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Even after many years, Jian Zhou thought back to his youth, and the most memorable scene was that Qiao Yichuan suddenly appeared downstairs at his house that night, and the two of them were looking at each other and talking on the phone.

He didn't say a word of love, but in Jian Zhou's heart, every word Qiao Yichuan said to him was better than any sweet confession.

That night, Qiao Yichuan gave Jian Zhou courage, all difficulties are temporary, people will not die easily, nor will they fall down easily.

No one is born with smooth sailing, life is a long road, and there will always be times of wrestling.

The parents that Jian Zhou was most afraid of seemed not so scary anymore. He hung up the phone, watched Qiao Yichuan walk away with three steps, and then went to find his mother with the paper.

Unsurprisingly, the family was in complete disarray.

Jian Zhou's parents are not good at beating people, but cold violence and verbal sarcasm. In Jian Zhou's memory, when he was in elementary school, he got a point deducted for being too messy in an exam. He could get full marks, and after handing out the results, his mother told him that he wanted to tear off a layer of skin.

Jian Zhou has always felt that such verbal violence is better than beating him up and down.

It was the same this time, the original scene was repeated again, but this time, it was more serious than that time.

"I really didn't expect it." Jian Zhou's mother shook his paper in her hand, and then handed it to his father, "Do you want to continue reading this book? I don't think you need to go to school tomorrow."

Jian Zhou's father seldom spoke at home. After glancing at his papers, he sneered and went to the study.

"Don't go to school tomorrow," Jian Zhou's mother took the paper again, and said in a very cold tone, "I'll call your head teacher tomorrow morning."

"Mom." Jian Zhou kept his head down, as if there was a knife in his heart, and every time his mother said a word, the knife cut across his heart, "This time it was an accident, next time I will definitely pass the exam .”

"Done the exam? When is this? The second model! The college entrance examination is coming soon!" Jian Zhou's mother was completely furious, and she shouted at Jian Zhou, "I have raised you for 17 years, and you have raised a waste! I You might as well get a dog!"

Jian Zhou was completely heartbroken by her words, he bit his lips tightly and clenched his fists.

There is one more month.

Jian Zhou thought: Just bear with it, there is still one month before I can leave.

Now he can't wait to disappear from this family immediately and never come back.

He has never been afraid of pressure. Over the years, for the sake of his parents' face, he has never complained no matter what. In the eyes of others, he will always be "other people's child" and a role model for all his peers, but no one I know what kind of treatment he endured at home.

Now, he just failed the exam once, and his mother actually said that raising him is worse than raising a dog.

Jian Zhou's heart was completely cold, and he no longer had any expectations for his parents.

"Mom, there will be a parent-teacher meeting this Sunday." When he said this, his father just came out of the study to fetch water.

Jian Zhou's mother said angrily, "I won't go! Let your father go!"

She threw the ball to Jian Zhou's father, but his father said: "I will not do shameful things, whoever wants to go."

Jian Zhou felt his tears rolling in his eyes, he took a deep breath, then snatched his paper back from his mother, and ran back to the room.

After closing the door, he could still hear the voices of those two people complaining to each other, and he could still hear them describe him with the worst words.

Jian Zhou sat at the door, leaning against the door, hugging his knees.

He never thought that one day he would have such an experience, and he couldn't help thinking: Is this really home?Are they really my biological parents?

Jian Zhou didn't close his eyes all night. The only thing that made him feel relieved was that his relationship with Qiao Yichuan had eased inexplicably.

The relationship between the two of them has always been developing for no reason. From the moment he suddenly fell in love with Qiao Yichuan, everything was a little unbelievable.

Originally, he had been restraining himself, but now, even his parents treated him like this, as if they had given up on him, so why should he care so much?

In a lifetime, the person who should be most worthy of you is yourself.

When it was almost dawn, Jian Zhou got up from the bed, packed his things, and went out to wash.

He didn't eat breakfast and went out before his parents got up.

There are very few vehicles on the road in the early morning, and it is not time to go to school, the world seems so empty.

Jian Zhou suddenly didn't know whether it was a blessing or a curse to fail the exam.

The relationship between him and his parents has officially entered a freezing point. He no longer eats breakfast at home in the morning, and his mother will no longer make supper or deliver fruit for him after returning home in the evening. Every day before going out, there will be a day's meal money on the table. He took it, and everything was settled outside.

But on the other hand, after that night, he and Qiao Yichuan returned to their previous intimacy, and even because he no longer deliberately resisted each other's approach, the relationship between them became more ambiguous.

This time, it wasn't that Qiao Yichuan was clinging to Jian Zhou all day long, but that Jian Zhou started thinking about Qiao Yichuan no matter what he did.

"Don't go out in the next activity class." Jian Zhou hugged Qiao Yichuan who was holding a basketball and was about to go out. He reached out and snatched the ball and threw it to Di Ge, and then said, "Do the questions with me in the classroom."

Di Ge showed a knowing smile, and greeted the others to leave.

Qiao Yichuan actually didn't want to stay. Although it's good to be with Jian Zhou, the temptation to play basketball is not small.

"Don't look, come and sit here!" Jian Zhou's deskmate had already gone out, he scurried inside, and let Qiao Yichuan sit in his place.

