your lips are a little sweet

Having said that Luo Yu'an is still alive, then?Can the two of them be together?No, it's impossible, there is still Luo Tianze between them, such a big obstacle is buried between them, this question is obviously a negative answer.

So be it, don't tell him.Rather than disappointing him after giving him hope, it is better to let him despair from the beginning.That kind of disappointment has a process of waiting for no result than the latter's despair. This process is heartbreaking, and it will only be a tormenting torment.

Then let him be selfish for Jing Yichen once, just once...

But Luo Yu'an ignored the most deadly point - if a person is still alive, although he can't get it, he can be blessed; but once the person is gone, let alone a blessing, it is a sustenance of the soul, and there is no place to dock. place.

After Luo Yu'an arrived in Jiangnan District, he didn't go directly to the apartment left by his grandmother, but found a nearby hotel to stay overnight, because the apartment left by his grandmother hadn't been lived in for a long time, so it hadn't been cleaned up yet.

It's been a long day.Both body and mind are exhausted.

After taking a comfortable bath, Luo Yu'an came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, still wiping her wet hair with the towel.

After tidying up, Luo Yu'an lay on his back on the big bed with the word "big", and stretched comfortably.

He picked up his phone, opened Weibo, and planned to go to bed after checking Weibo for a while.

The first Weibo post after refreshing the homepage was popular, with more than 6000 retweets. It was the boy on the picture that attracted Luo Yu'an's attention.

Kaiser, Meng Ning: "My friend took xx741, so I rushed to the airport, but I didn't expect to meet Jing Nanshen. He looked very sad, as if Luo Nanshen took xx741, I saw it in the list Luo Yuan. I fully understand his pain of losing his best friend, because I am too. [Candle]

[picture]"

Luo Yu'an opened the picture.

In the vast crowd, the figure kneeling on the ground broke into Luo Yu'an's sight, the man opened his mouth wide, as if roaring, his sad expression was so grief-stricken, and the way he beat his chest and stamped his feet was so desolate Liver and spleen.

He knelt down on the cold tiled floor of the airport hall, his expression was so desperate, he clutched his heart in pain, his sad appearance made people feel distressed.

Luo Yu'an's heart aches for Jing Yichen like this...

"Dad, Mom, are you asleep?" Jing Yichen knocked on the door of his parents' room several times.

After a long time, Jing Juncheng opened the door from the inside.

"Son, what's the matter?" Jing Juncheng glanced back at the electronic watch on the bedroom wall, then turned to look at Jing Yichen who didn't even have time to take off his coat, and said, "It's already one o'clock in the morning, where are you going?" ah?"

"Dad, can you arrange a helicopter for me now?"

Looking at his son's vacant eyes, Jing Juncheng knew that something might have happened, but he didn't hear anything other than Luo Yu'an and Jing Yichen breaking up recently.

"What happened?"

"The flight Yu An was on crashed."

Jing Yichen's words woke Jing Juncheng up.

"What? Which flight did Yu An take?" Jing Juncheng frowned, his gaze became deep, "Then what do you want a helicopter for?"

"I'm going to find him."

"How do you find him when the plane crashes?"

Jing Yichen raised his eyes, looked into his father's eyes, and there was a firmness in his slumped eyes: "If I don't see him with my own eyes, I won't believe that he is dead."

A month later.

Luo Yu'an has been studying in a national high school near the apartment for nearly a month, and he gets along well with his classmates.In the new school in the new country, his academic performance is still very good, except for the Mandarin here.

In order to forget Jing Yichen quickly, he chose to live a busy life.He has to work in a coffee shop after school, not because he doesn't have enough money, but to keep himself busy.

But even though he lived such a busy life, Luo Yu'an still couldn't forget even a little memory about Jing Yichen, and the imprint Jing Yichen left on Luo Yu'an's mind became even more profound.

To this day, he finally couldn't hold back the longing that was about to overflow.

He just wanted to hear Jing Yichen's voice.

He shouldn't be very greedy, right?Just listen to his voice...

No, just once, just this once.

Luo Yu'an picked up the phone and dialed the familiar number.

"Beep-beep-beep-"

In just a dozen seconds, it seemed like a century to Luo Yu'an.

