little transparent love

This is the spring of the third year. Before Zhang Ran came from home during his annual vacation, his parents were still nagging him to find a companion.After three years of heart-to-heart conversations, the family of three returned to their initial intimacy. Seeing their son's development getting better and better, Zhang's parents were relieved, but also a little sad.Parents are the ones who understand children best. They knew what their son's character was like before. After that incident, Zhang Ran seemed to be a different person. Although he lived a fulfilling life every day, it was true. Zhang Ran was very busy. Once when Zhang’s mother went to see Zhang Ran, she found that Zhang Ran had lost a lot of weight. It was when he had just separated from Lu Jingyan. Zhang Ran devoted himself to work and writing. In addition to eating, only in this way can he not let himself think about other things, and thus lose a lot of weight.Seeing her son like this, Zhang's mother naturally felt distressed, and the little worries about her son's sexuality gradually dissipated.

Over the past few years, the two parents have truly accepted the fact that their son likes men, and like every parent who urges marriage, they also hope that their son can find someone to accompany him, and it is even more urgent. After all, Zhang After the parents learned about same-sex love, they knew that it would be more difficult for such a person to find a lifelong partner, so the two became more anxious about their son's lifelong happiness.

Zhang Ran bought a car a year ago, and now he always drives back to the city.On the way, Zhang Ran couldn't help laughing when he recalled what his parents said before leaving.

Because Zhang's mother is worried about Zhang Ran's health, she will come to the city to visit Zhang Ran when she has nothing to do, and sometimes even help Zhang Ran take care of Mr. Lin, but Zhang's mother also has a sense of propriety and never stays. , but in such a short time, she has seen Rong Kai a few times.Because Zhang Ran felt sorry for his mother and worked hard for him, every time Mama Zhang came over, he would take Mama Zhang out to eat something good. Although I couldn't laugh or cry, I also felt heartwarming.But also because she had eaten with Rong Kai more often, Zhang's mother had some ideas.

Why is he and Rong Kai suitable... Zhang Ran thought to himself, isn't it just a few meetings, his mother has such a good impression of Rong Kai, and even wants to let himself chase Rong Kai.Regardless of whether Rong Kai is gay, even if he is, Zhang Ran knows that he is still thinking about Lu Jingyan in his heart, how can he pursue another person when there is someone else.

But when he thinks of Rong Kai, Zhang Ran pauses. Rong Kai is really a very good person, treats him very well, and even helps him a lot, but in fact, sometimes Zhang Ran can't figure out why Rong Kai would help him so unconditionally. he.

Is it really interesting to him?But he didn't feel anything, the two of them just got along very plainly, without any ambiguity, not to mention, Zhang Ran felt that Rong Kai didn't like men either, anyway, he didn't find that Rong Kai had this tendency.

Although the two are very familiar now, Zhang Ran has never gossip about Rong Kai's relationship. He devotes his time to work every day, and spends his leisure time reading and writing. There is no time to think about anything else.Up to now, when looking back at the past sometimes, Zhang Ran himself finds it unbelievable that he has persisted for so long that it has now become a habit and a very self-disciplined person.

Speaking of gratitude, apart from Rong Kai, the person I want to thank the most is Elder Lin. This old man has spared no effort in cultivating himself, and now he is what he is now. Many of the good habits he has developed are actually under the supervision of Elder Lin. It is cultivated by immersion.

Zhang Ran has also earned a lot of money in the past few years. At first he wanted to move out, but he would still take care of Mr. Lin's life, but Mr. Lin was unwilling, and even scolded Zhang Ran, so later Zhang Ran He still stayed and has been living here until now. This place is about to become his second home. In fact, in Zhang Ran's heart, Mr. Lin is already his family, and this is also his home.

The drive was approaching. Zhang Ran bought a newspaper at the newsstand outside the community. When he returned to the car, the front page of the newspaper was spread out, and Lu Jingyan appeared in front of him without warning. Zhang Ran started the car with his hand After a pause, he looked at the report on Lu Jingyan in the newspaper. His face didn't change at all, but the expression on his face was much more serious. He was upright when facing the camera, but because of his outstanding face, there was no slight change in his face. It doesn't look rigid, but has the taste of a mature man.

Zhang Ran looked away and stopped looking.For the past three years, even though they lived in the same city, they had never been in touch, not even met occasionally, as if their fate had been divided into two lines, and it was destined that he and Lu Jingyan could not be together.Zhang Ran also thought about how he would react when he met Lu Jingyan occasionally, but this expectation never came true.

Opening the door and entering the house, Zhang Ran found Mr. Lin in the study. Three years later, the old man was still in good health. He was wearing reading glasses and didn't know what book he was reading. Zhang Ran walked over quietly and put the newspaper in Mr. Lin's reach. enough to reach.But after all, Mr. Lin is not old and dim-sighted. He raised his head from concentrating on reading, smiled and waved for Zhang Ran to come to his side.

