your lips are a little sweet

where?

This question that had never aroused Luo Yu'an's doubts before had taken root in Luo Yu'an's mind, and he couldn't help but think about those people related to his mother one by one.

Relatives on my mother's side have already emigrated abroad, and no relatives should come here specially for a memorial day.

It shouldn't be her mother's friend either, because in Luo Yu'an's memory, her mother doesn't have any particularly close friends or girlfriends.

Then all that's left is...

Luo Yu'an hardly dared to think about that person.

Be sure to adjust the surveillance video here another day.

Jing Yichen looked at the face on the tombstone that was [-]% similar to Luo Yu'an, and confirmed his guess.Luo Yu'an really brought him to see his mother.

"Mom, I'm here to see you. I even brought my boyfriend here." Luo Yu'an squatted beside the tombstone, reached out to gently wipe off the dust on it, then turned to look at Jing Yichen behind him, and said, "Mom, his name is Jing Yichen, he is a very good boy."

"Mom, you won't blame me, will you? In fact, love should not be divided into genders. You don't mind too much, do you?"

"Mom, I'm very happy now, being with Jing Yichen, very happy."

Jing Yichen stepped forward, squatted down, clasped Luo Yuan's hand on his knee tightly, looked at the bright and moving smile on the tombstone, and said firmly: "Auntie, I will let Luo Yuan become The happiest man in the world."

☆, the best lost

Perhaps Luo Yu'an's way of forcing him to death played a role, Luo Tianze did not force Luo Yu'an anymore with the matter of the marriage contract.

In fact, Luo Yu'an didn't do anything cruel from the very beginning, he wasn't stupid enough to really give his life for such a trivial matter, he didn't want to die from the very beginning.

Soon it was the end of February - Luo Yu'an's birthday.

This year is a leap year, and there are 29 days in February, so this year, Luo Yu'an will finally have this four-year birthday.

But on this birthday, he received an unexpected SMS blessing.

From Luo Tianze.

"Son, happy birthday."

Looking at this message, Luo Yu'an did not have the disgust and resistance as imagined.What's more, it's doubts.

Although his birthday comes every four years, Luo Tianze never seems to be blessed.

According to his understanding, Luo Tianze obviously shouldn't be such a person who cares about him.

For some reason, Luo Yu'an suddenly thought of the bouquet of white chrysanthemums in front of her mother's tombstone.

No, it shouldn't be him, he is so indifferent to their mother and child.

But in the surveillance video of the cemetery, the figure who put down the white chrysanthemum in front of the tomb slapped Luo Yu'an in the face severely.

It was really Luo Tianze.

If it was anyone else, Luo Yu'an would not be surprised at all, but Luo Tianze would make Luo Yu'an feel incredible.

Does the man who didn't show up at his wife's funeral really go to worship her every year on his wife's memorial day?

This is not logical!

But the figure standing with bowed head in front of the tomb is indeed less aggressive than usual, and a little more sad.

Luo Yu'an thought of Luo Tianze who had never forgotten his birthday every four years.

For a long time, he was only angry at his father's absence from his mother's funeral, but he never thought about finding out the reason.

Should he have a good talk with Luo Tianze?

So on this day, Luo Yu'an was about to go out after getting dressed.

"If you are in danger, you must call me." Jing Yichen looked at Luo Yu'an who was bending over to put on his shoes, and repeatedly asked worriedly.

"He's my dad, he won't do anything to me."

"I don't believe it. What did you do when you came to look for me last time? I almost died of distress."

Seeing Jing Yichen's worried appearance, Luo Yu'an smiled, showing a reassuring smile, and said: "Okay, I'll call you if I have anything to do."

Then Luo Yu'an went out.

Jing Yichen inside the door thought for a while, but still felt uneasy, so he took out his mobile phone and made a call.

"Hey. You two follow Yu An, don't be discovered by him, and you must ensure his safety. If he doesn't come out at night after entering Luo's house, call me. Call me and let me know when he comes out!"

Since running out of the hospital after cutting his wrist last time, this is the first time Luo Yu'an has faced Luo Tianze face to face.My father has aged a lot, perhaps because he was frightened by the act of cutting his wrist, and worried for a long time.

Luo Yu'an was frightened by his own thought.He began to wonder why he thought Luo Tianze was worried about him.

Luo Tianze was sitting on the sofa watching the news, Luo Yu'an said hello and sat down on the single sofa on Luo Tianze's left.

