Before graduation, hold down the restless you

Sure enough, since that day, Gu Ze has not contacted him again.It was as if I had a short dream that I wanted to dream the most in high school, and when I woke up, everything was over.

Only by occasionally getting sporadic news from Fan Jun's mouth can we get a glimpse of some of his recent movements.

For example, he participated in some other signing event, where the new book will be released, and where he was invited to give lectures.

The man who held him that day with a painful look on his face was like an afterimage under the moonlight, and turned into foam and nothingness at dawn.Only Gu Ze's high-spirited appearance on the magazine cover reminded him of what is real.

So Yan He studied and worked harder.It seemed that only in this way could the gap between them be shortened a little bit, and one day, they would be able to stand straight in front of him.

The work of the chairman is not easy. In addition to being tired and tired, it is more of an intuitive feeling that "the heights are too cold".When solving the problem is overwhelmed, but no one can help.

It's not that they are careless, but lack of ability.

They have different horizons and few close friends.

Although he was a bit out of touch with some things, he had to admit that Fan Jun was the person he got along with the most in college.

But recently, there has been a slight change in this lonely feeling of fighting alone.

Someone secretly helped him secretly.

At first, he had rejected him many times and refused to accept interviews for university student activities. A well-known writer changed his mind and took the initiative to call him.Then there was his troubled external relations department, which was short of funds and difficult to organize activities, and received many sponsorships with less workload and safety.And he ran many times to no avail, but suddenly gave up the profit to the printing factory that printed publications for their college.

It's all small things, but almost every one of them can make him mentally and physically exhausted.The body is also getting worse.

In hot weather, I caught a cold.When sleeping, headache, sore throat, shortness of breath, after smooth insomnia, there are many problems to deal with the next day.

Countless little things are piled up together, and one day, which one will become the last straw that breaks the camel's back.

Gu Ze always appeared at the right time, helped him deal with all the problems quickly and neatly, and then disappeared.As he said, I won't bother him again.

As if it never existed.

Therefore, except for the pictures in magazines, he can't even see his own people.

From the very beginning, there was an awkward feeling in his heart, but now he gradually got used to such ordinary communication, Yan He felt much more relaxed from body to mind.

The chores in the courtyard came to an end, and while Yan He focused on his studies, he also found an extra internship for himself.

It was Saturday, during the break of the internship, he was bored chatting with the elementary school students.

Talking and chatting, I feel boring.Talking about life and ideals, this little milk dog opens and closes his mouth and says what his mother wants him to do, he is simply a mother's treasure.I can't help but think back to whether my high school was also like this.

Seriously recalling a passage, Yan He thought to himself: If his mouth was full of "my mother wants me XXX" and "my mother said this can't be done", he would probably scare his father so much that he would be sent to electroshock.

It's just that the topics he revolved around at that time seemed to never leave "Teacher Gu".

Later, whenever he said the word "Gu", Li Mu and Qian Zi'ang just put their arms around each other and ignored him, walking far ahead.

Lying on the table in a daze for a while, I dully recalled Gu Ze's last words on the night of the school celebration, "Actually, that day I..."

Someone handed him a stack of photocopies.

Yan He recovered and took it neatly.

Seeing his young age, Ah Qing was a little curious: "Yan He, what major did you major in university?"

"It's from the Chinese department."

"God...then your memory ability must be very strong!"

"I might be a fake liberal arts student." Yan He smiled, "I hate memorizing things the most. I have to memorize things three or four times that other students can memorize once."

Ah Qing obviously disagreed with his point of view, and shook his head: "Others use shorthand, they memorize it for a while, and then forget it after a day. It's good to memorize it a few times to deepen the impression."

Yan He sorted out the materials, raised her head and smiled at her: "I hope so."

Although he is a senior, he is an unfamiliar person. Yan He is a little cautious, and doesn't know what to say to this senior. He can only hope from the bottom of his heart that the senior will leave quickly and stop talking to him.

But that person seemed to be very curious about him, and he half leaned against the table and did not leave. This behavior caused a slight social phobia in a certain slender man.

Ah Qing's straight, naked and frank eyes stared at Yan He's heart.He scratched his head uncomfortably, and the moment he raised his eyes, he met his senior with a serious look on his face examining the prisoner.Yan He's goosebumps fell all over the floor.

"Senior... is there anything else?"

Ah Qing stared at him seriously.

Yan He suspected that in the next second, she was going to say something clichéd and vulgar like "You look like my first love", which was similar to striking up a conversation.

Ah Qing seemed to be trying to remember something, and asked, "Where have I met you?"

Oh, sure enough.

pretty close.

Yan Hepi smiled bluntly: "Maybe I'm the face of the public."

When the senior stepped back and turned his head three times, he finally walked away.Yan He was slightly relieved.

In mid-November, Yan Yangdong specially arranged a rather grand and formal dinner.

Yan He was also forced to put on a suit. It is said that he wanted to meet the president of XXX University, so as to pave the way for him to take the postgraduate entrance examination in advance.

