your lips are a little sweet

That's it, it won't make people cry and feel sad, but when I recall it, I feel a sense of loss that is beyond words.

Where will Luo Yu'an live if she doesn't come back for two days?Sleeping in an Internet cafe?

Thinking of this, Jing Yichen got up immediately after he stubbed out the cigarette butt, and ran out without even putting on his coat.

But he searched all the Internet cafes he knew, but couldn't find Luo Yu'an.

After stopping, Jing Yichen remembered that Luo Yu'an had reconciled with his father, and he might have returned to Luo's house.

Jing Yichen was standing on the street where people were coming and going, his lonely figure was so sad, all the excitement around him had nothing to do with him.

A song was playing outside a shop on the side of the road.

"...you once said not to separate,

To be together forever,

Now I want to ask you,

Is it just childish words..."

☆, I dare not bet

"So... you broke up like this?" Chu Mo bit the straw and asked in disbelief.

"Yes."

"Are...are you sad?"

"Is there any way to be sad." Luo Yu'an couldn't help but smiled wryly, "It's irreversible."

"Maybe it's not a bad thing for you to study abroad?"

"How to say?"

"You can work hard to achieve success there, and when you come back, you will be able to support yourself, and you will be independent, so you don't have to obey your father's orders."

"Can Jing Yichen wait for me until then?"

"Maybe……"

"Chu Mo, your thinking is too naive." Luo Yu'an smiled helplessly, "Perhaps during my time abroad, Jing Yichen will meet someone who is more suitable for him than me, I don't want him to be with me Waste of time on yourself."

"Luo Yu'an, can you think about yourself, do you know that you are a white lotus?"

"White lotus? Doesn't it mean to praise people's purity?"

"……as long as you are happy."

Two days later.

After thinking for two days, Chu Mo finally decided on one thing.

He wanted to tell Jing Yichen that Luo Yuan was about to study in Canada, because he knew that both Jing Yichen and Luo Yuan loved each other deeply.Even to see Luo Yu'an's happy appearance, Chu Mo felt that he should tell Jing Yichen about it.

Only by letting Luo Yu'an see Jing Yichen's humble attitude when he kept him, can Luo Yu'an understand that Jing Yichen will not forget him, Jing Yichen will not love others, Jing Yichen will really wait for him.

He is obviously a rival in love, but he wants to help him.

Because in the past two days, Chu Mo suddenly wanted to understand a truth.

Even if you don't have the confidence to let go, the love that is willing to take a step back can be called true and mature love.

So he is willing to take a step back, just to see the happiness of the person he loves.

So he used the life-threatening serial call to ask Jing Yichen out.

"Jing Yichen, do you know why I called you out today?"

"do not know."

Seeing Jing Yichen's sluggish appearance, Chu Mo was really angry.He said, "Hey, can you do it? Little An'an is leaving soon!"

"What?" Chu Mo's words made Jing Yichen lift his drooping head, and he looked into Chu Mo's eyes, which were full of doubts.

"I said, Xiao An'an is leaving soon."

Jing Yichen stood up suddenly, and asked in a deep voice, "Where is he going?"

"Canada."

As soon as Chu Mo finished speaking, Jing Yichen rushed out, leaving only the tinkling wind chimes on the shop door.

"Hey! Where are you going! I haven't finished talking yet!"

When Chu Mo ran out from the coffee shop to catch up with Jing Yichen to explain, he couldn't find Jing Yichen anywhere.

run so fast!What's the hurry!

Alas, I hope there is no misunderstanding...

riverside.

When Jing Yichen came near Pier No. [-], he saw Luo Yu'an standing facing the river from a long distance away.

Looking at Luo Yu'an's figure from a distance, Jing Yichen felt a little uneasy.

What kind of attitude should he show in a while?Do you want to cry to keep it?Want to show your vulnerability?

For some reason, Jing Yichen felt that Luo Yu'an's back was a little sad.

Heh, Jing Yichen, what are you thinking?It was Luo Yu'an who proposed to break up, and it was Luo Yu'an who said it was disgusting.

Jing Yichen clenched his fist, then let it go.

He walked towards the figure.

"You are finally willing to come out to see me." Jing Yichen came to Luo Yu'an's side and said to him.

"What do you want from me?" Luo Yu'an still looked at the river, not at Jing Yichen beside him.

"Is there anything I have to do to find you?"

