365 Difficult Ways To Live

My name is Mao Yi, I'm from the north, I'm strong, and I haven't been sick since I lived in this world, but I've been so dizzy recently that my fucking dizziness exploded, all thanks to Mu Shangqing's grandson.

The first time I saw Mu Shangqing was more than 20 years ago, and I was deeply impressed. As soon as I opened my eyes that day, I saw a bastard rubbing against my body, touching my face, and said: Come on, call Zheng Uncle, be sweeter.

Then I realized that this bastard is a rapist, and that's where I fucked!

I just punched him in the face, knocked him down, and then beat him hard, this bastard dared to continue to threaten me and scold me for shame!

When I stabbed someone into the hospital, he didn't know where he was squatting in the toilet and farting!If you dare to offend me, it was because I didn't have a knife with me that day, otherwise I have to chop him up!

Fuck, forget it, don't think about it, thinking of that bastard makes me sick, and I will go to prison in the future, I will only beat rape criminals, I will force them to eat shit!

That day my lower body hurt badly, so I went to the toilet to take a shower, and there was only a little water in the toilet, which was enough for me to flush my butt once.I walked around the house, but didn't find any way to relieve the pain, so I fell asleep on the sofa.

There was darkness in front of my eyes, and then a beam of light appeared, cast from the top of my head, like a secret room with a skylight on the ceiling, the surroundings were dark, and only one place had light.

There were two small rooms in the dark, one of which was mine, and the other with the door open, and in it was a bed, and on the bed lay a little boy, curled up, facing the wall, I couldn't see his face, but I could feel him crying.

The room was very quiet, but his sobbing was very loud, and I could hear it clearly.

I went to the bed and asked him: Which family are you from?

He said: My name is Mu Shangqing.

I asked: why are you crying?

He said: woo woo woo, I'm so scared, I'm so scared...that man, he will rape me all the time, and he might...hurt my mother, woo woo...

I squatted by the bed and saw his body shaking. He was very small and curled up like a dog. When he cried, his whole body was trembling.

I thought about it for a while, and I realized that the bastard just now was raping him, but I happened to bump into him. If it wasn't for me, the child might have been abused by that bastard all the time, and his wife would have to suffer.

This kid can really cry. Before he opened his eyes, he was sobbing and trembling while crying.

I leaned against the bed and comforted him: It’s okay, you have already beaten that bastard away, he was touching your face just now, but you jumped up and punched him in the face, making his nose bruised and his face swollen. Beat him away, and you said that if he dares to harass you again, let him enter the game, he dare not come.

Mu Shangqing sobbed softly, and he asked: Really?

I said: Of course, you have become brave and can fight well, that bastard is afraid of you.

Mu Shangqing stopped crying, he believed my words, the bad guys were driven away by him, he is very capable.

This is the scene when I met him. It was really bad. When I met him for the second time, I was still fucking upset.

Not long after that, I felt pain all over my body. When I opened my eyes, I saw a few kids chasing me and hitting me. They didn’t hit me, but they pulled me by the collar and swung me around, just like I was a basketball. , let them continue to play, I have to become a fucking football and be kicked away by them.

I saw that these bastards were not as tall as me. They not only beat people, but also had unclean mouths. They smiled and said: "Lengtouqing, Lengtouqing, what else do you do besides studying?"Will you fight?Can the addition, subtraction, multiplication and division tables you memorize help you fight?

I fucked his ancestors, I got angry all of a sudden, addition, subtraction, multiplication and division can't help Mu Shangqing fight, I can!

These little bastards dare to come out and mess around before their crotch, bottom, and undergrowth are fully grown?I was afraid to take out the real knife, they would be so frightened that they would lose control of their bladder and bowels.

But I don't need a real guy, just two fists, I can beat these bastards until my own father doesn't even recognize them.

I can’t remember exactly how the beating happened. Anyway, one of the nasal bones seemed to be broken and bled a lot. I went home and complained while crying. I shouted at his back: You have the ability to call your father. Hit one piece!

After that, I saw Mu Shangqing again, and curled up on the bed again, crying against the wall.

