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In early summer, everyone also began to become impetuous.

What this season means, their high school seniors know best.

Many people are afraid of the upcoming college entrance examination, and many people are looking forward to it.Everyone keeps saying that the college entrance examination is a turning point in life, but what the future holds, they still have to go on their own. They comfort themselves and say that it doesn't matter if they don't do well in the exam, so many talented people don't even graduate from college.

But everyone also knows that this is just a method of self-regulation.

Everyone wants to be admitted to a prestigious school, and everyone wants to soar into the sky, especially those "good students" who are burdened with the expectations of their teachers and parents.

"Jian Zhou, you can't do this." Shen Weiyi followed his line of sight and saw nothing but tall buildings and blue sky and white clouds in the distance. She said, "Maybe you think I'm sloppy, but I think you're the best. My friend is my idol, so I came here to tell you this. It should be beautiful to like someone. I have never liked anyone, but I have been looking forward to the day when a boy will let me experience that feeling. I don’t know What happened between you and...you and the person you like, it may be a bad fight, it affects the performance of the exam, it's all temporary, really, all bad things will pass. My mother when I was a child Just tell me that difficulties are not permanent, happiness is. I have always believed that people like you can overcome all difficulties."

Jian Zhou was a little surprised when he heard Shen Weiwei's words. He never thought that such a carefree girl could say such a thing. He turned his head to look at Shen Weiwei, and found that she was smiling at him. When the blow came over, those broken hair fluttered gently, making her look very beautiful, even more beautiful than Sang Yi.

"Shen Weiwei," Jian Zhou finally opened his mouth, and said to her, "a bird shit fell on your head."

"Ah?" Shen Weiyi was taken aback for a moment, and then began to search for a tissue in his pocket, "Ahhh! How disgusting!"

She took out a tissue and wiped it on her head, but found nothing.

Jian Zhou looked at the flustered Shen Weiyi and finally smiled, and said, "I'm just kidding you."

"...Jian Zhou!" Shen Weiyi came up to pinch him, and the two had a big fight.

After calming down again, Jian Zhou said, "Thank you."

Shen Weiwei smiled embarrassedly and pursed his lips, and said, "Don't be polite to me, I just think that you are the only opponent I like. If you fall, I will be so boring in the future."

Jian Zhou knew that it was Shen Weiwei who was comforting him, but it was undeniable that her comforting worked.

"I like Qiao Yichuan." Jian Zhou said lightly, "I'm gay."

The first half of the sentence was no surprise to Shen Weiyi, but the second half made her frown.

"It's because of this that you..."

"In fact, I don't want to like him at all, and I don't want to admit that I am different from others, but I can't help it, this is the truth." Jian Zhou thought of the year when he discovered how "different" he was in this respect, the whole year He hardly talked to anyone, and only immersed himself in his studies. However, at that time, the learning effect was not good. The teacher suggested that his parents take him to see a psychologist, but his mother firmly said that he was just not talkative and had no psychological problems. .

He wasn't sure if he had a mental problem, but it took a whole year of frantic self-regulation to finally come out of it.

He is still very scared now. If he had fallen like that back then, he could not imagine what he would be like now.

No one can listen to his heart, and he dare not tell his parents about his affairs. They will only call him sick, and use their methods to make him take back his mind and focus on his studies.

Terrible parents, Jian Zhou never complained before, and probably won't in the future, but he wants to escape.

"Jian Zhou..." Shen Weiwei didn't know what to say, she was afraid that if she accidentally said the wrong thing, it would backfire.

"It's okay, don't worry about me." Jian Zhou smiled and stretched his waist and said, "I'm much better now, I can't change my sexual orientation, and I can't change who I like, but just like your mother said Yes, the difficulty will always pass, there is still one month, pass, it will be fine."

There is still one month left. It is easy to say, but it is still extremely hard to get through this period.

Shen Weiwei looked at Jian Zhou and felt distressed. She patted the shoulder of the boy in front of her, pretended to be relaxed and said, "Brother, you can do it!"

Qiao Yichuan made mistakes again and again while playing, and even accidentally passed the ball to his opponent.

He was indeed absent-minded, because he was always thinking about Jian Zhou.

This time the second model, Jian Zhou did not do well in the test. Qiao Yichuan had never listened so seriously when the results were announced. Every time the teacher took the test, he would start from the highest score and read down. Last time, Jian Zhou was in the top three in almost all subjects. This time, several subjects have already ranked around ten.

At that time, he was taking notes on Jian Zhou's grades in each subject. After the calculation, the scores were already very high for him, but he knew that for Jian Zhou, it was a failure.

Qiao Yichuan was very worried about him, but he didn't know what to do.