He wondered if Jing Yichen on the other end of the phone would answer a call from an unfamiliar number.If he doesn't answer, should Luo Yu'an call again?If he picks it up, what should Luo Yu'an do?

At some point, the beeping stopped and was replaced by a low, hoarse voice.

"Hey."

The hoarse and dry voice reached Luo Yu'an's right ear through the receiver. For some reason, Luo Yu'an wanted to cry.

Hearing this voice again after a month, Luo Yu'an really wanted to see Jing Yichen and thought of going crazy.

But no matter how crazy he was, he couldn't do anything.

"Who?"

Because no one answered the phone, Jing Yichen asked impatiently.

But Luo Yu'an couldn't let Jing Yichen know that it was him.

Luo Yu'an raised his left hand to cover his mouth.

Can't make a sound.

But Luo Yu'an heard something wrong with Jing Yichen's monosyllabic voice.

Although Jing Yichen's own voice was deep, it shouldn't be as hoarse as he heard now.Luo Yu'an could hear this sound because Jing Yichen smoked too much.

A scene appeared in front of his eyes, that was Jing Yichen sitting on the window sill and smoking, the floor was full of cigarette butts.

This kind of Jing Yichen made Luo Yuan's heart ache to death.

Why is he safe and sound here at this moment, but Jing Yichen wants to lose his soul there?

Thinking of Luo Tianze who opposed them, Luo Yu'an gritted his teeth.

If it wasn't for their father, they wouldn't have to torture each other like this.

When the xx741 air crash news is broadcast, how desperate will Jing Yichen be when he sees it?He must have spent this month in torment day and night, he must have stayed up night after night, he must have been smoking all the time, and now his ashtray must be full of things that he didn't have time to throw away cigarette butts.

Luo Yu'an leaned against the wall, unconsciously clutching the phone next to her ear.

"Oh shit."

Jing Yichen on the other side of the phone still couldn't wait for a response, so he cursed impatiently, and then hung up the phone.

Hearing the "beep" sound after the call ended, Luo Yu'an finally couldn't help crying.Leaning against the cold wall, Luo Yuan slumped powerlessly to the ground, buried her head in her knees and let out a pain.

"Jing Yichen!" Luo Yu'an cried out of breath, and shouted out the name engraved in his heart with all his strength, but the only response was the echo left to him by the empty house.

"Stupid...I love you..."

☆, Here, Jing Yichen has been here

Another month passed.

Jing Yichen ushered in his first vacation without Luo Yuan.

Ever since Jing Yichen hurried to the crash site of xx741 in his own helicopter that night and saw the desperate ruins with his own eyes, Jing Yichen never set foot in that house in Huadu again.

There are too many memories belonging to him and Luo Yu'an, living there, for Jing Yichen without Luo Yu'an, it is simply too painful torment.

There is the toothbrush that Luo Yu'an used, there is the quilt that Luo Yu'an used, there is the big bed that Luo Yu'an slept on, there is the pillow that Luo Yu'an used to sleep on... Jing Yichen didn't throw any of these things away .

Because those things are like Luo Yu'an, as soon as he sees them, Luo Yu'an will crazily wreak havoc in Jing Yichen's mind.

Jing Juncheng and Fang Ling looked at their son who was getting more and more decadent day by day, feeling extremely anxious and distressed.

No parent would look at a heartbroken son and remain indifferent.

So Jing Juncheng and Fang Ling thought about taking their son out for a trip before the holiday was over, so that Jing Yichen could change his mood.

At this moment, the three members of the Jing family are boarding a plane heading to Korea.

But along the way, Jing Yichen was unbelievably quiet.

On the fifth day after arriving in Korea, the three members of the Jing family came to the foot of Namsan Pagoda.

The past few days of play seemed to not arouse Jing Yichen's interest at all, obviously he played like this before, he should be full of vitality.

Oh, by the way, the reason why he is like this now is because there is no Luo Yu'an.

Riding the cable car, Jing Yichen also remained silent.

When they came to the top of the mountain, what they saw was the towering Nanshan Tower in front of them. On their left was the lock tree and the lock wall that many people were visiting.

These lock trees full of love locks attracted Jing Yichen's attention.He came to a lock tree and quietly looked at the tree full of locks.

On each of the locks are the names of the couple who locked them. Not only are there locks with Korean names written on them, but there are also many, many languages ​​from various countries and places. Of course, there are also locks left by Chinese people.