He said: woo woo woo, I'm so scared, I don't want to be bullied, but I don't know how to fight... woo woo, I don't know how to fight...

I told him: You will, you were very brave just now, you beat all those people who bullied you away, and you will not be afraid when you meet them in the future.

Sure enough, after listening to my words, Mu Shangqing cried less and left soon after he left.I went back to bed and rested, but didn't sleep for long, and woke up again.

When I opened my eyes this time, I saw a woman scolding me while she was shopping for vegetables.

She scolded: Look at the good deeds you have done, you are bleeding people, do you know how expensive the medical bills are?In order to pay for your schooling, I beat my clothes and eyes to the point of blindness. Is this how you repay me?I tell you on weekdays, don’t fight, don’t fight, you’ve been fooled, haven’t you?

I looked at the woman, panting heavily, the more she muttered, the angrier I became, wishing I could punch her on the nose too.

But I know she is Mu Shangqing's mother, so she can't beat her. After she beats her, she will beat Mu Shangqing even harder.

I feel terrible when I think about it now, this woman scolded me for a long time, but I actually put up with it, shit, it's so fucking bad!

After returning, sure enough, Mu Shangqing was secretly crying.

He said: woo woo woo, my mother is scolding me, I don't want to disappoint my mother... I'm afraid my mother will be angry, woo woo...

I said: Your mother is not angry anymore, you just listened to her education obediently, and she lost her anger when she saw that you were very obedient and sensible.

After speaking, Mu Shangqing was happy and left with peace of mind.

This child, every time I say something, he will believe it, but he has never been aware of my existence. Every time he goes to his room, he does not know that there is another room next door, because I always close the door. Hidden in the dark, he cannot see me.

But he always wakes me up, and every time he comes back, I wake up, and every time I wake up, something bad happens.

Either fighting or being scolded, my mother... the fire explodes as soon as I wake up, what kind of bastards are around him?I can't see any of them!

Later, I got annoyed too. I didn’t want to always go out when I was fighting. Sometimes when I was in a good mood, I would go out for a walk by myself. One time, I happened to be in class, and I couldn’t sit still. I wanted to go out for a walk, so I slipped out from behind. But I didn't dare to walk around for too long.

I am afraid that Mu Shangqing will find out my existence if I wander around for too long. If he knows that I am there, he will go crazy.

He was really afraid of the word crazy, and he was also afraid of mental illness.Every time someone called him mentally ill, he would be afraid, and cried several times in hiding.

Those little bastards, after being beaten by me, began to call him mentally ill, and even made up a jingle to scold him: stunned, mentally ill, he is desperate when he beats up, and he is crazy when he is crazy. My mother said, stay away, or the infection will cause trouble Get sick.

I fucked their ancestors, this is fucking calling me sick! I am normal, but their grandsons are too damn worthy of beating. Every time I see them, my palms itch. If I didn’t beat them to death, it’s their ancestors bless.

Mu Shangqing was very afraid of that jingle, every time he heard it, he ran back, and I went out to see that bastard was scolding, and after I found it, I didn't care about three seven and twenty one, and beat him to death.

One time I was deeply impressed, a man was beaten so hard that his eyes could not be opened, his face was covered with blood, and his flesh was bloody. I was so happy to see it, I wished I could smash his skull.

Later, a few adults came to pull me, I shook them off and continued beating, how they held me down afterwards, I forgot, anyway, since then, those bastards dare not curse in front of Mu Shangqing, Only dare to scold secretly.

Pooh, it really is a bunch of cowards, a bunch of wimps!

At first I was quite proud, but one night, I heard Mu Shangqing crying so hard that his whole body was trembling.

He said: I don't want to be called mentally ill, woo woo... I don't want to be irritable... I don't want to lose my temper... woo woo... But I can't control it.

Hey, okay, he doesn’t want to lose his temper anymore, so I’ll stop going out, anyway, he’s left that disgusting place of Huaxieting, and when he arrives in the capital, the environment there is not bad, there aren’t as many bullshit people and things as before. I also feel better.