A day passed, and he kept thinking that it was definitely because of himself that Jian Zhou failed the exam. He didn't even have the face to appear in front of Jian Zhou, and he reckoned that the man must hate him now.

He wrote a lot of small notes, but he didn't send any of them out. He didn't dare to provoke Jian Zhou anymore, and felt a little guilty when he looked at the man's back.

In the past few days, he has been searching the Internet for content about homosexuality, and even paid attention to some gay stars. He always feels as if he can find some clues in them, so that he can learn and explore.

However, everyone seems to be the same, working and living in the same way, without the obvious "label" he imagined.

"Brother Chuan, what's wrong with you today?" Di Ge felt that something was wrong with him, "Have you got heat stroke?"

"A little bit." Qiao Yichuan climbed up the pole, "It's uncomfortable, I won't play anymore."

He threw the ball to Diego and was going to buy a bottle of water.

Qiao Yichuan looked around as he walked, but no matter how he looked, he couldn't find Jian Zhou. When he bought water, he bought an extra bottle and went back to the classroom early.

During the activity class, there was no one in the class, and the door was locked, so he just jumped in through the window, and put the extra bottle of water on Jian Zhou's desk.

After returning to his seat, Qiao Yichuan stared at the empty seat, thought about it, felt something was wrong, took a note, and wrote: For Jian Zhou.

He pressed the note under the water bottle, lest Jian Zhou think that the water was misplaced by someone else.

In order not to be seen by others, Qiao Yichuan jumped out of the window before get out of class was over.

He felt that he was working too hard to do such a sneaky thing.

When Jian Zhou and Shen Weiwei returned to the classroom together, they saw the water on the table at a glance.

There is a layer of water droplets on the outside of the mineral water bottle, and there are still ice cubes inside.

He felt a little baffled, and when he walked over, he saw the note pressed underneath.

The words on the note had been blurred by the water, but he could still see what was written on it, and he also recognized the handwriting.

Jian Zhou looked at the last row of the classroom. The seat was empty, and Qiao Yichuan hadn't come back yet.

He was a little curious, he didn't know when this guy was placed on his desk, and he didn't know what the other party meant.

Obviously, they have almost no intersection with each other, but they do this kind of thing when he is like this, is it pity for him?

Jian Zhou felt uncomfortable, as if someone saw a joke.

Shen Weiyi leaned over to read the note, then glanced at Jian Zhou's expression, and immediately understood what was going on.

She patted Jian Zhou on the back and said with a smile: "Don't be so sad, isn't this good!"

Jian Zhou didn't know how to describe his current feeling to her, so he had no choice but to sit on the seat and stare at the bottle of water in a daze.

Qiao Yichuan came in from the door, still following Di Ge and the others in a row, and there was no place to stop when passing by Jianzhou, as if he hadn't done anything.

The more he is like this, the more uncomfortable Jian Zhou feels.

The section after the activity class is self-study. Jian Zhou did not study for a rare time, lying on the table for the whole class.

There were too many things that broke him down, Qiao Yichuan, grades, and his parents.

Seeing that the time to leave school is getting closer, Jian Zhou's inner fear is getting stronger and stronger.

He didn't dare to go home, and he didn't dare to tell them his score and ranking. He had a hunch that there would be a storm surrounding him at home tonight.

Qiao Yichuan kept staring at Jian Zhou, and he saw the other's every move.

He couldn't take it anymore, and he didn't dare to provoke Jian Zhou, so he had to write a note to Shen Weiyi.

He asked Shen Weiwei what happened to Jian Zhou, Shen Weiwei only replied with four words: None of your business?

Qiao Yichuan was so angry that he simply replied: My wife!

When Shen Weiwei saw this note, he was in a bad mood. He turned to look at Qiao Yichuan with his eyes wide open, and the two of them made faces at each other for a long time.

Shen Weiyi tore up the note, fearing that others would see it, she replied to Qiao Yichuan: Let's go together after school at night.

Jian Zhou felt that sometimes the world was deliberately playing tricks on him, fearing what would happen.

He didn't hold a parent-teacher meeting when he was the first in the exam, but he had to hold it when he didn't do well in the exam.

After school, he was almost the last one to go out in the whole building, with his schoolbag in his hand, he didn't want to go home at all.

There are his exam papers in the schoolbag, because there will be a parent-teacher meeting, and there is no way to hide it.

Every step forward seemed to be one step closer to hell. When he pushed his bicycle out of the school gate, he saw Qiao Yichuan's car still parked by the side of the road, and the uncle driver was smoking in the car.

He suddenly wanted to smoke a cigarette too, but he couldn't, and never had.

Lifting his legs and stepping on the bicycle, Jian Zhou rode forward slowly. When he reached the fork in the road, he suddenly thought: What will happen if I don’t go home?