Looking at these sweet trees and the couples around them, Jing Yichen felt heartache for no reason.

If it wasn't for that plane crash, he, Jing Yichen, and Luo Yu'an could have come here to leave their love locks.

His eyes touched the depths of the lock tree, and Jing Yichen saw a lock covered in dust.

There are so many locks, and many of them are not hung today. Love locks that have passed through many years can be found everywhere.

Jing Yichen thought about it again, and the pain in his heart eased a lot.

The names of so many lovers are written here, how many couples really came to the end?How many couples broke up after this?How many couples have become strangers who now meet by chance and pretend not to know each other?

But people are so strange, knowing that the absolute will never exist, but when they are together, they just like to leave some memories that cannot be destroyed.It seems to be giving myself a reason to be at ease, and it is also like praying devoutly for eternity.

Jing Yichen accidentally bought a white lock, wrote a few words on it with a marker pen, found an inconspicuous place, and hung the lock on it.

Because Luo Yu'an likes white the most...

Luo Yu'an, who was on a school trip, came to Nanshan with her teachers and classmates.This is Luo Yu'an's first visit here.

I have long heard that the most famous thing in Nanshan, South Korea, is the lock tree under the tower except for the Namsan Tower. It is a place where Korean lovers must go after they are together. There, they will leave a love lock of their own. .

But Luo Yu'an had no chance.

Luo Yu'an was the first group of classmates to come to the top of the mountain, so he had time to visit the lock tree and the lock wall.

In the vast sea of ​​locks, only an ordinary white lock that is not very eye-catching can make Luo Yu'an stop and take a closer look.

Jing Yichen and Luo Yuan.

Luo Yu'an raised his hand tremblingly nervously, holding up the lock.Looking at the familiar font and familiar name on the cold iron lock on his fingertips, Luo Yu'an was extremely excited.

Jing Yichen must have been here!definitely is!

Thinking of this, Luo Yu'an began to look around, trying to find the tall figure that he had engraved in his heart long ago, trying to find the person that he had been thinking about for the past two months.

But Luo Yu'an forgot that Jing Yichen might not have come here on this day, but yesterday, the day before yesterday, or even earlier.

Suddenly someone patted him on the shoulder from behind, Luo Yu'an turned around in surprise, and saw his classmate Lu Zhixun.

"Let's go. What are you looking at so seriously? Everyone is here."

Luo Yu'an looked at the classmates who were all behind him, and reluctantly glanced at the white lock hidden in the sea of ​​locks, then nodded and returned to the crowd.

Even if Jing Yichen really came, so what?Don't they miss it like now?

Who would be the person who accompanied Jing Yichen?Is it his new lover?

Luo Yu'an felt a little jealous of the person who walked with Jing Yichen, even though he knew he had no right to be jealous.

Luo Yu'an, didn't you decide to give Jing Yichen the right to change his mind?What are you struggling with now?Didn't you ever think of this?

Luo Yu'an couldn't help but smile wryly.

ten months later.

On this day, Luo Yu'an logged into the QQ account he used before incognito.

As soon as I logged in, hundreds of messages flooded in, but all of them came from one person.

Jing Yichen.

From the day I left China, one piece a day, until today, recording Jing Yichen's thoughts every day.

"If you are still alive, if you are still using this QQ, you should answer me quickly!"

"Luo Yu'an, you must still be alive, right? How could you have the heart to abandon me and die?"

"Luo Yu'an, I miss you."

"You won't really die, will you? Oh, what am I talking about?"

"I know you can't see it, but I want to talk to you even so."

"Luo Yu'an, why am I so tired?"

"Luo Yu'an, I will never forget you."

"I have cried for you alone in my life, more than once."

"How can I forget you? How can I start a new life..."

"..."

Luo Yu'an cried while watching.

From the beginning to the end, Luo Yu'an saw Jing Yichen's disbelief at the beginning and the way he had to compromise with the so-called reality at the end, and his heart ached.

In an instant, an idea appeared in Luo Yu'an's mind.

He registered a new QQ number.

Luo Yu'an looked at the empty friend list, thought for a long time, and then entered Chu Mo's QQ number in the input box of the friend search column.

