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Qiao Yichuan went out directly from the back door of the classroom after school, and Shen Weiwei followed closely, and pulled him to the back of the teaching building.

There were scattered couples of boys and girls who fell in love with each other, whispering in the shadows.

Because there is not even a light here, everyone can't see who the other party is, and they seem to feel extra safe.

"What's the matter with you?" Qiao Yichuan said lazily to Shen Weiyi, "You always drag me here, don't you have a crush on me?"

"You are so beautiful!" Shen Weiyi hit him hard and said, "I still want to ask you what's going on!"

"What?" Qiao Yichuan pondered for a moment, and suddenly realized, "Ah, you said me and Jian Zhou?"

"Keep your voice down!" Shen Weiwei felt that she would be pissed off sooner or later. If Qiao Yichuan wasn't too tall, she would have gone up and covered that guy's mouth before hitting him on the head violently.

Qiao Yichuan curled his lips and turned his head to look at the playground, but the angle here was not good, and he could only see a large group of dark heads, and he didn't know which one was Jian Zhou.

Even if he saw Jian Zhou, he would not dare to go there now.

Because of his trouble, Jian Zhou did so poorly in the exam this time, how could he have the face to show off in front of that person.

"What's the matter between you and Jian Zhou?" Shen Weiwei lowered his voice and said, "Weren't you two fine before? What's wrong with you now?"

"Arguing? No!" Qiao Yichuan was really wronged. He used to pester Jian Zhou and bother that person all day long, but now he finally figured it out, quit by himself and let that person study hard, but it turned out that he was from Jian Zhou. It was wrong to leave in this world, Qiao Yichuan looked up at the sky, and felt that he should leave the snow to him.

"If you say there is no, then there is no?" Shen Weiyi felt that the person in front of her was unreliable, she pinched Qiao Yichuan and said, "Did you say something to Jian Zhou? I warn you, if you two are together, you will be fine." Get together well, don't make any fools of me, Jian Zhou can't afford it, even if you've had enough fun, just wait for me after the college entrance examination!"

"...What are you talking about?" Qiao Yichuan didn't understand what she meant, "What are you getting together and having enough fun with? Who did you listen to?"

Shen Weiwei was also a little crazy. She was very worried about Jian Zhou, so she became even more crazy seeing Qiao Yichuan's unreliable and unreliable appearance.

"What do you want me to say about you?" Shen Weiyi kicked him and said, "Why is Jian Zhou blind and in love with you?"

Qiao Yichuan himself also wanted to know how Jian Zhou could fall in love with him blindly. He always felt that the relationship between them had become very strange, and he couldn't tell what it felt like.

From Shen Weiwei's words, he could tell that Jian Zhou must have said something to her, that's why she came to find him, but Shen Weiwei must not know, even when the two of them were "glue like paint" a while ago, there was no real truth. in love.

Qiao Yichuan has never been very clear about whether he really likes boys, but the only thing he knows is that he is right to like Jian Zhou.

He likes Jian Zhou, Jian Zhou is a boy, so he is also gay.

This matter has always puzzled him.

He originally wanted to deal with it coldly and not bother Jian Zhou anymore, but seeing that man suffer so much from failing in the exam, and with Shen Weiyi's words, Qiao Yichuan broke down even more.

Jian Zhou said before that he was smart, but Qiao Yichuan always felt that he was so stupid that he couldn't handle this kind of thing at all.

There were fewer and fewer people in the school. Qiao Yichuan walked slowly towards the gate, deliberately passing by the place where the class parked their bicycles. It was almost empty there. He didn't see Jian Zhou's car, so he guessed that he had already gone home.

At night in early summer, the air was good, but Qiao Yichuan still felt short of breath.

His mind was full of Jian Zhou, he touched his pocket and called Shen Weiyi.

"Why are you looking for me again?" Shen Weiwei was on the way home. She had a hunch that Qiao Yichuan must be talking to her about Jian Zhou. She glanced at her father and said to Qiao Yichuan on the other end of the phone, "That way I'll go home and have a look at the physics problem later, you should go home too, it's too late, I'll find you when I get home!"

She hung up the phone quickly, and silently prayed that Qiao Yichuan would not be so stupid as to call again.

Fortunately, Qiao Yichuan was clever enough to send text messages instead.

[Does Jian Zhou really like me?I think he annoys me. 】

Shen Weiyi rolled her eyes, she really wanted to scold Qiao Yichuan.

