I can't beat her

The sun, which was half hidden in the clouds, seemed to have slept late, and when it leaned out again, the earth was suddenly covered with golden light.

The color of the mountains and rivers changes, it is the sunset time.

Ye Zhiqiu wasn't sure how long she and Ami had been on the swing, she just felt that the children on the opposite swing had changed faces several times, but she didn't want to move, just quietly feeling the joy that hadn't overflowed her chest for a long time.

Ye Zhiqiu's life was perfect, even she herself felt this way, and she was even proud of it.She was born to have no worries about food and clothing, with loving parents and a loving mother. She is a good daughter at home and a leader in school. She is always more sensible than her peers. She has the gentleness and capableness of her mother, and the generosity and calmness of her father.

In the past 26 years, every step Ye Zhiqiu has taken is in the perfect self-plan, wearing age-appropriate clothes for a fixed age, putting on matching makeup, and playing the outstanding role of the current age.

Ye Zhiqiu was satisfied with this rhythm and was never lost.It's just that when he was hugged tightly by Ami just now, Ye Zhiqiu's heart beat a little out of rhythm.She found that she hadn't been so close to people for a long time. She was always in her own plan, organized, doing what she should do, and maintaining the elegance that was born with hard work and groomed the day after tomorrow.

Ye Zhiqiu's excellence gave her a thorough understanding of herself.She is proud, but also vain. Deep in her heart, she puts a crown on her head.

Just in this swaying afternoon, on the swaying swing frame, Ye Zhiqiu felt the childlike innocence that had been hidden for a long time, like a stubborn bud breaking through the tip of her heart.This strange young sprout triumphantly crossed her hips and sang against her long-standing reserve.

A rare indulgence.Ye Zhiqiu was a little dizzy from this strange feeling, she drooped her head and leaned on the swing chain for self-reflection, her slightly curly hair looked fluffy and soft in the sunset.

Ami felt Ye Zhiqiu's sudden silence, and also heard the people around him leaving one after another.

Leaving means that the night of the world is coming, just like the work and rest of Changshao Street, which will gradually become silent at night, leaving only the coughing of the old people while enjoying the cool air and the shouting of the adults calling the children to go home.

Everyone will return to their own house.Ami knew that at this time, she had to go back to Changshao Street, and Ye Zhiqiu would go to a place beyond Changshao Street, which was completely unfamiliar to her.

Ami didn't intend to say leave first.

Ami thought that when Ye Zhiqiu came to see her today, she originally wanted to tell her what her grandmother had said, but she requested to go to Tang Guo's house for dinner and to play in the park.

After today's separation, Ye Zhiqiu has no reason or need to come to her again.

Neither of them kicked the swing up again.

Ye Zhiqiu still tilted her head, her curly hair was loose, the golden sunset was attached to her slightly burgundy hair, and the brilliance rendered was fixed between the crystal diamonds of her earrings.

Only the earth knows that she is shining charmingly.

And Ami was already sitting upright, holding the bottom of the swing with both hands, her eyes behind the gauze were staring straight at the empty darkness, completely unaware that Ye Zhiqiu was looking at her carefully.

Even though it was covered by the white gauze, it was not difficult to see that Ami's nose bridge was straight, her lips were pink and tender, especially the ears under the gauze were well-defined, thin and transparent.

The evening wind under the slanting sun sneaked past, mischievously blowing a few strands of Ami's straight black hair and hanging them forward on her delicate cheeks.

Ye Zhiqiu saw this subtle movement of the Buddha, she raised her hand and pushed the lock of hair back behind Ami's ear.

After finishing this movement, Ye Zhiqiu quietly folded his five fingers back in front of his eyes, as if he was looking at his slender and tender hand for the first time.

Ye Zhiqiu suddenly felt strange.It seems that from the first time I met Ami, she habitually wanted to help her straighten her hair.

Ye Zhiqiu thought about it, she had never done anything like this to anyone before.But thinking about it again, there was nothing wrong with it, after all, before Ami, she had never met such a person who needed to be taken care of.

Ye Zhiqiu suppressed the wild thoughts in his heart, smoothed the loose hair on the swing behind him, adjusted the skirt, and said to Ami with a pleasant smile: "You are really beautiful."

What's the use of looking good?

Ami smiled far-fetchedly, she would repeatedly touch her eyebrows, eyes, lips and nose every day, but it was still hard to imagine what she would look like after many years.

Ye Zhiqiu planned to take Ami to find a place to eat.After Ami fastened her seat belt, she said, "Is there anything you want to eat in particular? I'll treat you."

Ami was secretly very happy, but she still tried her best to maintain a slight joy on her face: "I told you I will invite you." "You invited me to ride the rocking car, so I will treat you to eat delicious food in return. "

In order not to make Ami feel awkward, Ye Zhiqiu specially put on a tone that children use when they are upset: "Otherwise, you just don't want to play with me."

Ami quickly shook her head: "No, no, I like playing with Zhiqiu very much." But not now.Ami immediately put on a very embarrassed look: "I'm a little tired today, I want to go home first, can you invite me next time when you are free?"

It's fine now, as long as it's with Zhiqiu, it's fine.

Ami felt a little uneasy, she was afraid that there would only be so much time and opportunities with Ye Zhiqiu.Ami likes to play with Tang Guo and Yu Qianhuan, but she finds that both Tang Guo and Qianhuan have their own things to do and their own families to take care of, and the time to spend with her is limited .

Ye Zhiqiu's time with her must be limited, because Ye Zhiqiu is a doctor, so busy every day that she can't sleep well, and she has to go home.So Ami doesn't want to use up all these time and opportunities in one day, even if she really wants to sit in Ye Zhiqiu's car all the time, she will go wherever Ye Zhiqiu goes.

