365 Difficult Ways To Live

Now, there are various indications that the missing Mu Shangqing is still alive and in contact with Xia Yihan, Chu Yu couldn't help wondering if he didn't go to see the murderer at all, but took the opportunity to disappear and hide.

Looking at the document that recorded every detail of Chu Dongren's life, Chu Yu reconfirmed: "Did Section Chief Mu never have a memory fault at work?"

Chu Dongren knows what it means, "No, his work requires a strong memory. If there is a memory fault, it can be clearly seen in the work progress and the submitted report. Moreover, when he is working in the office, he is surrounded by colleagues. From time to time He needs to communicate, and I haven’t seen anyone say that he has a bad memory and suddenly forgets things.”

Chu Yu pondered for a moment, and then asked: "During the hypnosis, did you find any abnormalities?"

"First of all, he is not easy to be hypnotized. Secondly, after hypnosis, his memory is complete and unified, and I have given him the separation multidimensional scale and separation comprehensive scale, and there is no abnormality."

Chu Yu sighed silently. Although she doubts Chu Dongren now, she still has to admit his professional ability. After all, where are Mu Shangqing's physical examination reports? If she doesn't believe it, she can study it by herself.

Finally, Chu Yu raised his head and looked at the top of his head. Across the ceiling, lived a little pervert who inherited Mu Shangqing's excellent genes. Compared with Mu Shangqing, his degree of madness was even worse.

However, does she know about her father's history of mental disorders?

When Chu Yu asked, Chu Dongren's expression froze, and he twitched the corner of his mouth, "She doesn't know, except for me and the superior in charge of the central review, no one knows about it."

Chu Yu glanced at him, feeling strange, compared to him, Mu Shangqing must be closer to his daughter, where did he get the courage to be sure, did Mu Shangqing tell Xia Yihan?And what if Xia Yihan noticed it himself?

She was puzzled, but Chu Dongren leaned on her and told her, "You guys promised, don't tell anyone about Shang Qing's illness, including Mu Han!"

Chu Yu didn't know what her father was afraid of, so she asked, "You seem to be particularly sensitive to this matter?"

"Of course, because I promised Shang Qing that I wouldn't tell his secret. If you spread the word outside, then he must hate me!"

In desperation, Chu Yu nodded.

Although she accepted it on the surface, she had a steelyard in her heart—the past of Mu Shangqing's rape and violence, she would keep it absolutely secret, but mental disorder should be put on the table if the case requires it in the future. It may affect the detection of the case and the sentencing in court.

If Mu Shangqing is the real culprit or accomplice in the Huaihua case or a series of unsolved cases, then the mental disorder will directly affect the outcome of the trial.If you keep it hidden, you will get the most severe punishment.

After solving the "secret document" issue, Chu Yu drove Chu Dongren away and Muyu came in instead.

Mu Yu and Chu Dongren missed each other, seeing that his expression was not good, after closing the door, he asked, "What's the matter, what's in the document?"

Chu Yu swipe the page to show her: "The memo written by Section Chief Mu is very basic and delicate."

To her surprise, after Muyu saw it, she was not surprised at all, and straightened up after watching for a while, with a smile in her tone: "This is his style, which is not bad, you don't have his diary. "

With that said, Mu Yu took the mouse and brought up another document, Chu Yu was immediately dazzled—this is the real combination of pictures and texts, and Mu Shangqing finally let her know what a literary and artistic handsome man is.

April 3

I went to Jinshui Hospital with Chu Chu, Chu Chu was very happy, and I was also very happy, but when I entered the hospital, I still felt chills in my back. will be sent here.

I originally thought that mental hospitals were like prisons, with iron bars on the doors, nurses patrolling around with electric batons, and giving patients soup and medicine, but later I found out that the conditions in the mental hospital are quite good, and the patients have entertainment time. You can play cards and chat, accompanied by nurse sisters every day, it is a good place for the elderly.

In the past, I always hated the word "mental illness" and was afraid of being scolded, but Chu Chu has continued to guide me in the past two years, and I can already look directly at it and hear it without feeling harsh.

Unexpectedly, the first time I entered a mental hospital was as a researcher, which made me a little proud.

When I met Dean Hu, Chu Chu introduced me grandly, saying that I was his right-hand man. Although I was not "graduated from a major", my self-learning ability was amazing, and I kept advancing by leaps and bounds in his field.

I'm a bit embarrassed to be praised, but in fact I'm just average.

Dean Hu heard that I was self-taught in psychology, so he called my niece.Her name is Hu Qingke, she is an intern in the hospital, her undergraduate major is medical imaging, and she is now working in the radiology department.

Dean Hu said that she chose to intern at Jinshui Hospital because of his blessing, and because she was particularly interested in abnormal psychology, and pestered him every day to inquire about novel cases, but he was so busy that he had no time to take care of him. For entry-level "primary school students", please trouble me to teach her some learning methods, sort out the knowledge chain, and let her learn by herself.

I was very happy when a little girl asked me for advice. I wish I could teach her all the methods.Xiao Hu is not particularly smart, but she is very serious. Because of the limited time, I have to go back after Chu Chu met with Dean Hu. She hurriedly told me that if there is any professional book that needs to be read, just ask her. , She definitely bought it home, gnawed on her head, and promised to read it all before meeting me next time.