【Are you stupid?Would he have been with you if he didn't like you?Will you delay your studies because of the two of you?I warn you, don't make trouble at this time, don't let him worry about it anymore! 】

Qiao Yichuan stared at Shen Wei's message for a long time, and then laughed.

Shen Weiyi really misunderstood the two of them, but Qiao Yichuan unexpectedly learned Jian Zhou's secret.

Shen Weiyi's words are much more credible than Jian Zhou's own words. That guy is a typical duplicity. He obviously likes him, but he still pretends to be cold.

Qiao Yichuan got into the car, and suddenly said on a whim, "Then what, Uncle Yu, I'm going to find Jian Zhou!"

Jian Zhou never thought that one day he would wish to die by himself, he still didn't have the courage not to go home, but deliberately took a long way around, and finally arrived in front of his own house.

He wondered if he would not have so many worries when he died.

When entering the house, the atmosphere in the room was as usual, but Jian Zhou felt more depressed than before because of something on his mind.

"Why are you back so late today?" Seeing him entering the door, my mother got up and went to prepare supper for him.

"Mom!" Jian Zhou stopped her and said, "I don't want to eat tonight."

Jian Zhou's mother looked at him, feeling something was wrong, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

"I'm feeling a little uncomfortable." Jian Zhou changed his shoes and walked to his room with his head down.

"Haven't the grades come out yet?" His mother opened the refrigerator and took an apple, and asked, "Why is it so slow this time?"

"I don't know." Jian Zhou was so nervous that his forehead was sweating. He still didn't dare to tell the truth, so he could only drag on as much as possible, "Maybe the examination papers are stricter."

He didn't dare to say any more, and ran back to his room.

Jian Zhou was almost collapsed by the huge sense of guilt and powerlessness. He was lying on the table, holding his schoolbag, not wanting to move.

His mother came to knock on the door to bring him fruit, Jian Zhou was taken aback, quickly took out an exercise book and spread it on the table, and opened the door with great energy.

"Sick?" Jian Zhou's mother put down the fruit and looked at him with a frown.

"I don't know." Jian Zhou didn't dare to look at her, just sat back, picked up the pen again, and pretended to be working on a problem.

"The college entrance examination is coming soon, and I don't want to put too much pressure on you." Mom stood aside and looked at him, "You have to walk the road by yourself, and we can't help you with anything."

"Yeah." Regarding these words of his mother, Jian Zhou has almost memorized them backwards. He is tired of these words that always haunt him and have gradually turned into nightmares, but he can't show it. He is a sensible and filial child. Parents are proud.

Jian Zhou's mother stood there watching him for a while, and finally went out when Jian Zhou felt that he couldn't bear it anymore.

He dropped the pen and lay down on the table again.

During the day, what Shen Weiwei said really worked. He kept thinking about the phrase "difficulties are not long-lasting", and repeatedly told himself that he would definitely be able to get over it.

But this process seems extremely difficult, how can he tell his parents that he passed the exam like this?

He lay on the table and gradually became drowsy. The phone vibrated suddenly and made a sound in his schoolbag, waking him up from his daze.

He hurried to look through his schoolbag and found his cell phone, but the caller had already hung up.

It was Qiao Yichuan who called. Looking at the quiet phone screen, he was at a loss for a while.

The feelings in my heart are mixed, and they haven't talked properly for a while.

Jian Zhou thought of the mineral water that Qiao Yichuan secretly put on his table during the day, and also remembered that this person said "Enough is enough", all the bad emotions were mixed together, and he almost collapsed.

Qiao Yichuan's text message popped in, and he said: [Jian Zhou, if you don't answer my call, don't answer it, but what, I'm sorry. 】

The moment Jian Zhou saw this message, he couldn't hold back anymore. He lay on the bed, holding the phone in his hand, and buried his face in the pillow.

His phone started to vibrate crazily. This time it wasn't a phone call, but Qiao Yichuan's messages one after another.

He raised his head and clicked.

[I'm sorry Jian Zhou, I deliberately made fun of you before, but I didn't want to affect your study. 】

[Jian Zhou, are you feeling particularly uncomfortable and annoying me now? 】

【Jian Zhou... I don't dare to look for you anymore, don't be angry with me, or come and beat me up, as long as you can study hard in the future, I will do whatever you want. 】

【Jian Zhou, I'm really sorry, I'm a little scared of you now, and even more afraid that I'll hurt you. 】

Jian Zhou looked at the few messages he sent all at once, and suddenly he couldn't laugh or cry.