But I always have to go out for a walk, or I will suffocate Lao Tzu to death. He usually has things to do during the day, either in class or scientific research, so I come out at night.

Sometimes before he goes to bed, sometimes after he goes to bed, I get up and walk around the dormitory, thinking that I was also a man who smashed the prison, but I didn't expect to live an old-age retirement life.

Such a monotonous life is monotonous, but at least I have my own time, and I can move freely every day without being discovered by others.

But then I was dissatisfied, and I wanted to protest.

Mu Shangqing is married, and his wife's name is Huang Nan.

I'm very annoyed by this woman, this woman reminds me of Zhou Lanxin, Mu Shangqing's mother.

She's as stubborn as his mother, and they kind of look alike.

I wonder if Mu Shangqing has Stockholm Syndrome, his mother scolded him so badly before and controlled him so strictly, yet he actually likes women like her!

Fuck, when his mother scolded him, I was the one who took the blame, he must think his mother is okay, she is a good wife and mother, I bah—that is an evil woman!

I finally looked forward to Mu Shangqing's mother to death, but he married a daughter-in-law, just like his mother!

It's so fucking bad! Mu Shangqing's grandson, it's so fucking bad for me!

After they get married, they live together, eat together, watch TV together, hang out together, even sleep together!

At first I endured it, but then I couldn't bear it anymore, this is a fucking life!

Originally, every night was my free time, but every time I opened my eyes, I saw Huang Nan, and I was annoyed.

She also came to touch me and wanted to hug me to sleep.

Disgusting, so fucking disgusting!

In the end, I couldn't bear it anymore, got out of bed, looked at her and said: We won't make out in the future.

Huang Nan asked: Why?

I said: I like it.

Huang Nan asked: Are you feeling unwell?

I thought to myself, can I feel comfortable seeing you every night?

I said: No, I just don’t want to be intimate anymore.

I actually wanted to kick her out, but I was afraid that Mu Shangqing would find something wrong during the day, so I said: During the day, I will treat you well, and I will not let outsiders see the flaws, and I will not let my daughter find out, but at night, please Give me personal space.

Anyway, during the day, Mu Shangqing was busy and rarely went home. In the worst case, I would come out when I got home, which completely made this surnamed Huang give up.

Huang Nan pestered me for several nights and asked me why, but I held it anyway, but I didn't speak, I didn't scold her, I didn't beat her, I just treated her coldly and tried to reason with her.

She took out the gift Mu Shangqing gave her, wrote sweet words, and asked me: Are these all fake?Are you pretending it all?

Of course I denied it, and I said: No, it's true.

She said: Then why are you so unfamiliar with me now?

I didn't say anything, I just didn't give her a letter of approval anyway, I gave her a letter of approval, for fear that she would divorce Mu Shangqing, and if there was a quarrel like that, Mu Shangqing would find out my existence.

However, I am very satisfied with Huang Nan's reaction afterwards. She is stubborn and strong, and she didn't hold me back. She started a cold war and waited for me to go back to coax her.

The cold war is the cold war, what I wish for!

She doesn't talk to me, I don't talk to her, anyway, I do my thing, she doesn't bother me, I am quite happy.

But this also has side effects. Because Huang Nan doesn't like me, she doesn't even like her daughter, which is Mu Shangqing's daughter.

His daughter's name is Mu Han, he calls her Xiao Han, and I call her the same.

Xiaohan is cute and small, just like Mu Shangqing when he was a child, he developed late, with baby fat, dark eyes, and looks quite quiet.

I like Xiaohan, I think she is not Mu Shangqing's daughter, but my daughter!

I think if I have a daughter, it will definitely be like Xiaohan. Her temper is well known to me. I heard that she beat people to tears in school. Hahaha, I like it!

And there is one thing, Xiaohan doesn't like to talk, if you don't go to her, she will never take the initiative to talk to you, this is so fucking in my mind.

When I usually come out, I dare not speak casually, I am afraid that the other party will listen, and I will ask Mu Shangqing the next day, won’t my mother reveal my secrets?

But Xiaohan does not have this problem, you are lucky if she can talk to you when you talk to her!