"Sorry, I'm very busy. I have a lot of things to deal with. If I have nothing to do, I'll leave first." After finishing speaking, Luo Yu'an turned around, as if about to leave.

"I heard you're going to Canada."

The cold tone of the person behind him was like a thorn deeply piercing the softest part of Luo Yu'an's heart, and he couldn't help but stop.

"Yes."

"Congratulations, you are going to study abroad in your favorite country. I wish you the best of luck."

"Thank you for your kind words."

Jing Yichen felt that his behavior of pretending to be fine even though his heart was hurting to death was simply sacrificing face and suffering.

Obviously Luo Yu'an wanted to abandon him to go abroad, even Luo Yu'an didn't have any emotions, why is Jing Yichen still suffering?

Why is he the only one suffering from heartache?

"Luo Yu'an! You are so fucking cruel!" Jing Yichen yelled at the figure with his back turned to him, "As long as you say a word, I can never look for you again in this life, I can completely Completely disappear from your world, you really don't need to run so far to avoid me."

Hearing Jing Yichen's words, Luo Yu'an couldn't help but smile wryly.

It turned out that Jing Yichen thought that he went to Canada to avoid him.Luo Yu'an really didn't know whether he should be thankful that his pretended disgust had worked, or should be sad that Jing Yichen misunderstood him so far.

Luo Yu'an couldn't answer Jing Yichen's words, but just stood there stupidly, waiting for the next sentence.

But the people beside him were also extremely quiet, as if they were waiting for his reply.

The two of them remained silent for a long, long time.

Looking at that tall and straight figure, Jing Yichen felt bitter in his heart.

Luo Yuan, so you already hate me to this extent?Don't even bother to answer?

Why didn't you say it earlier?Don't let me be abandoned when I can't live without you.

It turned out that when Tang Xiaozhen and Jing Yichen broke up, Tang Xiaozhen was in this mood.

Jing Yichen really wanted to ask Luo Yu'an if his cold expression and words on the day he proposed to break up were sincere.Don't even have a single excuse, do you have to forget the other party like this?

When did the cool night breeze become so piercing?This bone-deep cold is really uncomfortable.

The moonlight was covered by dark clouds, and small raindrops began to fall from the sky.

It's raining.

But the two of them were still in such a stalemate, standing by the river like this, as if they couldn't feel the cold.

After a long time, Jing Yichen looked at the unmoving figure in front of him, laughed at himself, and said a word in despair.

"I see."

He stepped up to the left rear of Luo Yu'an, tilted his head and whispered a word in Luo Yu'an's left ear.

"For the last time, I love you."

Luo Yu'an didn't wear a hearing aid today, but he still heard half a sentence through his right ear.

What he heard was the phrase "I love you".

After Jing Yichen finished speaking, he left, leaving Luo Yu'an alone in the rain.

Luo Yu'an squatted down weakly, hugged his knees and cried bitterly.

Jing Yichen, you idiot!The more you are like this, the more I can't leave, how can I be willing to...

After crying for a long time, Luo Yuan stopped crying, but he still buried his head in his knees, refusing to raise his head.

Luo Yu'an didn't raise his head until the rain on his head stopped.

Under the light of the street lamp, the shadow of a person holding an umbrella was cast beside Luo Yuan's shadow.

Luo Yu'an looked up at the people around him.

It's Chu Mo.

"Come on, I'll take you home."

"I dont go."

"Then I'll take you to your sister's."

Jing Yichen did not return to the house in Huadu, but to the Jing family mansion.

"Hey, son, why are you wet? Didn't you have an umbrella?" Fang Ling saw that her son was wet all over when he came back, she worriedly helped her son wipe off the rain from his face, and took off Jing Yichen's drenched coat .

"Mom, where is my dad?"

"The company is in a hurry. He has gone to the company."

Jing Yichen couldn't hold back the bursting tears any longer, and burst into tears.

"Mom." Jing Yichen raised his hand and beat his chest hard, trying to stop the excruciating pain in his heart, he choked up, "It hurts so much here."

"Son, what's the matter? What happened?"

Although she still didn't know what happened, Fang Ling was also a little sad that her son, who never shed tears, suddenly cried so painfully.She grabbed Jing Yichen and beat her own arm, and embraced her son who was much taller than herself.

"Son, don't cry, tell mom what's wrong."

"Mom...just let me cry." Jing Yichen leaned against Fang Ling, tears streaming down his face, "I'm just sad."

"You... quarreled with Yu An?"