He really wanted to know how Chu Mo was doing recently, he really wanted to know if his father was well, and he really wanted to know what kind of life Jing Yichen was living without him now.But he really couldn't find any other way, so he came up with this bad idea—acting as a strange netizen, and learning everything he was curious about from Chu Mo's mouth.

Luo Yu'an applied to add Chu Mo's friend, but did not get a response all morning.It wasn't until the afternoon that Luo Yu'an received the news that Chu Mo agreed to the friend application.

Moshang Huakai: "You are?"

Luo Yu'an thought about how he should strike up a conversation so as not to be suspected by Chu Mo.

So he made up a lie.

L.: "I'm Lu Zhixun, my QQ account was stolen, this is my alias."

L.: "Are you Shao Feng?"

Moshang Huakai: "Sorry, you may have made a mistake."

L.: "Ah... okay."

L.: "However, making mistakes can be considered fate [呲牙] How about making friends?"

Moshang Huakai: "Yes."

The tightly clenched hands above the keyboard relaxed after the message of Chu Mo's consent, and Luo Yu'an in front of the computer also showed a long-lost smile.

After a month of non-stop chatting, Luo Yu'an, a "stranger", has become very good friends with Chu Mo.The next step is to learn about Jing Yichen's recent situation from Chu Mo.

Luo Yu'an has already figured out what topic to use to get to the point.

L.: "A friend of mine was hospitalized in a car accident today, and is now in the intensive care unit, dying."

L.: "I'm so sad."

Moshang Blossom: "Oh my god...it's too bad."

Moshang Huakai: "Are you okay? Don't be too sad, everything will be fine."

L.: "I hope so."

L.: "Have you ever lost a good friend?"

After Luo Yu'an's message was sent out, Chu Mo didn't reply for a long time.

After six or seven minutes, a response came from there.

Moshang Blossom: "Yes."

Blossoms on Moshang: "It's my best friend and the most important person to me."

L.: "What happened to him?"

Luo Yu'an was thinking that Chu Mo was probably talking about him.

Flowers on Moshang: "He passed away. In an air crash."

L.: "Is it the xx741 crash?"

Moshang Huakai: "Yes."

L.: "Can you tell me the story between you and him?"

Blossoms on Moshang: "The story between me and him may have started more than ten years ago."

L.: "You guys have known each other for so long!"

Moshang Huakai: "Yes."

Flowers on Moshang: "The first time I met him was in the first grade of elementary school. I was thin and weak at that time, and many children bullied me, and at that time the only child who played with me and helped me. He never At that time, he was very tall, and he was considered the king of the kids in the class. He always protected me, and after a long time, others didn't dare to bully me, and he and I became best friends."

Moshang Huakai: "We have been in the same class from elementary school to junior high school. In high school, although I went to the same school as him, I didn't have the fate to be in his class. Later, a boy appeared beside him."

Moshang Huakai: "Do you discriminate against homosexuals?"

L.: "No, no discrimination."

Moshang Blossom: "That's good."

Moshang Huakai: "He is with that boy."

L.: "My God!"

Moshang Huakai: "I was a little unwilling at first, because that boy took possession of my most important friend."

Moshang Blossoms: "It was only later that I realized that it wasn't because I was unwilling, but because I liked it..."

☆、Before it’s too late

Another year has passed.

Over the past year, Luo Yu'an learned a lot about Chu Mo, about his father, and about Jing Yichen's current situation through Chu Mo.

But I don't know when, Chu Mo didn't go online again.

Maybe Chu Mo is preparing for the college entrance examination.

Thinking of this, Luo Yu'an turned his head and looked at the wall calendar not far away, the impressive August written on it overturned Luo Yu'an's conjecture.

Maybe something happened to Chu Mo.It may take a few days for Chu Mo to go online.

A few days later, Luo Yu'an really waited until Chu Mo went online.

But a long message from Chu Mo caught Luo Yuan by surprise.

Moshang Huakai: "I'm sick and may not be able to surf the Internet anymore. Thank you for being with me for a year. Although I have never met, I have already regarded you as a very good friend. I don't know if you are like this ? And oh, you are very similar to the person I like. Don't blame me for saying goodbye too hastily..."

Luo Yu'an opened his eyes wide, and read the news carefully again.

After making sure that what he saw was correct, Luo Yu'an couldn't help tightening his hand holding the mouse.

sick……

Chu Mo... What's wrong?

