little transparent love

Leaving Lu Jingyan felt very complicated, but Zhang Ran was determined not to look back. Looking at the disconnected call on his phone, he stroked it with his finger two or three times, and then deleted the call records one by one.Now that he has decided to leave, don't leave a way out for himself. After all, leaving Lu Jingyan is not an easy task. He is afraid that he will regret it and turn back.

This was the fifth day Zhang Ran moved into Lin's old house. For nearly a week, except for the call from Lu Jingyan on the night he left, Lu Jingyan didn't call from him in the next few days.Zhang Ran couldn't tell what it was like, but he chose this path by himself, no matter how reluctant he was, he still had to keep going.Fortunately, these days he is actually living a fulfilling life. He is quite busy at work and off work. Mr. Lin seems to really focus on cultivating him. He has made a lot of book lists for him. Not only must he read all these books, but he also needs to make reading notes. Zhang Ran thought it was impossible at first, because there were too many of these books, and the book list alone was a thin booklet, not to mention that there were dozens of books' names on each page.

But when Zhang Ran saw Mr. Lin's collection of books, he really realized why Mr. Lin's articles were ordinary and simple, yet so exciting. Every word and sentence was precise and appropriate. This is the charm of language, and this kind of knowledge cannot be completed overnight.

Mr. Lin's study room is almost like a library. The shelves are placed one by one in the room. When you take out a book from it, you can find the traces of turning the pages. Some books have been read many times. An impulse gushes out, and I can't wait to get into it immediately.

"You can see all of these."

Mr. Lin came over with his wheelchair, and Zhang Ran put down the book, "Teacher, I'm afraid that if I get too hot for three minutes, I won't be able to read it in a few days."

What he said was a little embarrassing, but the fact is that he does not have the willpower to persevere in doing anything, and Zhang Ran is not easy to lie to Mr. Lin. Even though he is very, very determined now, based on past experience, will he persist in the future? It's really hard to say.

Mr. Lin said, "Then should I find a ruler? As your teacher, I must supervise you well."

Zhang Ran moved a chair and sat next to Mr. Lin, expressing his determination, "Teacher, don't worry, I will persevere this time, work hard, and never let down your cultivation."

Elder Lin flexed his fingers and talked about Zhang Ran's head, then shook his head and said, "Let's see, you are still far away."

After separating from Lu Jingyan, life continued as if nothing had changed, and everything had changed.Today, Zhang Ran no longer just muddle along. He is full of yearning and hard work for life, and he is also working hard to learn everything he can get his hands on. Even his previous habit of not talking and making friends has gradually improved. He has become more and more generous, more and more talkative, and able to express himself better.Although he has lost contact with Lu Jingyan, news of Lu Jingyan still reaches his ears from time to time. It seems that since they separated, both of them have gone in a better direction. He has changed, and Lu Jingyan's career has also improved. Lou, financial magazines and even social news, sometimes there will be Lu Jingyan, and sometimes bold entertainment magazines will report some gossip about Lu Jingyan, but they are all fleeting. Whenever Zhang Ran saw this kind of news, he would occasionally feel lost and uncomfortable, but he was less and less likely to look at himself with inferiority.

The two brothers, Shen Lu and Shen Qiao, didn't contact him much. They occasionally contacted him through the Internet, just to send blessings or something. Maybe the two of them knew about the separation between him and Lu Jingyan, so in order to avoid embarrassment, both sides agreed tacitly. Qi Yuling has gone abroad, and Zhang Ran can occasionally see from the other party's news that she is doing well. Although the eldest lady has not yet fallen in love, she seems to have been committed to going abroad. Zhang Ran has envied her several times. It's just that he was watched by Mr. Lin, and he even had very few opportunities to travel domestically.Lu Jingjing often chatted with Zhang Ran, but the two of them sensitively avoided all things related to him and Lu Jingyan.Qi Luo's movie was released, and the response was very good. It made both Lu Ze and Cheng Haoyu popular. The CP fans of the two are very noisy. As long as there is something about Lu Ze and Cheng Haoyu together, they can imagine a sweet story. After coming out, Zhang Ran didn't know whether Lu Ze still had that kind of thought for Cheng Haoyu, but through the contact with Cheng Haoyu, Cheng Haoyu rarely talked about Lu Ze, Zhang Ran also became popular among the screenwriters through this movie. Yes, but his mind is not here, or he feels that he is not enough to enter this field. According to what Lin Lao said, he still needs to continue to hone.

However, Zhang Ran's novels are really becoming more and more popular, his writing level is also improving steadily in a straight line, and the company's work is becoming more and more handy, and everything is developing for the better. After two years like this, Zhang Ran The career ushered in a huge change.