How could he be willing to blame Qiao Yichuan? If he wanted to blame him, he would blame himself. He was worthless. He was such an old man, and he couldn't even control his emotions well.

Suddenly another message came in, Qiao Yichuan said: [Jian Zhou, are you home?Which is your window? 】

Jian Zhou stared at this message for a long time, then suddenly got up from the bed, ran to the window and opened it.

His house was on the fourth floor. After opening the window, he could clearly see a silly boy in school uniform standing downstairs. The guy was looking around, and when he saw him, he jumped up and waved to him.

At that moment, Jian Zhou suddenly felt that he was alive again. He was about to suffocate, as if he suddenly breathed fresh air.

He watched the man keep waving at him, throwing his schoolbag aside and ignoring him, Jian Zhou felt like crying, but this kind of behavior was too motherly, so he held back.

He took his cell phone and called Qiao Yichuan.

Two people, one upstairs and one outside.

"Why are you here?" Jian Zhou tried hard to make his voice sound indifferent.

"Look at you." Qiao Yichuan finally stood there obediently and raised his head to look upstairs. He said, "Are you okay?"

"Very good." Jian Zhou didn't know why, but he wanted to laugh when he asked this question.

He felt that the two of them seemed to have turned into Romeo and Juliet in an instant, looking at each other from a distance but not being together.

"Jian Zhou." Qiao Yichuan called his name.

"Ah."

The distance between them is not too far, but they are not close either.

At night, you can only see the other party standing there clearly, but you cannot carefully observe each other's eyes and expressions.

"You..." Qiao Yichuan actually didn't know what he should say. He looked up at Jian Zhou, and suddenly felt that this situation was very romantic.

"Can you do well in the exam next time?" Qiao Yichuan choked out such a sentence for a long time. At this moment, he seemed to be lifting whichever pot was left unopened.

But Jian Zhou still smiled, and then said softly: "I don't know either."

"You can." Qiao Yichuan said confidently, "Not only do you do well in the exam next time, but you also do well in the next exam."

"The next time is the college entrance examination."

"I know." When talking about the college entrance examination, Qiao Yichuan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, because after the college entrance examination, Jian Zhou might leave him.

I just found out that I like someone, and I have to face parting immediately. This kind of feeling, no matter what, can't be let go.

"What are your plans?" Jian Zhou was always thinking about Qiao Yichuan.

"I..." Qiao Yichuan never thought about this question. Jian Zhou asked, but he thought about it and said, "Stay here and continue fooling around."

Their lives are so different, there are more than mountains and rivers separating them.

But the two teenagers still wanted to get closer to each other. Although they didn't reveal their feelings, they felt a peace and sweetness that they had never had before that night.

"Qiao Yichuan."

"Ok?"

Jian Zhou's heartbeat suddenly accelerated. Although he knew that he had no position to say anything, he still wanted to try.

He said, "Could you try, for the last time, just one more time?"

He couldn't speak clearly, and Qiao Yichuan couldn't understand either.

try what?Is it the immature feelings of adolescence or the little learning journey left?

But even if he wasn't clear, Qiao Yichuan readily agreed.

"Okay." Qiao Yichuan still looked up at Jian Zhou. His neck was already sore, but he didn't want to leave. "I'll listen to whatever you say."

Jian Zhou was suddenly moved. He didn't ask Qiao Yichuan why he came to see him tonight. To make himself feel better, he said to himself: This person came here because he likes me.

"Qiao Yichuan, I have a question for you."

"You said."

Jian Zhou looked at the person standing downstairs, he didn't know how this guy got here, but it really surprised him.

He hesitated for a while, and opened his mouth with some difficulty: "Are you playing?"

Qiao Yichuan choked up suddenly. He knew that Jian Zhou was concerned about that sentence and the water splashed out by what he said. Qiao Yichuan couldn't even imagine how uncomfortable Jian Zhou was when he heard this sentence by accident.

"No." Qiao Yichuan rarely said seriously, "Trust me once."

Jian Zhou's rationality told him that he couldn't believe it, but he still chuckled and said, "Okay, I believe you."

When they were young and frivolous, they liked to make some promises. Qiao Yichuan and Jian Zhou made such a promise to each other on this night when dark clouds blocked the starry sky, but these words were not meant for each other, but for themselves.

They all need courage and trust to support them towards an unknown future.