Although Luo Yu'an was concerned about Chu Mo's body at this time, what he was more worried about was the way to understand Jing Yichen.

During this period of time, the only way for Luo Yu'an to understand Jing Yichen is Chu Mo. If Chu Mo can no longer access the Internet, then how should Luo Yu'an understand Jing Yichen?

At this moment, Luo Yu'an felt that he was extremely selfish.

He actually used precious friendship for the sake of broken love.

Luo Yu'an stubbed out the unfinished half of the cigarette in the ashtray at hand.He looked up at the gloomy sky outside the window, thoughtfully.

Jing Yichen is unpacking the courier that just arrived.Inside is an acceptance letter.

This is the most influential 211 university in W city.

This is also the university where Luo Yu'an and Jing Yichen set goals together when they were there.

But now Jing Yichen does not have Luo Yu'an.

Ever since Luo Yu'an was no longer by his side, Jing Yichen has become less talkative, he no longer loves to laugh like before, and has an indifferent attitude towards everything around him.

Jing Yichen often thinks, if they resisted and became friends at the beginning, would it have lasted longer?

If they were not together, Luo Tianze would not have opposed him, Luo Tianze would not have allowed Luo Yuan to study in Canada, and in the end, Luo Yuan would not have set foot on that flight of death.

Luo Yu'an's departure became an indelible pain in Jing Yichen's heart.

The real pain will not be so severe that it makes you die and end in a hurry, but a continuous pain that erodes your thinking inch by inch and exhausts your life bit by bit.

Jing Yichen did not escape the military training like he did in high school, but obediently participated in the 20-day university military training.Because only when he has something to do, Jing Yichen can temporarily forget that Luo Yu'an who is hurting in his heart.

school starts.

Jing Yichen's attitude of "don't get close to strangers" makes it impossible for anyone to really approach him, but this cold attitude is not annoying, on the contrary, it also earned him the title of Mary Su - Bingshan school grass.

Although Jing Yichen hasn't touched Weibo since Luo Yu'an left, his number of Weibo followers has been steadily increasing in places where he can't see.

This morning, Jing Yichen received a text message from an unfamiliar number.

151xxxxxxxx: "Did you have breakfast?"

Although Jing Yichen didn't know who the other party was, he still answered truthfully.

"No."

Somewhere, Jing Yichen had such a strange but not bad premonition.

151xxxxxxxx: "Don't eat, wait for me."

Jing Yichen felt that the conversation between the two was a bit inexplicable, so he asked.

"who are you?"

Jing Yichen waited for a long time, but did not receive any reply.

But Jing Yichen obediently listened to the stranger, and went out without having breakfast.

On the way to the classroom, Jing Yichen walked forward as usual.

Suddenly, it was pitch black.

Someone behind him covered his eyes with hands.

Jing Yichen couldn't help but stop, feeling a little annoyed.

Who is making such a low-level joke on him?How childish.

He raised his hand, grabbed the big hand covering his eyes, and tried to move it away, but the other party exerted strength, and Jing Yichen couldn't easily move the hand away.

wrong!

and many more……

The familiar smell, familiar temperature, and familiar touch of the person behind him... This is clearly...

No, it can't be, he's gone.

Is it...

An incredible guess flashed in Jing Yichen's mind, and Jing Yichen felt that his idea was crazy.

Now the scene feels familiar.It seems... three years ago, this was how he delivered Luo Yu'an's first breakfast.

Thinking in this way, Jing Yichen reacted in the same way as Luo Yu'an did three years ago.

He stretched out his hand to the person behind him, his voice trembling slightly: "Breakfast."

The person behind smiled softly, and then put down a box of warm things in Jing Yichen's hands.

After realizing that the box of hot things in his hand was really breakfast, Jing Yichen was so excited that he shed tears.

He threw away the obstacle in front of him with all his strength, turned around and hugged the person behind him.

He rested his head on the man's neck, greedily inhaling the scent that belonged to this man.He hugged this person tightly, afraid that it was an illusion, afraid that the person in his arms would disappear in the next second.

This feeling of being lost and regained is really indescribably wonderful, Jing Yichen tightened his arms even more forcefully, as if wanting to penetrate this person deeply into his body.

