance in his eyes, but pretending to be indifferent, with a flat tone, but sloppy instructions, Zhou Yue felt that it seemed almost heat.

"Brother Xiang, I will miss you. We must keep in touch. I must call you every weekend, oh no, every night." Zhou Yue perfectly interpreted " Reluctantly" the meaning of these four words.

On the last side, Sun Xiang sent Zhou Yue to the train. University usually starts on Mondays and reports on weekends. Sun Xiang, who doesn't need to ask for leave, is really relieved.

His eyes followed Zhou Yue and disappeared at the entrance of the station. Sun Xiang sighed. Zhou Yue was introverted, so he could say a few more words when he was with him. He is not a lovable child, and there is no one at home to see him off when he travels far away.

Sun Xiang felt that after Zhou Yue left, life was even more unbearable than before. There is really no harm without comparison.

In fact, now, his life is better than when Zhou Yue was just discharged from the hospital.

Colleagues just isolate him and instigate him to do some useless work. Gossip, cynicism and sarcasm have already been exhausted, and the director is a busy person. How can he have free time at ordinary times? In order to trouble an insignificant person like him, he put down the important work at hand .

This kind of life, Sun Xiang used to think it was very boring, but he just dawdled around like this, but now, he didn't want to go on like this.

In this year, he was just a rookie who had just graduated, had no ambitions, was immature, and couldn't even find a job. Moreover, he had no family and no friends. All these gave confidence to those who troubled Sun Xiang. I feel that Sun Xiang will always be a head lower than himself, just an irrelevant salted fish who can be stepped on by anyone and will never stand up.

But now this salted fish suddenly has a different idea: he wants to leave here, to leave this chilling place, he wants to stand higher, he wants to stand on the side of these colleagues who are bullying him, right He sneered at the director, a place where he could only look up.

There are not as many connections with Zhou Yue as expected. We are all adults, have our own lives, and are very busy.

Sun Xiang often works overtime and night shifts. Because he plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination, he usually has to squeeze out a little time to read books. After all, any book of internal medicine, surgery, women, children, physiology, biochemistry, and pathology is thicker than a brick.

Yes, he plans to take the postgraduate entrance examination.

Zhou Yue made a limited number of phone calls, all of which were about the enrollment information of their school's medical major. Sun Xiang also checked a lot of information on the Internet, and finally decided to apply for the pediatrics major of Zhou Yue's school's medical school.

Because of the free tuition fee and the low admission score, Sun Xiang had abandoned other subjects except psychiatry in the year after his undergraduate graduation, but he did not take the postgraduate entrance examination for psychiatry. It has been a month, and now he is asked to take the exam, he is really not sure.

Pediatrics is now the least popular department among doctors, and it is the department that is most short of doctors.

In the industry, children's disease is called "dumb disease", especially for younger children, where they feel uncomfortable and can't understand at all. It is very difficult for doctors to diagnose, and if they accidentally misdiagnose, they will be in trouble.

Moreover, the children nowadays are all the treasures of their parents, and they are afraid of falling when they are held in their hands, and they are afraid of melting if they are held in their mouths.

When Sun Xiang was still an undergraduate student, I heard that because the blood vessels of children were relatively thin, the nurses couldn’t get in twice, and the parents beat them; …

But Sun Heng’s goal is not to be an ordinary pediatrician. He only knows how to study well after working. If he has the ability and opportunity, he will definitely try his best to continue his Ph.D., and there is a chance to transfer to other clinical majors .

Of course, the premise of taking a doctoral exam is to have a postgraduate degree, and postgraduate study in pediatrics is just a springboard for Sun Xiang.

In the past, Sun Xiang had no goals, and his dream of becoming a cardiothoracic surgeon was really just a dream.

After graduating from a bachelor's degree, as a general doctor, even if you work in a basic hospital, after you have saved a bit, you can find a wife and live a normal life.

But now, the blows in his life give him the impetus to keep going.

As time passed, the postgraduate entrance examination was getting closer and closer, and the contact between Sun Xiang and Zhou Yue became less and less. Sun Xiang understood that Zhou Yue was afraid of disturbing his review.

After Sun Xiang finished the exam, Zhou Yue started the painful final exam week again, and the two of them passed two months without any contact at all.

Sun Xiang feels that life has become easier since he obtained his doctor's qualification certificate.After the postgraduate entrance examination, colleagues gathered together to ask how the examination went, how was it?No problem at all!

But Sun Xiang still said very modestly: "It's okay, it's okay, and you can perform normally. Whether you pass the exam depends on your luck."

Colleagues were cheerful and told him not to be modest, saying that he must be fine. The atmosphere was joyous, as if nothing happened a few months ago.

Sun Xiang scoffed in his heart, but he still had to make it on the surface. After all, he had to wait until mid-March to pass the re-examination and confirm that he was admitted before he could leave the job.

On the other side, Zhou Yue crushed the pill in her mouth.Very good, every time I contact him, I take the initiative. If I don't contact Sun Xiang, he will never contact me.

It's been two months, if I can comfort myself at the beginning, Sun Xiang is going to take the postgraduate entrance examination, he is nervous about studying, and has no time to contact, but now, he has finished the postgraduate entrance examination!I have passed the final exam myself!

Zhou Yue bit the pill with a "click click", heh, he finally understood why Sun Xiangchang has no friends in such a big age: Sun Xiang is too passive in dealing with people!

Keeping in touch is the most important condition for maintaining a relationship. No matter how good a friend is, if you lose contact for a long time, the relationship will fade.

"What should I do?" Zhou Yue drank a big mouthful of water, washed away the bitterness in his mouth, and threw the empty medicine bottle in his hand into the trash can, "It seems that it's time to change our strategy."

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Should I finish this article as soon as possible and start another one, or should I write this longer~~ I am tangled!