Luo Tianze spoke first.

"Is the injury healed?"

"Ah."

After hearing this, Luo Tianze nodded in relief.

There was an awkward silence at first, and then Luo Yu'an broke the silence by speaking.He gets right to the point.

"Why did you go to the cemetery to see my mother? Didn't you even spare time to attend her funeral?"

Luo Tianze seemed not expecting Luo Yu'an to ask this question suddenly, he reacted for a second or two before recalling Luo Yu'an's question.

"You know?" Luo Tianze asked

"Yeah. You put that bouquet of white chrysanthemums." It's not a question, but an affirmative sentence.

"Are you still blaming me for not going to see your mother for the last time?" Luo Tianze asked quietly, looking into his son's deep eyes.

"I don't mind if you didn't see her for the last time. Maybe you really can't make it. But why are you reluctant to come for even one day after three days of vigil? You didn't even show up for the funeral."

After Luo Tianze heard this sentence, he lowered his eyes and thought for a while, then slowly asked: "If I tell the truth, will you forgive me?"

"It depends."

Back then, when his wife was sick, Luo Tianze used the excuse of going abroad on business, but in fact he went to see his first love who was dying.But he didn't expect that after he came abroad, his wife's condition would suddenly deteriorate and even threaten her life.But he had no relationship with this nominal wife, so he decided to stay abroad to take care of his first love.

The night before his wife's death, Luo Tianze's first love passed away.By the time Luo Tianze rushed back to City W and came to the mourning hall, it was already too late, it was already the fourth day after his wife died, and Luo Yu'an had already left there because of anger, so Luo Tianze and Luo Yu An missed it, and Luo Yu'an failed to see Luo Tianze's arrival.

Luo Tianze's wife, that is, Luo Yu'an's mother, was given to him by Luo Tianze's father.At that time, Luo Tianze's parents had no choice but to marry because Sheng'an was on the verge of bankruptcy.

Marrying this wife is a task, but taking care of her for a lifetime is not an obligation.

The death of Luo Tianze's wife was unexpected to him, but he still felt endless self-blame afterwards.Maybe he shouldn't miss the last time with his wife because of selfishness, maybe if he saw his wife for the last time, he wouldn't blame himself like he is now.

Luo Tianze only regretted it when his wife left. He shouldn't have been so indifferent to his wife when she was alive.The first love is nostalgic, but he knew that the first love was not someone who could accompany him to the end of his life, but he resolutely chose to accompany her to the end.

Luo Tianze also regretted his original choice.

It was the wrong choice at that moment that caused him the hatred of his son for more than a year and nearly two years.

"Although I don't have much affection for your mother, you are my son with my blood on your body. How can I ignore you? Maybe you will say that I am cold-blooded and heartless, but I have been busy for so long Work is to give you a better environment."

"I don't need a better environment. What I need is a father who always cares about me and loves me. What I need is fatherly love!"

"I'm also belated." Luo Tianze lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "But by the time I realize it, you've already alienated me, no matter how hard I try, I can't get close to you."

It turned out that Luo Yu'an had been selectively ignoring Luo Tianze's actions. It turned out that Luo Tianze was not indifferent to his mother's passing. It turned out that Luo Tianze was not indifferent to this family.

It turned out that Luo Tianze had always cared for Luo Yu'an, and the caring in front of the operating room was not a formal act.

It turned out that Luo Tianze had always apologized to his mother, that's why he put a bouquet of white chrysanthemums in front of the grave every year on his mother's memorial day.

But Luo Yu'an still couldn't understand.The reason why Luo Tianze didn't come to see Luo Yu'an's mother was too absurd.

"You know that your first love can't be with you forever, why would you rather take care of her than visit your son's mother?"

Luo Tianze's eyes were deep, and there seemed to be unspeakable emotions flowing in his eyes.He smiled wryly and said: "When you have a lover but have to separate from him, you will find that what you care more about is not the person who is with you, but the person you lost. Because the lost is always the most beautiful."

This sentence was full of Luo Tianze's bitterness of losing his favorite, hearing it in Luo Yu'an's ears, it actually dispelled a little bit of resentment towards Luo Tianze.

This sentence also made Luo Yu'an think of Jing Yichen.

"Since you have all experienced the pain of being forced to be separated from your lover, why did you force your son to experience that pain as well?" Luo Yu'an asked.