The person in his arms moved, stretched out his arms to hug Jing Yichen's waist, and patted Jing Yichen's back lightly a few times as if comforting.

The two embraced tightly for a long time regardless of the growing crowd of onlookers around them.

Suddenly, Jing Yichen grabbed the shoulders of the person in his arms, pulled him away from his arms, stared at the face of the person in front of him carefully, and couldn't look away for a long time.

I knew it... I knew you must be alive... Why didn't you come to me, idiot?Why no contact?Why is it only now?Why do you still have the heart to make me sad for two full years when you are still alive?Do you know how much I miss you?I almost thought you disappeared in that accident. I found the scene of the accident like crazy. I searched for a long time in the ruins, but I didn't find you... Have you ever thought about me?

Thousands of words floated through his mind, but Jing Yichen couldn't utter a single word, so many words were stuck in his throat, unable to spit out or swallow.

Now Jing Yichen was dazzled by the sudden surprise and forgot how to speak.

In fact, thousands of words are not important, as long as Luo Yu is in his arms at this moment.

Luo Yu'an showed a smile to the person in front of him, and said, "Jing Yichen, I'm back."

Jing Yichen kissed the person in front of him without saying a word.

At this moment, Jing Yichen has no time to care about whether there are crowds watching around him. At this moment, he just wants to cherish every minute and every second with this person in front of him.

Luo Yu'an is back.

He was admitted to Seoul National University in South Korea, which is the most prestigious institution of higher learning in South Korea.

But just as he was facing the start of the school season, he received news that Chu Mo was ill. From then on, he could no longer get to know Jing Yichen through Chu Mo.

Luo Yu'an had no choice but to decide to return home.So, he applied for the university where Jing Yichen was studying.

Firstly, it was because he was too worried about Chu Mo, and secondly, it was because he wanted to return to Jing Yichen's side.

Luo Yu'an two years ago, because of his lack of confidence in the love between himself and Jing Yichen, because of his cowardice, because of his timidity, he gave up struggling and gave up the right to stay by Jing Yichen's side .

But after two years of endless longing and torture, he suddenly came to his senses.

True love requires two people to fight for it and work hard together. After all, one person cannot support the sky of two people.

It was because he didn't have the courage to ride the wind and waves two years ago that he gave up the person he loved in vain.

It's just... Would it be too late to go back now?Will Jing Yichen still love him...

"Knock knock knock! Knock knock!"

"Come in! Cough cough..."

Two years have passed, only two years have passed, Luo Tianze has aged a lot.

He is no longer that high-spirited middle-aged man. He lost his son two years ago, and he is much older than before.

"Old, master... He, he!" The butler said hurriedly, as if he was very nervous and couldn't organize his words well.

"Speak slowly, don't worry."

"Master...Young Master! The Young Master is back!"

"Boom!"

The teacup in Luo Tianze's hand fell to the ground.

"What are you talking about? Ahem..."

"dad."

Luo Tianze turned his head to look at the door, and when he saw the person standing at the door, he jumped up and was completely stunned.

Luo Yu'an came to Luo Tianze and said gently, "Dad, I'm back."

Luo Tianze stood there blankly, motionless, staring closely at his son who had been missing for two years, his eyes full of unbelievable astonishment.

"You! You are... Yu An?"

"Yes. Dad, you don't know me, do you?"

Big teardrops fell from Luo Tianze's wide-open eyes. This man who is a powerful man in the business world is now crying in front of his son who came back.

Luo Tianze strode up to Luo Yu'an, and suddenly hugged his son.

Luo Tianze hugged his son tightly and patted his back.

"I'm back...it's good to be back..."

No matter what kind of conflicts you have had with your relatives, if something happens to you, your relatives must be the saddest, because blood is an inseparable bond of love.If you return safely, your loved ones must be the happiest, because the bond of family will never be eliminated.

At this moment, Luo Yu'an felt infinite regret.

He began to regret that he played dead for two years too capriciously, he began to regret that he spent two years in a foreign country with no news, he began to regret that he disappeared without telling the people who loved him most recklessly two years.

Obviously these people love him so much, how did he make up his mind to disappear secretly?

☆、do you hate me

Jing Yichen and Luo Yu'an walked into the room, and kissed as soon as the door closed.

Jing Yichen pressed Luo Yuan against the door, and passionately kissed this man he loved so much.