After hearing these words, Jing Yichen let go of his mother, straightened up and looked at her.

"Mom, you know?"

Fang Ling looked at her son's wet eyes, nodded, and said, "Can I tell mom now? What's the matter?"

"Mom, he said... he wants to break up with me..."

Mother is a magical existence. As long as you are in front of her, you will always be the child who has not grown up. You will always long for her care and comfort. She is your safest haven.

Chu Mo took Luo Yu'an into a taxi and went to Cheng Feng's apartment.

After Chu Mo sent Luo Yu'an to Cheng Feng's house, he left.

Cheng Feng took a cup of hot water, handed it to Luo Yu'an, and said, "Tell me, what happened?"

"Sister, I'm so sad right now, I'm so sad." Luo Yu'an took the water, but didn't drink it, "I feel like I'm about to collapse."

"Is it because of the marriage with the Lin family? I heard from my uncle."

"No, this matter has been resolved. But...my dad is going to send me to study in Canada."

"Isn't this great? Isn't Canada the country you've always wanted to go to?"

"But my dad sent me to Canada to separate Jing Yichen and me. Besides, I'm leaving soon." Luo Yu'an smiled wryly, "So I broke up with Jing Yichen."

"What? You mentioned breaking up?" Cheng Feng was extremely surprised. She didn't understand why two people broke up after falling in love.

"Once I'm gone, Jing Yichen and I will be in a cross-border relationship even if we can contact each other. This is very unrealistic. During my study in Canada, maybe Jing Yichen will meet someone who is more suitable for him than me. I missed my chance for happiness."

"You have no confidence in your love, why don't you want to believe that Jing Yichen is willing to wait for you?"

"There are not many couples who can make a cross-border relationship."

"Maybe you are the right one." Cheng Feng shook his head helplessly and said, "Why don't you want to take a gamble?"

"I dare not, the stakes are too high."

☆, the last carnival

Half a month is coming soon, Luo Tianze really completed all the procedures in this short half a month, tomorrow, Luo Yu'an will set foot on the flight to Canada.

Since the conversation by the river, Jing Yichen and Luo Yu'an haven't seen each other until now.

Only today is left.

There is only one day left before leaving.

Luo Yu'an, don't you miss Jing Yichen?

Think about it, think about it like crazy.

But he didn't know what identity and emotion he should face Jing Yichen with.Because they had already broken up, it was he, Luo Yu'an, who dumped Jing Yichen.

Knowing that he would collapse without Jing Yichen, but also forcefully push him away, this feeling is really worse than death.

But what can be done?Luo Yu'an is leaving tomorrow.

But before he left, he still wanted to see Jing Yichen.

There are two thoughts in the mind are fighting, they are fighting whether to see Jing Yichen or not.

In the end, emotion overcame rationality.

Luo Yu'an came to his and Jing Yichen's house.

He didn't press the combination lock to open the door, but rang the doorbell.

"Who?"

There is a familiar voice from inside the door.

"Luo Yu'an."

Almost at the same moment when Luo Yu'an's name was heard, Jing Yichen suddenly opened the door and stared at the person in front of him bewilderedly.

"you……"

"I'll come back and get something."

"Oh."

Jing Yichen turned his body sideways to make way for Luo Yuan to come in.

Looking at Jing Yichen with a calm face, Luo Yu'an's heart throbbed.

Why, do they have to be strangers like they are now?

A trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting, and Jing Yichen didn't see it.

After Luo Yu'an entered the house, he walked straight towards their bedroom.Jing Yichen followed Luo Yuan silently. After Luo Yuan walked into the bedroom, Jing Yichen leaned against the door frame and watched Luo Yuan take out the suitcase and stuff a few pieces of his clothes in the closet. went in.

Jing Yichen's gaze was fixed on Luo Yu'an, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

In the end, the moment Luo Yu'an locked the suitcase and got up, Jing Yichen hurried over and carried Luo Yu'an up.

Luo Yu'an, who was hanging on Jing Yichen's shoulder, exclaimed in shock, and then struggled with all his strength, but all these struggles were in vain under Jing Yichen's strange strength.

"Put me down!"

"Don't let it go."

Luo Yu'an beat Jing Yichen's solid back, and shouted loudly: "Jing Yichen, what are you doing?!"

"Why?" Jing Yichen sneered, carried Luo Yu'an to the bed, threw Luo Yu'an on the bed, "I did it for you."