Knowing that the resistance was fruitless, Yan He simply accepted it.Since he was young, his father has arranged many such dinners, one for junior high school, one for junior high school, and one for high school. Now that he is in university, he still can't get rid of this arrangement if he wants to take the postgraduate entrance examination .

However, in fact, his father's careful planning for many years was of no use.He passed the junior high school by himself, the high school by himself, and the university by himself.

By analogy, graduate students will still come by themselves.

Yan Yangdong is just trying to be a parent and do his best to feel at ease.

Although he disagrees with this method, Yan He will not pour cold water on him now.

There were nearly twelve people at a table. Besides the principal, there were also many tycoons who had a good relationship with Yan Yangdong, the director of XXX.There is only one diagonal position, which is still empty.

In order to get close, Yan Yangdong specially arranged Yan He's position on the left side of the principal.The principal warmly served him food and wine.It made Yan He feel embarrassed.

Yan Yangdong winked at him desperately during the banquet, asking him to toast.

Yan He had no choice but to pay respects to everyone at the table.

You come and go, Yan He didn't drink much, and his head was already dizzy.

Those are big figures who have dealt with various occasions, and their expressions are still as usual after a few glasses of wine.

The door of the box was opened, and a guest was late.

Then came the sound of various chairs being pulled apart, mixed with greetings from different voices.

The loudest one is his father: "This is Mr. Gu. I wanted to invite you to dinner a long time ago, but I haven't found a suitable opportunity. You should know everyone, so don't be polite, sit down quickly, sit down quickly. "

Yan He collected himself, poured himself a glass of wine, got up and walked to where the guest was.

The moment he saw the face, his mind was overwhelmed, and he even forgot what to say.

Gu Ze still looked calm, he took Yan He's wine glass with a smile: "There was a traffic jam on the road, I was late, I drank your son's glass instead, and punished myself with another glass."

When the wine was hot, and the conversation started, several elders who had a good relationship with Gu Ze started to boo him, asking him to drink more.

Gu Ze didn't make any distinctions, and drank it down with a smile.

Yan He walked back to his place in a daze, not knowing where to put his hands and feet.His face was flushed from the alcohol.

The atmosphere that was already making him uncomfortable became even more embarrassing.

Very upset stomach.The seemingly indistinct gaze from the opposite side made him dare not even pick up the food.

So the heavy responsibility of serving food fell on the headmaster again, seeing that Yan He's plate was empty, he always had to pick up a big chopstick for him when serving the food.

Halfway through the meal, some imported king crabs that Yan Yangdong specially bought were served.

Smelling that smell, Yan He subconsciously frowned, his stomach churned even more violently, and the smell of alcohol welled up in his throat.

The principal lived up to everyone's expectations and picked up a piece of king crab that had been peeled to reveal the golden crab roe, and put it on his plate.

I don't know where Yan Yangdong got the news, but he knows that the principal likes to eat crabs the most.

Yan He looked at the pile of yellow on the plate, his throat was a little dry, and he changed his sitting position carefully in a different direction with difficulty, so as to avoid the smell from rushing towards him.

He carefully considered the words: "Thank you, Principal X."

Then he quickly picked up a large piece for the principal and put it on the plate. With the principal smiling all over his face, he pretended to accidentally drop the chopsticks on the ground.

Gu Ze looked up at him.

The waiter stepped forward to change the chopsticks for him.Yan He heaved a sigh of relief, at least the pair of chopsticks he ate would not have any taste on them.

Seemingly aware of his motionlessness, the principal kindly reminded: "Eat quickly, young man, it won't taste good when it's cold."

"Yeah, Yan He, I don't think you've moved your chopsticks much today. It's not okay for you to eat so little."

"This crab roe is very good."

"Yan He, eat, grow some meat, young man. Don't save your father money."

……

For some reason, all eyes on the dining table were on him for a moment.Several pairs of eyes are watching his every move with good intentions, whether it is pushing the plate and saying "I'm full and I don't want to eat", or pushing the plate and saying "I'm allergic to crabs and can't eat", here In front of a group of people his father deliberately wanted to please, he seemed too ignorant of current affairs and shameless.

Yan He smiled, raised his chopsticks, picked up a small amount of crab roe, put it into the vinegar in front of him, and rolled it several times, as if this could completely eliminate the smell that made him sick.

This action seemed to have shocked Yan Yangdong, but he never said a word.

He slowly put the crab roe into his bowl, rolled it twice, and left half of the amount in the bowl, and finally lifted the small dot, and stuffed it into his mouth under the eyes of everyone. inside.

Worthy of being a top chef, the cooking is very delicious.The moment he put it in his mouth, the soft crab roe seemed to slide away, blooming on his taste buds.

The principal looked at him and smiled: "How does it taste?"

Yan He pulled out a smile: "It's delicious."

The moment the principal turned his head, Yan He lightly and quickly picked up the cup on the table, and rolled a big gulp of wine into his stomach mixed with that little thing.His eye sockets turned red from the excitement.

The crab roe finally reached his stomach, so he wouldn't spit it out in public.

It's just that he drank too fast and too hard, and couldn't help coughing a few times.

He said "Excuse me", pretended to ignore the fact that there was a bathroom in the box, opened the door, and walked out.