I like her so much, sometimes when I come out during the day, I go to her, and I ask: Are you interested in knives and guns?

She looked at me and said nothing.

I know she is interested, as long as she is willing to look at you, it is half the battle.

I took it as a small talk, searched out all kinds of controlled knives and guns, and taught her to recognize them. She learned quickly. She could tell the difference between a sniper and a sniper on the second day after seeing the picture on the first day. .guns and charge.front.guns.

I saw that she learned quickly, so I taught her fighting skills. Of course, there was no actual combat. I just told her that if someone pinched her neck with both hands, she could shrug her shoulders first, lower her head, put her chin on her chest, and put her head on the opponent's wrist. Go around from below, and then use the right fist to hit the opponent's left rib, using the strength of the upper waist to turn around.

She listened quite seriously, so I told her all my fighting skills back then.

Anyway, we talk a little bit every week, and when we get to the point, we just say a few words, or talk about other things.

After three or five years, when I saw that I didn’t wear any clothes, I shook out the special skill at the bottom of the box——I taught Xiaohan how to make bombs. This special skill made me very proud, and I never told anyone about it. I told Xiaohan about it. , no loss.

Who made her my daughter!

Although I don't like Huang Nan, but with Xiaohan around, I feel better, and I didn't lose my temper. Although Xiaohan doesn't speak, I know she's very smart. If I follow me, I can discover some things keenly.

Fortunately, Huang Nan didn't like her and didn't tell her about me, but just ignored her and me.

I originally thought it was fine like this, Huang Nan could do whatever she liked by herself and leave me alone, but she still made a name for herself in the end.

That day when Mu Shangqing was working at home, I came out and found Huang Nan holding a bottle, and said: I can't stand you being hot and cold to me, and I don't know which side of you is the real one, let's make a break today, If you can treat me like before, then we will start again. If you have been indifferent and lived a life that is not related to each other, I would rather die.

As she spoke, she unscrewed the bottle, poured the contents into the cap, and held it up in front of me.

I smelled a pungent smell and guessed it was pesticide.

She took a sip, then continued to pour the medicine in the bottle into a teacup-sized lid, and dried it one by one. The whole bottle of pesticide was not much, and it might be about the usual glass of water, but she drank it several times. Hope I stop.

But I didn't respond, just sat at the table, watching her drink quietly, neither speaking nor moving.

To be honest, I wish she would die. After she died, Xiaohan and I would be the only ones left at home, and I would be able to move around by myself. I don’t need to hide any more. I hide like a fucking grandson.

Watching her finish drinking the whole bottle of pesticide, clutching her belly, her face was ugly, and she fell to the ground. I glanced at her, then went back to the study, read the book for a while, and then went back.

Huang Nan really burped, which made me very happy, but Mu Shangqing was very sad, he couldn't eat or sleep, and I had to suffer along with it.

Sometimes I hear him crying next door and walk over to see him.

The little boy back then had grown into an adult, but he was still curled up facing the wall.

He said: woo woo woo...I really miss Ah Nan...why did she commit suicide... woo woo woo...I really want to find her...

Now I have no choice. Before he cried, I could help him fight and suffer. Then I went back to comfort him and told him that he did it.Now that he is crying, I can't tell him that Huang Nan is still alive?

Fuck, it's so annoying, this boy is so fucking hard to coax!

In order to make up for Mu Shangqing, I planned to treat Xiaohan better, although I have always been nice to her, she likes to be in a daze, so I just sat quietly on the sofa to accompany her without talking.

Huang Nan died, and Xiaohan didn't respond, which made me relieved. If she cries again, I'll go fucking crazy.

But after all, my mother is dead, I must be a little sad, I will accompany her, silently accompany her, although she didn't say anything, but I know, she still likes me, she likes my company.

It's okay, the mother is dead, and the child is not at a loss if his father is with him.

But having said that, Huang Nan is dead, and my life is really comfortable. I don’t have to be upset every time I see her, just like my mother when I see the bad god, and I don’t have to worry about her grabbing Mu Shangqing and asking questions. Get things out of the way.

