365 Difficult Ways To Live

Outside the scene, Xu Huaiyu heard it clearly, and didn't know how to react. He searched hard for so long, and couldn't forget the missing person for five years. It was confirmed that he had died in Huangquan a few days ago, and now he was proved to be a murderer. The murderer, the change was too drastic, without any mental preparation, which caused his blood pressure to rise rapidly.

But after thinking about it carefully, I recalled that five years ago, there were frequent unsolved cases around Chu Dongren, but since Mu Shangqing's accident, no one died. Fortunately, looking for someone to find all collapsed.

Now, he saw a turning point to turn the situation around. Since Chu Dongren was not the culprit, Chu Yu might be able to control the situation.

He concentrated his attention on the sound signal sent back from the scene, wondering what evidence Chu Yu would present to convince the desperate Xia Yihan.

The scene was quiet for a while, and the five witnesses didn't speak any more. Chu Dongren's hands were fixed on the armrests by hand straps, and he couldn't move. When he opens a mouth, he can empty out his physical strength and become a completely empty shell.

Xia Yihan frowned slightly, his round eyes were now narrowed and slender, looking deep and gloomy.

"You mean, Mu Shangqing is the murderer?"

Chu Yu had just introduced Mao Yi in detail, treated him as a separate individual, intentionally or unintentionally tried to separate him from Mu Shangqing, but in the end he had to admit that they were one person with dual personalities.

"You can say that Mu Shangqing is his main personality, while Mao Yi is his sub-personality. The main personality and the sub-personality constitute a dual personality, and the dual personality constitutes a complete person."

Xia Yihan's throat moved, and he looked at Chu Yu coldly, "Is there any evidence?"

"Yes." Chu Yu nodded and clenched his fists.

In the early morning of December 12, she saw the content of the blank document and was so frightened that she rushed back to Superman overnight, sat in front of the computer, risked myocardial infarction, and went through the content of the document from beginning to end. Mu Shangqing's diary is called up, the timeline is connected in series, and the two phases are compared, organized as follows.

April 3

I went to Jinshui Hospital with Chu Chu, Chu Chu was very happy, and I was also very happy.

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Dean Hu heard that I was self-taught in psychology, so he called my niece.Her name is Hu Qingke, she is an intern in the hospital, her undergraduate major is medical imaging, and she is now working in the radiology department.

Dean Hu said that she chose to intern at Jinshui Hospital because of his blessing, and because she was particularly interested in abnormal psychology, and pestered him every day to inquire about novel cases, but he was so busy that he had no time to take care of him. For entry-level "primary school students", please trouble me to teach her some learning methods, sort out the knowledge chain, and let her learn by herself.

I was very happy when a little girl asked me for advice. I wish I could teach her all the methods.

I made a list of books for her, which are the most basic introductory textbooks. I didn't dare to write too much, for fear that the child would be too serious and would really stay up all night studying hard, so as not to damage her eyes.

I am really happy today. Not only did I meet Chu Chu’s good friend, Dean Hu, but I also met a cute little sister. The most important thing is that I found that the mental hospital is also very warm. The patients have fragrant and soft porridge for breakfast. I really want to Pack it up and take it home.

April 4

I was very happy to go to Jinshui Hospital with Director Chu, because I met the lovely girl Xiao Hu.

When Director Chu was in the dean's office, I went for a walk outside the Radiology Department. She is now an intern and would come in and out and do some chores.

She saw me and came over to talk to me. I noticed the surveillance location and led her to the non-monitored outpatient building and the green belt aisle.

She is studying psychology with me recently, and she is quite obedient to me. If she really treats me as a teacher and is very respectful, then I will not be polite.

We sat by the stone platform in the corridor, it was very quiet, almost no one came, she said that she was going to get something from the refrigerator, and she was not in a hurry, so she could take a short errand, try to get an offline opportunity, and ask me a few questions .

She asked me what it was like to be hypnotized.

This question was exactly what I wanted, and I asked her if she wanted to experience it for a while, and she readily agreed.

I told her that she is not someone who is easy to be hypnotized, and she is still learning this knowledge, so it is not easy to succeed this first time.Then, I injected her with fentanyl hallucinogens, and the onset was delayed.

She was very strange at first, and hurriedly retracted her hand. I told her that this is a hypnotic aid, which mainly induces drowsiness and sedation. There is no need to be afraid, and there are no side effects.She believed in me and followed my arrangement.

I casually talked to her, and then told her that the hypnosis was over, and I had to go back to see what was going on with Dr. Chu, and then I would explain it to her online.

After that, she went to the refrigerator, and I calculated the time, and it was just at the point when the effect of the medicine started.Four or ten minutes later, the nurse went to inform Dean Hu that Xiao Hu had died in the freezer.