The two kissed fiercely, their lips and tongues intertwined, and they were inseparable.

[omitted here]

In the early morning, Luo Yu'an was woken up by the chirping of birds outside.

He turned to look at the alarm clock on the bedside table - it was only seven o'clock.

Around his waist, a pair of powerful arms were hugging him tightly, even though the owner of these arms was still asleep.

Luo Yu'an turned over and faced Jing Yichen.

This action woke up Jing Yichen who was hugging Luo Yu'an, he opened his eyes, and vaguely saw Luo Yu'an looking at him in front of him, he raised the corners of his lips, and smiled at Luo Yu'an.

The arms around Luo Yu'an's waist hugged even tighter.

"Wake up so early, why don't you sleep more?"

"Jing Yichen," Luo Yu'an raised his hand to push away the broken hair that was about to get into Jing Yichen's eyes, and asked quietly, "Seeing me again, don't you hate me?"

Jing Yichen pressed his forehead against Luo Yu'an's, rubbed it lightly, and said, "Why should I hate you?"

"I didn't tell you that I was alive, and I've been sneaking away from you for two years."

Jing Yichen rubbed his eyes and began to wake up.He stared into Luo Yu'an's eyes and said: "I hate, but what I hate is not you, but your cruelty. You actually have the heart to let me bear the pain of losing you, you don't know how much you treat me Is it important?"

Luo Yu'an remained silent, not knowing what to say.

Jing Yichen stared at Luo Yu'an for a while, sighed softly, and placed a light kiss on his forehead: "But, I don't hate you. I want to hate you too, because only by hating you, I don't have to be hurt." I am tortured by longing day and night. But for you, I really can't hate. No matter how much resentment I had before, as soon as I saw you, it disappeared. What kind of demon do you think I am?"

Luo Yu'an lowered her eyes, not daring to look directly at Jing Yichen in front of her.He said, "I'm sorry."

Jing Yichen tightened his arms, and hugged the person in his arms even more forcefully: "You idiot, why are you sorry for me? Actually, I am very grateful to you right now."

Luo Yu'an asked: "Thank you for what?"

"Thank you for not being on the plane to Canada, thank you for being alive, thank you for being able to appear in front of me again, thank you for always remembering me, thank you for not giving up loving me...I take love Gambling, I'm glad you didn't let me lose."

It wasn't until this moment that Luo Yu'an truly believed that even if he told Jing Yichen that he was about to go abroad two years ago, he would not be moved in any way.Jing Yichen will wait for Luo Yu'an.

Luo Yu'an couldn't help but his eyes were red, but he smiled happily: "Idiot...just talk when you talk, why are you so pretentious."

Jing Yichen smiled relievedly, and he said: "Can you say it better, this is not hypocritical, this is sensational!"

"Oh, that's right." The smile on Luo Yu'an's face gradually disappeared, he looked at Jing Yichen seriously, and asked, "Chu Mo... what's wrong with him?"

When Jing Yichen heard this, his smile disappeared.

Jing Yichen hesitated whether he should tell the truth to Luo Yu'an.He was afraid that he would not be able to bear telling Luo Yu'an the truth, Jing Yichen had to answer Luo Yu'an's question, it was really too difficult.

"Why didn't you speak?"

Seeing Jing Yichen like this, Luo Yu'an also felt the seriousness of the matter.Suddenly, he panicked.

"He is sick."

"What disease?"

Jing Yichen avoided Luo Yu'an's gaze, and said, "I'll take you to see him, and you'll know when the time comes."

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Jing Yichen went to pick up the car, Luo Yuan was waiting for him at the street corner.

During the time waiting for Jing Yichen, Luo Yu'an's uneasiness gradually magnified.

Judging from Jing Yichen's tone, Chu Mo must be in a bad state, I just hope that Chu Mo will get better soon.

Not long after, Jing Yichen drove the car in front of Luo Yu'an.

Luo Yuan stepped forward and stretched out his hand to open the door of the passenger seat, but before his hand touched the door handle, the car moved forward a little.

The car moved forward about twenty centimeters and stopped.

Luo Yu'an had no choice but to follow the car and take a step forward.

He tried to open the door again, and the car moved forward a little.

How could Luo Yu'an fail to see that Jing Yichen was joking with him.

He turned his head and stopped following