My good days are coming, hahaha, I am the only one in the family, Mu Shangqing and Xiaohan, I think there are only three of them in this family, life is quite comfortable.

But Mu Shangqing’s grandson, don’t let me worry about it. His grandma, he quit his job and insisted on joining some kind of cult organization called the Supernormal People Research Center. Hearing this name is fucking bad luck, It's the same as the upgraded version of the mental hospital.

Isn't he afraid of the word mental illness?If he still insists on going that way, I suspect that his shit is out of his mind!

In that ghost place, there is a director named Chu Dongren, this bastard can confuse people's hearts, only I know what I did, Mu Shangqing knows, and as a result, after being bewitched by him, Mu Shangqing trembled and went out.

Chu Dongren knows that he has been raped. He knows that he will suddenly lose his temper and go crazy to beat people. He almost digs out my existence!

I know he will confuse people's hearts. One time I was sleeping in my room, and suddenly I heard a knock on the door. I was startled. I knew it was absolutely impossible to be Mu Shangqing. Mu Shangqing couldn't see my room. Every time he came back , will go to his own little room.

Through the peephole of the door, I saw a man standing outside. He looked like a dog, and he was smiling. I asked: Is there anyone inside?

I was scared at the time, only Mu Shangqing and I knew about this place, this is our private place, how could this man come in?

I didn't open the door, and I didn't make a sound. I didn't know what he wanted to do. The man knocked for a while, and then left.

But later facts proved that my approach was right, because this man is not a good thing, this man is charming, damn it, he is the leader of a cult!

Bewitched by Chu Dongren, Mu Shangqing began to write diary frequently, he also wrote in the past, but not so frequently and not so long, and only a few words in it occasionally.

But after being brainwashed by people, he became very hypocritical, and he remembered a long list in his diary. Those who didn't know thought he wrote a fucking eulogy for others!

But his long and stinky writing has the advantage that it is convenient for me to understand his movements.

From his diary, I know his dealings with Chu Dongren.

It turned out that he told Chu Dongren that he didn't like himself being irritable, he didn't like losing his temper, he hated that self very much, and he hoped that he would never lose his temper again.

Chu Dongren told him: It's okay, Shang Qing, your situation has stabilized now, as long as you actively cooperate, I believe you can come out and have a more healthy personality.

After that, Chu Dongren would come in from time to time, knock on the door persistently, and stand by the door like a plague god.

I can't let him find out, I can't let him find me, otherwise he will drive me away, if he wants to help Mu Shangqing get out completely, then he will drive me away!

He has a smile on his face, but to me, his smile is fake and disgusting, once I open the door, he will show a fierce face, he is an intruder, a fucking voyeur!

I hid in the room, not daring to make a sound, Chu Dongren knocked for a long time, I could hear his footsteps outside, and I could hear him twisting the doorknob, he wanted to come in, he sensed that there was someone in the room!

I hid under the bed, not daring to breathe, and stared at the door without moving, and finally got him away.

I got out from under the bed, I wanted to swear, I wanted to throw something.

Damn, from birth to now, Lao Tzu Mao Yi, when was he afraid, when was he cowardly!

But it's so touching, I don't dare to vent my anger, I'm going to beat him up, knock his shit out, make him kneel on the ground and call him ancestor!

But I dare not go out, fuck, I'm afraid he will find me, I can't let him find out, I have to hide from him, ahhh, I fuck his uncle, fuck his eight generations of ancestors!

This bastard Chu Dongren not only invades my private space from time to time, but also fucking poisons me to harm me. He gave Mu Shangqing some medicine and told him to take it.

Every time Mu Shangqing took the medicine, I felt terrible, I was dizzy, my brain was going to explode, sometimes I couldn’t get out of bed for a few days, and I just lay down in the room, lying down, Chu Dongren came to knock me The door makes my heart beat like a fucking drum.

I finally understand, Chu Dongren and Mu Shangqing, they are working together to kill me!

Mu Shangqing did it voluntarily, he disliked me, he disgusted me, he wanted me to die.