Hearing these words, Luo Tianze's eyes suddenly became sharp.He said: "The marriage my parents proposed to me was to revive the business, and the marriage I proposed to you was to separate you from that man, to prevent you from going astray, and to prevent you from being insulted by the world! "

"He is also my lover, and he is also a human! Why should he be included in this unbearable rank by you?"

"Don't you think homosexuality is disgusting? Didn't you like women before? Why did you become such a pervert? What's so good about being gay?"

Luo Tianze's face was full of disgust.This disgust deeply hurt Luo Yu'an's eyes.

"I'm not gay, neither is Jing Yichen, and we're not the kind of pervert you said. We just met someone we like, and we want to be with the person we like, but that person happens to have the same gender."

Luo Tianze was heartbroken, but he couldn't say anything more.

The two broke up again.

Recently, Sheng'an does not seem to be very prosperous.

All sorts of messy things hit Luo Tianze, Luo Tianze also had a heart attack due to the heavy workload recently, and fell into a coma, even threatening his life.

Luo Yu'an was stunned for a moment after receiving the contact from the hospital, and then hurriedly took his coat and put on his shoes after he realized it.

"Jing Yichen, my dad, he had a heart attack... and passed out."

Seeing Luo Yu'an like this, Jing Yichen got up too.

"Don't panic, I'll accompany you to the hospital."

Jing Yichen was actually a little guilty.

The busyness of Sheng'an during this period was actually planned by Jing Yichen.

Because of the marriage between the Lin Luo family, Luo Yu'an had already worked very hard, and was even injured. Looking at Luo Tianze's attitude towards Luo Yu'an, he really wanted to avenge Luo Yu'an.

But he didn't expect Luo Tianze to fall into a coma from overwork. He forgot that Luo Yu'an's grandma had a heart attack, and he ignored the possibility that Luo Tianze was inherited from heart disease.

Jing Yichen thought that if Luo Tianze treated Luo Yu'an like that, Luo Yu'an would ignore the Luo family's affairs, but he still didn't expect that since he was Luo Yu'an's father, Luo Yu'an would not ignore her If something happened to Luo Tianze, he would still be worried.

Jing Yichen somewhat regretted his reckless behavior.

He was also a little nervous, whether Luo Yu'an would blame him after knowing the truth.

When the two came to the door of the operating room, they saw Secretary Li waiting at the door.

When the doctor came out, he informed that the operation was a success and the patient was not in danger, and then he left with a few more instructions.

☆、I will wait for you here

Luo Yu'an sat on a bench in the corridor outside the ward, staring at the white wall in front of him in a daze.

Jing Yichen called Jing's relevant staff at the end of the corridor, telling them to stop all obstructions to Sheng'an.

When Jing Yichen returned to Luo Yu'an's side, seeing Luo Yu'an's empty and powerless eyes, he felt a pain in his heart.

He was still too impulsive.

Jing Yichen sat down beside Luo Yu'an.

After a long period of silence, Luo Yu'an said leisurely: "I thought I didn't need him."

Jing Yichen turned his head to look at Luo Yu'an whose gaze was fixed on the wall and did not leave, and did not make a sound, quietly waiting for him to finish speaking.

"I thought I didn't love him. Now I realize how childish my previous angry thoughts were." Luo Yu'an closed his eyes, leaned his head against the wall behind him, and said, "It turns out that everyone has My own sadness, I shouldn’t ask others to do the same according to my own ideas. I’m wondering if I’m too selfish.”

Jing Yichen stretched out his arms, wrapped around Luo Yu'an's waist, and brought him into his arms.

"I'm sorry." Jing Yichen said in a low voice.

"You have nothing to be sorry for me." Luo Yu'an leaned into Jing Yichen's arms, "I don't have a mother anymore, if I lose my father too, how pitiful I will become..."

In the VIP ward.

Luo Yu'an sat on the sofa, looking at the man lying on the hospital bed not far away.The man lay there quietly with his eyes closed, motionless, only his slightly heaving chest told Luo Yu'an that this man was still alive and well.

Luo Yu'an got up and walked towards the man.

When he came to the hospital bed, the man's slightly aged face became clearer.

I don't know when, the wrinkles on my father's face have become more and more, and the white hair on my father's head has also become more and more.

Since when did father become no longer young?Is the stalwart and tall figure in my memory really the same person as the man on the hospital bed?

While in a trance, Luo Tianze slowly opened his eyes.