I made a list of books for her, which are the most basic introductory textbooks. I didn't dare to write too much, for fear that the child would be too serious and would really stay up all night studying hard, so as not to damage her eyes.

I am really happy today. Not only did I meet Chu Chu’s good friend, Dean Hu, but I also met a cute little sister. The most important thing is that I found that the mental hospital is also very warm. The patients have fragrant and soft porridge for breakfast. I really want to Pack it up and take it home.

(Accompanying picture: Love Breakfast at Jinshui Hospital.jpeg)

April 11

Today is Xiaohan's birthday, Xiaohan is 13 years old.

I still have a lot of work to do today, and the head of the department sent me a piece of data. I have to complete the six endocrine analysis charts of the target within today and reply to him.Fortunately, my hand speed is still good, and I finished it before nine o'clock.

I bought a cake, took a taxi and rushed home. As expected, Xiao Han was waiting for me. She was sitting by the window, looking at the street lights outside.She was very happy to see me back, and sat on the sofa. I saw that she was wearing pajamas, so I guess she didn't go to class again today.

But it doesn't matter if you don't go to class, she inherited me, and she can get [-] points in the test by self-study, not to mention that today is her birthday, so she should celebrate it well.

The appearance of Xiaohan eating cream is very cute. The longer she grows, the more beautiful she is. Her eyes are black and bright, her eyebrows are also thick, and her eyebrows are picturesque. She looks very energetic.But there is still some baby fat, like eating cream, when I lick my mouth, I think back to when Ah Nan was breastfeeding her, her cheeks were fatter at that time, I really wanted to pinch her, but I was afraid of hurting her, so I kept holding back I didn't expect that I could bear it until now. To this day, I haven't pinched it yet, but I really want to pinch it!

After eating, I asked Xiaohan, do you want to go somewhere to play?

She said: You are so busy, tell me when you are free someday, and I will take you out to play.

My daughter is very sensible.Although she has always said very little, and always looks like "the soul has lived in seclusion", and sometimes ignores me, as if I am her stepfather, but I know that she loves me, and I Every time I go home, she is very happy. Although she didn't smile, call me, move, or express anything, I know she is happy.

Because she would stare at me all the time, her eyes would not blink, she would just slither on me, watching me go in, change my shoes, put my briefcase, make tea, and sit down.

Few things can attract her attention. She is not interested in humans, but I am an exception. She loves me as a father. I am so happy!

(Picture: Xiaohan stares at the camera with his eyes wide open.jpeg)

April 12

It will be snowing heavily the day after tomorrow, and it is so cold outside. Jinling is a water town, and most of the water surface does not freeze in winter, but the biting cold is not inferior to Wangjiang at all. You have to wear autumn clothes and long trousers to keep out the cold.

Fortunately, Brother Wang reminded me this time that I have a lot of clothes and pants, and I also brought warm earmuffs, but the earmuffs are fluffy, and I always feel like I’m being cute when I put them on. Dai, his is still beige, he sells jumeng, and I sell milk cute at most.

I went out with him, like two bears, haunting the mountain village.

This time we visited an "expert outside the world", so we lived in the village. I like this village very much. They are lined up in a row, and sometimes you can meet camels. I have seen them twice, and I want to ride them.

And what makes me most happy is that there is a breakfast shop at the intersection, which is opened by a couple who are older than me.Because I had breakfast at their house every day, Chu Chu got to know them well, especially with the boss. When there were few customers, the boss would sit down and chat with Chu Chu. The more they chatted, the more speculative they became. Clink glasses and drink.

I'm not good at talking with strangers, so I just sat on the side, and Chu Chu wanted to inquire about the "expert outside the world", so I would chat a lot with Boss Chen, inquire about the situation in the village, and talk about everything.

Their conversation was very interesting, Chu Chu was a talkative person, and Boss Chen was well-informed, when the two chatted, it was like a wild horse rushing out of the fence and galloping across the prairie.

But I like Mr. Chen very much. He is really optimistic. Every day with Sister Gong, I get up at four or five o’clock to prepare breakfast. In this winter when the ears are freezing, he is no exception, but he is very happy every day and lives his life to the fullest. It’s like a song, and it’s also helpful. Some children forgot to bring money, and he said with a smile: “Next time you bring the test paper, one point will be worth one yuan. If you get full marks in the test, you can enjoy a month's free deluxe package!"

I like Boss Chen and Sister Gong more and more. They are really a fairy couple. I am so envious. I am very happy to know him!

(Picture: Signboard of Fenghua Breakfast Shop.jpeg)

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After going all the way, Chu Yu instinctively searched for clues related to the case, raced against time to read, and was about to skip irrelevant information, but her eyeballs were caught. In the end, she had to slow down, read carefully, and walked into Mu Shangqing's room. Inner world.

Before finishing watching, she almost looked up to the sky and screamed: In this world, there is such a gentle man!

She is a sensitive person, her five senses are tentacles, and she captures people's emotions in detail. When reading this diary, she feels a cat teaser with pink feathers, scratching back and forth in the socket of her ear, soft and itchy, But he couldn't bear it, so he dug it open.

In the past, she always heard Chu Dongren say that Mu Shangqing was gentle, but she was still puzzled, how gentle...how gentle can it be?

Now, she seriously suspects that Xia Yihan's acting like a baby is inherited from her father!