In the past two years, Zhang Ran has been writing a novel with an autobiographical nature. In the past, the novels he wrote were all fast food, and he could finish a book in almost a few months. But this time, Zhang Ran really spent a lot of time on this novel. A lot of energy, and has been revised many times under the guidance of Mr. Lin. It can be said that this novel is Zhang Ran's painstaking effort. He does not have any utilitarian purpose, but really wants to write such a book. Sometimes I will write a little when I feel something, sometimes I will write a little when I feel something, just like essays, sometimes it is unconstrained and unconstrained, and sometimes the reality is plain, almost without any specific style at all. Anyway, Zhang Ran feels that his book is also I don’t know what to do with it, I just want to be able to look at my mental journey and various things I have experienced over the years when I get old.

But after he finished writing, both Rong Kai and Mr. Lin felt that Zhang Ran's book should be published, and it should be published by a regular large-scale publishing house, because if the book is not popular, I will be sorry for the two of them after reading it. According to Mr. Lin, that kind of indescribable mood, that is, after reading this book, everyone will have different psychological perceptions, depending on what the individual feels from it.

Zhang Ran thought to himself, it’s not so strange, these are all his usual notes, it’s just that he doesn’t finish writing them like ordinary notes, it’s nothing more than embellishing, modifying the structural framework and perfecting the words through himself and Mr. Lin Accuracy.

But Ronglai and Lin Lao persisted, and Zhang Ran had to compromise in the end. After all, he actually had some expectations in his heart.

Then with the help of the two, Zhang Ran's book was finally published, and the response after publication was unexpected. Although Lin Lao and Rong Kai affirmed, Zhang Ran really didn't have any hope, but whoever imagined it, this book The book really became popular, and the sales volume increased exponentially. When Zhang Ran heard the call from the publishing house, Zhang Ran was stunned. In the end, it was Rong Kai who answered the call and agreed to reprint it. After that, it was even more unexpected. Surprisingly, this book won the "Hua Guo Book Award", which is definitely a proud medal of honor.

Through this book, Zhang Ran has initially shown his talents, and his career has become more and more smooth, and he even has a higher room for development.He thanked Rong Kai and Elder Lin for their suggestions more than once, and thanked them for allowing him to take this step bravely. It turns out that he can be more confident and bold, and bravely pursue everything he wants.

Soon after, Zhang Ran joined the Huaguo Literary Society, which can be regarded as a top-notch society in China. It often has academic exchanges with foreign countries. Almost all the writers in the literary society have made great achievements. Mr. Lin is also a member of this literary society. Like other old scholars, they contribute to the literary culture of Huaguo. Some do research in the field of pure literature, and some use the articles they write for other purposes, and affect the country through various channels. To make Huaguo's culture more colorful.Of course, there is no lack of young candidates like Zhang Ran in the literary club. These talents are all optimistic and want to be cultivated to take over their jobs.

Although Mr. Lin is a Danmei writer, he has actually written other works, including Danmei works, and has adapted countless scripts. The best scripts have been absorbed and filmed by well-known domestic directors, and won many awards for national film and television. , because of Lin Lao’s deep thinking and self-examination in his articles, as well as his thinking and analysis of these "heterogeneous", it opened a gap for the domestic struggle to support the legalization of same-sex marriage. Sharp, fighting resolutely for these small groups in China.

All this was learned after Zhang Ran had been in contact with Mr. Lin for a long time. This old man not only stood up tenaciously from the pain of being discriminated against for homosexual love, but also wanted to fight for it in his lifetime. Do your part to change.

Zhang Ran's mood at that time was indescribable. He felt that the person in front of him was like a high mountain, which made people look up to.A person's strength is very small, but Mr. Lin never gave up. Fortunately, this is not only his struggle alone. Through Mr. Lin, Zhang Ran has also realized many such people. They are all "heterogeneous" and want to To be treated equally in this society, I have been working to change this status quo.These people have different identities, but their hearts are all the same.

Zhang Ran has never been like this before. He suddenly realized that he was not alone at all. He was deeply shaken. Maybe one day in the future, maybe in his lifetime, he could really see this day coming. Don't ask for much, just ask for equal treatment.

The author has something to say: I even forgot when I became rotten. Anyway, I responded to that sentence. Once I entered the rotten door, it was as deep as the sea. You know, I am now worried about when I will get a boyfriend... and the little angel said that I am in a relationship, but I really don't have it, haha, I see Renji with a rotten eye, when will I change this problem and think about dating again alright……