little transparent love

Zhang Ran couldn't laugh or cry, but he also knew that Rong Kai was doing it for his own benefit, so he nodded in agreement.

But in fact, he really didn't know how to be good after seeing Mr. Lin, and it was Rong Kai who said it, and he occasionally echoed it.

"That's it, Mr. Lin, what do you think? I think I can rest assured that Ranzi will come to take care of you." Rong Kai patted Zhang Ran on the shoulder, "This kid is not bad."

Elder Lin looked at Zhang Ran, nodded in satisfaction, and said, "Hey, not bad." Then the old man said that he would pay Zhang Ran for the care. Zhang Ran was so scared that he quickly said no, and kept refusing. In the end, it was Rong Kai who mediated and said yes Zhang Ran has worshiped Mr. Lin as a teacher, and it is not appropriate to accept Mr. Lin’s money. Zhang Ran himself urgently needs to find a place to live. up.

After solving this problem, Zhang Ran didn't know whether he was relaxed or a little sad, but in general he was more relaxed. The things he experienced during this period were really tiring, maybe it's better for the two of them to separate first , but no one can tell when they will be able to reunite after such a separation.The reason for talking about "temporarily separating" is because there is still the other party in his heart, but it is not suitable to be together, and he is reluctant to part but has to separate. Zhang Ran finally understands what is helpless.

After the last incident, Lu Jingyan was also quite silent. Zhang Ran didn't know what Lu Jingyan was doing after that incident, because he deliberately didn't want to pay attention.Lu Jingyan's family couldn't accept him, and even changed Fang'er to let him recognize himself, looked down at him from the clouds, stepped on his self-esteem, and gradually made his already inferior heart more sensitive. , but he is not a submissive person, but in fact, what the Lu family did to him was not enough to make Zhang Ran collapse. What Lu Jingyan did was the last straw that overwhelmed Zhang Ran.There was a lot of energy in his heart, he wanted to prove that he didn't need to rely on Lu Jingyan, he could be good enough to stand beside Lu Jingyan, even wanted to let Lu Jingyan understand, wanted to prove himself to Lu Jingyan.

The matter of moving was put on the agenda, and Zhang Ran didn't procrastinate. He started to pack his luggage after Lu Jingyan left the next day. In fact, he didn't deliberately avoid Lu Jingyan. In fact, the two of them hadn't spoken for several days. Zhang Ran I don't know how to face him, and Lu Jingyan has to go to work in the morning, and he left when he was still asleep. There are some things that are not easy to say in person, Zhang Ran thought about it, and wrote a letter. Arrived at Lu Jingyan's desk.

He thought that the love between the two would last forever, and as long as Lu Jingyan didn't let go, he would be able to persevere. Even when Lu's mother found out, Zhang Ran also thought that he would never compromise like the Lu family, and what's the matter? You must discuss it with Lu Jingyan, Zhang Ran actually doesn't understand some heroines in TV dramas or novels who have been wronged and insulted by the other party's parents, but Bai Lianhua seems to bear it silently, and finally have conflicts with the other party But he didn't know how to talk about it with two people. He thought this kind of behavior was really stupid, so he just said what was wrong. Isn't this a very easy thing to solve? It's obviously a matter between two people.So Zhang Ran thought that if the Lu family persecuted him, he would definitely not bear it silently and stupidly, but would find a way together with Lu Jingyan and share the same hatred.But who knew that the Lu family did take action, but it was from Zhang Ran that it fundamentally destroyed Zhang Ran's firm determination and made him realize his own insignificance and inferiority. How could he tell Lu Jingyan that his family members Zhang Ran can't even open his mouth when things happen to him. He can't say anything at all. Zhang Ran just remembered that Lu Jingyan is also from the Lu family. How could they "share the same hatred" with him, and after all, the Lu family didn't do anything to hurt him, and they even accepted him.

Zhang Ran thought he was powerless to parry this move.

It doesn't matter whether he admits cowardly or retreats, Zhang Ran knows that in front of the Lu family, even if he is hysterical, he will not get a serious look from them.What is he, I am afraid that in the eyes of the Lu family, he is just a small thing that needs a little trouble. There are many ways to deal with him, but this "gentle" method is still for the sake of Lu Jingyan.

Taking one last look at this so-called home, Zhang Ran let out a long sigh and closed the door.This place carries his best memories, and it is also the humiliation of oppressing him. He doesn't think things are that complicated, and he doesn't want to live here for anything. As long as he can be with Lu Jingyan, Zhang Ran is willing to live in a dilapidated house, but the reality is that The reality, the reality is that in the eyes of others, Zhang Ran lives shamelessly in Lu Jingyan's high-end apartment, and relies on Lu Jingyan for everything, like a canary raised by Lu Jingyan, who is looked down upon by others.