"Okay? Just remember to invite me next time." Ami said.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't quite understand Ami's thoughts, she didn't expect to be rejected, and it was probably rare for her to be rejected suddenly.She gave Ami a look of surprise, and then immediately remembered that Ami couldn't see.

Maybe she is really tired.Ye Zhiqiu thought, especially after listening to the sad words that Grandma Tang Guo told her today.

"Then I'll treat you to dinner when I'm free next time."

Although Ye Zhiqiu was a little disappointed, she controlled her words very well and did not show any abnormalities, even with a little smile: "Give you time to think about what you want to eat."

Ami also nodded with a smile: "You don't even want to renege on your debt."

Ye Zhiqiu sent Ami back to Changshao Street.

Long Spoon Street at night is a bit lonely and empty.The old people who have lived together on the street all their lives are sitting or lying on the side of the street chatting with each other, and the out-of-town tenants who came back late on the construction site are speaking toasts in different local accents and clinking glasses with each other at the stalls. .Disobedient children slipped out of the backyards to fight, chase, and play aimless games.

The street lights with a sense of age are very dim, and the car moves slowly.

After turning from the wide Xianfeng Road to Changshao Street, Ye Zhiqiu felt as if he had stepped through time and space or space.She doesn't often enter such an environment, and is not very used to such dim light and disordered buildings.

The further he went, the more strange Ye Zhiqiu felt that there was a stubborn and tenacious monster hidden in these messy and dark buildings.

Fierce but invisible, struggling but silent.

"How will you live alone in the future?" Ye Zhiqiu sent Ami into the house, and turned on the light on the first floor.The black and white photo of grandma stood quietly on the table in the corner, with her lips pursed, serious and cold.

Ye Zhiqiu has a similar idea to Ami.She doesn't know when she will come to see Ami again, she has a fixed schedule for all her time, and it is impossible to share a part of it to help Ami.There is charity in her life, but not for Ami.

The acquaintance with Ami and the things she came into contact with recently really made Ye Zhiqiu feel strange, but after all, what relationship can she have with Ami.

They are not suitable to be friends.Ye Zhiqiu thinks that she doesn't need any new friends at the moment. She has all kinds of friends, those who are intimate, those who know the basics, in career, in life, she has them all.After all, she is a person who plans her life perfectly.

She didn't need to make a special friend like Ami, mainly because she didn't plan to make such a friend who needs to be cared about at all times but won't be able to associate with her life circle.

Thinking of this, Ye Zhiqiu suddenly became annoyed by the so-called plans in her heart.Of course she still remembered the promise of a meal owed to Ami, but she had to wait until she had time.

Apart from being friends, what else could they have to do with each other, so after they separated like this, the chance reunion between the two was a certainty.

Ami has always maintained a happy look: "It's still the same as before. When grandma is away, I can take care of myself."

There are all the electrical appliances at home, and she still has the money left by her grandmother on hand. As long as she has money, she doesn't have to worry about anything.Everyone says so.

But Aya found that was not the case.Even if she has money, she is still blind. Even if she has money, Ye Zhiqiu will still not be the colorful bubble next to her.

"That's right. Ami is super powerful." Ye Zhiqiu seemed to have nothing to say, and once again looked at the empty and moldy walls around him, he backed out of the door.

The yellowed lamp was still overhead, casting a shadow on Ye Zhiqiu's body.

Ye Zhiqiu said, "Then I'm leaving."

Goodbye awkwardly.Ye Zhiqiu couldn't tell what it was like, but somehow felt that there was some sadness in Ami's smile, and this sadness seemed to be caused by her.

Ami waved his hand in the direction of the door: "Goodbye."

Ye Zhiqiu nodded, turned around and walked away.These places are too dark, too lonely, too cold, and there are sounds of fireworks everywhere, but she has a kind of panic that wants to escape eagerly.The strange buds that had grown in her heart in the afternoon seemed to have not been removed, and they kept poking at the apex of her heart, making her shy.

"You have to remember to invite me to dinner." Ami suddenly walked a few steps forward and added, her voice mixed with the somewhat lonely wind on the long street.

Ye Zhiqiu was sitting in the car, rubbing his temples in frustration, when the cell phone in the car rang.

"Mom, um, I have something to do today, it's okay, you eat first." It was the family who called and said to wait for her to have dinner together.Ye Zhiqiu opened the homepage of the mobile phone, received unread emails and did not leave in a hurry.

Ami stood at the door for a while, she was a little surprised why she hadn't heard the sound of the car starting yet.

Maybe not every car makes the sound of leaving with a bang, she thought, and then she was about to close the door. Grandma said that the door should be closed at night, and the door should also be closed during the day.

Otherwise there will be bad people.

Bad people mean very bad, very bad, and they will hurt you.Ami was indoctrinated with this kind of thinking by her grandmother when she was a child, and she had a deep fear of bad people, so when the door that was about to be closed was suddenly blocked, she panicked.

In the past, whenever it was dark, grandma would wander outside Changshao Street, and no one could easily step into the door of Ami's house.But now that grandma is gone, Ami completely lost control when she thought that no one would help her beat the bad guys again.

Ye Zhiqiu also didn't expect Ami's reaction to be so strong. Seeing Ami who kept pushing the door, with the other hand anxious to touch the iron bar, she almost yelled too.Fortunately, she has a good psychological quality and quick response, and before Ami beat her, she stepped forward and pressed Ami into her arms: "It's me, Ami is not afraid." It was the warm and soft Ye Zhiqiu.

Ami soon became quiet, and let Ye Zhiqiu pat her on the back without moving.

In the endless darkness, the messy long street was mixed with a slight sound of nature.

It was Ye Zhiqiu's voice.

She said, "Ami, don't be afraid."

The author has something to say: fierce but invisible, struggling to be silent.

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