"Okay!" Qiao Yichuan risked his life to accompany the gentleman, "You read, I'll watch you!"

"...can you be a little serious?" Jian Zhou threw him a finished workbook and said to him, "You are not good at basics, so you can't do the questions directly. I finished this book, and they are all typical questions. Types, look at them one by one.”

This is a good method that Jian Zhou just came up with. It not only allows Qiao Yichuan to study with him, but also allows him to take the opportunity to review, killing two birds with one stone.

But in fact, both of them knew in their hearts that at this time, even if Qiao Yichuan went to study without sleeping, it wouldn't have any significant effect.

It's just that Jian Zhou doesn't want to give up just like that.

For several days in a row, Jianzhou took Qiao Yichuan to study together whenever he had time. Every time Sang Yi came to their class to look for Qiao Yichuan, he could see the two of them together, and Qiao Yichuan ignored her again.

Seeing that the relationship between the two became close again, Shen Weiwei didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

When the three left school together, Shen Weiwei said, "You two are doing well, I'm already ten years older by worrying about it."

Jian Zhou was a little embarrassed by what she said. He and Qiao Yichuan were a little tacitly ambiguous now, but they didn't know what the other party was thinking.

This kind of ambiguous period before the start of all romantic relationships is the most agonizing and memorable. The two of them both thought that after the college entrance examination, they would find a chance to have a showdown with each other.

The weekend came soon, and Jian Zhou was bored in the bedroom all day on Saturday, except for going to the toilet and eating, and never appeared again.

In fact, he was still very apprehensive, constantly thinking about who would go to school at the parent-teacher meeting on Sunday.

However, as his parents said, neither of them wanted to go, and no one really went.

Jian Zhou was extremely disappointed, and suddenly felt that he was a joke in this family.What is his reason for existence?Just to make enough face for them to go out and show off?Once he had let them down, had he not had to fulfill even the most basic obligations?

Jian Zhou has never hated anyone so much, and he also knows that this kind of emotion should not be imposed on his parents. After all, they have raised him and given him life over the years, but he can't help it, he can't feel it at all Love and respect from parents.

He made up his mind again and decided to leave. He said nothing and didn't want to continue living under the same roof with them.

The shadow of failing the second-model exam has always accompanied Jian Zhou. Although he seemed to be indifferent at school and in front of Qiao Yichuan, only he knew how tormented he was.

He was frantically looking forward to the arrival of the last mock exam. It was not the end, but an important turning point that could change his mentality.In fact, there was only more than half a month between the two exams, but he lived like a year, always feeling that there were people talking about him behind his back wherever he went.

Two days before the three-mode exam, the peach tree in the school yard was in bloom.

The petals are falling down, a whole row of light pink, which looks very romantic.At recess, Qiao Yichuan, who was unwilling to be lonely, forcibly put his arms around Jian Zhou's neck and went out to take pictures.

"Have you thought about what to do in the future?" Jian Zhou became more and more worried about Qiao Yichuan, and he was very afraid that the distance between them would go further and further.

During this period of time, the relationship between the two of them seemed to be separated by a layer of window paper, piercing the world afterward, which made people look forward to and fear.

Qiao Yichuan looked at the photo of the two of them just taken on the phone, and poked Jian Zhou's face on the screen with a smile: "My dad was finally willing to come back the day before yesterday."

"What?" Jian Zhou asked suspiciously.

"He married that woman who wasn't much older than us, and took her out for honeymoon without even saying hello. He just came back the day before yesterday." Qiao Yichuan's tone sounded nonchalant, but Jian Zhou looked at him and felt his He looked extremely lonely.

"so what?"

"So he finally has time to take care of his son me." Qiao Yichuan walked slowly towards the teaching building, and said to Jian Zhou, "Last night he said that I can't get into college anyway, so I might as well go abroad."

After hearing this, Jian Zhou frowned tightly.

He didn't say anything, just listening to Qiao Yichuan talking.

"But it's not good this year, I haven't prepared anything, and at my level, it's just a joke... I think my dad is funny, I can't pass the exam at all, and no one will want me to apply to any school." Qiao Yichuan actually didn't want to leave at all.

He knew very well what his father wanted to send him out for, it was nothing more than having a new family, maybe there would be new children after a while, so it was too much for him to stay here.

Qiao Yichuan felt that he would never miss his father at all. After all, the father and son had spent very little time together these years, and their relationship could not be said to be very good.

He is reluctant to part with Jianzhou. If he is in the country, even if it is far away, or at least in one country, it is just a matter of a plane ticket to meet him. But if he goes abroad, it is really hard to say what the future will be.

He looked at Jian Zhou, this handsome guy who was frowning and didn't know what he was thinking, was the first time he really fell in love with someone, but now he was too scared to even say "I like you".

Qiao Yichuan laughed suddenly, raised his hand and patted Jian Zhou's back vigorously, and said, "Honey, are you reluctant to part with me?"

Seeing that Qiao Yichuan started to lose his shape again, Jian Zhou raised his foot and kicked him: "Shut up, you, if you keep yelling at me, you won't even recognize Uncle Yu!"