I can't beat her

The number of children who came to ride the rocking car was finally less, only three or five children were still moaning there, the most important thing was that the pony was finally free.

If you go any further, the park will be closed.

Ami was next to him full of doubts, and Ye Zhiqiu had no way to shirk, no matter how reluctant he was, he had to be cheeky.She took Ami to the side of the blue pony and helped her to sit on it.

Ami touched the pony first: "What color is it?"

She wants to remember the colors and looks of these happy moments.

Ye Zhiqiu listened carefully to the pony's movements with his ears up, for fear that the pony would collapse as soon as Ami sat on it.

"It's a dark blue pony." Ye Zhiqiu put Ami's hand on the horse's head.

As soon as Ami's tall body sat on the pony, the pony looked extraordinarily short, looking like it was about to fall.A child in the distance saw it and shouted in surprise: "Mom, look at that sister."

Ami heard it too, but she didn't know that it was her that the child was looking at. Ye Zhiqiu kept an elegant posture against the eyes of the surrounding people, and calmly stuffed two coins into the front of the shaking car, and then put it into the empty car next to him. Also stuffed two.

The two wobbled slowly, one empty with ease, while the other wobbled in a quivering pose to join the yelling of the other cars.

Ye Zhiqiu pretended to ride in the car with Ami, but in fact, she was standing beside Ami all the time—staring worriedly at the little blue horse who was a bit overwhelmed.

The other parents saw that Ami couldn't see, so they didn't say anything, but some of them took out their mobile phones to take pictures.Ye Zhiqiu was afraid that if he stopped her at this time, it would make Ami think that he had done something wrong and affect her mood, so he let these people take pictures.

After finally consuming twelve coins, Ye Zhiqiu was covered in sweat.But Ami had so much fun, after Xiaolan got off the horse, she kept asking Ye Zhiqiu, "What kind of car are you riding in?"

"It's a spaceship, red." Ye Zhiqiu led Ami to other places in the park, trying to avoid the children watching the excitement.

Adults can understand Ami's invisible child's heart, but children can't understand it. They only think that these two adults are too good to bully the pony.

Ye Zhiqiu and Ami talked about the current situation in the park: "There are a lot more children now, so the amusement park will add more toys, and it will also become bigger. It will be different from before." "I know." Ami suddenly shook his hand. Holding Ye Zhiqiu's wrist, she didn't go any further, she faced Ye Zhiqiu: "I can feel some things."

She seemed to be saying, you shouldn't underestimate me like this.

Ye Zhiqiu felt frustrated for the first time.Since she was a child, she has been labeled as excellent and considerate, and she has a certain degree of advance and retreat in her work. Even in the face of patients in times of crisis, she can deal with them calmly.

Facing Ami's world, she was a little bit at a loss and always hesitated.

Ye Zhiqiu can clearly recite the organs in the human body in detail, and accurately perceive the location of every inch of nerves in the brain.Seeing Ami's slightly pursed lips and pale face at this moment, Ye Zhiqiu was only at a loss.She couldn't imagine what a completely dark world would be like, and she couldn't imagine the emotions and perceptions of people who had never been cared for carefully.

Ami, who has long been used to the darkness, has far better hearing than Ye Zhiqiu. She can't see what Ye Zhiqiu can see, but she can hear clearly what Ye Zhiqiu doesn't hear.

For example, in the noise in the distance, someone said, why did that person put coins into the spaceship, and didn't just sit there empty after throwing in.

Some people also said that if such a big person rides on such a small rocking car, won't it be damaged?

You shouldn't underestimate me like this, Ami felt a little wronged.The previous complacency and self-confidence were wiped away by Ye Zhiqiu's faint fragrance.She held Ye Zhiqiu's hand in front of her.The two stood in a stalemate like this, as if they understood each other's feelings, but they were completely speechless.

There are people coming and going around, children shouting, adults sometimes stop, and sometimes call their children's names.The sun didn't know when it hid in the clouds, and under the dark sky, the white veil on Ami's eyes was extremely dazzling.

Ye Zhiqiu's wrist hurt a little, she sighed in frustration, stretched out her other hand to hold Ami's fingertips that were straining a bit: "Did I make you unhappy?"