After all, before Luo Yu'an tried to get up, he pressed on it, and roughly tore off the shirt on Luo Yu'an's body.

"Jing Yichen, are you crazy?!"

Luo Yu'an pushed Jing Yichen who was pressing on him like a ferocious beast, and frowned tightly.

"Yes, I'm crazy, I'm crazy!" Jing Yichen bowed his head, kissed Luo Yu'an's frowning brows, and said, "From the moment I fell in love with you, I was crazy Thoroughly."

Luo Yu'an turned his head, intending not to look at Jing Yichen anymore, he held back his sadness, and said lightly: "Don't forget that we have already broken up."

As soon as Luo Yu'an's words came out, all Jing Yichen's movements stopped, he stared at Luo Yu'an's side face for a while, and was in a trance for a moment.

He can't seem to accept the fact that they've broken up.

Thinking of this, Jing Yichen's anger burned again, and the movement of tearing Luo Yu'an's clothes in his hands continued.

Luo Yu'an, you actually abandoned me for a country you yearn for, how heartless you are.Jing Yichen thought.

The button of the shirt on Luo Yu'an's body was torn off due to Jing Yichen's forceful pull, and Luo Yu'an's white and firm chest was exposed in front of Jing Yichen's eyes.

Luo Yu'an's body is still so alluring.

"Luo Yu'an, didn't you say it was disgusting?" Jing Yichen's eyes that hadn't closed for a few nights were bloodshot, he stared at Luo Yu'an fiercely, and said, "Then I'll make you sick to the end, make you sick to the core I will never forget it for the rest of my life!"

……

Luo Yu'an lay there with her eyes closed, listening to the sound of Jing Yichen's breathing sitting beside the bed, she couldn't help shedding a few drops of clear tears.

This might be the last time he had such close contact with Jing Yichen.

Luo Yu'an turned his head around, opened his eyes slightly, and glanced at the figure whose back was facing him, but soon closed his eyes again.

I can't watch it anymore, it will only make me more sad, and it will only make my heart hurt more.

The two of them remained silent for a long time.

Jing Yichen looked back at Luo Yu'an who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, and hearing his steady breathing, he thought he was falling asleep.

So he leaned over and moved closer to Luo Yu'an's face.

He slowly lowered his head, and lightly pressed a shallow kiss on Luo Yu'an's lips.But he didn't dare to go deep, he was afraid of waking Luo Yu'an.

Jing Yichen got up, staring at Luo Yu'an's quiet face in a daze, as if he wanted to burn this handsome face into his mind.He raised his hand and gently stroked Luo Yu'an's fair face.

Jing Yichen seemed to be asking Luo Yu'an, and also seemed to be talking softly to himself: "Luo Yu'an, do you have to go? Are you really willing?"

Luo Yu'an was not asleep, so of course he heard what Jing Yichen said.

After all, he still couldn't hold it back, and tears rolled down the corners of his eyes disobediently.

Jing Yichen bent down and kissed Luo Yu'an's tears dry, muttering to himself: "Did you have a nightmare?"

Jing Yichen and Luo Yu'an, this pair of lovers who are too young, they are too young, they don't have enough ability to protect this love.They love each other deeply in their invisible hearts, but no one can keep the integrity of this love.As if, separation is destined to be the same.

Isn't that what love in youth is like?It is full of sweet happiness, but the ending is the sadness of doomed separation.

The author has something to say: The ellipsis in the middle is a piece of half meat, and the penguin number is placed in front, so I can take the meat privately~

☆, suffocating pain

The next day.

When Jing Yichen woke up, Luo Yu'an was already gone.

The first thing Jing Yichen did after waking up was to touch the place beside him, but what he touched was only the thoroughly cool bed sheet.

He woke up suddenly, got up and rushed out of the bedroom.He searched all over the house, but couldn't find Luo Yu'an.

ha!Jing Yichen, what are you expecting?Do you think Luo Yu'an will cook you breakfast in the kitchen like before?Do you think Luo Yu'an will still clean the room with a vacuum cleaner in the living room?Do you think Luo Yu'an will still sit in the living room and watch TV waiting for you to wake up?

Do you think that Luo Yu'an will change his mind because of one night's lingering and cancel the voyage?

Luo Yu'an is leaving today, that ruthless guy may already be at the airport.

Jing Yichen told himself to give up over and over in his heart, but in his mind he kept replaying the good times when they were together again and again unwillingly.