I stood at the door of the office, heard the movement inside, took off the transparent finger film on my finger, felt very happy, and killed a cute girl.

April 10

I have to say that Luoyu is a good place.There are many universities here, with the largest number of college students in the country, which is really a gathering of talents.This time, I was invited by the police to carry out the interrogation work. The workload was not heavy, so Chu Chu didn't stay in the government hotel. He booked a special hotel outside, and there was a Sichuan restaurant opposite, which tasted very good.

The shopkeepers are a couple, both surnamed He, the female shopkeeper is called He Lan, and the male shopkeeper is called He Zhiping.They are both bosses and waiters. They tidy up the room, cook and prepare snacks, repair electrical appliances, and help customers with luggage and take-out. They are really hardworking and capable.

They also have an old mother, I call Auntie Shi, who is considered an old shop owner, haha.Aunt Shi can be regarded as a local aborigine. She has traveled to every corner of Luoyu, and she can be called a living travel guide.

She told us that if you want to travel, you can visit the park behind. The air is fragrant and the environment is beautiful. There is also a nearby university. , there are maple leaves in autumn and small animals.

After eating, she occasionally went for a walk inside and saw a little fox. She wanted to buy a pet fox to feed, but her daughter always disagreed, saying that it was too dirty and could not be domesticated.

So I suggested to Aunt Shi that I could buy a small hamster and feed it to enjoy myself.

As a result, Auntie Shi really went to the pet market, hahaha, what a lovely auntie.

April 10

In the evening, I pretended to go downstairs to buy mineral water. I met Aunt Shi and told her that I saw a little fox in the park behind during the day. It seemed to be injured, and it nestled under the old yellow fruit tree. I'm debating whether to call Wildlife Rescue.

After that, I pretended to go back to the room, but actually went out through the back door, walked around to the park, near Huangguoshu, and waited for Auntie Shi to come. Sure enough, she was carrying a kitten space bag and gloves to see the little fox. .

She bent over, lowered her head, and searched in the grass.I went around to the back and strangled her neck with a rope, and soon she suffocated to death. I took off the rope, hung it on a tree trunk not far from the ground, tied a knot, and hung Aunt Shi up again.

I picked up the cat's space bag and gloves and prepared to throw them into the nearby trash can along the road. The trash will be cleared away tomorrow morning, and the weather forecast shows that there will be a heavy rain at midnight, and the wind is also strong. Blow off a leaf, and there will be no trace left on the grass.

I walked to the path of the park and looked at the Huangguoshu standing quietly in the dark. Looking at it from such a distance, it really looks like Auntie Shi hanged herself!

I had fun killing a caring old aunt.

April 12

It will be snowing heavily the day after tomorrow, and it is so cold outside. Jinling is a water town, and most of the water surface does not freeze in winter, but the biting cold is not inferior to Wangjiang at all. You have to wear autumn clothes and long trousers to keep out the cold.

Fortunately, Brother Wang reminded me this time that I have a lot of clothes and pants, and I also brought warm earmuffs, but the earmuffs are fluffy, and I always feel like I’m being cute when I put them on. Dai, his is still beige, he sells jumeng, and I sell milk cute at most.

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What pleased me the most was that there was a breakfast shop at the intersection, which was run by a couple who were older than me.Because I had breakfast at their house every day, Chu Chu got to know them well, especially with the boss. When there were few customers, the boss would sit down and chat with Chu Chu. The more they chatted, the more speculative they became. Clink glasses and drink.

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But I like Boss Chen very much. He is really optimistic. He and Sister Gong get up at [-] or [-] o’clock every day to prepare breakfast. This is no exception in this winter when the ears are freezing, but he is very happy every day and lives his life to the fullest. It’s like a song, and it’s also helpful. Some children forgot to bring money, and he said with a smile: “Next time you bring the test paper, one point will be worth one yuan. If you get full marks in the test, you can enjoy a month's free deluxe package!"

I like Boss Chen and Sister Gong more and more. They are really a fairy couple. I am so envious. I am very happy to know him!

April 12

I got up early this morning and left Xiangzi Village with Chu Chu. When passing by the breakfast shop, Chu Chu said goodbye to Boss Chen. I approached the stove and dropped the sugar bottle.

Boss Chen drank soy milk with Chu Chu these days. Before he drank it, he would put a rock sugar in the soy milk. The rock sugar bottle was not big, so he put it next to the movable stove.

I prepared an identical bottle in advance, put rock sugar in it, and put some water at the bottom of the bottle to let the rock sugar melt slightly, so that the sugar at the bottom would stick and would not roll easily. After that, I wrapped the inside with cyanide. Put the melted rock sugar on top.

In this way, when Boss Chen picks it up this morning, he will get the top rock sugar, which is poisonous sugar. After the sugar on the outside melts, the poison inside will dissolve into the soy milk, which can kill him on the spot.