Facing Luo Tianze's gaze, Luo Yu'an was stunned for a moment, then hurriedly pressed the call button after realizing it.

The doctor quickly came to check it out, and finally said it was fine.

Luo Tianze woke up, but he still opposed the relationship between Jing Yichen and Luo Yu'an.

Secretary Li came in and reported the company's situation, as well as the news that the problems that the company encountered before Luo Tianze's illness had been resolved, and then went out.

Only the father and son were left in the room, and calm was restored once again.

"You haven't broken up with Jing's son yet?"

Luo Tianze's sudden question broke the awkward quiet atmosphere, but upon hearing this question, Luo Yu'an didn't know how to answer it.

Should he say that he and Jing Yichen have broken up?No, he couldn't lie.

Could it be that he and Jing Yichen are still getting along well?But his father had just woken up, if his father had another attack because of his answer, Luo Yu'an would not be able to bear the consequences.

At this moment, an off-topic question circled repeatedly in Luo Yu'an's mind.

Do you still hate Luo Tianze?

Luo Yu'an's answer is - maybe don't hate it.

Luo Tianze's absence from his mother's funeral back then also had his helplessness and difficulties. Although this helplessness and difficulties were related to another woman that had nothing to do with his mother, it can be regarded as excusable.

At least Luo Tianze didn't intentionally be absent at that time.

Then why can't his relationship with Jing Yichen be accepted?

"Dad, I really love him."

After hearing his son's words, Luo Tianze closed his eyes, turned his head away, and sighed heavily.

"Sure enough, we still haven't broken up."

At this moment, Luo Yu'an didn't know where the bitterness in his heart came from. He only knew that now he had no choice but to choose between love and family affection, but if he really chose between the two He has made a choice between them, and the one who is not chosen by him will fall into the eternal darkness.

If he chooses love, then this incomplete family will be torn apart.

If he chose family affection, then Luo Yu'an's existence would be meaningless.

He can't give up family affection, so should he give up love?

No, this is terrible.

Luo Yu'an tried to throw this terrible thought out of his mind, but this thought seemed to have taken root in Luo Yu'an's mind, and he couldn't even pull it out.

Because of this, Luo Yu'an began to doubt himself, wondering if he really loved Jing Yichen.

It must be love.The voice deep inside was shouting, "Luo Yu'an loves Jing Yichen".

How can you not love it?Jing Yichen gave him all the tenderness and gave him a sense of security that he never had before.Luo Yu'an is also willing to give everything for Jing Yichen, he and Jing Yichen are really happy together.

So how could Luo Yu'an not love Jing Yichen?

So why did the terrible thought of giving up on love arise?

Is it because Luo Yu'an doesn't love Jing Yichen enough?

No.

It was Luo Yu'an who was too unconfident, it was Luo Yu'an who was too soft-hearted.

When there is a fragile relative lying in front of you, looking at his pale face and eyes full of disappointment, you really can't be cruel to reject such a relative.

What's more, this person is the father.

So how should he choose?

Family affection and love, Luo Yu'an can't give up on either, because they are equally important to Luo Yu'an!

Would this choice be too painful for Luo Yu'an...

Although youth is beautiful, it is also dotted with every inch of pain.These pains are unavoidable and indispensable.It is precisely because of these pains that those who have experienced it will be stronger, and youth will be more exciting because of this.

It is also because of its pain that it is called youth.

After dinner at night, Luo Yu'an went out alone, saying that he was going for a walk nearby.

In fact, Luo Yu'an himself didn't know where to go, and there was nowhere to go.

He first lingered in the cool night breeze by the river for a long time, then went to the square, and then came to the school unknowingly.

The corridor was dark and silent, and the sound of Luo Yu'an's footsteps seemed abrupt.

Finally, he stopped at the door of the music classroom.

Luo Yu'an pressed the doorknob, and the door opened.

The door is not locked.

Luo Yu'an didn't turn on the light, and walked in slowly.

Moonlight poured in from the window without curtains, and the faint moonlight shone on the music classroom and on the piano in the house.

Luo Yu'an exhausted all her strength to lift her heavy steps and came to the piano.But as soon as he stood still, his legs seemed to lose the strength to support him, his body fell rapidly, and he knelt down beside the piano.

Luo Yu'an looked at the piano in a daze.

On that evening not long ago, a young man sat here and played "Castle in the Sky" to him.