He thinks I'm irritable, impulsive, and I'm embarrassing to him!

I fucking did it to protect him!

If it weren't for me, he would have to be raped and raped for the rest of his life, he would have to play football for the rest of his life, his mother would scold him like a grandson, and he would have to live like a coward!

What does he write in his diary? He thinks this world is so beautiful and warm, and he likes this world so much.

Let me go to hell, he is such a wimp, what right does he have to say such a thing?

When he was raped, I was the one who stood up, I was the one who resisted, and helped him beat the rapist away!

When he was bullied and insulted, it was I who went out and drove those grandchildren away so that they would never dare to bully him again!

When he was scolded by his mother, I was the one who came out, helped him suffer, and helped him listen to those disgusting and long scoldings!

All the disgusting and filthy aspects of this world, I helped him bear it, and I have borne it!

As soon as he has something to do, he knows how to run, he is a coward, he is better now, his life is happy, and his life is going smoothly, so he starts to dislike me, and starts to look down on people!

This world is as disgusting as a blowfly in the toilet, then he is the most disgusting maggot!

He said that he joined the Superman Department because he wanted to help those who are mentally troubled and incomprehensible, so that they can live happier, freer, and make the world a better place, whether they are normal people in the traditional sense or Those supernormal people who are not accepted by the world can be treated with tenderness by the world.

I pooh - disgusting, so fucking disgusting!

He himself is a fucking abnormal person, and he doesn't take a piss to see his own virtue, and he is worthy to help others?

He was a psycho himself, a lunatic, an abnormal lunatic!

Because I am him, he is me, I am what he wants to be, some things he dare not say, some things he dare not do, some things he dare not think, so he created me, let me do it for him Say it, do it, think it, take it on.

Now, he wants to abandon me completely, so that he can say goodbye to his black history completely, and then become a completely clean gentleman.

Bah, he's so fucking disgusting, he's a brute, he's a bastard!

He wrote in his diary: I met a lovely girl today, I am so happy!

I feel nauseous looking at it, want to vomit, and want to spit out the stomach acid.

Doesn't he think he is very kind?Doesn't he think the world is beautiful?Doesn't he want to help others?

Well, I'll show him, I'll show him how fucking good he is, how fucking good the world is, how many fucking people he's helped!

I imitated his tone and kept a diary too.

I wrote: I killed a cute girl today, I am so happy!

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!

I put the diary next to his diary and compared it with him. I was afraid that he would find out, so I hid the font and file size, and made a backup. Sometimes he saw that it was a blank folder, so he deleted my diary. I'll create another one, paste the text from the backup into the new document, and keep it in the same folder as his diary.

This is very ironic, and it makes me feel very good, like frantically slapping his face with a shit stick in front of his face, every time I feel good!

Later, he frequently ran to the Public Security Bureau to find out who the murderer was, and he was very busy.

Oh, let me go, Mu Shangqing is so fucking pitiful, he may still feel that he is helping to solve the case and making a contribution to the society, he may never imagine that those brutal murder cases were all done by himself, all of them He did it himself, he was checking himself, hahahahahahahahaha!

In every murder case, I did it relatively covertly, leaving no obvious clues, but I kind of hoped that he could find out the truth. I wanted to see the day when he collapsed, and I wanted to see that he was going to deal with himself. Will you cry and say: woo woo woo, I'm a good person, I won't do this kind of thing, woo woo woo...

Maybe when he has a nervous breakdown and can't come out again, this body will be under my control, I will be the master, I don't have to hide anymore, I can do whatever I want!

But before I can control my body, I have to get rid of one person.

I want to kill that bastard Chu Dongren.

Although except for the first three months, he calmed down a lot after that, he didn't come in and knock on the door frequently, and he didn't give Mu Shangqing any medicine, but he had to die.

He wants to kill me, he wants to take my life, he also has the ability to kill me, this person can't stay!

Later, when he saw people dying wherever he went, he was scared, and stayed in Superman's place all the time, which was exactly what I wanted. I had killed enough strangers, and I was going to take him down!

But at this critical period, Mu Shangqing vaguely discovered my existence. Although he was not sure, he felt that something was wrong!