"Isn't it the same? This amusement park is different from the one I mentioned. The car is much smaller than I remembered." Ami's slender fingertips slowly let go and stroked downwards, and finally half-pinched Ye Zhiqiu He lowered his head slightly when he was side by side, and the few strands of hair around his ears were brushed by the wind, and were lightly entangled with the white gauze around his eyes.

Ami always felt that it was not good to hold Ye Zhiqiu's hand all the time. Ye Zhiqiu's hand was too warm and soft, and she always felt that it would be broken, and every time she touched it, she felt a little uneasy, afraid that Ye Zhiqiu would not like it.

Just like grandma, she doesn't want to let her lead her.

So Ami only tugged on Ye Zhiqiu's skirt, which also felt very satisfying.Standing next to Ye Zhiqiu, even without a blind stick, Ami can walk lightly like ordinary people.

Ami and Ye Zhiqiu said: "I know I am not a child anymore."

Otherwise, how could grandma be willing to leave her?Then be strong grandma.

"You don't need to deliberately lie for me." Although Ami didn't quite understand the reason why Ye Zhiqiu lied, she still felt that Ye Zhiqiu might be in trouble.

In short, no matter what, Ye Zhiqiu should not be a bad person, even if he is lying.

It took Ami a lot of brainstorming to convince herself that Ye Zhiqiu is a good person—a good person who occasionally tells a little lie.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't know about Ami's thoughts, she was so guilty that she couldn't lift her head, but out of habit, she still maintained a superficial calm and elegance to help Ami straighten her long hair that was blown by the wind: "It's my fault, I'm sorry."

"I don't blame you, but don't do this again in the future."

The ear was gently touched by Ye Zhiqiu.Ami also began to blame herself.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't need to pay attention to her at all, didn't need to spend so much time with her, and didn't need to accompany her to do things she shouldn't do against her will.

From those gossips, Ami understands that it is wrong for others to ride a rocking car.She also gradually felt that the places other than Long Spoon Street seemed to be a little different from what she had imagined.

"I can't see, so it's easy to do wrong things." Ami recalled that when she first became blind, she couldn't even walk well, and she would fall down. Things that normal people can easily do well, she has to practice repeatedly: "If there is something wrong, You should have told me directly, or I will make the same mistake next time."

At this time, Ami has fully realized the reason why grandma is so cruel to her.It's all just to let her avoid mistakes faster and more accurately through repeated practice to replace the use of eyes.

It really does look like a grown up.Ye Zhiqiu breathed a sigh of relief, Ami gave her more surprises than she could imagine and understand.

"Okay, I promise you." Ye Zhiqiu said: "I will tell you the truth in the future, and I will tell you what I think in my heart."

Just like a pair of myopia glasses, it adjusts the wrong vision instead of replacing it.Ye Zhiqiu led Ami around the children's park.

Ami no longer thinks about playing with those children's things, but keeps listening to the sounds around her, and when she hears a loud noise, she curiously asks Ye Zhiqiu what the children are playing.

Ye Zhiqiu explained everything to Ami.

In the park, no matter the stones, the toilets, or the walls are covered with patterns of colors and patterns, Ye Zhiqiu carefully translated the colors for Ami.

The long slide is blue, and there is a small yellow house on the slide. The children have to climb the brown stairs to the yellow house, and then slide down the long blue slide.

Ami heard the sound of a lot of splashes, and was a little surprised: "Is there a river here?"

She would occasionally play with Tang Guo by the small river at the end of Changshao Street. She was very sensitive to the sound of water, and often when she heard the sound of splashes, she would think of the river.

"This is a children's water park." Ye Zhiqiu saw babies in small swimsuits splashing in the water in the pool, and thought it was cute, so he took Ami to the side fence and explained to her carefully: "It's just for children. The swimming place is small, the bottom of the pool is blue, and it feels like the sea.”

"I know the sea, it's blue and the same color as the sky. I saw it when I was in school." Ami was also very excited when finally mentioned the words she was familiar with.

Ye Zhiqiu was a little surprised: "Have you ever been to school?"

Ami nodded: "I have been to the third grade."

But yes, Ye Zhiqiu suddenly nodded when he thought of how Ami counted his steps and how he counted them: "That's pretty good."

In the park, the noisiest place is the place where the swings are swinging. When the swings are swaying, the children are shouting and laughing, and the adults are yelling and taking pictures.

Seeing the swing, Ye Zhiqiu pulled Ami over without hesitation, and found a corner where there were few people and occupied a swing.