Now that he has left, he took away only a few things. I only hope that if there is a chance in the future, he and Lu Jingyan will no longer have such an unequal relationship.

Lu Jingyan has been restless all day today. The woman his parents arranged for him has a good family background and a good upbringing. When Lu Jingyan told her about it, the other party's reaction was pretty good, but she never gave it to her. To be fair, Lu Jingyan had no choice but to be dragged to talk with the other party. Today, when the other party asked him to come out to talk about things, Lu Jingyan still declined. In fact, since Zhang Ran knew about this matter, Lu Jingyan never I didn't meet that woman anymore, because it was unnecessary, because Lu Jingyan seemed to have a premonition that he had to settle the matter between him and Zhang Ran before he knew how to arrange this woman.

Lu Jingyan was a little flustered all day long, and finally made it to the end of work time, and hurriedly left the company. When he passed by the cake shop, he bought a cake and went back. He thought that after these days, he should calm down, but When he got home, he didn't see Zhang Ran's shadow. The living room was empty. Lu Jingyan looked on, and before he could put down the cake in his hand, he hurriedly opened the door of the guest room. There was no one inside. He opened the wardrobe, and it was empty.

The cake fell to the ground, awakening Lu Jingyan. Lu Jingyan frantically took out his mobile phone to call Zhang Ran, but the call was hung up. bed.The deepest worry in his heart was realized, and Zhang Ran left here as expected.

Confused in his mind, Lu Jingyan sat in a daze for nearly two hours, and finally stood up suddenly. He began to look for something at home in a hurry, because he didn't believe that Zhang Ran could leave him without saying a word.

Finally, Lu Jingyan found the letter left by Zhang Ran on the desk.He sat down and read for a long time before unfolding the letter.

[Brother Yan: Brother Yan, please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, because I don't know how to talk to you, and I don't know what expression to use to face you.I never doubted my feelings for you, but what's the point of the two of us continuing.I don't want this relationship to go sour, to be worn out in contradictions and setbacks.In fact, thinking about it now, when you agreed to be with me, there must have been some impulsive factors in it. The two of us didn’t know each other very well, so we were together without hesitation. We have come to this point, not to mention other people’s obstruction , just to say that the two of us have many problems of our own, our running-in is not enough, but we have no chance to run-in with each other.I'm too inferior. There are no conflicts between couples, but you found out that there are almost no conflicts between us, not even some small frictions. In fact, it's not that there are no conflicts. It's just that I dare not. It's a bit hypocritical to say so. But in fact, I really dare not, I am too timid in this relationship, I am almost trembling... Forget it, it's meaningless to talk about it, anyway, I don't regret being with you... Brother Yan, I found a place to live, It feels good, I think we should part for a while... I hope you are doing well, and, actually, there is one thing I've been wanting to tell you, I don't like chocolate cakes, I like strawberry ones. 】

Looking at the last sentence, Lu Jingyan thought of the cake that had fallen on the floor of the guest room, with a complicated and frustrated look on his face. He suddenly realized how superficial the care and attention he thought he had given Zhang Ran, and other more or less clear and regretful things. But at this moment, Lu Jingyan knew that there was no way for him to recover.

Just looking at the words at the end, Lu Jingyan chewed over and over for a long time, and there was still a thought in his heart.

He didn't sleep all night, and Lu Jingyan didn't change places. He sat behind the desk and thought for a long time, and he didn't know what he was thinking when his expression changed. Because Zhang Ran left suddenly, Lu Jingyan couldn't figure out too many thoughts. Too much reluctance and nostalgia, but knowing that sensitive person locked himself up again, at least now he will never open his arms to him again.

Although Zhang Ran didn't say anything about his family in the letter, Lu Jingyan knew that the Lu family was also a problem between the two of them when Zhang Ran asked non-stop that the family really agreed with them being together. It's just that Lu Jingyan at that time was too conceited and arbitrary, thinking that he alone could stand in front of Zhang Ran and solve everything for him.

When the alarm rang, Lu Jingyan looked up at the time. It was time to get up and go to work. He moved his stiff body and saw that the phone was still stuck on the interface of dialing Zhang Ran's number. After looking at it for a long time, finally Lu Jingyan Just turn off the phone screen.

No matter how much pain was in his heart, Lu Jingyan still had to wash and go to work as usual, but there was no one around who cared about him anymore.

The author has something to say: I'm sorry, I went back to my hometown yesterday to visit my grandparents and stayed for one night. There is no internet or signal in my hometown... so I can't update it.