Now, Luo Yu'an can still recall that hopeful but sad melody, and he still seems to be able to see the scene where the young man who played it smiled at him.

Thinking of the current situation, Luo Yu'an stubbornly held back his tears not to let them flow down.He beat his stuffy chest, breathing hard in the air that nearly suffocated him.

Yes, he was a coward, he was a coward, and he was afraid of what he might be about to face.He couldn't accept a future without Jing Yichen, and he didn't have the courage to look at his heartbroken father's expression of despair because of him.

What would Jing Yichen do without Luo Yu'an?But what should father do if his old illness recurs in a hurry?

Why did the fortress give him such a difficult problem to decide?

Who can help him...

Jing Yichen has been following not far behind Luo Yu'an.

He watched Luo Yuan walk into the school.

He followed.

Jing Yichen came to the door of the music classroom, and saw the seemingly strong but fragile back through the half-closed door.

Jing Yichen gently pushed the door open, walked lightly and walked behind Luo Yu'an.

Luo Yu'an had already noticed the existence of that person from the moment the person at the door opened the door, and when he was embraced by the person behind him from behind, Luo Yu'an knew who the person who followed him here was. .

The familiar temperature, familiar smell, and familiar embrace are all unique to Jing Yichen.

The two hugged each other in the dark, but they didn't speak any words.The room was silent, only the slight sound of two people breathing.

It was drizzling outside.In the moonlight, the traces left by the falling raindrops on the windows can be clearly seen.

Look, even God is crying for them.

After a long time, Luo Yu'an spoke.

"Jing Yichen."

"Ah."

"If..." Luo Yu'an took a deep breath, then said softly, "If one day you find out that I'm missing, what will you do?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? I won't let you leave my side." Jing Yichen's tone was firm without any hesitation.

"No, I mean if."

For some reason, Luo Yu'an just wanted to hear Jing Yichen's answer to this.

"If you really disappeared, I think I will go crazy and look for you." Jing Yichen tightened his arms, making the person in his arms embrace him more closely, and buried his head in Luo Yu'an On the right side of the neck, I rubbed it, and there was a hint of a smile in my tone, "Although this hypothesis is not valid."

Luo Yu'an raised her hand and stroked Jing Yichen's soft hair, and continued to ask: "But what if you searched all over the place and couldn't find me?"

"Then I'll wait for you here, in this city where we met, until you come back." Jing Yichen kissed Luo Yuan's cheek and said, "Because I know you won't have the heart to make me wait You've been too long. Right?"

Luo Yu'an smiled bitterly, and nodded slightly.

Luo Yu'an himself didn't know why he would ask such a question, but there was always a voice in his heart clamoring, he wanted to know Jing Yichen's answer to this.Perhaps Luo Yu'an had a premonition of something that would happen in the future.

But who knows, one day, Jing Yichen can't find Luo Yu'an anywhere...

☆, no separation, just childish words

A few days after Luo Tianze was discharged from the hospital, he persistently called Luo Yu'an to talk again.Of course, it was still about Jing Yichen, about the engagement of the Lin Luo family.

"You haven't broken up with Jing Yichen yet, have you?"

"No. I don't want to break up with him."

"You really want to piss me off, you! Cough cough..."

"Dad..." Luo Yu'an looked at Luo Tianze worriedly, and said, "I won't get engaged to Lin Chun, I don't like her, don't force me."

"Even if you refuse the engagement, you still have to break up with Jing Yichen! Otherwise, aren't you letting other people see our jokes?"

Luo Yu'an lowered his head and didn't speak anymore, trying to resist silently.

There was a moment of silence in the room.

"Go to Canada to study abroad."

Luo Tianze's words caused quite a stir in the quiet room, Luo Yu'an suddenly raised his head after hearing these words.

Luo Yu'an looked into Luo Tianze's eyes in disbelief, but only gained an indisputable determination from it.

"I do not want to go."

"You used to say you wanted to study in Canada, why don't you want to now?"

"That was before, people's ideas will change."

After Luo Tianze heard this sentence, his expression suddenly became serious.He said: "To put it bluntly, you just don't want to be separated from Jing Yichen, right?"

Now Luo Yu'an couldn't deny it anymore, so he could only lower his head and remain silent.

After a long time, Luo Tianze said resolutely: "If you don't want to see me get mad, just obey me."