"How did you think about what I told you on the phone a few days ago?"

Zhang Ran thought about it, and then said, "What about the academic exchange?"

"Ah."

"Teacher, this academic exchange is an international matter. I just joined the Literature Club not long ago. Is it appropriate to follow along?" Zhang Ran thought for a while and asked, and now he is not as cautious as before when he asked these words. , felt that he would become troublesome, and now Zhang Ran asked purely out of legitimate considerations, and there was no disturbance in his heart.

Mr. Lin pushed his glasses, "Why is this inappropriate? The country also supports us in cultivating young talents. This trip abroad is a good opportunity. Those old men are planning to take their apprentices with them. You also prepare for me. Be prepared, it is rare to go on a trip at public expense, and if you don’t go, you won’t go.”

Zhang Ran nodded with a smile, "Okay, but Brother Rong?"

"Him?" Elder Lin rubbed his chin, "This kid is not a member of our club. If he wants to go, he has to pay for it at his own expense."

Besides Zhang Ran, Rong Kai is also the professional escort of Mr. Lin. In the past, Rong Kai was responsible for Mr. Lin's affairs. Even with Zhang Ran now, Rong Kai is also very dedicated to Mr. Lin. Rong Kai said that he will definitely go, even at his own expense, not only because he wants to take care of the two, but also because academic exchanges are a major event, which will definitely change the direction of domestic literature. Mr. Rong, Rong Kai is obliged to update my literature trends for their literature website.

So on the day of departure, the three of them met with people from the literature club and set off for country A together.I got off the plane in the local capital and booked a hotel.Rong Kai looked at the hotel and said with emotion, "I really want to pay for it too, tsk tsk, it can save a lot of money."

Mr. Lin snorted, "Are you still afraid of spending money?"

"Hey, old man, my money didn't come from the wind." Rong Kai said with a smile, "You can live in such a good hotel without spending a penny. I'm envious."

Mr. Lin greeted Zhang Ran, and then said proudly, "Then you can be envious, anyway, you still need to spend what should be spent."

Zhang Ran pushed Elder Lin from behind, and winked helplessly at Rongkai. Old and young, except when making fuss, Elder Lin really became more and more childish.

The group of them was quite eye-catching. Fortunately, the reception staff were very efficient. In addition, the old man was very old, and the flight time was quite long, so they were sent upstairs to rest without wasting time.

Zhang Ran and Rong Kai packed the luggage for Mr. Lin, and left to go to their room. Rong Kai called Zhang Ran, "What are you going to do after packing?"

Zhang Ran thought for a while, then tilted his head and said, "Sleep?"

Seeing Rong Kai's slightly helpless expression, Zhang Ran smiled and looked down on Rong Kai, "Brother Rong, you are not tired, you are full of energy."

"That's right, brother has practiced before." Rong Kai stretched out his arm to show his muscles, "I told you to exercise with me earlier, so it wouldn't be so useless."

Zhang Ran pouted in disgust, "I'm very busy."

The two talked and laughed all the way, and finally decided to come out for dinner after packing up.

After agreeing to meet in the lobby, Zhang Ran went into his room to pack his things. When he came out, Rong Kai hadn't arrived yet, so Zhang Ran was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone while waiting for someone to come.

After waiting for a while, a pair of leather shoes suddenly appeared in front of him. Zhang Ran raised his head and said without thinking, "Why did you change it after so long...!!!"

The person in front of him stood in front of him, as if in a lifetime.

Zhang Ran kept his mouth open in surprise. The person he hadn't met in China for three years unexpectedly met him abroad. What the hell is this? !

Lu Jingyan was wearing an iron-gray suit with exquisite workmanship, and stood in front of him with a calm expression, looking at him but not speaking. Zhang Ran felt a little uncomfortable being stared at from above. He rubbed against the sofa, wanting to He stood up, but suddenly found that Lu Jingyan was standing a little closer to him, and it was inevitable that he would bump into him when he stood up.

Lu Jingyan seemed to have noticed it too, and he took a step back slowly, before Zhang Ran stood up.

I used to think that when he saw Lu Jingyan again, he must be graceful and decent, but now he realized that those were all false, and it would be good if he knew where to put his hands and feet now.

After his eyes fluttered for a while, Zhang Ran regained his composure, and finally put his gaze on Lu Jingyan, "Yan...Mr. Lu, long time no see."

Lu Jingyan's eyes changed, and he said, "Long time no see, you have changed a lot."

Zhang Ran's nerves twitched, and he opened his mouth, "Yeah, everything has changed except that I am still a person."

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