In this way, there is no cyanide in the rock sugar bottle, and there is no cyanide in the soy milk bucket. The bowls, chopsticks, and spoons are all clean, and the only cyanide has been drunk by him. Go with him to the west.

I just received the news that someone died in Xiangzi Village, I am very happy, I killed a kind and good person.

April 1

The sun is shining today, perfect for going out in the sun.Chu Chu invited me, Brother Wang, and Section Chief Gu to drink tea outside. Although there were no investigations during this time and it was relatively free, we were all in a bad mood. Something bad happened last month.

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Soon, a table of people came to greet Chu Chu.It turned out to be his neighbor, surnamed Bai, and they were a family. They drove to the lake to play, parked the car outside, walked around the lake, and came to rest when they were tired.

The family is really happy, Mr. Bai patiently explained to Mengmeng which card is big and which is small. Mengmeng was very interested at first, but after learning for a while, she couldn't sit still and wanted to come over to watch us play. He Said: I just want to watch others fight, I don't want to fight.

His mother tempted him and said: If you learn the cards, I will buy you two new clothes next week.

In the end, Mengmeng said: When I learn it, you don’t need to buy it, because I will win all your money.

We laughed and liked the kid.

April 1

Today is the weekend, and it should be time for Ms. Liao to buy new clothes for Bai Mengmeng. I deliberately went to wait at the gate of their community, and when I saw them coming out, I followed them.

I wore a peaked cap, a fake beard, and a baggy down jacket, and they didn't see me all the way.

Ms. Liao took Mengmeng to several stores, and I found a pattern. She likes blue or gray children's down jackets with a patterned sweater inside, and asked Mengmeng to take it to the changing room to try.Ms. Liao is quite picky, and she wanted to shop around and choose a good quality and cheap one, which suits my heart.

After arriving at the fourth store, I observed the monitoring facilities, and the wires of the cameras fell out, so I must have been blind.

I quickly found a dark gray down jacket and put the lighter in its pocket.

After that, I walked away and went to the window to pick out clothes.Ms. Liao chose the down jacket and a sweater, and asked Mengmeng to go in and try them on.

After seeing Mengmeng entering, I left the clothing store, imagining what would happen next in my mind—the improved lighter was big, square and long, and when I wore the down jacket, I would feel its existence, Mengmeng Will take a lighter from his pocket.

The upper part of the lighter is filled with a small amount of explosives. Once the switch is pressed, the side of the sparker will ignite. The lighter will explode instantly, and sparks will splash and fall on the down jacket. The down jacket is an inflammable and explosive item and will catch fire quickly. , and at the same time, the combustion accelerant in the closed air box of the lighter will also be blown out, making the fire instantly increase, and the door curtain is also ignited, and it can burst into a sea of ​​flames within a few minutes.

I made the lighter switch into an arc shape, with its tail raised up, like the wings of a bamboo dragonfly. After seeing it, any child will want to press it.

I was wandering slowly on the street when I suddenly heard screams behind me. Several people rushed out of a small clothing store, shouting "It's on fire!" noisy.

I straightened my peaked cap and quickened my pace, but I really like this kid, he is such a simple and innocent boy!

April 5

Today is Labor Day, and I, Chu Chu, Section Chief Gu, and Section Chief Ai are all working in Fushan Hospital.

In the past, we were full of enthusiasm for "labor", but this time, although our enthusiasm has not diminished, we are always on tenterhooks, and we are cautious in everything we do, for fear of accidents.

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However, Chu Chu was very happy today. He had an unexpected discovery that the patients who lived in the 413 ward were also different. I heard from Dean Qin that he had symptoms of hysteria and was very emotional. Nonsense, sometimes very naive, hiding in a corner and afraid of seeing people, but in a few cases, he will transform himself into a doctor, analyze his illness, and act like a normal person.

Chu Chu was very interested in him, and even had a feeling of hating seeing each other later. He also said that he would mention it to him, and if he wanted, let me meet and communicate with him.

Thinking of meeting him, I also became excited and felt a sense of sympathy. In fact, he is very similar to me—both have psychological problems, but they discover, understand, try to solve, and finally heal themselves.

Except for Chu Chu, I have never talked about my experience with others. I believe that after meeting "Dr. Lu", there must be many common topics.

Looking forward to meeting him!

April 5

Today is Youth Day, Lu Xuanwen's festival, and also the day I meet him. I plan to give him a big gift, let's treat it as a meeting gift with him.

The hospital has a total of 5 floors. He lives in 413. Fushan Hospital faces south, and windows facing north are generally not within the monitoring range, which is a blind spot for monitoring.Around nine o'clock in the evening, at this time, the security guards have finished patrolling, and there is a 10-minute shift change time, which is a good time to give gifts.