Luo Tianze agreed that Luo Yu'an would not get engaged to Lin Chun, this was perhaps Luo Tianze's biggest concession.But correspondingly, Luo Tianze gave Luo Yu'an another option - to study in Canada.

Canada, this is a country that Luo Yu'an has always dreamed of.Luo Yu'an had imagined countless times that she would go there to study abroad and live there.

But ever since he was with Jing Yichen, Luo Yu'an hadn't thought about going there to study abroad for a long time, because Jing Yichen was here, and the person he loved was here.Therefore, there is another person in his Canadian travel plan——Jing Yichen.

In fact, Luo Yu'an's family background is enough for Luo Yu'an to study abroad anywhere in the world, but Luo Tianze's intention is to let Luo Yu'an finish his undergraduate degree in his own country, and then go abroad for postgraduate study.

But Luo Tianze changed his mind now that Luo Yuan was still a sophomore in high school.Luo Yu'an knew that it was because of Jing Yichen.

Canada is obviously Luo Yu'an's favorite country, but now that he thinks about it, he doesn't have any longing for it.

When Luo Yu'an came out of Luo's house, Luo Tianze said one last word.

"I will complete the formalities for you as soon as possible, and leave in half a month. In this half month, you should organize the things that need to be sorted out here, whether it is things or people, clean them up for me."

After hailing a taxi, Luo Yu'an left Luo's house by car.

Along the way, looking at the retrograde scenery, Luo Yu'an just leaned his head against the window in a daze, and even his favorite mobile game couldn't arouse his interest.He was listless as if he had lost his soul.

Half a month...it's a bit short...

Is he really going to leave like this?

Jing Yichen...how should he tell Jing Yichen about this?

After going to Canada, Luo Tianze will definitely not give Luo Yu'an the chance to escape back to China, so if he and Jing Yichen stay together forever, it will become a complete long-distance relationship, transnational relationship.

After he left, during his study in Canada, Jing Yichen might meet someone who is more suitable for him than Luo Yuan, because long-distance relationships will not last long, this is a law that has not changed for a hundred years.

But he couldn't let go of Jing Yichen.

Then is he going to tie Jing Yichen all the time?Is it too selfish to tie Jing Yichen tightly across the Pacific Ocean?

Should he give Jing Yichen the right to change his mind...

After getting off the car, Luo Yu'an looked at the main entrance of Huadu's community, but after all, he didn't step in, but turned around and walked into a nearby Internet cafe.

Luo Yu'an has booked a room.

Luo Yu'an was very out of shape today.

He lost both matches in two matches, was scolded by his teammates many times, and couldn't concentrate when playing ranked, so his rank dropped directly from platinum to gold.

Luo Yu'an knocked on the keyboard a few times irritably, and threw the mouse in his hand on the table.

The phone kept vibrating, Luo Yu'an turned the phone to silent without even looking at it.

He put down the headphones, leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes to rest.

Jing Yichen waited at home for a long time but did not wait for Luo Yu'an to come back.

He sent an unknown number of text messages to Luo Yu'an, and made an unknown number of phone calls, but he didn't receive a reply or a call.

Could it be an accident?Jing Yichen thought worriedly.

Thinking of this, Jing Yichen continued to call Luo Yu'an, while quickly putting on his windbreaker, ready to put on his shoes and go out to look for Luo Yu'an.

This time Luo Yuan finally answered the phone.

Because of this, Jing Yichen stopped putting on his shoes.

"Daughter-in-law! Where are you? Why haven't you come back so late?"

"That..." Luo Yu'an on the other end of the phone hesitated for a moment, and then said, "I forgot to say hello to you. It was a bit late after talking with my dad, so I just went to rest at my dad's. Tomorrow I will Just go back."

Hearing this, Jing Yichen finally let go of his heart.

"Shall I pick you up tomorrow morning?"

"No, my dad will send it to me."

"Well, fine. See you tomorrow, daughter-in-law!"

For some reason, Luo Yu'an couldn't open his mouth to tell Jing Yichen the truth.

Luo Yu'an didn't even close his eyes, so he stayed up all night in front of the computer.

He thought about going to Canada to study all night.

He decided not to tell Jing Yichen the truth.

After being separated so far, do you still expect Jing Yichen to never forget you?Don't be silly, after a long time, he will fall in love with someone else again.Since you are destined to leave, then tidy up everything before leaving.

So long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, so let’s end it like this.

Think of it as using the pain of their breakup as a gamble on Jing Yichen's happier future.