I guess it may be because of Xiaohan.

When I was working in Superman's Office, I usually didn't dare to show up for fear of revealing my flaws, but after returning home, I would show up. During those days, I had a bad temper, and when I saw Xiaohan, I didn't talk to her much.

Once, Xiaohan took the initiative to ask: how is the work?

I said: My job is hell.

Xiaohan said: Then you can change your job.

I didn't say anything, as long as Chu Dongren is destroyed, I will be free, and I will be far away from hell!

Maybe because of this mention, what did Xiaohan say to Mu Shangqing afterwards, I fucking owe you, I should kill Chu Dongren before saying those things to Xiaohan!

After Mu Shangqing discovered my existence, he started to take medicine again. He knew that the medicine would affect my memory and consciousness.

He also sent Xiaohan away, I don't know where to send it!

He is worried that I will attack Xiaohan, what the hell am I doing to Xiaohan, I want to kill him!

My head hurts more and more, and I can't remember things clearly. Damn, I'm afraid that one day, I will forget about killing Chu Dongren!

I touched the paper left by Zhang Xiaohan and wrote on it: Supernormal Person Research and Investigation Director X

I have to remind myself that not only do I have to kill Chu Dongren, but I also have to destroy Superman's place. It's really not a place for people to stay there. It's a fucking cult organization that will brainwash people and make people feel that this disgusting world is not the same as his mother. As beautiful as heaven!

I hide the paper in the corner of the bed. Every time I come out, sometimes my memory is confused, but I will vaguely remember what I hid, and I will remember it when I feel it out.

My memory and schedule were completely disturbed by Mu Shangqing. He sensed that I was going to attack Chu Dongren, so he began to ask for leave frequently to avoid meeting Chu Dongren directly.

I have to find a way to get close to Chu Dongren, and I have to understand his work and rest habits so that I can find an opportunity to strike without being caught by the police!

I created a document, in order to deceive Mu Shangqing's eyes, I named the document: matrix data 2.

Based on Mu Shangqing's diary and my daily observations, I wrote down Chu Dongren's daily life and every detail. I'm looking for an opportunity to start, and I can't delay any longer, otherwise Mu Shangqing will find out about me. , completely control me!

He has been taking drugs in an attempt to control me, but I didn't let him succeed. Even though he was sleeping in the dark in the room, he still maintained the last sliver of consciousness, looking at the right time, ready to come out for revenge at any time.

During that time, Xiaohan was gone, he often didn't go to work, he would come outside the house, pace back and forth, trying to talk to me.

He asked: Are you right inside, I know you are inside?

I hid in the room and could vaguely hear his voice, but ignored him, I had nothing to talk to him about.

Now there is him without me, there is me without him!

Finally, only one left!

I know he wants to win, he wants to wipe me out completely, but I will never fucking disappear, I will stay with you till the end.

I calculated everything and prepared carefully, but in the end, Mu Shangqing, a bastard, would die with me!

I came out in a daze that day and found the contents of his cell phone. He sent text messages to the family members of the deceased, asking them to meet at the big locust tree at No. 11 Huaxieting on November 2, and he would tell them the truth of the case. .

Damn it, fuck me, let the family of the deceased know the truth, that’s fine, that’s not enough to kill me with one knife!

I absolutely can't let this happen, but Mu Shangqing took the medicine and made me dizzy, so he rushed to Huaxieting.

On the way, I struggled to get out, I saw a migrant building, I couldn't control too much, so I walked inside, ran all the way to the top floor, trying to find a place to hide.

But Mu Shangqing also struggled to get out, and he took out the medicine again, wanting to take it.

I had a knife on my body, and in order to stay awake, I stabbed myself. It wasn't too deep, avoiding the critical part, but it bled a lot.

Mu Shangqing and I quarreled and came back to compete for the home court.

He said: Get out, get out, I'm going to kill you!

I said: I want to kill you, you deserve to die, you bastard, die, you die, die——

Later, the medicine was so strong that he fell to the ground, and I also fell blinded and passed out completely.