melancholy summer

It was finally the weekend, Sun Xiang put on a good mood and put on a smiling face, but the sensitive Zhou Yue could still see the low pressure on his head.

"Brother Xiang, you don't seem to be in a good mood." Holding a cup of milk tea, Zhou Yue cautiously glanced at Sun Xiang, "Don't be angry because I didn't tell you before."

Seeing Zhou Yue biting the straw in frustration, Sun Xiang hurriedly explained, "It's nothing, I was wrong before, don't think too much, I'm bothered by work... Hey, what are you talking about with your child? Well……"

"I'm not young anymore, tell me, maybe we can figure out a way together." Zhou Yue lowered her head shyly and scratched her head.

Sun Xiang didn't think there was anything Zhou Yue could do, he just wanted to find a tree hole to vent his recent grievances.

He was alone, and he had no one to complain about except Zhou Yue.

parents?Relatives and friends?No, nothing.He is so alone, so far.

His father died early, and his mother remarried and had a happy life. After that, he was already an outsider.

No matter how good friends were in college, they gradually lost contact after graduation. They will not look back for him, and neither will he.

Zhou Yue's appearance, to him, is like a life-saving straw: someone is willing to take the initiative to keep in touch with you, willing to listen to you, vent your inner dissatisfaction, willing to comfort you, and willing to treat you as a true friend.

Sun Xiang is not as strong as he imagined, he just graduated from university and has just worked for a year, and he is only five years older than Zhou Yue, and in some families, this age is still considered a child.

When encountering these setbacks, no one told him what to do. He forced himself to smile every day, and felt that he would not be able to survive every day.

As he spoke, Sun Xiang choked up. The sarcasm and violence of his colleagues made him feel more uncomfortable than a mental patient beating him up. Stepped into the soil.

Zhou Yue listened calmly, but Sun Xiang couldn't see his expression clearly through his tear-filled eyes.

"Brother Xiang, cry if you want, don't hold back." Zhou Yue sat next to Sun Xiang and patted him on the back lightly.

"Hey, it's okay, it's okay, it's not good to be so much, a man doesn't cry easily, it makes people laugh."

To Zhou Yue's surprise, Sun Xiang quickly took out a few papers from the box on the table, wiped a large bag of tears from his eyes, blew his nose again, and then resumed sitting upright.

Zhou Yue watched the milk tea shop crowded with people, and some people would cast strange glances from time to time, feeling secretly resentful.

Time: Sunday; Location: Milk Tea Shop; Characters: The two of them...and a group of people who eat melons.

"Brother Xiang, let's change the place, there are too many people here." After speaking, he seemed a little embarrassed and lowered his head.

"Oh, yes, but it's too hot outside, where shall we go?" Sun Xiangna naively thought that Xiaoyue was shy because of the crowd.

"There is a shopping mall near here, and there are not many people there, so go there."

This type of shopping mall opened in second-tier cities is likely to have a few people go shopping, but there are not many people, because the things are cheap, but the heating and cooling are fully turned on, and people are willing to go shopping in cold weather.

As a straight straight man, Sun Xiang made plans to hang out with someone of the same sex, and of course Zhou Yue went wherever he said.

"Brother Xiang, have you ever thought about going back to school to continue your graduate studies?" Zhou Yue looked at Sun Xiang who had quickly returned to normal, feeling extremely regretful.

"I have no money, and I may not pass the exam."

The chatterbox opened but couldn't be closed. The two chatted while walking, but Zhou Yue didn't say much, so Sun Xiang poured out all his family fortune.

My father drank and smoked, and socialized all day long. He took painkillers for every pain, and waited for one day to pass out on the wine table. After an examination in the hospital, he was already in the advanced stage of liver cancer, and he hadn't persisted for two weeks.

At that time, he was only 13 years old and still in the second year of junior high school.

His mother, who had just reached the age of [-], dragged him through junior high school and high school with a meager salary in the factory, and almost used up almost all the savings in the family.

His mother loved him, and he knew that he didn't want to drag her down anymore. After the college entrance examination, when his mother told him that he wanted to remarry, he agreed without hesitation.

When I volunteered, I thought of my father's painful struggle in the last few days, so I resolutely chose clinical medicine.

As early as half a year ago, my father's complexion began to look bad. His complexion was sallow, which was actually mild jaundice. Because of ignorance, he missed the opportunity for treatment.

Then he relied on scholarships, grants for poor students, student loans, and intermittent part-time jobs to barely complete five years of undergraduate studies. The tuition fee of more than 1 yuan a year for graduate students made him hesitate.

Then, I went to the postgraduate entrance examination with a tangled mood, and my performance was abnormal. I was not admitted to the voluntary school, and was transferred to a school in a remote area hundreds of thousands of miles away, so I simply gave up.

A doctor who has graduated from a bachelor's degree can only take the qualification certificate for practicing physicians one year after graduation, and then he can work as a doctor. Sun Xiang has no qualifications to practice medicine, so he can only enter a mental hospital as a helper.

Sun Xiang talked for a long time, and there were a lot of them, but Zhou Yue still grasped the core, just two words: no money!

"I heard that there are several majors for medical graduate students in our school that are free of tuition, provided that the first choice is to apply for those majors." Zhou Yue knew about Sun Xiang's situation, and said in a timely manner, "But it seems that everyone It’s some relatively unpopular majors, like pathology, pharmacology, nuclear medicine… and so on.”

Zhou Yue knew that Sun Xiang's dream was to be a cardiothoracic surgeon. Two months ago, he might have dismissed these unpopular majors, but now, after seeing society and the complexity of human nature, he looked at the near collapse Sun Xiang, Zhou Yue is [-]% sure that Sun Xiang will be willing to return to school.

Sun Xiang needed an opportunity to break his comfortable life and give him the motivation to move forward, and Zhou Yue gave him this opportunity.

After all, pretending to be depressed is really easy for him who has suffered from depression, isn't it.

Zhou Yue checked a lot of information about his own illness, and finally went to the hospital when he had no choice. He is familiar with all related diseases about depression, and of course he also knows about bipolar disorder. He is betting whether Sun Xiang will care about him more than Fear of authority.

He won.He carefully weaved a large net, step by step, watched his prey unconsciously, walked in, turned back, and said to him: "Thank you."

Sure enough, after listening to Zhou Yue's words, the first half of the sentence brightened Sun Xiang's eyes, and the second half made his eyes dim again.

"Let me think about it again."

"Then I'll help Brother Xiang to find out more." Zhou Yue pursed her mouth after speaking, tilted her head and smiled innocently at Sun Xiang.

The author has something to say:

There were two people, one socialized every day, drank and smoked, was less than 40 years old, died of liver cancer, and lived only two weeks after the discovery.

The other is a relative who is very close and close. He drinks and smokes. He is in his early forties. He suffered from stomach cancer. Two-thirds of his stomach was removed last year. He quit smoking and drinking now, but God knows how long he can live.

Pay attention to health, cherish life, stay away from tobacco and alcohol.