As soon as Ami sat on the swing, she stood up again: "This stool seems to be broken."

Ye Zhiqiu rubbed her forehead with her hands. It seemed that Ami had never sat on it before. She picked up Ami's hands and put them on the chains on both sides of the swing frame: "This is a swing, it can swing."

Holding the chains on both sides of the swing, Ami finally sat firmly. Ye Zhiqiu was behind her, gently pushing the swing: "I'll push you."

Ye Zhiqiu was afraid of scaring Ami, so he pushed very slowly. Even so, facing the swinging swing, Ami was still panicked and wanted to stand up several times.

Ye Zhiqiu had no choice but to give up, feeling a little pity: "This is very fun, many girls like to play."

Just now Ye Zhiqiu's tone was still in a hurry, but now he sighed a little. Ami was very sorry and refused to stand up. She pulled Ye Zhiqiu: "Why don't you sit down, I'll push you."

Ye Zhiqiu said that many girls like to play.Ami has already understood that Ye Zhiqiu likes to play very much.

Of course Ye Zhiqiu likes swings. This is her childhood memory. In her memory, the swings are dangling, and the eyes are full of blue sky and white clouds. She is laughing and joking, and her mood is rippling.However, as a medical practitioner, she has rarely had such opportunities since entering university.

Ami has no impression of swings at all, so how could she push them? Besides, Ye Zhiqiu couldn't bear to let a girl nine years younger than herself push her, not to mention that Ami couldn't see.

"It's okay, let's go." Ye Zhiqiu said.

Ami is already suspicious of Ye Zhiqiu's mind: "Do you think I can't push it well?"

Being caught by the story, Ye Zhiqiu said that it was not good, and that it was not that she was not good, so she promised Ami to tell the truth.She didn't answer, she just sat next to Ami, and put her hands on Ami's waist: "You can swing a swing without pushing it, I'll teach you."

When Ami's waist was touched, his whole body trembled, the feeling was indescribable, it was very comfortable, but his head was a little numb.Growing up so big, it seemed to be the first time in my memory that I was hugged so intimately.

Ye Zhiqiu just felt that the girl's waist was very thin and soft, and felt Ami's trembling. She thought that she might have touched the girl's itchy spot, so she moved it up a little apologetically: "Come on, put your feet on the ground and gently Push back lightly."

Ami did as she did, not very well, even a little stupid, but every time she stepped on the swing, the swing shook a little tight, and whenever she was afraid, she moved close to Ye Zhiqiu.

The swing slowly swayed, no longer swaying so much, but gently swinging back and forth steadily.

Ami gradually felt the rhythm, felt the wind in his ears, and the fragrance of Ye Zhiqiu's body, and gradually relaxed: "It seems to be flying."

"That's right, the swing is like this. It makes people float, and the more strength they have, the higher they will fly." The long-lost swaying made Ye Zhiqiu slowly let go of his graceful posture in front of others, and kicked his feet harder.

Her beautiful light blue dress danced in the air, like the wings of a butterfly.It's a pity that Ami couldn't see it.

Ami only felt that at this moment, she and Ye Zhiqiu were like two colorful bubbles floating in the boundless darkness, close to each other, sharing the color and warmth of each other.

Ami's hands had already unconsciously placed on Ye Zhiqiu's waist and tightly grasped her skirt.

Ami has never felt this way before. The warmth and softness of Ye Zhiqiu's body is a miracle in her barren life. It is the first time in her life that she can accurately express and remember the feeling with just one touch.She suddenly wanted to be like this all the time, grabbing the warmth at hand and constantly floating in the black sea of ​​night.

Some people are born on the other side of the light, born in a cloud of confusion and coldness, and the sudden warmth and tiny ray of light can make her see the world as the whole.

Ami's sudden desire is probably to feel light and heat at the same time in such a far shore.But she understood the alternation of day and night, and gradually understood impermanence, distinction, and the difference between people.

The difference between people is like the opposite of light and darkness.

Ye Zhiqiu is a person outside of Changshao Street, a place for Ami to accompany him completely, and when Ami leaves Changshao Street, he will lose count of his steps, find the trash can, and find Ye Zhiqiu in the wide and bright world.

If only the swing could go on like this and never stop.Ami doesn't want to be a hard and calm stone anymore, she wants to be a colorful bubble that can fly with Ye Zhiqiu.

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