He couldn't live without Luo Yu'an.

But everything is over.

There is also a sandwich and a glass of milk on the table in the restaurant.This was prepared by Luo Yu'an for Jing Yichen before leaving.These foods are like Jing Yichen's current mood, losing the best temperature.

Jing Yichen stepped forward and quietly looked at the dazzling breakfast in front of him.

Suddenly, he saw a piece of paper under the sandwich plate.

Jing Yichen removed the plate and picked up the piece of paper.

On it were Luo Yu'an's words that he was familiar with.

"We may be very painful at the moment of separation, but time should heal everything. One day you will forget me, and one day you will no longer hurt. I will also try to forget you a little bit.

There are too many beautiful things in the world, and to you, I am just a passer-by in the long journey of life.

Love is a graceful gesture with regret.

Let it go.

——Luo Yu'an"

Jing Yichen squeezed the thin paper tightly in his hand, even his heart was trembling.

"Bullshit... It's all fucking bullshit! Luo Yu'an, dare you fucking forget me!"

No matter how much beauty there is in the world, it can't match Luo Yu'an!

For some reason, Jing Yichen suddenly remembered the day when Luo Yu'an proposed to break up.

Luo Yu'an's cold expression that day, could it be his sincerity?There is not even a word of explanation, do you want to forget like this?

No, Jing Yichen is not reconciled.

He was unwilling to just fade out of Luo Yu'an's world.

I looked up at my watch, it was 09:30.He remembered that Chu Mo had told him that Luo Yu'an was on the eleven o'clock plane.

Jing Yichen put on his coat, put on his shoes and ran outside.He came to the side of the road and reached out to hail a taxi.

"Where are you going, boy?"

"Master, go to the airport. Drive faster."

Luo Yu'an pulled a suitcase and came to line up in front of the automatic ticket issuing machine, followed by two bodyguards carrying Luo Yu'an's luggage.They were sent by Luo Tianze to prevent Luo Yu'an from escaping.

In fact, Luo Tianze's move was completely unnecessary, so far, Luo Yu'an has never thought of running away.

After getting the boarding pass and checking in the luggage, Luo Yuan entered the security check, and the two bodyguards had to stop at the gate of the security check.

At this moment, Luo Yu'an's mind was blank, and it was an instinctive action to move forward step by step in the long line.

He looks like he lost his soul now.

That's right, without Jing Yichen, wouldn't he just lose his soul?

After successfully passing through the security check and customs, Luo Yuan came to the departure hall.

Looking at a duty-free shop full of people on both sides of the road, Luo Yu'an couldn't arouse any interest at all.

Suddenly feeling a little hungry, Luo Yu'an went up to the second floor to eat something.

On the right side of the second floor is a large glass wall, through which you can just see the airport hall outside the security check on the first floor.

Luo Yu'an accidentally entered a Korean restaurant with a glass wall, and sat in a seat next to the glass wall.

While waiting for the meal, Luo Yu'an looked at the airport lobby behind the glass.

Suddenly, a tall and slender figure broke into Luo Yu'an's sight in the hall on the first floor. The man was running among the crowd, looking around, as if he was looking for something.

The figure that was eagerly running to find it deeply hurt Luo Yu'an's soft heart.

Luo Yu'an shot the case, and without waiting for the unbaked food, hurriedly settled the bill at the cash register and ran out of the restaurant.

But as soon as he ran out of the restaurant, Luo Yu'an sighed annoyed at his impulsiveness.

Jing Yichen is in the lobby, Luo Yuan has already passed the security check, he can't go out, he can only wait here for the flight to depart.

He really wanted to tell Jing Yichen that he was here and he saw Jing Yichen.

The announcement sounded and began to announce boarding.

Luo Yu'an had no choice but to go downstairs and return to the departure hall.

After seeing the staff checking tickets one by one at the gate from a distance, Luo Yu'an looked down at the passport with the boarding pass and consignment slip in his hand, hesitant.

Why did he suddenly have a strange premonition?

He always felt that after taking this flight, he really would never come back again.

When the broadcast reminded to board the plane again, everyone around Luo Yu'an got up and went to the boarding gate to check the tickets. Only Luo Yu'an was still sitting there, staring at the boarding pass in his hand in a daze...

Jing Yichen raised his hand and looked at his watch - it was ten fifty.

Panting, he stopped his search and stood motionless among the people coming and going.He is like a statue, staring at the security entrance.

Luo Yu'an must have entered from there.