Even if Luo Yu'an's heart hurts so much that he can't breathe.

Letting go has become a kind of helpless despair, which is heartbreaking.

After Luo Yu'an left the Internet cafe, she walked into a coffee shop near Huadu, and then sent a text message to call Jing Yichen out.

"Daughter-in-law! Why don't you go home? What are you doing here?" Jing Yichen pulled away the chair opposite Luo Yuan and sat down.

"I... have something to tell you."

"Go home and talk about anything."

Luo Yuan looked at Jing Yichen's smiling face, but couldn't force a smile no matter what.He didn't know how to speak, and couldn't bear to speak.

Jing Yichen stretched out his hand, wanting to pinch Luo Yu'an's face.

The tender facial skin was still so smooth, but the young man whose face was pinched by Jing Yichen remained expressionless and did not respond.

Seeing Jing Yichen withdrawing his hand silently, Luo Yu'an really felt bad.

He didn't want that either.

But he has to make a decision today.

After all, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

"Daughter-in-law, are you unhappy?"

This concerned question only got Luo Yu'an a cold answer.

"We don't want to be together anymore."

There was an eerie silence between the two of them.

Did he hear correctly?Why would Luo Yu'an propose to break up?Hahaha, must be joking.

Thinking of this, a smile melted on Jing Yichen's face.

"Hahaha! Today is not April Fool's Day, do you think I will be fooled? How dare you joke about this kind of thing with me, let's see how I will deal with you when I go back."

"I'm serious."

"Daughter-in-law, it's not fun to play this kind of joke too much."

Luo Yu'an's expression was indifferent, without a trace of emotion, but only he knew that his heart was bleeding.

"let's break up."

Luo Yu'an said it three times in a row, Jing Yichen had to believe that Luo Yu'an was not joking.

Jing Yichen really couldn't face the beautiful face that declared parting, and couldn't believe it.

No, he couldn't believe it!Why would Luo Yu'an propose to break up?

"What's wrong with you? Did something happen? Or did I do something wrong? If I did something to make you unhappy, tell me and I'll change it."

"The problem is not with you, but with me." Luo Yu'an got up, looked down at the boy sitting across from him indifferently, and said, "I just don't want to be together anymore. There is no reason."

Seeing that Luo Yu'an seemed to be leaving, Jing Yichen stretched out his arm subconsciously, crossed the table and grabbed Luo Yu'an's left hand hanging by his side tightly, and said: "If you don't give me something that can convince me For any reason, I won't let go."

The moment Jing Yichen's hand grabbed Luo Yu'an's hand, Luo Yu'an's tears seemed to burst out of his eyes.Luo Yu'an resented herself for being like this.At this moment, he wished that the passing minutes and seconds could stop here.

Luo Yu'an looked down at Jing Yichen's hand that was holding her left hand, and tried hard to force back the tears that flowed in her eyes, revealing a cruel smile.

"Don't you think it's disgusting for two men to be together?"

These words were very useful, the hand holding Luo Yu'an lost its strength in an instant, let go of Luo Yu'an's hand, and let it hang down on the table.

"how come……"

Luo Yu'an looked at Jing Yichen who had suddenly lost his mental strength, and felt pain in his heart.The dense needle-like pain in the heart made Luo Yu'an suffer all the time, even breathing was painful.

Feeling the temperature of the hand being held tightly by that big hand gradually disappearing, Luo Yu'an finally couldn't hold back the tears, and turned and left at the moment when the tears were about to fall.

Luo Yu'an really wanted to tell Jing Yichen loudly that he still loved him, but he knew that he couldn't be so selfish.

Luo Yu'an didn't know what he should say to Jing Yichen, and he didn't know what kind of expression he should make. He even worried whether the back that turned around and left would be too sad.

The huge house was empty and smoky, and a handsome young man was curled up on the sofa, holding a cigarette that had been burnt with long ash. The ash fell off the cigarette butt due to gravity and fell on the solid wood floor.

As if he didn't notice anything, the boy raised his hand holding the cigarette, came to his mouth and took a big puff, and then exhaled a large amount of smoke.

Luo Yu'an hasn't come back for two days.

It seems that Luo Yu'an's talk about breaking up was not a joke.

That idiot!What on earth is he thinking?Wasn't it fine before?Why did you suddenly say you want to break up?

The reason is so nonsense.

nausea?hehe……

real tragedy