After eight o'clock in the evening, Chu Chu and I were in Ward 513. After that, Chu Chu asked me to investigate the case of the nervous system of the body. He suspected that Qian Yun's abnormality was related to the nervous system.

Before exiting Room 513, I made sure the curtains were drawn.After that, I took the face lamp I made to the top floor.The face lamp is made of latex. The front is a lifelike human face, and the back is sewn with light-shielding material. There is a small light bulb inside, which is a battery, and the switch is on the wire outside the lamp.At the junction of the rope and the face light, I fixed a wireless pinhole camera, connected to the mobile phone, and can see the picture in front of the face.

I went to the railing on the roof, lowered the rope, and hung the face to the window of room 413, only to find that the curtains were drawn in the room.

I tugged on the rope and lightly hit the window glass with my face.

Lu Xuanwen heard the movement and came to open the curtains.

At the same time I flipped the switch, the lightbulb came on, and the face lit up and smiled into the room.

I looked at the surveillance screen received by my mobile phone. In the room, Lu Xuanwen was so scared that he stepped back and sat on the ground. He backed up desperately. When he turned to the left, I pulled the face to the left. When he turned to the right, I pulled his face Pull the face to the right.

The human face has been carefully drawn by me, and it looks very touching. There are no whites of the eyes, and the eye sockets are full of black eyes. When illuminated by the internal light, it seems to be glowing. The corners of the mouth are wide open, smiling happily, facing the timid person inside of patients.

I pulled the face lamp and kept getting close to the window, pretending to float in.

Not long after, Lu Xuanwen grabbed his collar with his hands, trying not to yell, kicked his feet by the door, opened his eyes wide, looked at the window, and did not move.

After the camera picture stopped, I put the face light up, disassembled it on the spot, and threw the light bulb into the trash can. The latex face was cut into pieces, and it couldn’t be seen that it was a human face when put together. I put all the pieces in my pocket Put it together with the daily medical waste in the hospital, and someone will clean it up tomorrow.

Afterwards, I went back to my room, and I was in a happy mood. I met Lu Xuanwen. I was so happy. The way he died was really in line with all my imaginations.

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At the trial scene, Chu Yu transformed the contents of Mao Yi's diary into a third term and recounted them word by word, restoring the truth of the five unsolved cases.

No one interrupted her, everyone present, the family members of the five deceased, Chu Dongren, Xia Yihan, including Xu Huaiyu, all listened to her statement silently.

When the truth was revealed, the five family members did not react much. They already knew the truth and the modus operandi, but they were already numb to it.

He Lan's eyes were wet, and he covered his mouth with his hands from time to time, fearing that his sobs would affect Chu Yu's speech.The others were fine, they were under control and didn't make a sound, but their eyes were full of grief, which was even more moving than their lack of physical strength, and looked even more vicissitudes.

After the evidence was presented, Chu Yu kept his mouth shut, waiting for Xia Yihan's reaction.

Every minute and every second now is a torment for her, like putting it on a pot to cook slowly, rotting the skin, flesh and mind little by little.

After Xia Yihan listened, his face was cloudy and cloudy, his shoulders trembled slightly up and down, and his hand holding the starter was a little unsteady.

Seeing her reaction, Chu Yu's heart moved, knowing that she had listened to it, she began to believe it, but it might be difficult to accept it for a while.

"Judge, Mao Yi, he..."

Xia Yihan suddenly laughed, "Haha, what you mean is that Mu Shangqing was killed by the five defendants, and the relatives of the five defendants were killed by Mu Shangqing, so from the beginning to the end, it was Mu Shangqing and the five defendants. Personal grievances have nothing to do with Chu Dongren, my accusation is completely groundless, and the current trial is completely unfounded, right!?"

Chu Yu clenched her fists, her forehead was covered with sweat, her hair was wet, and the veins on her forehead were throbbing rapidly. She felt dizzy and swollen, and the blood supply to her head could not keep up.

She didn't speak for a while, feeling flustered, not knowing how to answer.She wants her father to live, she wants her father to live, now is the critical period of Xia Yihan's emotional changes, if a word is wrong, the bomb around him may be detonated.

"Your accusation is not wrong."

Everyone present was startled. Chu Yu opened his eyes wide and looked at Chu Dongren. He raised his head and looked straight at Xia Yihan. His unshaven mouth was opening and closing with difficulty.

"There was nothing wrong with the trial. I deserved what I deserved. In the case of five or six years, the murderer was not your father, but me. I was the real murderer."

Chu Yu held his breath, looked at Chu Dongren, held his breath for a long time, and finally let out slowly, "Yes, your judgment and accusation are correct, Chu Dongren is indeed guilty!"