A girl around the same age as Jing Yichen recognized the Internet celebrity Jing Yichen, and then called her friends to stop and walked towards Jing Yichen together.

"That...is that Jing Yichen?" The girl asked timidly.

"Yes."

"Can I take a picture with you?"

Jing Yichen paused, then nodded slightly.

The girl moved closer to Jing Yichen and asked her friend to take a photo with her.

Jing Yichen couldn't help but smile at the camera, but he really wasn't in the mood to smile, he could only forcefully curl the corners of his lips, pretending to be smiling.

God knows how sad he is at this time.

The commotion in this corner of the airport soon stopped, and the people here all had their own directions.Take off in a hurry, land in a hurry, take away other people's stories, and leave your own memories.

Jing Yichen stared at the entrance not far from the security check until twelve o'clock before leaving with his head bowed in disappointment.

Jing Yichen didn't know how he got home.For the first time, he felt that the way home was so long and difficult.When he thought that there was no longer Luo Yu'an at home, his heart felt empty and he couldn't move away.

At this moment, Jing Yichen was lying on the bed in the bedroom, burying his head in the pillow Luo Yuan had slept on, the tip of his nose was filled with the residual smell of Luo Yuan.

After lying down like this for a while, Jing Yichen fell into a deep sleep under the smell of Luo Yu'an.

In the end he woke up from hunger.

He looked up at the dark sky outside the window, thinking about ordering some takeaway later.

Suddenly, a Weibo notification sounded, and Jing Yichen impatiently took out his cell phone in his trousers pocket to check the news.

For some reason, Jing Yichen had a slight sense of foreboding.

"...flight xx741 crashed..."

After seeing this news, Jing Yichen's first reaction was to reconfirm the flight number in disbelief, but every confirmation brought him pain like a knife piercing his heart.

He ran to the living room, turned on the TV, and tuned to the news station.

"...Flight xx741, which took off nine hours ago and flew to Ottawa, Canada, crashed on a small island in the sea. There were 298 passengers and 56 Chinese people on the plane. Rescuers have gone to the place to search and rescue, and no survivors have been found so far. The specific cause of the plane crash remains to be investigated, and our station will continue to report on the progress of the search and rescue of the air crash.”

Hearing this news, Jing Yichen felt a "boom" in his head, and his mind went blank.It took him a long time to recall the content of the news.

Flight xx741 crashed?No survivors have been found so far?

Wasn't Luo Yu'an on that flight?

Jing Yichen's legs became weak, and he lost the strength to support him, and he fell to his knees on the ground with a "boom".

Jing Yichen was so frightened that his whole body couldn't help shaking.He felt waves of increasingly intense suffocating despair rolling over, eroding Jing Yichen's blank brain.

how come? !How could something happen to Luo Yu'an? !This news must be fake, it must be!How can you lie?Luo Yu'an won't die...

Jing Yichen struggled to get up from the ground, not even bothering to put on his coat, staggered out of the house, stopped a taxi and rushed to the airport.

Along the way, Jing Yichen kept urging the driver to drive faster, and almost got into an accident several times.

After arriving at the airport, Jing Yichen went straight to the airport hall and rushed into the crowd.

The airport is broadcasting the news that flight xx741 crashed.

Many people rushed to the airport one after another, and they were all relatives and friends of the passengers who died.

Jing Yichen looked at the people around who felt sorry or grieved, but he still couldn't feel the reality of the accident.

How could Luo Yu'an die...

How could that boy whom Jing Yichen loved with all his heart die...

At this time, the airport released the list of all passengers of flight xx741.

Among the hundreds of names, Jing Yichen saw Luo Yu'an's name at a glance.

Jing Yichen rubbed his eyes in disbelief and looked again, Luo Yu'an's name was still clearly displayed there.

Jing Yichen took a few steps back weakly, then tripped over his own feet and fell to the ground.

Jing Yichen knelt and sat on the tiled floor of the airport hall, the bone-chilling cold feeling spread from his knees to his whole body.

There was throbbing pain in the heart, the air in the chest cavity was evacuated little by little, Jing Yichen's breathing became more and more difficult.He raised his hands to hug his painful head, roaring heart-piercingly, the hoarse roar was full of pain.

It hurts to see him so distressed.

But his behavior at this moment is not unexpected among the large group of family members of the victims around him. Now there are many people who are grieving, and their pain at this moment is no less than that of Jing Yichen.

No, Jing Yichen suffered much more than them.

He regards Luo Yu'an as his life, if there is no Luo Yu'an, what is the difference between him and death?

What did he do wrong?Why did God treat him like this?

Without Luo Yu'an, Jing Yichen's world will lose its sound and color, which means that every hour, every minute, every second of every day in the future, Jing Yichen will be in that silent black and white world. spent there.Jing Yichen will fall into the abyss of eternal destruction.

Such a day is simply unimaginable...

☆、Idiot, I love you

Incheon Airport, South Korea.

A handsome boy in a white T-shirt and a long black trench coat pushed a cart with several large suitcases and came out from Exit E.

He looked around, looking for the news agency.

Finally, he found a U+ news agency opposite Exit C.

"Excuse me? I wanna apply for a provisional SIM card. Which credentials should I show?"

The elder sister of the U+ staff member was stunned for a moment when she saw the boy's handsome face, and then spoke poor English to apply for a temporary card for the boy.

The juvenile tube worker borrowed a pin and popped his SIM card slot out.He took out the SIM card he originally used in China and replaced it with the U+ card he had just issued.

"Thank you." The boy smiled at the staff sister after he finished speaking, and then left.

After leaving the U+ news agency, the boy looked at the small SIM card in his hand for a while, hesitating whether to keep this card.

Finally he decided to throw it away.

It is useless to keep this card, he will no longer contact Jing Yichen, and will no longer be monitored by Luo Tianze.Although he is alone now, he is also happy and at ease.

Luo Yu'an threw the China Mobile SIM card into a nearby trash can.

Now that you have left, throw away all thoughts.

Before taking flight xx741, Luo Yu'an stared at the boarding pass in the terminal hall for a long time in a daze, and finally made a decision.

Tear off the boarding pass.

But this does not mean that Luo Yu'an will stay in China.

It was too late to regret, he and Jing Yichen who started to go against each other had already gone too far, there was no room for redemption.

And Luo Yu'an has hurt Jing Yichen too deeply, he thinks he is not qualified to let Jing Yichen wait for him, he still thinks that he can't use the possibility of reunion in the future to restrain Jing Yichen.

Luo Yu'an asked himself what qualifications he had to use this year's love in exchange for Jing Yichen's company for the rest of his life?

Just disappear into Jing Yichen's world, maybe they will all get better after this pain.

But Luo Yu'an didn't want to be too far away from Jing Yichen.

So he chose to go to South Korea.

It is better to be able to breathe the air of the same continent as that person than to be separated by the Pacific Ocean.

Luo Yu'an waited for the airport bus.

He took a bus bound for Gangnam District, Seoul.

Luo Yu'an's grandmother is Korean, because she was influenced by this language environment since she was a child, although Luo Yu'an can't speak it, she can still understand some Korean, so there is no big problem in surviving in Korea.Moreover, his grandmother left him a house in Jiangnan District before his death, so he should be able to live in it after cleaning.

Luo Yu'an brought all the money in his hands, including the money that Luo Tianze gave but didn't use a cent, and the money he saved from working before, all of these money added up, enough for him to have enough food and clothing for several years.

Now he is grateful to Luo Tianze for never being stingy with the money he gives him.

In two days, we will start the formalities for studying abroad.There are still many things to do.

He has to get busy quickly so that he can forget about the pain.

Sitting on the bus, Luo Yu'an planned step by step how to live the next day.

There is a mobile TV in the bus that is showing real-time news.A piece of news that was being broadcast caught Luo Yu'an's attention, causing Luo Yu'an to listen.

The general content is that flight xx741 from W City, China to Ottawa, Canada crashed on a small island in the Pacific Ocean, and no one survived.

Seeing this news, everyone in the car expressed their regret.

Luo Yu'an was so frightened that he broke into a cold sweat.

After hearing the news clearly, Luo Yu'an's first reaction was not to be glad that he had escaped, but worried that Jing Yichen, who might collapse and go crazy after seeing the news.

Luo Yu'an anxiously took out her phone, added the prefix of 0086, and then entered the extremely familiar Jing Yichen's phone number on the dial pad.

At this moment, he really wanted to tell Jing Yichen that he was fine and he didn't take that flight.

But before he pressed the call button, he regained his damn sanity, and he stopped moving his fingers down.

Obviously already decided to disappear, then disappear completely, why bother?Wouldn't it be a good thing to just disappear like this?

If Jing Yichen knows